"It is true that I have sent six bullets through the head of my best friend, and yet I hope to shew by this statement that I am not his murderer."
Lovecraft wrote this story in 1933, we start with our narrator, an upper-class toff named Daniel Upton. He's explaining to the police there was a perfectly good reason why he went to Arkham Sanitarium and shot his lifelong chum Edward Derby six times in the head for good measure. Dan explains that he was actually saving the world from a dreadful menace. "rather than murdering, I have avenged him."
We get Derby's life story, which it sounds very much like Lovecraft writing his own idealized autobiography. An only child with a frail constitution, spoiled and coddled by a domineering mother, he was kept under close watch and never allowed independence. As a result, he developed a morbid taste for dark fantasy and showed great artistic potential as a poet (bit generous there, Howard). It was not until the death of his mother that he started to feel free enough to pursue his own inclinations (get the author some therapy).
Whilst studying classes at Miskatonic University studying the occult he involves he meets a petite coed named Asenath Waite. She's cute save for slight protruding eyes, she's from an old Innsmouth family.
She's very domineering to the point of being abusive, and quickly takes over Derby's life (Lovecraft married a businesswoman... and was the submissive type anyway). There are a lot of funny things about Asenath. She has a wicked grin and makes shocking remarks about topics a proper young lady of that time was not supposed to know about (pssst... s.e.x.).
Most alarming, she has a hobby of staring intensely with her bulgy eyes at young women, giving them the strangest delusion of leaving their own bodies and looking at themselves from Asenath's viewpoint. She's also the granddaughter of an unhinged redneck wizard.
So, they get married and get mired deeper into cults. Then comes the dreadful night when Dan is awakened at midnight by a phone call...
Asenath Waite is one of Lovecraft’s few prominent female characters, and a very striking figure both visually and emotionally, probably because he based it on his ex wife. From all accounts, his marriage wasn't stormy or turbulent, just something that fizzled out and turnt putrid (literally, in the literature).
Maybe he was saying things here that he was too repressed or impolite to ever have come out openly. It's conjecture, but I've found that writers themselves aren't always aware of what inner demons they're getting rid of by putting them down on paper, sealing it away with "the end".
4/5 Fun, with an interesting twist.
Dan’s binary perception and through Edward’s misgendering reports make the reveal interesting. The repeated use of incorrect pronouns applied to the entity performs a narrative magic trick. Job well done.