Ok, idk what to say about this. I love dark academia and murder mysteries, but something just felt missing to me? Although, I have to admit, reading this at the same time as Babel was probably very unfair to it. I haven't finished Babel yet, and I have some mixed thoughts on it, but regardless, it's kind of occupied my brain A LOT. The fact that there is some overlap between the two doesn't help either. So, yeah, a bit of a disclaimer there. XD
This tackled issues of racism, equality, and equity, and I think it did a pretty good job with that. I loved the more nuanced look on things, showing the cons of the Access Scheme was not something I was expecting for some reason, but I was glad to see that. Like Eva says, the scheme is set up in order to even the playing field, but it ends up drawing another divide. Because maybe Lily, who's on the Access Scheme, doesn't have an advantage over the nepo babies, but in a way, it puts Eva, who isn't on the Scheme, at even more of a disadvantage. Also, the way it dealt with classism both in tandem with racism, and apart from it. Like the super classist people don't just have issues with people of other races, but also just other classes. And yk, just the fact that it didn't portray practically all white people as racist? I can't really help but compare it to Babel here, and honestly, in some ways, when it comes to nuance, I think this does a better job. Of course, I know this is a contemporary novel, while Babel is set in the 1830s, and we've come a long way since then, but still.
However, I didn't really connect to the characters much. This does seem to be a common theme for me with a lot of YA lately tho, so maybe that's a me problem. I will say, I had a hard time keeping some of the characters straight, and there were several that I would just totally forget until they were mentioned again, and then be like, "Wait, who were they again?" Which didn't really help with solving the mystery lol. Which I didn't, btw. I feel like I mostly just read this without really trying to figure it out tho?
Something about the emotions just really didn't hit, either. Sometimes things struck me as too dramatic. Which, I mean, her bf has been murdered, obviously she's going to be upset. Other people too. And goodness knows I can be dramatic over far FAR lesser things. But for some reason it didn't feel real to me. Also, there was a ridiculous amount of exclamation points used. Honestly, if you use that many exclamation points, it just feels cringy. Although, considering this was an ARC, maybe that's something that will get changed in editing. I feel like it would have to be, because I've never seen a published book with that many exclamation points.
I received a copy of this book from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.