“what is magic, if not something that makes you
believe and feel and wonder?”
── ⋆˙⟡ 2.5 stars! ★
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contains spoilers
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🔎⌇ ⤿ my thoughts. ⟢ i don’t even know what to say about this book. i didn’t have high expectations going in, but i was hoping to at least have fun. maybe something fast paced. maybe something weird and atmospheric. instead i got one of the most frustrating reading experiences i’ve had in a while.
and here’s the thing—i actually liked some of the setup. the idea of a secret folklore class that isn’t on the school’s website? cool. a professor who tells stories that turn out to be real? cool. the watch man, the old legends, the vintage movie clues, the ticking countdown to midnight—all of that had me interested. i even liked the historical fiction setting more than i expected to. the film references, the hidden hollywood past, the time travel stuff? conceptually very cool. but nothing delivered. nothing stuck. nothing felt fleshed out.
the plot was a mess. it was hard to follow not because it was complicated, but because it was built on half formed ideas and no follow through. the mystery was boring. the magic didn’t make sense. the twists weren’t earned. i would’ve liked the hunt for the alchemical heart if it actually felt like a hunt. instead it was just her wandering around la trusting every random man who gave her a cryptic sentence and an intense stare. and the annoying part? the thing she was looking for barely mattered until the very end. the heart was supposed to be this life or death thing and yet the urgency never hit. i was never worried. i just wanted it to be over.
also i don’t think i’ve ever seen a story introduce so many people saying “don’t trust him” only for the mc to respond with “i hear you but what if i did.” it got old fast. and by the time the ending hit, i was annoyed all over again. this whole thing was a letdown.
🖋⌇ ⤿ characters. ⟢
holland st. james
─ i don’t think i’ve ever been this consistently annoyed with a mc. she was just so stupid. like in a way that actively made the story worse. she made terrible choices, ignored every red flag, blindly trusted strangers who were clearly lying to her, and then acted shocked when they betrayed her. adam was suspicious from the second he showed up. she was warned about him over and over again. she even questioned him herself. and she still let him manipulate her until he literally almost killed her. and her reasoning?? she said she trusted him because he didn’t seem interested in the alchemical heart. and she said that more than once. it was insane.
but beyond that, she was just kinda boring. her narration didn’t feel distinct. her reactions to things made no sense. she repeated herself constantly. she didn’t learn. and i genuinely think nothing about her felt compelling enough to justify being stuck in her pov.
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gabe cabral
─ i kinda liked him at first. for maybe five seconds. but once things got even slightly romantic i was out. then it got weird. like overly flirty for someone she just met. and then they kiss?? and she’s already thinking about sleeping with him?? it’s been like three hours. literally what are we doing here. and then he vanishes for most of the book and by the time he shows up again, i didn’t care. i still don’t know if he was actually sent by her sister or not. and honestly? i don’t even care enough to find out.
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adam bishop
─ did not like him from the second he was introduced. i don’t know how anyone could read this and not be suspicious of him. and holland was warned like five separate times and still kissed him. then found out he could mess with her memories. and still kept hanging around him. and then he tried to kill her. and she was shocked. like… you really didn’t see that coming?
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mason bishop
─ he showed up way too late to fix anything, but he was the only one i liked. which is kinda insane considering we barely got to know him. and yet somehow? still better than the others. if i ever do read the next book, it’ll be for him. but i also think continuing this series sounds miserable. so probably not.
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side characters
─ didn’t care. none of them stood out. her friends were all a blur. and the professor? still not even sure what her deal was. and then january… i don’t know. not only do we not find out if she actually sent anyone, but the missing sister plot just reminded me too much of caraval, which i hated.
🪡⌇ ⤿ romance. ⟢ i would not call this a romance. i would call this an absolute mess. what the fuck was going on here. we’ve got three (???) love interests and not one of them is actually romantic. gabe was insta lust at best, adam was the villain, and mason showed up way too late to count. there is zero emotional connection or chemistry. just red flags and weird tension and a bunch of moments that felt completely unearned. also this book takes place over two days. two. days. and somehow she’s out here kissing multiple people, feeling jealous, acting like she’s got some deep bond with these guys she barely knows?? i genuinely don’t get it. nothing about the romance made sense. and it made me dislike everyone more. especially holland. her kissing gabe was weird enough. but kissing adam too?? after being warned about him??? she has no standards. this whole “romantic tension” subplot should’ve been cut entirely. it added nothing except more reasons to be annoyed.
🗃️⌇ ⤿ extras. ⟢ the magic system? what magic system.
⊹ the fact that she kept saying “adam’s lack of interest in the heart makes me trust him more” ???????? i will never forgive that line.
⊹ the safe… why did she think the alchemical heart would just randomly be in that safe…
⊹ the writing style didn’t help. just made it harder to stay interested.
⊹ the 24 hour death countdown didn’t feel urgent.
⊹ everything about the alchemical heart was underwhelming.
⊹ the film references and old hollywood stuff were interesting. probably the only part i’d want more of.
📌⌇ ⤿ overall. ⟢ i thought the concept was cool, the setup had potential, and i actually liked the historical film stuff. but the rest? the characters. the pacing. the “romance.” the execution. all of it just fell flat. i didn’t care about the magic system, i didn’t believe in any of the relationships, and i was mostly just waiting for it to end. i’m not sure yet if i’ll read book two. i want to see what happens with mason, but if it’s anything like this? i might just read a summary and call it a day.
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☆ 🖇️ pre-read 𖥻 <꒱ — ❪ 0368 ❫
i’m going in blind and very unsure. i’ve read both caraval (hated) and ouabh (loved), so truly anything could happen here. also didn’t realize this was historical fiction until now so. no clue how this is gonna go.