im rather torn on this. for one thing, i want more luc and oliver. but for another, the reason i want more of them is because they were barely in HM in the first place. the book focused so heavily on everyone else, and weddings 2 and 3 really didnt have to happen. i wish they hadn’t happened. i wish we had spent any time at all with the actual supposed main characters together and talking and not just fighting. why was there so much fighting?
book one felt low stakes and like gradual growth. book two nearly gave me my own very real panic attack by the time luc and oliver were conversing in their first date restaurant and possibly breaking up. again? because they never have conversations in that book.
the thing with this third book. is that i dont want them to be fathers. i think akin to the major plotline in the second book, queer couples do not have to do everything “normal” couples do, and it would kind of be nice for them to simply exist as themselves instead of trying to fit into the same structures as everyone around them, because what works for one couple does not work for every couple, queer or not. but if that is the moral and point they end up at in this third book, which i guess is what id hope for but at the same time would find that to be exceptionally repetitive, then i want it discussed in more than 11 pages—which is the amount of screentime oliver and luc actually spent communicating their feelings about marriage, in one final chapter and half a page from “we’re not getting married” to the end of the book.
i don’t usually read reviews for books, but i’m just going to have to for this one. i hope with all my heart that this book can sort of right the bad taste HM left in my mouth considering how much i adore BM, but i currently only see the options being they adopt kids when neither of them really should be a parent, or they dont and its treated rather the same as the entire second book. fingers crossed that something here surprises me, because i quoted BM as one of my favorite books of all time for quite a while, and it pains me to say it but the sequel kind of ruined that for me. i hate jumping to spoiling the end, but it’s the only way i may be able to read this third installment, and i’m frankly more than a little sad about it