THE SECOND VOLUME OF THE RENOWNED PHILOSOPHER'S AUTOBIOGRAPHY
Bertrand Arthur William Russell (1872-1970) was a British philosopher, logician, mathematician, and social critic, who also won the Nobel Prize for Literature in 1950; the other volumes of his autobiography are 'The Autobiography of Bertrand Russell, 1872-1914' and 'The Autobiography of Bertrand Russell: 1944-1969.'
He begins this 1956 book by stating, "The period from 1910 to 1914 was a time of transition. My life before 1910 and my life after 1914 was as sharply separated as Faust's life before and after he met Mephistopheles. I underwent a process of rejuvenation, inaugurated by Ottoline Morrell and continued by the War... it shook me out of my prejudices and made me think afresh on a number of fundamental questions. It also provided me with a new kind of activity, for which I did not feel the staleness that beset me whenever I tried to return to mathematical logic." (Pg. 3)
He admits, "Throughout my life I have longed to feel that oneness with large bodies of human beings that is experienced by the members of enthusiastic crowds. The longing has often been strong enough to lead me into self-deception. I have imagined myself in turn a Liberal, a Socialist, or a Pacifist, but I have never been any of these things, in any profound sense. Always the sceptical intellect, when I have most wished it silent, has whispered doubts to me, has cut me off from the facile enthusiasms of others, and has transported me to a desolate solitude." (Pg. 35)
He wrote in a 1916 letter, "I wrote a lot of stuff about Theory of Knowledge, which [Ludwig] Wittgenstein criticized with the greatest severity. His criticism, tho' I don't think you realized it at the time, was an event of first-rate importance in my life, and affected everything I have done since. I saw he was right, and I saw that I could not hope ever again to do fundamental work in philosophy... Wittgenstein persuaded me that what wanted doing in logic was too difficult for me... So I want to work quietly, and I feel more at peace as regards work than I have ever done since Wittgenstein's onslaught." (Pg. 66-67)
While recovering from a serious illness in China, he mused, "Lying in my bed feeling that I was not going to die was surprisingly delightful... I discovered... that life was infinitely sweet to me... there came heavy rains bringing the delicious smell of damp earth through the windows, and I used to think how dreadful it would have been to have never smelt that smell again... I have known ever since that at bottom I am glad to be alive. Most people, no doubt, always know this, but I did not." (Pg. 188)
He records wryly, "The Japanese journalists were continually worrying Dora [his wife] ... At last she became a little curt with them, so they caused the Japanese newspapers to say that I was dead. This news was forwarded by mail... It provided me with the pleasure of reading my obituary notices, which I had always desired without expecting my wishes to be fulfilled." (Pg. 189)
Of his 'A History of Western Philosophy,' he states, "I was sometimes accused by reviewers of writing not a true history but a biased account of the events that I arbitrarily chose to write of. But to my mind, a man without a bias cannot write interesting history---indeed, if such a man exists... I think the best that can be done with a large-scale history is to admit one's bias and for dissatisfied readers to look for other writers to express an opposite bias. Which bias is nearer to the truth must be left to posterity." (Pg. 340-341)
Russell was one of the greatest intellectuals and public figures of the 20th century; his story is essential reading for anyone interested in philosophy, mathematics, politics, and modern history.