Lisa Borders’ delightfully disturbing new novel, Last Night at the Disco, opens in 2019, when its larger-than-life main character, Lynda Boyle, addresses an e-mail to Rolling Stone’s Jann Wenner from an undisclosed location. She wants to clarify everything for the record.
The real story emerges within the frame of that e-mail. Lynda takes us back to her youth in 1977, when disco took center stage in American musical life, and Studio 54 had just opened in Manhattan. Throughout the book, Lynda is a charming unreliable narrator with big dreams, trapped in a world far too small for her. When she looks at herself in the mirror at 26, she sees one of the world’s great beauties, but many other people see trouble. Lynda wants to be famous, but what she really needs may be something different: someone who really understands her.
When frustrated by life’s limits, Lynda has been known to take prisoners and break things. When an unpleasant rupture in her relationship with a well-known poet forced her to abandon the New York poetry scene, she moved in with her annoying, earthbound parents. They imagine a conventional future for their daughter, which for Lynda means death by a million tiny cuts. She survives this prison by living a double life. During the day, she teaches English in her sleepy hometown of Keyhole, New Jersey. After dark, she dons a gold lamé jumpsuit and slips out like the Twelve Dancing Princesses in the Grimms’ fairy tale, dancing the night away at Studio 54. Her visible assets and legendary charm let her to skip long lines to hobnob with celebrities like Bianca Jagger and Andy Warhol, dance to Donna Summer and the Bee Gees, and do cocaine while hooking up with potential beaux in the bathroom. Mornings find her back in Keyhole, powering through the occasional headache to turn Middle-School education on its head. She challenges students and their parents, while perplexing or enraging her colleagues.
Lynda’s carefully orchestrated double world changes when she meets two young people whom she cannot control the way she can manage everybody else. 14-year-old Aura Lockhart is a new member of Lynda’s eighth-grade class who is being bullied mercilessly by other children. Lynda takes a shine to her, leaping to her defense and embracing her as a protégée. When she finds out Aura is also the daughter of one of Lynda’s former lovers, another famous poet now deceased, Lynda hopes to make helpful connections through the relationship. Aura soon learns that the spot under Lynda’s wing is not a safe space: its price is undying loyalty.
Lynda encourages Aura to develop her talents, accompanying her to an “open mic” event, where they meet the second person destined to change both their lives. The aptly named Johnny Engel is a rising rock star with a beautiful face and physique, clad in a magnificent costume with feathery wings. Lynda does not care that she can’t understand this man’s music: she is smitten. She allows him to open her horizon to “glam” and punk rock, while pursuing her real goal: making Johnny her partner and taking him with her to Studio 54. When he pays less attention to Lynda than to young Aura’s original music and writing, Lynda feels thwarted by the universe because she is not at the center of things, while an uncomfortable triangle of the affections is born.
Sometimes Lynda’s best-laid plans fall through spectacularly, but this is when readers begin to find real sympathy for her. They’ve kept reading to find out what shocking thing she’ll do next, but now they will also start to care about her. The part of her journey where she finally bumps her nose against reality lays the groundwork for her unique path forward, where she may finally choose someone who “gets” her. Readers who struggle with Lynda will warm to her at the end. They will have to turn the pages to find out how she is possibly going to reinvent herself to stay one step ahead of her own mischief.