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131 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2012


They were only a few centimetres away from me behind the window, and the second one, with his moonlike face and hard eyes, didn't notice me either. Perhaps the glass was opaque from inside, like a one-way mirror. Or else, very simply, dozens and dozens of years stood between us: they remained frozen in the past, in the middle of that hotel foyer, and we no longer lived, they and I, in the same space of time.The key to Jean's search, and apparently the evidence that none of this was a dream, is his black notebook. He uses the notebook as a guide, trying to traverse the Paris of his past - but he's almost always thwarted, finding the city changed. The story frequently captures the mingled pleasure and pain of revisiting youthful haunts; somehow you expect magic, and get nothing but a vague, off-kilter familiarity and a sense of the inexorable passage of time.
Could I possibly have left behind a double, someone who would repeat each of my former movements, follow in my old footsteps, for all eternity? No, nothing remained of us here. Time had wiped the slate clean. The area was brand-new, sanitised, as if it had been rebuilt on the site of a condemned block. And even though most of the buildings were still the same, they made you feel as if you were looking at a taxidermied dog, a dog you had once owned, that you had loved when it was alive.Some of the locations Jean frequented as a young man, such as the country house he and Dannie visited, seem not to exist - did they ever? Then there's the places and people he knew only by code names to begin with. Everything is elusive; even Paris itself is amorphous. Some of the story is told through the medium of Jean's interrogation by a detective; yet another man chasing the truth about Dannie. That idea of the one-way mirror will keep recurring, the image of the present and the past standing on opposite sides of a sheet of glass, close enough to touch. So it is that in dreams you watch others live through the uncertainties of the present, while you know the future.
I believe you write somewhere that we live at the mercy of certain silences….Patrick Modiano's work is built entirely on those "certain silences," things that may or may not have happened in the past, and that leave only the faintest of clues behind them. Clues that Jean, a writer much like the author himself and narrator of this 2012 novella, has written down in an old black notebook. They consist mainly of names, but with Modiano, names are more than enough:
Dannie, Paul Chastagnier, Aghamouri, Duwelz, Gérard Marciano, "Georges," the Unic Hôtel, Rue du Montparnasse….Over the first few pages, this list of names will be repeated many times, reordered, annotated, extended, giving the reader a sense of déjà vu before he has even read a complete chapter. Modiano does not use names to inform the reader, so much as to lull him into his own limbo, where the present fuses with the past. Modiano conjures with names, and those names are of three types: places, fictional people, and real ones.
Sommet Brothers—Leathers and Pelts"I no longer saw a very clear distinction between past and present," he says of himself, and he writes that way too. Any one page may contain a description of what he is doing now in 2012, something he remembers doing in 1965, or something that he dreams of having done, whether now or then. Yes, it is confusing, but that is why one reads Modiano—to share a confusion that closely mirrors one own fading memories, shafts of understanding, nostalgia, and regret.
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