Extremely disappointing book that starts off slow and mediocre, then gets progressively worse. This author is not emotionally ready to put together a full memoir and instead wastes our time with repetitive unimportant details of her life without providing enough specific interesting stories, a boring section on doing nothing during 2020, and a chapter on animals. I've learned something from reading over 800 celebrity memoirs--if there is a chapter on pets or on childbearing, the author isn't willing to share enough real stories to make the book worth reading.
There's nothing funny about it. The book is filled with anxiety and worry, and whatever respect I had for her claim to Christianity was lost in the middle of it all because Anjelah Johnson-Reyes does not really know who she is.
She uses the book to basically mention everyone she feels a debt of gratitude to. So instead of us hearing specifics about being in a Chipmunk movie or doing a reality TV show, we get names of people we don't care about that helped her through minor life issues. Why is there so little about the things we know her for, beyond some old YouTube clip? She mentions her first job being on Friends as a background player, but that doesn't exactly make her look good either since her career is based on lies she told in order to get work.
Her Mexican background is mentioned throughout the book but she seems to think we all understand what she's talking about when she brings up the many Hispanic stereotypes in the book. I was often confused about why she was saying racist things that she thinks are funny. The more she talked about her family and ethnic background, the more she seemed to be communicating that all those racial caricatures we see are true.
The author overpraises her father, who she also reveals was a constant physical abuser. Anjelah seems very confused, saying she is proud to be just like her dad, then revealing all sorts of horrible things he has done. The author also overpraises herself, giving her stardom and celebrity much greater credit than it is.
When it comes to her supposed Christianity, there is little evidence of it here, but now I understand why people like Amy Schumer and Eva Longoria endorsed her book--the author doesn't really have much of a Christian faith, now parties like the rest of the Hollywood elite, and is what she calls "backslidden." She claims to have been a conservative fundamentalist type but there's little evidence of it beyond her saving herself for marriage and taking on certain Mormon-like disciplines. Otherwise while she goes to church multiple times a week she is also doing drugs, drinking a lot, and sleeping with guys while stopping short of having sex. And much of that is just in her mid-teens!
She has a gay brother and goes overboard standing up for the LGBT community, but that clashes with her Christian followers--who she subtly slams at various times in the book for their expectations that she actually live the faith she proclaims. In typical Hollywood hypocrisy, she reveals her intolerance toward those that disagree with her while condemning them for standing up for their beliefs.
Johnson-Reyes does not give a specific moment of conversion to believing in Jesus other than a bizarre church camp experience where everyone is going to sleep in the cabin but laughing uncontrollably "in the spirit" and she decides after that to take her faith more seriously. Huh? She does start going to church more while increasing her drinking, using profanity without apology, flirting with guys to get them to "cuddle," online going on dates to get fed well, lying, and using drugs from her "friends." I don't think she quite got the message of true Christianity.
Then later in the book she starts to question her beliefs and goes more eastern religion. The comedian is extremely self-centered, insecure, and selfish when it comes to her faith, never truly accepting objective truth or beliefs that have come down over the past 2000 years. Anjelah (and other modern supposed Christians like her) thinks she knows better than all those other hundreds of millions of believers that came before her, rejects religious boundaries, and starts acting like an alcoholic that swears and mocks communion. Nothing funny about it.
Also nothing inspirational about it. All the endorsements she gets on the cover and inside pages either did not really read the book or they are non-religious comedians who are happy to see her fall off the Christian bandwagon. Their words of praise about the book being funny ring hallow--this is actually a sad and serious commentary on the state of young adults that claim to have faith or say they want peace or claim to be funny, but in truth are anxious, self-focused, materialistic, and depressed. There is a way to know who you are and this isn't it.