I honestly just read this again because I was joking around with my friends and going "The Boy was not the Boy!" Then I got inspired to open up my copy and read it all over again.
Biggest mistake of my life.
Lily B. is a teenaged sociopath. She thinks that the world is all about "me, me, me" and that everyone else is supposed to bow down to her like she's the Queen of Everything. She overestimates her capabilities as a writer and suffers from the delusion that she can merely breeze through her life because everything will be served up to her on a silver platter.
The only somewhat redeeming trait in her character is that when she decides on something, she sticks to it. That is...until something or someone tells her that what she thinks is wrong and she believes in the new thing right away.
And honestly, what was with the capitalizing almost every single word? That doesn't give things more emphasis, it just makes things more annoying. That and the shouty capitals that are found in almost every single page of the book. Saying something in capitals will deliver the same message as a message written in the normal, civilized way.
One more thing is: why does she keep calling Colter "The Boy" when she knows perfectly well what his real name is? Isn't that a bit disrespectful? And she should have taken the hint already when he showed absolutely no interest in her that she wasn't "The Girl" for him. And moreover, her obsession with him led to some really ugly arguments between her and her best friends because every single interaction they had with Colter was seen by Lily as some sort of conspiracy against her, which obviously wasn't the case.
And her fantasies! Oh my gosh, they were so out-there and delusional, even for fantasies. It's like she truly had a world that revolved around her in her head and that is honestly not the mind of a sane person. Even in the end, she thought that Colter would still harbor some emotions for her, which just proved that even in the end, she wasn't completely over him, even if she had a quasi-boyfriend in Jake already.
The first time I read this, I thought it was a cute story that had potential. That was when I was 13.
Two years later, during the second time I read this, I found it amusing and it lifted my mood when I was really depressed.
Now, another two years later, on the third time I read this, I was just plain annoyed. I had never read of a character so self-absorbed and so flamboyant as Lily Blennerhasset. And nearly the entire book looked like someone was trying to stretch their vocabulary muscles without even caring if they were using it in the right manner. They wanted to sound so highfaluting to the point that it no longer mattered to them how the book sounded when it was read as a whole.
Honestly, I felt like they let Joey Tribiani loose on the thesaurus again with this book.
I really wish to offend no one with this review, if it will even be read by anyone. But I just felt like I had to deliver another side to the story. Sure the story held promise and it was entertaining, but when analyzed and dissected, it could have used a lot of improvement. I honestly wouldn't have minded the highfaluting words if not for the shouting capitals and the Capitalized Terms. There's such a thing called "too much of a good thing", and this book is the perfect example of it.