This was meant as a fluffy, easy read with one of my favorite topics at the center: travel. And it was and it wasn't. It was definitely about travel, or rather backpacking, and that's what kept me going. Because this was really hard to get into which is not what you want from a fluffy read. There was the lighthearted Bridget Jones tone to the narration just with a more sarcastic and meaner touch to it. Sometimes a lot meaner. And a lot whinier. And holy moly, there were some topics thrown at me as the reader that I didn't see coming in novel of this light caliber: the mother's death was expected as the story catalyst but the details are a lot grimmer. There is alcoholism and abundant drug use presented on a such a casual level that I wondered if this is maybe normal and I am just a sheltered flower (spoiler alert: it's not normal)?! Tansy, the protagonist, is rude and self-absorbed and whiny and, yes, mean. At least, that's what she is presented as at first. I am someone who claims to like reading about unlikeable characters but Tansy was hard to support in the beginning, it was rough and I considered not bothering much longer, this book was not meant to be rough.
But I persevered, and I am not sure I would say it was worth it but after 100 pages I started to really enjoy myself reading. The travel aspect started taking center stage and with that character development followed. Traveling changes Tansy, this is not a surprise, traveling changes people (let me assure you), this was partly what I came for, and I think these parts Barr executes very well. We slowly learn more about her and the person she was at the beginning makes more sense. We see the places she goes through her eyes, which I loved. There is romantic entanglements, usually not my choice of drink, but I liked it here. It made sense to be part of this story. There is also some fun murder mystery element, that will have a very predictable and maybe a bit ridiculous solution but it was kind of fun while it lasted. And I actually appreciated more and more that it was not as fluffy as it had looked from afar while still having enough fluffiness to fit my mood. In the end, "Backpack" works fairly well as what it sets out to do, just with the harsh beginning and the weird juxtaposition of tone (very light) and subject (too dark) it took me a while to realize what this novel was trying to do.
I am glad I stuck with it but I wouldn't say this novel is one others should fight through as well, that's what I meant earlier when I said the struggle and the dislike you will feel for the protagonist are not truly worth it. The novel never elevates itself to a level where that kind of struggle has a payoff but the start will seem fitting if you continue. It will still only be a "fun" novel, and those shouldn't be work is my point, and I am glad this changed from work to fun in the sun.