This book has such an alluring premise. A heroine leading a double life - a Robinhood-esque vigilante by night, a witty but proper woman by day. I'm a sucker for romances like this, and I really loved the beginning. My problem, really, is our "hero," Devellyn. And, I think, the author's easy dismissals of truly abysmal character.
Devellyn has been drinking, whoring, gambling, and fighting for years. He's a sad person. I think I was meant to feel sorry for him, and I suppose I did feel something akin to pity, but also exasperation. He fails to grow. When things get rough, he immediately backslides. And I'm meant to believe he can be a worthwhile husband to a heroine who deserves more?
The hardest part for me, however, was how creepy and controlling he was. He meets Sidonie and on the second meeting, informs her he will be calling her "Sid." This struck me first as odd - he didn't know her and this a British romance where Christian names are not just spoken by acquaintances - and secondly, he took some great liberties in assigning her a nickname. She sees this too and asks him to stop, and he happily refuses. This to me was a huge red flag. Add to that, he begins ordering her around and demanding to know her whereabouts. She fails to keep a list of her comings and goings for him, and he scolds her because he is apparently her jailor.
And then there are the less-than-consensual sex scenes. I think we're meant to understand it's consensual because Sidonie has internal thoughts the chapter prior about how much she lusts after our hero. But when she's saying no and "Devellyn couldn’t wait. He held her down by both shoulders, and somehow managed to shove deep on one thrust, beneath him [she] screams but it was a short, soft sound," I'm certain our heroine was raped. It's confusing, then, when Sidonie has no such thoughts. I just...this is not the 80s or 90s anymore, and it was not written then! People don't get to touch/harass/rape others because the woman is somehow too beautiful to ask for permission or treat her as a literal human.
If you thought perhaps Devellyn had endearing qualities outside of our heroine, you would also be wrong. He treats his servants worse than the floor he walks on. Sidonie notices his servants cower when he's around and comments at one point that they "were a tad craven. They were likely two floors down, cowering." And this I attribute to the author. If someone - anyone - continually yells at you, treats you poorly, this is abusive behavior and cowering is a sign of abuse and not cowardliness. It's a bizarre double-standard where Sidonie wants to rescue women treated poorly (usually sexual trauma), but she herself is raped and then fails to address/comment on/seek to right the verbal abuse happening in the hero's house.
I read romance for its escapism, and this is just a strange facet of abusive relationships with powerful men. Give this one a pass.