I always rate books on a sliding scale relative to their genre (or sub-genre, in this case), and this is definitely as good as it gets for gymnastics biographies, particularly from a gymnast without the perspective that years of retirement bring. Aly leans less heavily on a ghostwriter than other gymnasts, relying instead on journals she kept while growing up. With ghostwritten books you get platitudes about how training was hard or descriptions that betray a clear lack of knowledge of how gymnastics training works. Chapters about the big competitions often just rattle off scores and retell things covered on TV, ignoring competitors or outside factors. This is an entirely different memoir. Based on her journals, Aly is able to tell us exactly what she was thinking before various routines, what her coach told her beforehand to calm her down, how competitors' routines affected her, how the national team coordinator reacted to falls or successes. Even the most knowledgeable gymnastics fan will learn something about Raisman here, beyond the hundreds of articles that have been written about her achievements.
I appreciate so much how she shows the good and bad of national training camps instead of just glossing over the hardships because she ended up successful. You read about the lack of nutritional advice, officials admonishing Aly for eating pizza, Aly being cut off from her family at competitions, logistical ways the system abandoned her when she was injured, etc. But you also see how some of the same emotionally intimidating coaches and officials supported her with sympathy and kind words in some harder moments of her career. There's a shade of gray to her descriptions that is worlds apart from the bright rainbow brushstrokes of the average gymnast's biography. Raisman also manages to flesh out the gymnastics landscape a little bit more than others, including details about teammates, Russian competitors, who was injured when, up-and-coming seniors, etc.
Raisman clearly caters her book toward the teenage girls most likely to read her book, but delightfully leaves out tween babble and text-speak that so many of her peers lean on. It's impossible to write a gymnastics memoir without including motivational blurbs for young gymnasts, but Raisman's encouragements do not make up the main substance of the book.
Finally, as a gymnastics fan, I have followed the case of Larry Nassar closely since it first broke, so I know the gruesome details all too well. And yet, seeing the story unfold through Raisman's eyes tore my heart open all over again. It's unbelievable how USA Gymnastics forced her to meet with an investigator, then silenced her and her mother after opening that Pandora's box, without offering her any help to deal with the trauma she had encountered. It's one thing to theoretically understand the pain so many gymnasts went through, but seeing Aly's struggles recounted brings it to life in an entirely different way. I hope Raisman is able to effect change and that USA Gymnastics is held accountable for their failure to protect children. She's shown remarkable courage in publishing such a realistic and raw memoir.