hello kiddos, it’s me, ur friendly neighborhood fat queen, who’s come to judge this book.
first of all, let’s cancel the trope where the super hot guy falls in love with a fat girl,, and that’s bad. bc she’s fat.
listen, the ONLY complication they ever had. ever. is that she’s fat.
and some insecure barbie was mad about that?
that would NEVER ever happen in a skinny mc book.
like
have you EVER seen a book where the main plot was:
she loves this guy.
he loves her.
but they can’t be together.
because she’s skinny.
NO???? because it doesn’t happen. because aside from the AWFUL body-shaming, it’s a terrible plot.
they had decent banter that was fun to watch, but it wasn't enough for me to ship them.
there also were a few instances where the guy (cannot remember his name for the life of me) was kissed on the cheek by said flirtatious barbie, and didn't say "no thanks I have a girlfriend" or "i don't feel comfortable with that" and MANS DIDN'T EVEN TELL HIS GIRLFRIEND
but where the part gets good, is when she actually SAW it and came to him about how she wasn't comfortable with that, and he pretty much just gaslights her.
saying how "it wasn't a big deal" "you're really going to get worked up over that??" and other unhealthy stuff
it wasn't major but the way he responded was really toxic.
yknow they were BOTH toxic. and not in that fun, morally grey, were using each other type; no just high school toxic.
she wouldn't let him see her even though he was going through a REALYY bad time,, bc she's insecure??
I get insecurities ok? don't forget IM FAT. I've dealt with this crap but, her continuing to not be there for him when his home life is terrible and he just needs a person? that shouldn't amount to your insecurities holding u back.
there’s NO 🥂🎶💋SPICE👛☕️🛍
there’s NO heartbreaking betrayal, or backstory.
there’s so warm fuzzies while reading.
this book was short, it had unlikeable characters, except for the barely-there sides; they were toxic; they didn't handle body-positivity well at all; there were massive cliches; and the vibes were just so off.
not feel-good vibes.
this could've been GREAT okay??? the banter was great; the mc dealing with grief and her stepmother was concluded well; it was all written in verse, and was great!!; initially the love interest was great too.
but nearing the middle/end it just went downhill.
it just makes u feel BAD. a book about body-positivity that makes u feel bad.
that’s when u know u SCREWED UP SIS.