Most days during the first half of 2020, I found enough to keep occupied and feel productive. By July, however, I was tired of being responsible and safe but knew I must still be for a much longer time.
I missed people. I missed doing things. I missed variety in my life. I needed an escape from the tedium of a pandemic.
So, to keep from slacking off from the best practices for staying physically healthy, I decided to find something purely escapist to read-- something that would keep me rooted to home.
So, I picked up a mystery novel by the award-winning mystery author, Michael Nava.
Michael Nava is an American attorney, former staff person for the California Supreme Court, and writer of an eight-volume mystery set featuring Henry Rios, a gay, Latinix, criminal defense attorney struggling with his own demons, including alcoholism. Nava is also the winner of several Lambda Literary Awards which are given to books with a LGBTQ interest.
The book did keep me entertained but also proved to be more than a light mystery. It works with three questions:
1) Was the death of Bill Ryan, San Francisco real-estate man, an accident?
2) Who might next fall prey to the new and mysterious disease infecting gay men?
3) How does growing up in a hostile environment affect gay men and their relationships?
The story is set in 1984 San Francisco with flashbacks to 1971. In 1971, eighteen-year-old Bill Ryan struggles with his sexuality in his small conservative Illinois town. Living in a time when being gay is considered criminal, sinful, and a mental illness, Bill has no role models, sees no representation, and begins to hate himself as he internalizes the messages of his family, church, government, and society.
Bill’s father catches him having sex with another boy, severely beats his son, and disowns him—not an unusual story. With nothing but a bag and a few dollars, Bill finds himself taking a bus to San Francisco.
The story then moves into the early 1980s as a new virus begins killing thousands of persons, especially gay men. Attorney Henry Rios is out of rehab and beginning his journey through AA as he strives to live a life of sobriety. Like many gay men who internalized society’s hatred of them, Rios had often found himself coping by drinking.
With his practice in disarray, Rios takes a job as an insurance investigator. His first case involves the death of a man who died of gas poisoning by a leak at his apartment. That man, the reader soon learns, is Bill Ryan, who is a successful real-estate person who is severely troubled and damaged.
While Rios conducts the routine investigation required before the life insurance company will pay Ryan’s beneficiary--his lover Nick—he comes to question if the death was an accident.
By alternating chapters between 1971 and the early 1980s, the novel tells the story of Rios and Ryan and how they became so damaged. Both men had internalized society’s messages about them even though both wanted nothing more than to be successful, productive citizens, able to live their life fully and openly, and able to love and be loved.
Unlike many mystery stories, Carved in Bone is driven more by character than plot. I enjoyed the mystery plot line but found myself more engaged by the novel’s character development of Henry Rios and Bill Ryan. The book was still escapist reading for me, but also became something more thoughtfully engaging than I expected. It is, in the end, a story of love and desire, shame and self-loathing, and the search for wholeness and self-love in a hostile environment. It is also the story of exploitation, greed, fear, and an epidemic.
Carved in Bone was a pleasant surprise. I look forward to reading more of Michael Nava’s books.