Ugh!
Annoying but compulsive
Spoilers:
Lissa is the eldest child of the wealthy Alcester family.
As she grows up she is increasingly attracted to Ivan the illegitimate stable boy and when she was 16 years old she lets him kiss her but is frightened and some of the other servants have to pull Ivan off her. Later that night she strikes Ivan with her riding crop in frustration and permanently scars his face.
This happens in the backdrop of a family crisis involving her parents. It turns out that her mother has betrayed her father and her parents either killed themselves or her father killed her mother before committing suicide ( it's not clear). When her parents bodies are found, Ivan has already left and Lissa finds that her parents are in debt and almost everything must be sold.
Lissa's reputation is damaged as a result of the above and she is known in the village as Lusty Lissa and the villagers make it clear that they think she will turn out to be just like her mother.
5 years later the family is living in a cottage in straightened circumstances and dependant upon a pension from 'Aunt Sophie'.
In the interim Ivan , who was the bastard son of the Marquis of Powerscourt, has been legitimated and inherited.
The story starts with him telling his estate manager,Holland Jones, to have Powerscourt repaired within 4 weeks and to cancel the pension being sent to Miss Alcaster. From the outset it is made clear that he wants her destitute and in his power - just charming...
He returns to the village, he chases off all of Lissa's suitors by various Ruthless means, and makes it clear that he is looking for revenge against her and is seeking to break her. Lissa has a 19 yr old blind sister and a 7/8 yr old brother who are dependant upon her and she is desperate when the money from ' aunt sophie' stops and when she realises that he is destroying her marriage prospects while at the same time making it clear he does not intend to marry her and that he wants her for his mistress.
Her efforts to seek employment are beyond pathetic and in the most unrealistic scenario ever, she ends up working as his servant.
Somehow no one in the village finds out and likewise no one from her sphere of society discovers this , despite the fact that she is at Powerscourt everyday unchaperoned for weeks. Ugh!!!
The hero holds a ball. Lissa and her sister attend. This is almost immediately after he almost rapes her, so it is hard to see why she was so keen to go.
And of course, there is no dichotomy re the fact that one minute she's in the servant quarters and the next she's a guest at the ball...
Anyway, she gets upset at the ball and tries to leave. He chases after her, grabs her, knocks her to the ground etc to prevent her from leaving and takes her upstairs telling her that she has no choice and that the time has come. He seduces her , taking her 3 x despite her virginity and noticeably fails to propose. I really did not understand the heroine's surrender here and it's a complete mystery as to why she is not remotely worried about the consequences. She makes it home but in a state of dishabille and is caught by Holland Jones, estate Manage, who is her sister's fiancé.
Evie and Holland marry and go off on honeymoon. A not so nice friend comes round to visit and suggests that everyone is saying that she seduced Ivan and that maybe Lissa should take her self off to London. Of course, Lissa suspects that the friend may have an ulterior motive given that she has already declared that she wants to marry Ivan, but nonetheless she thinks this is a great idea despite the fact that she knows no one in London and has no money....
From this point on the heroine falls into the TSTL category.
She goes to London, gets robbed at the train station, ends up renting a room in a divey pseudo brothel in St Giles, she has to sell her belongings bit by bit whilst failing to gain employment, she runs away from Lady Antonia who tries to help her and returns to the dive, only to be accosted by Ivan. He realises that she has a fever but beds her then and there regardless - because he's such a gent!?!
Only after he's had his fun, does he remove her from the hovel and get her medical attention but he brings her to his house ( most improper) and clearly hopes to keep her trapped so that she has no choice but to be his mistress.
Lady Antonia arrives after a week or so when the h is starting to recover and takes her away to her home with a promise to launch her into society - this might be the first time that the heroine does the sensible thing and let's someone actually help her.
Ivan gets jealous of all Lissa's suitors. For some reason, still not clear to me, Lissa decides to go to visit Ivan in his town house ( as unmarried women do) and they have a further tumble on the floor.
Holland finds out about this and confronts Ivan who still refuses to confirm he will marry her. Holland takes Lissa away from London and back to the village.
Ivan follows and does eventually propose. Holland fears that Ivan intends to stand Lissa up at the altar. Lissa learns the truth about the extent of our hero's efforts to ensure her destitution and also forms this belief.
For some completely unknown reason it seems she does not speak to the hero at all for days prior to the wedding and so does not do anything to allay her fears. There is more angst and the book ends with her reluctantly going to the chapel in the expectation that he will not be there but when she finally sees him at the altar everything will be ok. The end.
This was one of those books where the heroine kept having arguments with the hero ( who she realised that she loved) but every time she opened her mouth she said the most appalling things. She calls him a bastard, she tells him that her rank puts her above him - it's just flabbergasting. I wanted to hit her.
What is worse is that is doesn't actually seem that she herself cares about these things but she knows he does and so she just says it to hurt him.
She also seems to go out of her way to put herself imperil - because? Who knows? Its such fun?
The hero is a stalker who seems to get off on bringing her down the social ladder and his efforts to ensure her destitution just make him pretty unlikeable. Also having sex with her when she was ill and vulnerable was a real turn off.
The ending was simply bizarre ; why did no one confront Ivan? Why did they not speak for days? Why are they all convinced that he will leave her at the altar? Why does the whole book end so abruptly the moment she sees him in the church?
This was one of those annoying angsty compelling reads that made me want to chuck it at the wall!