Barry Squires, Full Tilt takes readers on a romp through the streets of St. John's and into the Squires household, a place where tragedy strikes but love prevails. Derry Girls meets Billy Elliot with an East coast twist.
It's 1995. When the Full Tilt Dancers give an inspiring performance at the opening of the new bingo hall, twelve-year-old Finbar (Barry) Squires wants desperately to join the troupe. Led by Father O'Flaherty, the Full Tilt Irish Step Dancers are the most sought-after act in St. John's, Newfoundland (closely followed by popular bagpiper, Alfie Bragg and his Agony Bag). Having watched Riverdance twice, Barry figures he'll nail the audition. And good thing too -- it'd be nice to be known for something other than the port wine stain on his cheek. With questionable talent and an unpredictable temper, Barry's journey to stardom is jeopardized by his parents' refusal to take his dreams seriously. Thankfully, Barry has the support of a lively cast of characters: his ever-present grandmother, Nanny Squires; his adorable baby brother, Gord; an old British rocker named Uneven Steven; a group of geriatrics from the One Step Closer to God nursing home; and Saibal, a friend with whom Barry gets up to no good.
Told with humor and a healthy dose of irreverence, Barry Squires, Full Tilt takes readers on a rowdy romp through the streets of St. John's and into the Squires household, a place where tragedy strikes, but love prevails.
Originally from Newfoundland, Heather Smith now lives in Waterloo, Ontario, with her husband and three children. Her Newfoundland roots inspire much of her writing.
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When I read the synopsis for Barry Squires, Full Tilt, I knew that it was going to be a book that I needed to have in my life; being from Newfoundland and struggling to find books that take place in the province that I grew up in!
This was such a special book! It had me sobbing on more than one occasion, but there were a lot of laughs in between! Barry Squires is a character that I'll likely not forget anytime soon! (Bit of a hard case, but so unapologetically himself and so determined to do what he loves).
Thanks to NetGalley and the publisher for this arc, which I received in exchange for an honest review. I'll post that review upon publication. I continue to love this author.
Updated 9/23/20
5 stars
I am a huge fan of Heather T. Smith and can never understand why she is not more widely known on the YA circuit. Smith writes innovative and deep characters who are so round and intriguing, and Barry Squires is no exception to this high standard.
Barry is an unusual individual to say the least, and he is consistently hilarious to read regardless of whether he intends to be. While Barry's sense of humor and antics tend to drive most adults around him bananas, these same characteristics also make him riveting and entertaining to read. He is truly an individual. Barry also possesses a kind, sweet, and vulnerable side which can be seen through his relationship to Gord, his infant brother; the friends he makes (all misfits in their own ways); and the bullying he experiences as a result of a prominent birthmark on his face. He is off the wall, but he is also incredibly charming.
The novel takes a shocking turn at some stage, and I love how it is handled. Though the entire work could become devastating at this point, Smith strikes an ideal balance of emotions and keeps Barry's responses and style true to his character even under the most trying circumstances.
As a fan of both _The Agony of Bun O'Keefe_ and _Baygirl_, I came into this with raised expectations; they were exceeded.
Sono stato indeciso fino all'ultimo sulla valutazione da dare a questo libro, ma alla fine ho optato per le 3 stelle. Devo dire che in realtà mi aspettavo qualcosa di completamente diverso. Quando ho visto la copertina di questo libro per ragazzi me ne sono innamorato all'istante, era semplice e d'impatto. Quando poi ho letto la trama mi sono detto: "Wow, un nuovo Billy Elliot". Per chi come me è nato negli anni '90 molto probabilmente conosce quel film. Un ragazzino che scopre l'amore per la danza... e questo libro ne sembrava riprendere le orme. Purtroppo però non è stato proprio così. Barry è un dodicenne molto eccentrico ed impulsivo, è vittima di bullismo a causa della voglia che ha sul viso, ma non si lascia comunque mettere i piedi in testa, infatti reagisce ai bulli e fa molta ironia. La storia è più un susseguirsi di eventi quotidiani con tante tematiche diverse (non tutte però sono state approfondite bene): il bullismo, la depressione post-parto della madre di Barry, l'amore per la danza e l'elaborazione del lutto. Quest'ultima è stata la parte che mi ha emozionato di più. Alcuni avvenimenti, invece, purtroppo mi sono sembrati troppo irrealistici, ad esempio il comportamento di Barry con la preside della scuola. Altri invece molto frettolosi. In generale lo stile di scrittura è veloce e ti da poco tempo per elaborare le situazioni che accadono. Il titolo poi è fuorviante, ci si aspetta che si l'argomento principale sia la danza, in realtà è solo un contorno. Ho apprezzato però il carattere di Barry, è quello che rende il libro leggero e divertente, si fa leggere tutto d'un fiato.
This might be one of my favourite books I've read this year.
Anyone anyone ever asks me what kinds of books I'm looking for in my library - I always tell them: Middle school boy funny. It is such a rarity to find a book that fits the age group, that doesn't belittle in its humour.
Yet again, Heather Smith amazes me with her incredible wit (I still feel like I have a book hangover from the Agony of Bun O'Keefe). I love the character's authentic emotional roller coaster, his quirky love of words, his over inflated sense of ego, yet self depreciating humour and his misunderstandings of the world around him. I couldn't put this down.
The characters are brilliant and really ping well off of Barry. We see beautiful growth from Barry throughout the story, and I found myself loving him, cringing, feeling, and loving more. I consistently struggle with trying to find books for kids who feel a little too mature for David Walliams, and just aren't ready for The Absolutely True Diary of a Part Time Indian.
My heart is so full right now, I reckon it'll burst. This is such a wonderful story. Filled to the brim with tender moments and tears, it is so easy to be invested in Barry and his life. Please pick up this book and hold all the people like Barry close to your heart. They need it the most but, will never say.
Barry has a port wine birthmark on his face, an inexhaustible store of energy, aggression and chutzpah, probably ADHD, and a great desire to distinguish himself as something besides the guy with the thing on his face. He comes from a poor, very Irish family in Newfoundland, Canada, which may be why he's so drawn to Irish clog dancing, to the point where he'll tape pennies on his shoes to dance. He also has the cutest baby brother in the world, Gord. His life is a mess and yet he's utterly lovable. I realized why I loved this book so much when I looked up the author and realized she was the author of the greatly underrated "The Agony of Bun O'Keefe." Heather Smith is just a wonderful writer who writes original characters that twist to life in her hands.
Funny, heartbreaking, and heartwarming. At first I was going to say, "who knew Canadian novels about quirky teens/pre-teens would be one of my new favourite genres?" But when I look at how I've phrased that, well, yeah. I think this says something about my emotional maturity.
I loved this book. Captures the essence of a kids life in downtown St. John's in the late 90's. I quite literally laughed out loud at the cleverness of the writing and just when I least expected it I bawled my eyes out crying. Would highly recommend for an easy read!
Questo libro non era affatto ciò che mi ero aspettata dalla quarta di copertina, eppure mi è piaciuto tantissimo seguire le vicende di Finbar, della sua famiglia sgangherata, di questa cittadina sull'Isola di Terranova e dell'incredibile fauna che la caratterizza, a partire dai vecchietti della casa di riposo "Un Gradino dal Divino" (HO ADORATO STO NOME!!! XD) Finbar è un ragazzino dalla lingua tagliente e schietta, che non pensa mai a ciò che dice, lo dice e basta. Ha le sue ossessioni, la sua rabbia esplosiva, l'esercito nella testa che gli impedisce di concentrarsi, non sa arrivare puntuale, fa amicizia con tutti - soprattutto gli adulti! - sbaglia le parole spesso e volentieri, non sta mai fermo. Nessuno mi toglie dalla testa che sia neurodivergente, perché più ne leggero più ne avevo la certezza. E passa attraverso situazioni e problemi che molto spesso sono più grandi di lui con spiccata ironia, a volte, tranne in un'occasione... quando è arrivata la sassata che non avevo subodorato e che ha fatto malissimo (vi consiglio di arrivare a leggere fino alla fine dei ringraziamenti, dove c'è una dedica. Così ri-piangerete male anche voi).
Le tematiche affrontate sono tante e importantissime, come la gestione della rabbia, la depressione, l'elaborazione del lutto, il razzismo. Ma ci si passa attraverso con molto brio, in alcuni casi, e tanta malinconia in altri. La scrittura della Smith è piacevole e attenta, e Finbar è esilarante, anche se a volte lo vorresti menare. XD Tre personaggi che ho adorato sono stati di certo: Saibal, Steven lo Storto e Pius. Pius mi ha fatto molta tenerezza a un certo punto. E la nonna. La nonna è meravigliosa.
I libri per ragazzi sono molto spesso sottovalutati, considerati "semplici", per menti "giovani". Ci si dimentica però che non sono dei ragazzi a scriverli, e che non abbiano niente di semplice nei loro significati, anzi. A volte, sono taglienti e precisi come punteruoli.
Barry squires is the kind of 8th grader that could get right on your nerves! His direct wit, willingness to err on the side of inappropriate, and semi-abrasive “honesty is the best policy” attitude, leaves him being “as hard as nails”, despite his dream of becoming a Full Tilt dancer. He can get away with all his sass and smart mouthiness, because through his relationships with a wide range of friends, teachers, and family - especially through his connection with his baby brother Gord, we get to know who Barry really is. Underneath it all, we discover Barry to be charming, delightful, and as soft on the inside as the clouds in the sky on a sunny day in Bannerman Park.
Vocabulary lovers will bask in the humorous genius that is Smith’s way with words, expressed through Barry’s stream of consciousness! Her inclusion of jokes, local sayings, and colloquialisms is nothing short of incredible. It brings an unforgettable flair to Barry’s personality that left me laughing out loud many times. I have to also point out that my FAVOURITE word in the English (possibly Irish?) language, “sleveen”, even gets its moment!
Weaved throughout the story are an infinite amount of references the reader can connect with - from birch beer, to cold plates at Caines’, to Mount Scio Savoury, to Easter eggs with your name written on them in white icing, to Regatta Roulette, to the mention of a feeling that is nameless but has everything to make you laugh and cry all at once, I couldn’t help but say to myself time and time again “I remember that!”, or “that’s SO true!” Sidebar: Does Mount Scio Savoury actually have any medicinal purposes?! Haha.
The novel sheds light on the a wide range of difficulties a person may go through from sibling rivalry and family dynamics, to body image issues, racism, mental illness, tremendous loss, and how we grieve, all while still managing to keep an air of togetherness and showcasing the importance of family, true friendship, and community. There is representation and inclusion of a wide range of characters from marginalized communities that bring this story to life and a value is put on every person without discrimination based on age, skin colour, circumstances, or past decisions. Uneven Steven, for example, is Barry’s number one confidante, he remains non-judgemental and open with Barry and even has a nickname for Barry showing the friendship is special to not only Barry. I can’t imagine the story without their unconventional relationship!
Smith has a way of mixing comedy and tragedy that lends to a realistic depiction of how loss can effect a person, and a family. She describes perfectly how bad news can be known before the words are ever spoken and accurately portrays how Barry muddles through the stages of grief, juxtaposed against how other members of his family are processing differently. We are shown, and as most of us know first hand, how tragedy can bring people closer, maybe even more so than the good times.
During the last chapter there are moments with Rick Mercer and Alan Doyle that are downright side-splitting and if they don’t have you laughing out loud, then I don’t know what to tell ya! I also appreciated the nod to Shaun Majumder - literally nothing was forgotten in the construction of a this novel. The ending really brings the story full circle and leaves the reader feeling hopeful, despite what has transpired. After all, it’s some day on clothes.
This book may be short, but that only adds to Heather Smith’s masterful storytelling skill. Every single word plays a crucial role in helping create a tale that surely packs a punch - just like Barry Squires would have wanted!
This novel would make an EXCELLENT novel study for any high school literature class, especially in schools in NL. There are so many stones to be unturned and discussions to be had, and I’m sure every student could connect with the text in one way, shape, or form. This piece of work is an exquisite example of the talent in our province!
Did I laugh? Yes. Did I cry? Yes. Did I laugh again? Yes. Did I cry again? Yes - but it was different the second time around.
All the feels. All of them. I can't write about the depth of Barry Squires, Full Tilt without spoilers, so I will simply say that the writing is engaging and eloquent.
Barry Squires, Full Tilt is a 2022 MYRCA Northern Lights nominee. I highly recommend it for grade 8+
The audiobook was well-done, as well.
I will note though that I am curious how the intended YA audience will receive this book. I wonder if all the quirks and bits that I found hilarious and/or heart-breaking will also strike a cord with a non-adult audience. - I look forward to finding out!
I loved this so much. I laughed out loud so many times, and read bits and pieces to my husband through my chuckles. And then my heart broke. I'd like to give Finbar Squires a big hug. Rick Mercer and Alan Doyle too.
I was immediately drawn to the cover (and title) of Heather Smith's new YA novel - Barry Squires, Full Tilt. I had an inkling that dancing might be involved. I was right - but there's so much more to Barry's story....
1995 St. John's Newfoundland. Twelve year old Barry is determined to join the Full Tilt Dancers - a tap and step dancing troupe that is St. John's famous. There are a few obstacles to overcome on the way to that goal. And sometimes the biggest impediment is Barry himself. School is problematic and Barry spends more time in the principal's office than in the classroom.
Barry's dialogue, inner thoughts and conversations are quite funny. Barry is quick witted, quick on his feet and quick with his comebacks. And that's the direction I thought the book would take. But, I was very happily proven wrong. There's so much more to Barry's story. He's bullied in and out of school. "I thought about school the next day. Soon I'd feel like a frayed puzzle piece - no matter how hard I'd try to fit in there'd always be bits sticking out."
Barry has a wonderful family - Mom, Dad, Nan, an older brother and sister and Gord - a baby brother. The love Barry feels for his little brother is so touching. The whole family is a close knit group, but there are issues as well. Mom is suffering from postpartum depression. And for Barry, difficult emotions and feelings are hard things to cope with. "The army men marched through my brain all day long. I didn't know who or what they were fighting, but they were angry. They ransacked my thoughts, tossing them aside and breaking them in two."
Okay, so that sounds pretty serious doesn't it? But there's lots of humour as well and Smith does a fantastic job of combining the two. She presents and tackles some heavy issues (I must admit, I was truly caught off guard with one big game changing plotline) with a good dose of banter.
Other supporting characters are unique and diverse and will also draw the reader to them. From homeless Uneven Steven to the residents of the One Step Closer to God Nursing Home. And Saibal - I'll let you meet this wonderful character on your own. I truly enjoyed the conversations between Saibal and Barry. (And the cameos from Alan Doyle and Rick Mercer were fun.) The setting itself is as much a character.
I often wonder how an author comes up with their ideas for a book or if there's a bit of their own story woven through their work. You'll find a bit of Heather Smith is this novel. She's originally from Newfoundland and "Her east coast roots inspire much of her writing." And I think there's a bit of Barry there too.
"But this isn't a memoir. Memoirs are for people who've lived long, amazing lives and have inspirations stories to tell." I don't know about that Barry, I think your story is pretty inspirational......An excellent read for all ages.
3.5 STARS (rounded up to 4): In her latest book, Heather Smith (one of my favourite authors of Canadian Teen fiction) weaves the vibrant Newfoundland culture and humour into a touching story about a quirky main character who will dance his way into readers' hearts.
Barry Squires is a misfit who is direct to a fault and has his fair share of obstacles in his life, including a port wine stain birthmark on his cheek and a temper he's trying to keep in check. But he is determined to make something of himself and believes his success lies in becoming one of the local Full Tilt Dancers - even though he has never had a dance lesson in his life. A minor issue to Barry.
Barry's birthmark mars his self-confidence and with his short fuse and penchant for trouble, he finds solace with many of the secondary characters - his family, the school secretary, his new friend Saibal, homeless Even Stevens and the residents of the One Step Closer to God nursing home. So, when tragedy strikes, it is a blow not only for Barry but those around him, including the reader.
Smith includes a few heavier topics that are discussed in varying degrees. These include bullying, postpartum depression, homelessness, tragedy, prejudice and not fitting in but these issues are balanced with humorous banter, a diverse cast of characters and even a couple of celebrity cameos of famous Newfoundlanders.
This is a touching story with humour, heart, and a unique, small-town Newfoundland feel. A great pick for fans of Smith's The Agony of Bun O'Keefe.
So much for my plan to savor this book. I couldn’t stop reading. Finbar T Squires is now tied with Angus McLintock as my favorite literary character. Though Judes, the principal, is pretty great too.
Heather Smith is my favorite YA writer and her books just keep getting better. Finbar is a totally unique character yet, somehow, relatable as well. The sense of the ridiculous merges with preteen angst into something that just makes you smile, That said, I was having a lovely rollicking read when the plot sucker punched me. No fair Smith! It made the book more poignant but but it was a pretty George R.R. Martin move to make you love something and the. Take it away!
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
I didn’t think I was loving this, as the main character was a little abrasive at times. The abrasiveness is somewhat understandable due to his circumstances, but I wasn’t sure what direction we were heading in a few times.
When I found out the direction we were heading in... I sobbed for the entire last ~100 pages of the book. This was heartbreaking.
This was funny and clever and such an enjoyable read. Barry's that kid that's a complete nuisance at times but also super charming, haha. I love how many funny little bits Heather Smith fit into this story. Will probably buy this for my nephew when he's a little older.
Relentlessly teased for his port-wine birthmark, Barry was looking for a different way to stand out. After seeing the Full Tilt dancers, he was determined to become part of their troupe. In his quest, he faced many obstacles, but discovered so much about himself along the way.
This book was so funny and touching. This irascible young man stole my heart. I must admit, I wasn't sure about him at first. Yes, his temperament was less than desirable, but as I got to know more about him, those rough edges smoothed out a bit, and all I could see was his heart of gold. I could present a list of reasons why I adored Barry so much, but the standout reasons revolved around the special relationships he had.
Watching him with his baby brother, Gord, melted my heart. In Gord's presence, this tender side of Barry emerged. It was also rather beautiful watching him bond with the nursing home residents and Uneven Steven, a local homeless man. Barry may have been gruff and short fused, but the boy had a very compassionate heart, and there are many times his goodness shined during this story.
Family was another important part of this book. When I first met the family, Barry and his two older siblings were taking turns caring for the baby, because their mother was suffering from postpartum depression. This had quite an affect on the family, but they stood by each other. And when tragedy hit the family, they rallied once again. Though this was the most painful part of the book for me, I also found it the most beautiful. The exploration of the agony and loss was thoughtfully explored, and I couldn't even be mad, because it led to tremendous growth for Barry and his family.
I have to warn you, the "tragedy" I mentioned is a death. It reduced me to a puddle, but I must admit, the cast of characters was so good, that losing any one of them would have hit me hard. Each and every one of the supporting characters was so well drawn, and I loved how they all made this story come to life. It was such a comfort to see all the support Barry found in them, and I was grateful they were part of this tale.
Overall: It was such a pleasure getting to meet Barry. He made me laugh, and he made me cry, but he also filled me with hope, optimism, and happiness.
Heather Smith is a master storyteller and in her new novel Barry Squires Full Tilt once again she gifts us with complex characters full of soul, sass and heartbreak. This is a book to be experienced joyfully, tearfully, ideally with a cup of tea and shortbread.
Barry Squires. Balla come se non ti vedesse nessuno di Heather Smith, romanzo per ragazzi pubblicato oggi, 6 aprile, da Rizzoli.
Non è stato quello che mi aspettavo e questo può avere sia una connotazione positiva che negativa. Significa che l’autrice non è scontata e banale e che io devo smetterla di farmi dei film, ma anche che a volte le trame possono essere fuorvianti. Quello che ne è uscito è un romanzo di formazione in cui il giovane protagonista è la star, nel bene e nel male. Perché Barry non è un tipetto facile da comprendere, ha un modo tutto suo di vedere le cose e di agire. A volte può essere saccente, altre arrogante, in certi casi dolcissimo, in altri sopra le righe e indisponente. Un adolescente a tutti gli effetti. Barry vuole tutto e lo vuole in fretta, la calma non è tra le sue virtù e, a fasi alterne, vuole essere visto o invisibile.
Invisibile agli occhi dei suoi compagni che lo scherniscono da sempre per la voglia che ha in volto, visto dalla sua famiglia che spesso non lo comprende, visto dalla Preside della sua scuola con cui ha un rapporto molto particolare, tanto da ostinarsi a chiamarla per nome, in barba al suo ruolo, e da andare a trovarla ogni santo giorno sia per le tante punizioni che prende sia per scelta perché lui, anche se non lo ammetterà mai, ha paura di crescere e fare il salto lasciando l’ambiente che ben conosce per uno nuovo lo terrorizza.
Il problema della famiglia Squires è che ognuno è abituato ad arrangiarsi da solo, sono uniti, ma si fanno la guerra. I fratelli di Barry non sono certo le persone che preferisce al mondo, ma il nuovo arrivato Gord è la luce che illumina tutte le sue giornate. Barry adora passare del tempo con lui, coccolarlo, farlo giocare, portarlo in giro per le attrazioni della loro piccola città. Gord ricambia il suo affetto e sembra comprenderlo e appoggiarlo come nessun altro pare disposto a fare. Pilastro della famiglia è nonna Squires, un’adorabile vecchietta che si è caricata addosso tutto da quando la madre di Barry ha la depressione post-parto, a Barry sembra incredibile che non voglia occuparsi di Gord e che viva rinchiusa nella sua stanza, ma non sa come aiutarla a superare questo brutto momento, quello che può fare è essere sempre presente per il piccolino che dispensa sorrisi, gorgheggi e battute delle sue paffute manine appena Barry entra nella stanza.
Barry si mette in testa di voler diventare un ballerino di Full Tilt e non ha nessuna intenzione di accettare un no come risposta, certo di essere molto portato e di poter far parte della compagnia locale. Peccato che non abbia grandi doti e nemmeno il costume necessario. Secondo voi si arrenderà? Sia mai, a costo di rendersi ridicolo davanti a tutto il vicinato e di usare i vestiti di nonna, lui riuscirà a realizzare il suo nuovo sogno. Certo non può contare sul supporto dei genitori e di suo fratello e sua sorella, ma ha dalla sua la super nonna, Steven Lo Storto, che gli suggerisce di esibirsi all’ultima spiaggia presso la casa di riposo Un Gradino dal Divino e Saibal, un ragazzo che incontra durante una delle sue passeggiate con Gord e che diventerà il migliore amico che avrebbe mai potuto desiderare.
Il percorso di crescita di Barry sarà difficile, l’adolescenza è un gran casino per tutti, ma se puoi contare su degli amici diventa più semplici. Ma la cosa più dura da affrontare sarà una perdita inspiegabile. Una cosa che butterebbe a terra chiunque e che lo porterà a riflettere sull’importanza da dare alle piccole cose, ai gesti e quanto sia bello gioire di tutto ciò che di positivo ci succede e quanto sia importante poterlo condividere con chi ci vuole bene. Imparerà che non si possono controllare le cose che gli altri dicono, ma si può decidere come reagire a quelle parole e quanta importanza far sì che abbiano per lui. Capirà che non può far scontare agli altri ciò che gli succede e che bisogna sempre accogliere con gioia le cose belle, senza lasciarsi fuorviare dal risentimento e dal passato. Perché la vita è una sola e per essere degna di essere vissuta si deve sempre far prevalere il buono e affrontare ogni cosa con passione e il sorriso sulle labbra.
Barry Squires ha tanto da insegnare a chiunque abbia voglia di un libro che lo porti a riflettere.
Una storia per ragazzi che tocca molti temi e può parlare al cuore di tanti ragazzi ma anche ai più grandi. Il protagonista assoluto è Barry, un ragazzo di dodici anni che vive a Terranova, un'isola canadese dell'oceano atlantico. Barry è un adolescente come tanti, alle prese con i problemi che la crescita comporta che a quell'età sembrano insormontabili. Solo che Barry non è proprio un tipo facile, spesso è il peggior nemico di se stesso con il suo carattere impulsivo che lo porta a cacciarsi nei guai. A causa del suo scarso controllo della rabbia visita parecchie volte l'ufficio del preside, o sconta delle punizioni. Certo, non sarebbe facile neppure per me mantenere il controllo se avessi una voglia sul viso e se, a causa di ciò, fossi costante bersaglio di bulli che si credono grandi comici.
Damian Clarke era seduto al banco di fianco al mio. Si protese verso di me. «Indovina? Ho quasi finito il mio tema. Si intitola: Perché gli abitanti di St John’s dovrebbero fare una colletta e pagare a Barry Squires un intervento di chirurgia plastica per quella cosa che ha sulla faccia.»
Ma, non mi va di ridurre Barry solamente a vittima di bulli, perchè in lui c'è un mondo da scoprire. Una famiglia numerosa, una nonna magnifica e un grande sogno che lo ossessiona: il ballo. Barry non sapeva quanto forte fosse il desiderio di diventare un ballerino del Full Tilt Irish Step finchè non li ha visti esibirsi. Da allora partecipare alle audizioni ed entrare nel corpo di ballo sarà il suo unico obiettivo, un'idea che brucia dentro anche se i suoi familiari non lo appoggiano più di tanto, e lui abbia poca consapevolezza sul fatto di essere sostanzialmente negato per questa attività.
Barry Squire è la storia di come un ragazzo insegue il suo sogno e nel corso di questo cammino cresce e affronta tante sfide, alcune delle quali parecchio difficili e dolorose che lo segneranno per tutta la vita. Un personaggio indubbiamente positivo che mescola ironia e tormento, una stratificazione che mi è piaciuta, visibile a chi ha voglia di andare oltre e non vedere solo un semplice ragazzo con i suoi capricci da adolescente.
Respirare con Gord calmava l’esercito che avevo nella testa. I soldati marciavano tutto il giorno nel mio cervello. Non sapevo chi o cosa combattessero, ma erano arrabbiati. Saccheggiavano i miei pensieri, scaraventandoli da una parte all’altra e aprendoli in due. Era difficile spiegare i soldati alla signora Muckle o al professor McGraw. Era più semplice far credere loro che fossi troppo pigro per realizzare il mio potenziale.
Anche i personaggi secondari sono brillanti e rendono la storia completa in ogni sua parte. La sua bizzarra famiglia, poi, è unita e davvero esilarante come ad esempio il padre orologiaio che non ha orologi in casa perchè ne detesta il ticchettio, oppure la carismatica nonna Squire, propositiva e incoraggiante. Ci sono dei momenti dolorosi che mi hanno toccato il cuore, quel cuore che Barry mostra in tutta la sua fragile grandezza. I temi affrontati da Heather Smith sono molti e tutti importanti, la perdita, il bullismo, la depressione, ma la penna dell'autrice li esplora in maniera arguta e intelligente, complice la caratterizzazione di Barry e i suoi dialoghi taglienti. Un bel libro che ha tanto da dire e insegnare, sull'inseguire i propri sogni, sul non lasciarsi definire dalla rabbia e da quello che gli altri pensano di noi. Inseguire un sogno, essere se stessi senza timore, superare un dolore che sembra schiacciante, scoprire di essere circondati da tanto affetto, anche se non sempre si viene compresi, Barry Squire parla di questo ed altro, ed è un bel libro da leggere, in qualunque età della nostra vita ci troviamo. E poi, vi svelo un segreto: ho rivisto la me adolescente e poco incline al dialogo in alcune sfuriate di Barry. https://ariaswild.blogspot.com/2021/0...
Initially, I was going to give this book 3 stars. I was half way through and it didn't hit me emotionally like how I hope a great work of art will. But, then, something changed.
My family is from Newfoundland. My parents both live there and I was nostalgic hearing the jokes I often heard as a child. I could hear Nan's doting and I could see Barry's Newfie Wink. Even the bit about Newfie being a slur to Newfoundlanders hit true; my parents have said the same thing. To be someone not from Newfoundland and to experience it from this book would be jarring in some ways and delightful in others. Like going to Newfoundland for the first time, you lose yourself to the charm of the characters you meet. The friendly neighbour. The family down the street without a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out. The people you pass gossiping with faint gasps of "that's shockin'" or "what a sin." The world building here is an ode to Newfoundland. I appreciate it immensely. However, most of the story is just that. It doesn't feel like its going anywhere. That was one of the reasons why I figured it wasn't going to impress me beyond 3 stars. Until...
Spoilers ahead.
While reading, I kept asking myself "what next? The book is supposed to be about getting into Full Tilt, and he was denied, so what now? What more can be left? This book is running itself into a corner, what possibly is left for the story? What lesson will be learned here? My Jesus, there's a lot of friggin' swear words in this book for it to be included in MYRCA nevermind asking my students to read it!"
Then it happened.
The part about Gord gutted me. I thought it was going to be Nan, or the pregnancy, or even Saibal, and I did not expect it to be Gord. Sweet baby, Gord. I knew Smith had to do something drastic, but I never thought in my worst nightmare that Gord would be the crucial piece to be mangled and ripped from the puzzle.
So, despite the couple of grammar errors I found (I am desperately passionate about dialogue rules and grammar being strictly placed outside parentheses), this book is 4 stars. You can't do that to Gord and have a wonderful exploration of loss and the unfairness of the world without it being worthy of an extra star.
There are some artful moments after Gord's death, and some real messages that I would want my students to take away. That pain sometimes has and needs to be felt. That pain isn't fair in how its doled out to people. That you can have enough love for many people even if you think you don't. To learn to accept others for their differences. That family doesn't have to be perfect. Of course, there are many more.
From a book I thought would start and end as an invitation for students to use anger as a way to cope with the cruelties of the world, I am happy it wasn't that way. I hope to invite them instead to experience a little bit of Newfoundland and to stand for the things they believe in.
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Barry Squires wants to find something to define his life, other than the birthmark on his face. He decides he wants to join the Full Tilt Dancers, a river dance team in St. John’s, Newfoundland. Barry gains the support of his friends and family on his quest to become a Full Tilt dancer, until tragedy strikes his family, changing their dynamic.
I loved the Newfoundland experience in this book. I went to Newfoundland for the first time last year, and this story reminded me so much of that trip. There were hilarious sayings throughout the story, such as what Barry says to his homeless friend about his principal one day: “‘She had a face on her like a smacked arse,’ I said. ‘That woman is as crooked as sin.’” The older characters often referred to younger ones as “my love” or “my duck” as terms of endearment. This Newfoundland dialogue was authentic.
The characters also had a friendly, familiar quality. Barry’s family was full of quirky people, such as his dad who was a clockmaker, yet didn’t want any clocks in the house because he had to listen to them tick all day at work. Barry would get words mixed up all the time. One day he said “‘It’s a proven fact that people who run late are optometrists – and being full of optometry is a great personality trait.’” His teacher figured out he actually meant “optimist” not “optometrist.” These quirks and funny stories made the characters so realistic.
This story took a tragic turn about three quarters of the way through that I was not expecting. I had grown to love these characters, and I felt like I knew them, so it made the tragedy much more upsetting. I don’t want to spoil it, so I won’t give away what happened to the family. However, Barry’s close knit family was able to stick together, despite their tragedy.
This is a great Newfoundland story!
Thank you Penguin Random House Canada for providing a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.