2019 Rating: 4 Stars
2021 Rating: 3.5 Stars
Spoiler Free TLDR:
Book about the conversation of a young Jewish slave to an early-day Christian. Good world building and plot with decent characters. If you liked the 'Mark of the Lion' series, then you'll probably like this book.
Strongly recommend for ages 18+. Book deals with heavy topics, and contains very mature conversation and scenes (see below).
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Christian/Conservative Content Advisory;
Major Spoilers:
-Around 22ish| kissing scenes (often, without consent)
-5 sex scenes (2 consent, 3 rape)
-19 uses of "w***e"
-2 death scenes
-Multiple scenes of "locker room talk" from both genders
-Some scenes showing spousal abuse
- Multiple scenes that allude to intimacy/rape
-MC's friend has an abortion twice, dying with the second
-MC seeks out a way to have an abortion
-MC feels guilt for enjoying rape
-Relationship between MC (age 15) and 28 year old man
-MC's slave is raped
-MC is backhanded and kicked in the stomach after revealing she's pregnant
-Some scenes of people getting drunk
-Mentions of boys being sold as catamites
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Thoughts and (major) Spoilers Below:
Plot: 3/5
-The MC, Abigail, is bought at the age of 8 by a Roman soldier, Cleopas, (following the death of her mother). Abigail is raised well and educated as a surrogate daughter (in a slave position).
-At age 14, Abigail catches the eye of Cleopas' son, Jason, who returns home from Rome. Jason, captivated by the Abigail's beauty, who proceeds to rape Abigail. Jason proceeds to repeatedly have her come to his room at night, until he eventually has her stay the entire night (all against her consent). The pair are then found out by Jason's parents, who argue for Jason to marry the Abigail (which he refuses). Abigail is then given to be Jason's slave.
-Abigail and Jason begin to develop a relationship. Abigail then finds out she is pregnant, in which she goes to have an abortion. Jason finds her before she does and rages against her, claiming she will be nothing more to him than a slave due to her betrayel in trying to kill their child. Bonded together by the pregnancy, however, Jason decides to marry Abigail.
-Jason, being called out to a battle, is killed, along with his father, by Barrabas. Abigail witnesses Barrabas being set free, as well as Jesus' trial. Abigail and Jason's friend, Titus, both become followers of Jesus during the crucifixion. Abigail then goes into labor and has a son.
-Abigail and Titus go to Rome to secure Jason's property. The two then begin a relationship with each other. After a party one night, Titus, drunk, rapes Abigail. They continue being intimate for a week, until Abigail stops their relationship. She then realizes she is pregnant, is beaten by Titus' father, and loses the baby. Titus promises to marry Abigail.
-Titus' father sells Abigail to the arenas. She is rescued by Titus, the two marry, and become a Christian sanctuary and church in Italy.
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Writing: 5/5
No complaints.
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World Building: 3/5
Does a good job delving into the different philosophies around that time, as well as the relationship between Jews and Romans, slaves and free people.
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Characters' Rating: 2.5/5
-Jason, by far, has the best amount of growth in the book.
-Abigail, the MC, was a little bit hard of a character to follow; However, since she goes through so much in the book, it's hard to remember her actions are from a 14/15 year old mindset.
-Titus is an interesting character to watch go from Stoicism to embracing a brand new walk as a Christian.
All the other characters were mostly bland, however. (Except Samuel, who is just adorable)
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Overall Enjoyment: 3/5
Feels a little bit of a rip-off from the 'Mark of the Lion' series, but instead taking place with the very beginning Christians. Still enjoyable, but does have incredibly icky situations.
Loved:
-Jason has such amazing growth as a character in this book. By the time of his death, I was nearly in tears for losing the character who, for the majority of the book, was a rapist.
Nitpicks:
-I was wanting stronger reactions from Jason's rape scene. Both from Abigail (I was hoping more anger instead of reluctant acceptance, since we've seen so much spunkiness from her character up to that point) and from Ester (who has claimed every single time in her POV that Abigail was like a daughter to her). I was, as well, wanting a little more emotion from the other servants in the house as well.
-There's been very little emotion from both Abigail and Andrew in their relationship that we've seen up to the point of them confessing their love for each other. I just don't believe it, and feels incredibly shallow, since their relationship has felt more on par to a friendship level.
-The Andrew-Jason-Abigail love triangle
-Andrew blaming Abigail for Jason continuing to rape her
-Andrew, the day after Abigail's husband is murdered, asks her if she still loves him
-Jason and Abigail naming their son after Ester's terrible father
-The Ester side-plot following the deaths of her husband and son. What a selfish thing she did to everyone, choosing only to stop it when she hears about a grandson
-Terrible decision for Titus and Abigail to pursue a relationship, both "knowing" that Titus wasn't going in with marriage purposes
-The whole situation of Titus forcing Abigail to consummate their relationship is just disgusting. Even more disgusting and disturbing than Jason raping Abigail.
-Titus throwing a tantrum after Abigail refuses to be intimate with him anymore
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Notable Quotes:
-Beautiful... she thought it was the most hateful word in the world.