I’ve been waiting for this book for weeks (library). I’d never read this author but the synopsis, the reading sample, and the cover looked very intriguing. Unfortunately, it was not just boring but the dialogue was just odd. I couldn’t finish it. I pushed myself but I’ve read plenty of self published works so much better. This is an established author so I expected to at least be able to finish it. Here is what I found odd/unbelievable or why I just had to stop reading this book.
1 the story begins with Alexandra receiving lame almost gag-like gifts from her veterinarian fiancé. He is making comments about the engagement ring (like he doesn’t trust her with it) her cluttered space, and her dog. She is snippy right back. For instance she remembers she told him she loved a cozy space (I’m thinking cramped) but she’d love his big house😒. She’s also obviously irritated he went on a trip oversees without her (But with friends) and throws that at him when they argue. She sounded jealous, petty, greedy, fake and annoying. And he isn’t any better.
She’s a vet tech and he’s a vet. Most vets I’ve met are basically compassionate but neither of these characters seem so and he didn’t like her dog.
2. She and her fiancé had zero chemistry and he went from just obnoxious to potential rapist in 0 to 30 seconds. I had a hard time believing that she hadn’t seen signs if he was a violent predator. Just as quickly she moves from oh, what a great gift of a golf ball statue (she doesn’t play golf) to you’re a jerk, here’s your ring, leave and never come back. He immediately threatens her using wizard of oz quotes (I only know this because the author mentions it twice)...as she’s crying in self pity, in an obvious lack of impulse control he gets on her deck and damages and kills her plants. This went Jerry Springer fast.
3. After her ex fiancé (and her boss by the way) leaves, she begins crying in self pity and then starts missing her twin. Now that takes it to the next level because her twin is a vanishing twin in the womb so she never met this twin. She’s seriously unhinged. And her parents talk like the death of the twin was an event for her...they too are unhinged. 😆
She even stopped visiting her cousins and didn’t tell them why. The reason? They are twins so they remind her of her twin. 🙄 The whole missing twin thing was seriously weird.
4. On the spur of the moment after her ex fiancé leaves Alexandra decides to quit her job, move stuff to storage, trade her car for a truck and drive to Alaska and stay with her cousins who she hasn’t spoken to in years. Really? Who does that? Who does that on a vet tech salary?
She calls her estranged cousins who she doesn’t even recognize their voices or even know much about...that level of estrangement but feels comfortable telling her current predicament in detail. Who tells virtual strangers their private business? And their response is equally odd. They encourage her to drop everything in her life and move to Alaska promising a job and free accommodations. Who does that?
Is it me? I wouldn’t give advice like quit your job and move to Alaska...and I certainly wouldn’t say, here’s a job and a place to stay. That’s something your parents Might do if they could. Remember she’s in her late 20s so she should be established. It seemed super convenient. I don’t have any family (much less estranged cousins) or friends who could hire me and give me free accommodations at a moment’s notice. Sign me up for that unrealistic safety net!
5. The rambling thoughts of Alexandra didn’t add to the story and just made it tedious. She repeatedly thought a general courtesy and how nice she was being treated...it got kinda weird. Not to mention she spends an inordinate amount of time looking for her twin in the mirror. That was a tad creepy ....psycho creepy.
6. All the tragic back stories...her cousin with the tragic death of her husband, Mary the cook with the grandma who died in a freak catastrophe and Quinn’s dad being mauled by a bear to death...I mean these deaths aren’t the usual. And Alexandra and her cousin bond over their tragic losses....yes, Alexandra losing her imaginary Friend...I mean lost twin...and her cousin losing her husband and her child's father To a plane crash is comparable..not. 🤦♀️
7. The spouting of poetry? Alexandra recites verses of a nature poem because you know, we all memorize nature poetry and spout it when we first meet people, right?! 🤷♀️ Anyway, after her recital of poetry Quinn flicks a tear from his eye (I think it was written almost this melodramatically) because it somehow reminds him of his deceased father who died from a bear attack. Which I guess ties to nature. Lol. I actually laughed at this farcical moment.
8. Later, we have lots of women bashing. I think the girlfriend of the cameraman was dissed by every other character including the men. Then we have the producers wife who repeatedly discusses that pilot Sullenberger who saved passengersand is judged because of it. While she buys Alexandra’s homemade herbal concoctions, Alexandra is thinking the woman talked too much and wore too much cologne. I found that to be mean spirited. She wasn’t anything but nice to Alexandra. Later Alexandra missed her after she was thinking harshly about her. Not to mention they only spoke for 5 min while Alexandra sold her beauty products in a store. Is this for real?
9. Alexandra talks to her cousins not only about her personal business but repeats Quinn’s story about his dad and his feelings of guilt. Ok, first, he overshared and then she is gossiping to her cousins about him. He’s a chick and she’s a gossipy, judgmental, and downright crazy chick. No, Just no.
10. Quinn and Alexandra’s instalove...he just seemed to fall at first sight and seriously acted like a preteen questioning her attraction. There wasn’t chemistry so what attraction? And why is everyone in everyone’s love life. These are grown adults...this felt juvenile.
Overall, this book bogs down early with inane conversations and descriptions about Alaska. Add in the plastic stock characters and crazy Alexandra and I just couldn’t read any more.