I liked this!
This is the first book I've read by Jennifer Dugan, though I've heard good things about Hot Dog Girl. And I really enjoyed this book. Dugan created some really interesting and detailed characters to express many aspects of queer life and I'm here for it.
This book follows two characters of Ruby and Morgan. Morgan has been forced to transfer schools after dealing with significant backlash towards her being a lesbian at her old private catholic school, and Ruby is participating in beauty pageants to live her mother's dreams when she prefers to work on cars. After they initially have several very tense run-ins with each other, they find themselves drawn to each other, and this is especially confusing for Ruby- as she doesn't like to get feelings for anyone, especially another girl.
I loved both Ruby and Morgan but to me the star of this book was Ruby. I'll start with Morgan. I loved her passion and how she wasn't afraid to be an inspiration to be herself after coming out. Often her advise and manner in which she carried herself could be, uh, a LOT. But also she is so young and you get messy sometimes. She had a wonderful heart. And Ruby. How strong can one character be while simultaneously feeling so much? I was fascinated with Ruby- watching her deal with poverty and her moms boyfriend, do pageants to appease her mother, and maintain her life was so interesting to me. I loved this pairing. I love a lot of pairings in books but this did seem to stick in my head so firmly. They compliment each other so well, both in how they push each other to be better and aren't afraid to butt heads, but how they really respect each other. And how they see the truth in each other more than anyone else can. And watching Ruby open up was great.
This book also hits some really important issues in queer life, like what queer athletes often struggle with, bigotry in the educational system and how little we can often do to stop it. It also explored through Ruby more than homophobia in her mother, but how parents can often project their wants on to their children and not understand pushback. I really like how the book showed that dynamic.
This book also had a cast of lovely secondary characters. Morgan's family, and especially her brother were a hoot. And I loved Morgan's track friends Ali and Lydia, and the people she met in the queer club. And with Ruby, I actually surprisingly loved her ex boyfriend Tyler. He was really interesting and even though early in the book I was like "I'm over Tyler lets get to the wlw" but he really grew on me. And Ruby's positive parental figure in Billy was pretty awesome.
But how much I enjoyed the side characters brings to my bigger critique, that I don't feel like any got resolution. I really loved how Ruby and Morgan finished their story, but it seems like almost everyone else was just kinda left where we last saw them. And I like most ends in books to be sewn up in one way or another.
I also would have liked more backstory into Morgan's life. We find out what happened at her old school but almost nothing about her besides that, where we learn so much more about Ruby. And that might be why I loved Ruby so much.
This is a good book. I enjoyed it and really, truly loved the relationship in it, as well as the topics it covered. 4/5
P.S. That cover is amazing!