A sweet middle grade tale told through the eyes of a queer Chinese-American girl living in 1885.
"You... Believe me?" "If you believe, I believe."
I'm not entirely sure what I just read. There were some parts I liked and some parts I didn't. Let's dive right in, shall we?
The pace. Interesting. It was a good pace throughout, although when things happened, they just felt... random. Like there wasn't enough rising action building up to the conflict. It was just a little odd, and I really wish there had been more tension building up to the problem.
And then we have the plot itself: Also interesting...? If you read the back of the book, it promises a mythical Auntie Po, a god-like figure in our main character, Mei's eyes, and Mei navigating romantic feelings for her best friend Bee.
So... The Auntie Po part of it I really liked. I liked her personality, I liked the story behind the myth, and her giant blue water buffalo Pei Pei. But everyone just sort of went around acting like a giant 10-foot-tall-god-like woman who chops trees is normal? If you can actually wrap your head around the idea of that being real and just be like "ok cool" in 24 hours I will be quite amazed.
And then we have the "navigating her feelings for Bee." Okay. I had big hopes for this: I wanted a sweet coming out I love you I'm gay scene. Did we get one? No. I had hoped for more of Mei's thoughts on being a queer Chinese-American girl in 1885. Did we get them? No. Did we get a confession of "I like you" from Mei to Bee? No. The only sign we had that Mei liked Bee was her blushing. Was that enough for me? No it was not. I just wish this story had built a little more on her feelings, and that there was an actual resolution for it- a sweet confession from Mei, or coming out scene, just anything more than a blush. I have to say I'm disappointed: I really hoped for more on that.
I really enjoyed the characters in this book: I was glad to see poc characters as well (being treated as equals too, yay) as the Chinese characters and the "lgbtq+ character". They were well written, I saw multiple layers, I only wish they had been more realistic when it came to Auntie Po's existence. There was a scene when somebody passed away, and for the most part, their grief felt realistic and genuine, but the scene itself felt random. As I had said before: there was not enough rising action leading up to the scene.
The art in this book was so cool! It was such a unique style that I've never seen before in graphic novels, and I just wanted to take a second to throw that out there!
So what did I like in this book? I like the relationship that Mei had with her family and friends. I thought it was just so sweet that no matter their skin colors, they were able to get along, and treat each other like friends, and even call themselves family. That just made my heart feel so happy and warm! 🥰 I did like Mei's relationship with Bee as well, even if the story didn't really build on her romantic feelings.
I believe that's all I have to say, so now the three questions...
Would I recommend this book?
Eh. If you're hoping for the lgbtq+ element, I'd say it isn't really worth it, but it is a sweet tale if you're just hoping for a sweet comfy read- it definetly provides that.
If this was a movie, what would I rate it?
PG. Death, sadness.
Will I read this author's other books?
Probably not, but this was a cozy little read and I enjoyed it. ☺️