A couple of years ago, in the face of having read every Sophie Kinsella and Lionel Shriver in the book shop, I happened upon Cuban Heels. Thus began my Emily Barr period. I read everything of hers I could get my hands on and bought up big.
Six weeks later, I stopped. Just like that. Cold turkey. She'd become - well- samey. The books ran into one another and I couldn't remember who had the stalky sister and who had the stalky brother. So I put Barr's work down and continued on my merry way. Jodi Picoult took my fancy followed in close succession by Kurt Vonnegut and Walter Moseley. My current obsession is Alexander McCall Smith.
It was while looking in the library for another Scotland Street novel that I happened to find The Life You Want. Suddenly I remembered all the bad reviews I'd read about the book when putting in my own Goodreads offerings and I began to wonder 'Why?' So, I picked it up and added it to the pile.
Now, I have to admit, it sat there, in the pile beside my bed for quite a while. Honestly, months went by. Books were added, books went back, and still I renewed it over and over.
Friday morning I finally picked it up and opened it. Last night (Saturday night) I turned the last page on what was, I believe, to be a thoroughly readable book. I engaged with Tansy from the moment she took her first glass of wine right up until her last beer. I've lived her life, straining against the binds of domesticity when a whole world waits beyond the front door. Like Tansy, I've found an excuse to have a drink despite the disapproving frowns of friends, family and society in general. I've told the lies, hidden the bottle and burned with shame in the aftermath of a binge. All because I knew a better life was waiting for me - out there.
Of course, this is not just a mid-life crisis story. There's India, there's adoption and there's something far, far darker afoot. Now, if you've read the other reviews putting this story down, then I urge you to maybe do as I did, steer clear of Barr's work for a while (it took me two years) but then start again with a clean palate somewhere down the track. Do, however, give this book a chance, because you just mind find a piece of your life in their somewhere.