Wow. This was recommended to me awhile ago and since I have this thing with fat mass markets I let it sit. I didn't see how Carlo could possibly fill 592 pages with interesting information but I'll be damned if he didn't do just that.
I fall into the category of people who are much more into the actual crime and life of the people involved rather than the long, drawn out, boring court cases. So not the case here. The long, drawn out court case was just as interesting as all the rest. What surrounds this case will make your head spin. I'm still trying to figure out this whole 'murderers are so sexy' thing. This man cut an elderly woman's eyelids off in order to better cut out her EYES. Then he took her EYES with him. This is who you find "sexy? Do the world a favor and shoot yourself asap. We don't need you here.
This review is going to be long, it's going to jump around an ramble in places and in some instances I'm going t direct my comments to certain people - like they're sitting reading them right this very second. And I hope they do some day.
So, at least a few other reviewers on this site and others mention the fact that at times it almost seemed like Carlo was trying to "explain" Ramirez's actions. He was hit in the head, he fell down, etc. At first I thought that was Carlo's goal as well but I changed my mind early on. I honestly think he was trying his best to be unbiased. I mean, that could have had something to do with him being the way he was. IMO it probably didn't and I think Carlo would agree, but there's no way to know and to leave these things out of the book wouldn't have been justified in any way. The best part of sticking up for what you believe in is knowing - knowing you've looked at everything and still believe. I'm glad I know he was hit in the head. Because I still believe he'd have turned out the same without that having happened.
I mean, this is a family where when someone got mad at themselves they bashed their skulls against brick walls until they were bloody. A family where the father, shamed because of the charges against his son, doesn't decide to end his own life (the one who he actually has the right to end IMO) but decides he'll take his wife along with him and tells his other kids just that! This never was a normal family.
Jump! Did we know that some criminals are allowed to have crime scene photos of their victims in their cells? To help with their defence of course! Oh, and also to masturbate to. Oh, and to scare other inmates and guards with. Can't forget those little benefits. And this is legal. Why you ask? Because criminals have more rights than a victim ever has, dead or alive. That's why in a nutshell.
Here's another showing of the same thing - tell me why crime scene photos shouldn't be shown to the jury. In their entirety. Because they're brutal? They'll "inflame the jury"? THAT'S THE POINT!!! If the crime was committed the jury should see this - case closed.
There was a part in the book telling about Sean Penn being jailed next to Ramirez (protection being needed because he was a star and couldn't be put into the general population). I gained some respect for Penn at the same time I lost some for Madonna. After having learned who the "good looking guy" was she said that "yeah" she'd "still like to meet him". One can only hope it was a a joke but look who said it. Penn, on the other hand, giving Ramirez his autograph, mentioned how easy it is to feel close to the people you're locked up with. He said "I feel absolutely no kinship with you." Good for him.
Okay, on to the crazy ass hoes who hate themselves and need any kind of attention so desperately that they'll do literally anything to get it. Doreen Lioy/Ramirez, Cynthia Haden, Laura Kendall with your Glamour Shot-looking-ass, and all the rest - I'm not going to say get help. You're beyond help. Just die. Do not breed and just die. You're taking oxygen and other resources away from normal people. People like you do not deserve to live. Yes, I sure am harsh. My sympathy lies with the victim and the families of those victims, not with sluts who just want a little attention from anywhere they can get it. Women like you are a shame to humanity as a whole and if I thought I had even the smallest thing in common with any of you I'd be ashamed to be a woman.
Carlo had women the world over asking how to get in touch with this prick. This prick who raped and sodomized elderly women. This prick who tied up small children. This prick who raped those same children's mothers. This prick who shot the men dead so he wouldn't have any resistance. This is the prick these women claim to "love". Bitches, you've never known love.
Doreen, the trashy, piece of shit broad who married Ramirez, the one who actually touched this mans hands, the same hands that did these awful, awful, awful things, said this, "There's something in his eyes - like a little boy who needs help. He's so sexy."
And my point is made. Doreen, normal women do not think little boys who need help are sexy. You don't belong here.
Patty, who thinks/thought Ramirez was in love with her, said he's "gentle like a lamb".
Patty, ask some of his surviving victims if they'd agree.
Doreen thinks it was fate that she moved t L.A. and was there for this. Doreen thinks this is why God kept her a virgin. Doreen says that this was her one goal in life - to meet Richard Ramirez.
Again, you don't belong here. You obviously have no life - why keep living in limbo? Move on. Please.
Women admitted to Carlo that they fantasized about being raped by Ramirez. Women who lived in L.A. during the time he was loose. Why couldn't he have found them instead of the innocent women and men he did find? Sometimes I wonder where God is.
Here's a good one - a real live human being said this by the way - Tamara has an altar to Richard in her bedroom. She supposedly sleeps in a coffin and has had her canine teeth filed into points. As if that's not enough I'll go on.
Tamara' greatest fantasy is to have sex with Ramirez. Oh, but there's a twist. You see, Tamara can't be normal, she wants to have sex with Ramirez in a cemetery, at night, on a black tombstone, under the moon. She wants their "sex to be lubricated with the blood of one of his victims."
Now I have to come to terms not only with the fact that we have Ramirez's and Anton LaVey's, LaVey's daughter and "parishioners",the Doreen's, Patty's, Cynthia's and all the other busted bitches, but now I have to come to terms with the fact that "women", like this Tamara, inhabit the world with myself and my daughter.
Tamara says no one has the right to judge her. Fuck you. I'm judging bitch. All day long. She says if her feelings were wrong she wouldn't be able to feel them. Right. Intelligent. The fact that she desires this makes it not only right but okay. I say okay, let them have sex. And let it be HER life's blood on his nasty dick. Let her enjoy that fantasy of hers for a minute before she dies.
It's enough to make you cry. How can this be? How can it happen? If we won't kill them why can't we cram them all together, they want to be anyway, and let them fuck and kill each other? Save society the expense an trauma and get rid of these monsters all at once.