4.7
I won't lie, I really loved this novel. The characters were my favourite part, I did find this to be very character driven, instead of heavy on the plot. There's a bit of politics - very much religious politics, at that, with all the strife between different philosophies vying to become the one tightly woven to state affairs, and the internal struggles within each sect - but it's not heavy nor didi I find it jarring and hard to comprehend, perhaps because I've done a bit more digging into China's history, while reading Sha Po Lang. I enjoyed the bits that offered me insight on the political state of the nation and the different sects, mainly because it didn't overwhelm me for lack of understanding.
But it's the characters that did it for me. Yan WuShi and Shen Qiao are just so good together. The sarcastic, provocative teasing YWS uses on SQ, who often affects offence but rarely scolds YWS on his trespasses is just so funny. I found them to be complex, well-managed characters, and although I would have enjoyed if the author had taken a bit more time exploring YWS's internal dialogue (as well as offering readers a deeper view into his past, because I believe it's the reason why he's become the man he is, always needing to be the best) if only to have my point proven and feel vindicated by the assumptions I made of him. He was definetely my favourite character, and his development along the story was a delight to read. Does he really change? I'm not so sure. He's very pragmatic from the start, a cunning, clever, clear-headed man who perhaps understands the world and its politics better than the rest. He's said to be ruthless and evil, I didn't quite see him that way, and all in all, just like SQ, he did have an interest on having a peaceful, thriving nation. They just go about things differently, but SQ did support the same people YWS did, because they saw eye to eye on this. The fact one believes people are intrinsically good and the other believes the exact opposite just comes to prove they complement each other well. YWS's opinions on that subject don't change much - he views SQ as being an exception to the norm, and that is why he's so into him - while SQ does learn that because he is someone who believes in the good of the human soul, doesn't mean everyone else does. He learns and grows through knowing both the world and YWS, becomes less trusting and more guarded, realising people often have hidden agendas. In fact, he goes from being deceived and betrayed because he trusts easily, to expecting the worst from certain individuals (Yu Ai, Chen Gong) and admittedly claiming not to trust them, without letting it annoy or depress him, In fact, the only person he repeatedly trusts, and sees that trust broken once or twice, is YWS. The fact YWS's betrayals are the only ones that hurt and disappoint SQ says a lot about his feelings for him, I think. The way I see it, SQ falls in love with YWS quite early on, and when he gives him to Sang JIngXing, SQ's heart breaks completely - though he doesn't quite forget him.
As for YWS, this man is terrified of emotions. The answer lies in his past, surely, for we're given hints of it, but never complete disclosure. The way I saw it, he starts developing feelings for SQ that go a little beyond the physical attraction, and once he realises there's more to his emotions, that's the moment he decides to sell SQ to SJX. This will either break the bond he's started forming with him, or prove SQ worthy of him - I do think YWS may have hoped SQ would be able to heal fully, in order to survive SJX and what he had planned for him, which in fact he did. And when he learns YWS's life is in danger, he goes after him, and does all he can to save him.
Something else I liked about YWS is that while everyone else is 'in love' with SQ because of his beauty - they all have the hots for him - YWS's feelings go way beyond that, and his internal dialogue often shows it. Yes, he finds him beautiful and attractive, but that's not even what fascinates him about that man - his personality is. While he's the first to cave in and allow himself the 'weakness' of really loving someone else, SQ, who was the first to really feel something deeper, takes a long time admitting and owning his feelings, because he's terrified of having his heart and his trust broken again. But when he loses YWS, then he's the one who breaks down and acts desperate. I loved the extras because of that - seeing the novel stops at a point where the development of their relationship is left to our imagination, the extras offer us an insight into how SQ is forced to come down from his seat of pride - where YWS is arrogant, SQ is proud - and do something that shows the other man without shadow of a doubt just how in love SQ also is with him. It's on those extras that we're given a chance to see how YWS actually knows SQ well enough to realise he has to let him believe he's about to lose YWS once and for all so that he's forced to act. It also shows us just how much YWS respects and values SQ's input where it comes to the political tapestry of the nation and what the future may hold, the way he's willing and eager to discuss matters of state with SQ for his input is really endearing. So all in all, yes, I loved this novel mostly because it's light and deals with lighter issues in a lighter manner than Erha or MDZS, but does a really good character study of human nature.