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Girl Lost
Northern was supposed to be a fresh start—a place where people didn’t know who I was or how I had spent years in and out of mental institutes. People didn't know about my parents death or the island no one heard of. But when Peter sits next to me in lit class, I can’t stop the memories, and I don’t want to. He looks too much like the boy from the island, and despite my best intentions, coaxes my secrets from me. He’s gorgeous, irresistible, a little mad, and completely lost—we are a pair of broken cogs in a world neither of us truly fits into. He is somehow gentle and fierce, heartbreaking in his devotion and savage in his defense. When Belle, his best friend, shows up, pale and lovely and sick, Peter pulls away from me, a startling withdrawal. It’s a relationship that scares and confuses me. She is at times warm and friendly, and other times is violent and unpredictable. Peter says that he wants me, but refuses to let himself get close. And there are secrets, surrounding both of us, that border on nightmares. As the memories close in, as Belle gets sicker and more violent, I’m torn between what is true and what I believe, and what this magical boy knows about my mysterious past.
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First published April 29, 2014
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46 books430 followersNazarea Andrews is an avid reader and tends to write the stories she wants to read. She loves chocolate and coffee almost as much as she loves books, but not quite as much as she loves her kids. She lives in south Georgia with her husband, daughters, and overgrown dog.
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October 3, 2019
"It was a long time ago. I don't know if you remember. You were young, and he was young, and he never forgot you. It's that simple—he couldn't forget you. I tried to make him forget. But you changed him."
For a book that, ha ha, never takes place in Neverland this was one beautiful Peter Pan-inspired story. For while it has its cliche moments and the typical NA-tropes (aka much cursing and a little too much innuendo/sexy times for my taste), I was absolutely blown away. It seems like such an unassuming digital book, but there is such depth and empowerment in here that came at me sideways. And even though I cannot truly judge the mental struggle aspects of the MC, it still felt like an accurate, tasteful representation.
'Insanity is a very lonely place to be. Even with the company of my delusions.'
This is not a fun, lighthearted type of story. Gwendolyn (known affectionately by Peter as Gwendy *wink wink*) battles with memories of a magical island and fey-like boy she has finally, thanks to years in and out of mental institutions, convinced herself are delusions she made up to spare herself from the very real memories of a traumatic event. I was a bit hesitant about this concept because writing well-represented mental issues is a very fine line of excellence to walk BUT Gwendy just felt so REAL and VIBRANT and her struggles were neither dramatized nor excused. I was caught up alongside her struggles of determining which was real and what she believed was imagined, even though I KNEW it was a Peter Pan-inspired story, I still had many moments of "okay but what if the only inspiration is that all of this really is in her mind???". And thus I was almost as conflicted and questioning as Gwendy herself , coming up with all sorts of different rationalizations of events . . . perhaps even more than Gwendy herself! But, just like Gwendolyn, I also wanted to believe the imaginations were real, if only because that meant magic was real and there was something more than realizing you were possibly 100% insane. And, unsurprising spoiler-alert, it does turn out to be real BUT the journey towards that inevitable discovery is what truly made this story fascinating for me.
'It was never real. The island doesn't exist. I've repeated those words for two years.'
The biggest downside to this book was that Neverland only existed in memories . . . but at the same time, perhaps that's why I connected so much with this?? Because I have never been to Neverland; all I know of it is half-imagined ideas and concepts of this famous island out of time that I have gathered from all the Peter Pan materials I've been able to get my hands on so far. And the island itself isn't really developed very much, just given sketchy descriptions via Gwendolyn's scattered memories she represses/denies throughout most of the book. But just enough is given to give me the same sense of forbidden longing she feels for a place she isn't sure is real or not, and honestly that's probably the best version of Neverland I've ever read. Because don't all of us who chase after anything Peter Pan have that same longing?? To just be able to fly away into the magical places we've dreamed of for so long?
Another strength of this book is the female empowerment. Gwendolyn has gone through so many different types of struggles and is still struggling . . . and yet she doesn't let that turn her into a weak person. After reading a Peter Pan retelling with a weak female character, reading the strength of the women in here was just so refreshing. There were so many chances that the male characters could have been bad cliches in control just because it could be seen as "sexy" that they're so controlling. But nah, this book takes those ideas and slaps them proper.
'Like he has the right to touch me. I snap around and shove him, hard.
"Leave me alone, Peter!" I snarl. "I don’t want you around me. I don’t want to deal with fighting memories."
"I can’t," he says, his tone a shade of desperation. "I can’t leave you alone. I’ve tried."
I give him a bleak smile. "Try harder."
"I can’t," he says simply.
"Why do guys keep saying that?" I demand, furious now. "You can. I want you to. But for some reasons that only you seem to know, you won't. And you'll tell yourself it's okay because I don't know what I want, because I was angry and hysterical, but the truth of the matter is, it's creeper behavior and it's not okay. And I'm over it."
"Isn't that my choice to make?"
I make a face. "No. They say shit like that in the movies, and in a perfect world, it might be. But this isn't a movie and it isn't a perfect world. In this reality? I know what I need and what I want, and I have to do what's best for me, even if sucks for you. I know it's not fair and it's ten different kinds of wrong. I'm sorry."
“How dare you?” I spit. James blinks, and I step out of the stationary [rowing machine]. “"You did this. You broke her heart. She can do whatever the hell she wants. Why do you idiots think it's okay to hurt us, and we'll pop along like it doesn't matter? Why is that okay to you?"
I was utterly blown away by the continued strength of Gwendolyn and how she didn't take any kind of crap from anyone nor accepted it to anyone. She knew she was messed up and owned that part of her, but she didn't let those facts mean that she could be taken advantage of. She was a fighter even in her confusion and weakness, working towards some kind of normality despite everything. And I especially loved how she called out the guy's ridiculous bullshit behavior . . . yes, even Peter's. And no, it wasn't 100% perfect behavior from everyone in here, no pure shining example of feminism, but it was REAL and the women were unapologetic about doing what they knew was best for them, even at times realizing it wasn't fair but that it was necessary for their well-being. And that was just such a lovely, refreshing thing to read that really tipped me over the edge of falling for this book.
"Because I'm tired of being broken. I'm tired of them telling me that I'm one bad day from falling apart. I want to be stronger than that."
It was this unapologetic, unfailing strength of Gwendy that made her such a believable character you could root for. She was not a placeholder heroine for the main character of Peter, nor was she a weak female always in need of rescue to further the plot. She was the main character of the story, she could have stood independent of Peter, and if this was just about her alone and no romance at all . . . it still would have been an amazing story. Yes, I truly believe she was that powerful of a character and, again, while I cannot say with personal experience that every aspect of her character was spot-on, she still was written so, so well.
BUT DON'T FORGET ABOUT PETER CAUSE HE'S A STRONG CHARACTER, TOO . . . although very much secondary (in a good way) to Gwendy
'Laughing cat eyes and a shock of red hair, slanted, sly features. He isn’t the same as anyone else, and I can’t shake him.'
(shamelessly fan-casting Tanner Patrick as the version of Peter in here because every description just matched his features so well imo)
At first I wasn't sure if I'd really like the version of Peter in here . . . but eventually there was just something about him that really stuck. He's irreverent and completely grown-up, but he still had the wild fey aspects of his original, younger self. There was also the older traits of his canonical arrogance and selfishness that cropped up, leading to some above portrayed show-downs between him and Gwendy BUT she didn't accept them as just who he was. No, she only accepted him after he learned and grew into someone who truly was worthy of her affections. And when they finally fit together in healthy harmony (well, as healthy as this story could get which is a thing, okay) it was such a beautiful love story WITHOUT HOOK'S INVOLVEMENT.
"You are a survivor. How you chose to cope with that is your choice, pixie. No one can fault you for that. No one has the right to." He tips my head up with gentle fingers, until I’m staring at him, and the tears filling my eyes brim over, splashing on his fingers. "You survive and nothing else matters. So dance. Scream. Rage and cry and laugh and love. Because you can. Yeah?"
"I’m terrified of going home," I whisper.
A violent thrill flashes in his eyes. There and gone before I can puzzle through it. "Then stay with me," he says softly.
I smile, because it’s ridiculous and tempting and because when the Boy stares at me like this, like I am the only thing in existence, nothing else matters.
I smile. "For how long?"
"Pixie," he says, gently reproving. "I’m a greedy thief. Don’t you know I would only ever want forever?"
And while Peter is a good love interest, again there still remained that wild part of him from the original fairytale. The proof that he isn't really a normal human but rather one who has drowned in magic for years and has learned to breathe in it. He is from Neverland, and yet there is the human part of him who loves Gwendy so much. And yes, since this is NA there are some sexy times, but honestly 30% of me was more than okay with it because, again, THERE WAS NO HOOK LOVE INTEREST INVOLVEMENT AT ALL . . . well, at least none that really mattered. This was purely a (G)Wendy & Peter centric romance and my starved heart ate up every moment of it.
"Gwen," he says, and I shudder. He says my name like a prayer, a chant, a whispered plea—like it is everything he's ever wanted and never dared believe he'd get.
"I want you, pixie. I would give all of it up, for you."
DON'T MIND ME I'LL JUST BE SHRIEKING OVER HOW PERFECT THE ROMANCE WAS BECAUSE FINALLY I GOT MY PETER-CENTRIC STORY AHAHAHAHAHA
But honestly there is just SO MUCH good about this book, and if you can get through a few mild tropes and NA content and you love Peter Pan stories?? This is worth it. It's so worth it. And while I'm still a little miffed at the way it ended, leaving the true finale to be left in a novella, it still was quite perfect.
He's backlit by the sun, a fey, smiling boy dressed all in green. There is a shock of red hair poking out of his strange hat, and a mischievous smile brightens his slanted, exotic eyes. The Boy stares at me and grins, a crooked little smile.
"Hello, pixie girl. What are you doing out here?"
For a book that, ha ha, never takes place in Neverland this was one beautiful Peter Pan-inspired story. For while it has its cliche moments and the typical NA-tropes (aka much cursing and a little too much innuendo/sexy times for my taste), I was absolutely blown away. It seems like such an unassuming digital book, but there is such depth and empowerment in here that came at me sideways. And even though I cannot truly judge the mental struggle aspects of the MC, it still felt like an accurate, tasteful representation.
'Insanity is a very lonely place to be. Even with the company of my delusions.'
This is not a fun, lighthearted type of story. Gwendolyn (known affectionately by Peter as Gwendy *wink wink*) battles with memories of a magical island and fey-like boy she has finally, thanks to years in and out of mental institutions, convinced herself are delusions she made up to spare herself from the very real memories of a traumatic event. I was a bit hesitant about this concept because writing well-represented mental issues is a very fine line of excellence to walk BUT Gwendy just felt so REAL and VIBRANT and her struggles were neither dramatized nor excused. I was caught up alongside her struggles of determining which was real and what she believed was imagined, even though I KNEW it was a Peter Pan-inspired story, I still had many moments of "okay but what if the only inspiration is that all of this really is in her mind???". And thus I was almost as conflicted and questioning as Gwendy herself , coming up with all sorts of different rationalizations of events . . . perhaps even more than Gwendy herself! But, just like Gwendolyn, I also wanted to believe the imaginations were real, if only because that meant magic was real and there was something more than realizing you were possibly 100% insane. And, unsurprising spoiler-alert, it does turn out to be real BUT the journey towards that inevitable discovery is what truly made this story fascinating for me.
'It was never real. The island doesn't exist. I've repeated those words for two years.'
The biggest downside to this book was that Neverland only existed in memories . . . but at the same time, perhaps that's why I connected so much with this?? Because I have never been to Neverland; all I know of it is half-imagined ideas and concepts of this famous island out of time that I have gathered from all the Peter Pan materials I've been able to get my hands on so far. And the island itself isn't really developed very much, just given sketchy descriptions via Gwendolyn's scattered memories she represses/denies throughout most of the book. But just enough is given to give me the same sense of forbidden longing she feels for a place she isn't sure is real or not, and honestly that's probably the best version of Neverland I've ever read. Because don't all of us who chase after anything Peter Pan have that same longing?? To just be able to fly away into the magical places we've dreamed of for so long?
Another strength of this book is the female empowerment. Gwendolyn has gone through so many different types of struggles and is still struggling . . . and yet she doesn't let that turn her into a weak person. After reading a Peter Pan retelling with a weak female character, reading the strength of the women in here was just so refreshing. There were so many chances that the male characters could have been bad cliches in control just because it could be seen as "sexy" that they're so controlling. But nah, this book takes those ideas and slaps them proper.
'Like he has the right to touch me. I snap around and shove him, hard.
"Leave me alone, Peter!" I snarl. "I don’t want you around me. I don’t want to deal with fighting memories."
"I can’t," he says, his tone a shade of desperation. "I can’t leave you alone. I’ve tried."
I give him a bleak smile. "Try harder."
"I can’t," he says simply.
"Why do guys keep saying that?" I demand, furious now. "You can. I want you to. But for some reasons that only you seem to know, you won't. And you'll tell yourself it's okay because I don't know what I want, because I was angry and hysterical, but the truth of the matter is, it's creeper behavior and it's not okay. And I'm over it."
"Isn't that my choice to make?"
I make a face. "No. They say shit like that in the movies, and in a perfect world, it might be. But this isn't a movie and it isn't a perfect world. In this reality? I know what I need and what I want, and I have to do what's best for me, even if sucks for you. I know it's not fair and it's ten different kinds of wrong. I'm sorry."
“How dare you?” I spit. James blinks, and I step out of the stationary [rowing machine]. “"You did this. You broke her heart. She can do whatever the hell she wants. Why do you idiots think it's okay to hurt us, and we'll pop along like it doesn't matter? Why is that okay to you?"
I was utterly blown away by the continued strength of Gwendolyn and how she didn't take any kind of crap from anyone nor accepted it to anyone. She knew she was messed up and owned that part of her, but she didn't let those facts mean that she could be taken advantage of. She was a fighter even in her confusion and weakness, working towards some kind of normality despite everything. And I especially loved how she called out the guy's ridiculous bullshit behavior . . . yes, even Peter's. And no, it wasn't 100% perfect behavior from everyone in here, no pure shining example of feminism, but it was REAL and the women were unapologetic about doing what they knew was best for them, even at times realizing it wasn't fair but that it was necessary for their well-being. And that was just such a lovely, refreshing thing to read that really tipped me over the edge of falling for this book.
"Because I'm tired of being broken. I'm tired of them telling me that I'm one bad day from falling apart. I want to be stronger than that."
It was this unapologetic, unfailing strength of Gwendy that made her such a believable character you could root for. She was not a placeholder heroine for the main character of Peter, nor was she a weak female always in need of rescue to further the plot. She was the main character of the story, she could have stood independent of Peter, and if this was just about her alone and no romance at all . . . it still would have been an amazing story. Yes, I truly believe she was that powerful of a character and, again, while I cannot say with personal experience that every aspect of her character was spot-on, she still was written so, so well.
BUT DON'T FORGET ABOUT PETER CAUSE HE'S A STRONG CHARACTER, TOO . . . although very much secondary (in a good way) to Gwendy
'Laughing cat eyes and a shock of red hair, slanted, sly features. He isn’t the same as anyone else, and I can’t shake him.'
(shamelessly fan-casting Tanner Patrick as the version of Peter in here because every description just matched his features so well imo)
At first I wasn't sure if I'd really like the version of Peter in here . . . but eventually there was just something about him that really stuck. He's irreverent and completely grown-up, but he still had the wild fey aspects of his original, younger self. There was also the older traits of his canonical arrogance and selfishness that cropped up, leading to some above portrayed show-downs between him and Gwendy BUT she didn't accept them as just who he was. No, she only accepted him after he learned and grew into someone who truly was worthy of her affections. And when they finally fit together in healthy harmony (well, as healthy as this story could get which is a thing, okay) it was such a beautiful love story WITHOUT HOOK'S INVOLVEMENT.
"You are a survivor. How you chose to cope with that is your choice, pixie. No one can fault you for that. No one has the right to." He tips my head up with gentle fingers, until I’m staring at him, and the tears filling my eyes brim over, splashing on his fingers. "You survive and nothing else matters. So dance. Scream. Rage and cry and laugh and love. Because you can. Yeah?"
"I’m terrified of going home," I whisper.
A violent thrill flashes in his eyes. There and gone before I can puzzle through it. "Then stay with me," he says softly.
I smile, because it’s ridiculous and tempting and because when the Boy stares at me like this, like I am the only thing in existence, nothing else matters.
I smile. "For how long?"
"Pixie," he says, gently reproving. "I’m a greedy thief. Don’t you know I would only ever want forever?"
And while Peter is a good love interest, again there still remained that wild part of him from the original fairytale. The proof that he isn't really a normal human but rather one who has drowned in magic for years and has learned to breathe in it. He is from Neverland, and yet there is the human part of him who loves Gwendy so much. And yes, since this is NA there are some sexy times, but honestly 30% of me was more than okay with it because, again, THERE WAS NO HOOK LOVE INTEREST INVOLVEMENT AT ALL . . . well, at least none that really mattered. This was purely a (G)Wendy & Peter centric romance and my starved heart ate up every moment of it.
"Gwen," he says, and I shudder. He says my name like a prayer, a chant, a whispered plea—like it is everything he's ever wanted and never dared believe he'd get.
"I want you, pixie. I would give all of it up, for you."
DON'T MIND ME I'LL JUST BE SHRIEKING OVER HOW PERFECT THE ROMANCE WAS BECAUSE FINALLY I GOT MY PETER-CENTRIC STORY AHAHAHAHAHA
But honestly there is just SO MUCH good about this book, and if you can get through a few mild tropes and NA content and you love Peter Pan stories?? This is worth it. It's so worth it. And while I'm still a little miffed at the way it ended, leaving the true finale to be left in a novella, it still was quite perfect.
He's backlit by the sun, a fey, smiling boy dressed all in green. There is a shock of red hair poking out of his strange hat, and a mischievous smile brightens his slanted, exotic eyes. The Boy stares at me and grins, a crooked little smile.
"Hello, pixie girl. What are you doing out here?"
January 9, 2015
Fairy-tale re-imaginings with an edge of smexy – YES PLEASE.
Novella length story told from the perspective of Gwendolyn, the grown-up version of Wendy affectionately know by Peter as Gwendy :) While the story is very short there is a lot of both characterization and action packed into the narrative.
Trauma and tragedy lead Gwen to Peter (or should I say Peter to Gwen) and ultimately to Neverland. However, Gwen’s deep sense of family responsibility/duty made her leave. Labelled with PTSD, classified as crazy and delusional, Gwen is medicated and sectioned on her return. While she loses herself Gwen never stopped missing Peter. She survived the ordeal by maintaining tight control over herself and her daily life. Denying the existence of Neverland to those around her until she is able to believe it was a figment of her imagination herself.
The problem is that for Neverland to truly flourish it needs Gwen to believe. Without that belief it will collapse. In order to save Neverland, Peter and the Lost Boys need to make Gwen remember her time in Neverland and believe again.
Peter has never forgotten Gwen. For someone having been without love his entire life it was difficult for Peter to recognize the depth of his feelings for Gwen. Although surrounded by his lost boys, Peter is continually lonely without Gwen.
Finding Gwen in college, Peter endeavors to give Gwen the time she needs in order to remember Neverland on her own. The chemistry between them sets sparks flying off the page. Although their developing relationship is put in jeopardy by the arrival of Belle. Boy did I absolutely hate Belle, don’t let Disney fool you on this one ;) Belle lays claim to Peter in an inappropriate and antagonistic fashion. To her it doesn’t matter how he feels about Gwen or that he has no interest in her other than friendship. He does care deeply for her as a friend and savior, he feels obligated to save her as she had once saved him.
The characterizations within Girl Lost were completely fascinating, I loved guessing the original character to go alongside the re-imagining. The rakish James and the obvious Orchid, although I am still trying to place Grayson. The portrayal of the lost boys as a fraternity was surprisingly fitting and easy to imagine. In fact it was so realistic it had me giggling into my kindle :)
I absolutely adored Gwen, she is a genuinely lovely person. People are drawn to her and feel the need to protect her. Breaking down the emotional and mental barriers Gwen has had to put in place in order to survive, could be extremely detrimental to her mental stability. Yet, you can’t help but think that without her memories of Neverland Gwen is really as lost as the title suggests.
Fast paced and full of emotion, Girl Lost will make you see Neverland and Peter in a whole new light.
Novella length story told from the perspective of Gwendolyn, the grown-up version of Wendy affectionately know by Peter as Gwendy :) While the story is very short there is a lot of both characterization and action packed into the narrative.
Trauma and tragedy lead Gwen to Peter (or should I say Peter to Gwen) and ultimately to Neverland. However, Gwen’s deep sense of family responsibility/duty made her leave. Labelled with PTSD, classified as crazy and delusional, Gwen is medicated and sectioned on her return. While she loses herself Gwen never stopped missing Peter. She survived the ordeal by maintaining tight control over herself and her daily life. Denying the existence of Neverland to those around her until she is able to believe it was a figment of her imagination herself.
The problem is that for Neverland to truly flourish it needs Gwen to believe. Without that belief it will collapse. In order to save Neverland, Peter and the Lost Boys need to make Gwen remember her time in Neverland and believe again.
Peter has never forgotten Gwen. For someone having been without love his entire life it was difficult for Peter to recognize the depth of his feelings for Gwen. Although surrounded by his lost boys, Peter is continually lonely without Gwen.
Finding Gwen in college, Peter endeavors to give Gwen the time she needs in order to remember Neverland on her own. The chemistry between them sets sparks flying off the page. Although their developing relationship is put in jeopardy by the arrival of Belle. Boy did I absolutely hate Belle, don’t let Disney fool you on this one ;) Belle lays claim to Peter in an inappropriate and antagonistic fashion. To her it doesn’t matter how he feels about Gwen or that he has no interest in her other than friendship. He does care deeply for her as a friend and savior, he feels obligated to save her as she had once saved him.
The characterizations within Girl Lost were completely fascinating, I loved guessing the original character to go alongside the re-imagining. The rakish James and the obvious Orchid, although I am still trying to place Grayson. The portrayal of the lost boys as a fraternity was surprisingly fitting and easy to imagine. In fact it was so realistic it had me giggling into my kindle :)
I absolutely adored Gwen, she is a genuinely lovely person. People are drawn to her and feel the need to protect her. Breaking down the emotional and mental barriers Gwen has had to put in place in order to survive, could be extremely detrimental to her mental stability. Yet, you can’t help but think that without her memories of Neverland Gwen is really as lost as the title suggests.
Fast paced and full of emotion, Girl Lost will make you see Neverland and Peter in a whole new light.
June 3, 2020
“It was never real. The island doesn’t exist. I’ve repeated those words for two years”
Gwendolyn Bairre was sent away to a mental institution for several years after she was missing for several weeks. Her parents were killed by pirates and she was left adrift. When she comes home speaking of an island and the boy who saved her, her remaining family is convinced she is suffering from post-traumatic stress syndrome. After years of therapy and finally just giving in and telling them what they want to hear so that she can get on with her life, she is allowed to return to college. Under the watchful eye of her brother Micah she starts to adjust to a normal life… Until he shows up. Peter is a big man on campus, and is desperate for Gwen’s attention. However she is terrified of him, he looks too much like the boy, her boy. After trying to convince everyone, including herself, that what happened to her wasn’t real, here he is. Is he real? Is she going crazy again?
This modern day retelling of Peter Pan had such promise. I was unaware at the time that I was reading it that that’s what this was. It may have made more sense to me had I known. However, there are still giant holes in this story regardless. Some parts of the story jumped so abruptly from one thing to the next that I had no idea what was going on. There was either no build up or no explanation as to why two people were connected that I felt confused or just disconnected to the characters. I liked Gwen and I did care about her and her fight to maintain her sanity. I felt that she was not in fact crazy but the more she tried to assert that the more crazy she looked. I did not however, feel or understand her connection to Peter. I was just not feeling their chemistry. Maybe on his part but definitely not on hers.
There did come a point in the book that was a huge aha! moment for me. Unfortunately that was at the last few pages of the book. All of the small details and references to the original story of Peter Pan and the island of lost boys were actually quite brilliant. I thought back to everything I had read and said wow that was brilliant. And then just like that the book ended. Just when I was getting into it and starting to feel like everything made sense, why Gwen and Peter were so drawn to each other, what their connection was, it was over. I have read some rumors that there may be a sequel. I would like to see more, to have these characters develop more; there is so much more story that could be told.
3 stars
Gwendolyn Bairre was sent away to a mental institution for several years after she was missing for several weeks. Her parents were killed by pirates and she was left adrift. When she comes home speaking of an island and the boy who saved her, her remaining family is convinced she is suffering from post-traumatic stress syndrome. After years of therapy and finally just giving in and telling them what they want to hear so that she can get on with her life, she is allowed to return to college. Under the watchful eye of her brother Micah she starts to adjust to a normal life… Until he shows up. Peter is a big man on campus, and is desperate for Gwen’s attention. However she is terrified of him, he looks too much like the boy, her boy. After trying to convince everyone, including herself, that what happened to her wasn’t real, here he is. Is he real? Is she going crazy again?
This modern day retelling of Peter Pan had such promise. I was unaware at the time that I was reading it that that’s what this was. It may have made more sense to me had I known. However, there are still giant holes in this story regardless. Some parts of the story jumped so abruptly from one thing to the next that I had no idea what was going on. There was either no build up or no explanation as to why two people were connected that I felt confused or just disconnected to the characters. I liked Gwen and I did care about her and her fight to maintain her sanity. I felt that she was not in fact crazy but the more she tried to assert that the more crazy she looked. I did not however, feel or understand her connection to Peter. I was just not feeling their chemistry. Maybe on his part but definitely not on hers.
There did come a point in the book that was a huge aha! moment for me. Unfortunately that was at the last few pages of the book. All of the small details and references to the original story of Peter Pan and the island of lost boys were actually quite brilliant. I thought back to everything I had read and said wow that was brilliant. And then just like that the book ended. Just when I was getting into it and starting to feel like everything made sense, why Gwen and Peter were so drawn to each other, what their connection was, it was over. I have read some rumors that there may be a sequel. I would like to see more, to have these characters develop more; there is so much more story that could be told.
3 stars
April 23, 2014
A spellbindingly magical fairytale re-telling with an original ‘twist’!
As magnetically enchanting as the gorgeous cover this enchanting tale is one that transports you into a darkly delicious world of wondrous delights. As a lover of fantasy, I was struck instantly by how this refreshing spin on the classic ‘Peter Pan’ story is of “New Adult” genre (rather than the popular YA). Highly imaginative, mysterious and romantic this contemporary adapted spin is an addictive read, which left me eager to unravel the hidden secrets within the story. Nazarea Andrews fresh take on such a well-loved fairytale is ideal for 21st century readers, as she writes in such a compelling and modern way. ‘Girl Lost’ captures the essence of Peter’s story and yet contained within are distinctly new concepts and inspired ideas, which expand upon preconceptions so as to produce some fascinating & quite remarkable sub-plots. I lost myself completely and utterly in a supremely singular story of exquisite multi-layered depth and profundity. I was so impressed by the extraordinary premise of this fabulous novel, which fuses together fantasy and reality in such a way so as to bring dreams to life…
Northern was supposed to be a fresh start—a place where people didn’t know who I was or how I had spent years in and out of mental institutes.
Peter is gorgeous, irresistible, a little mad, and completely lost—we are a pair of broken cogs in a world neither of us truly fits into. He is somehow gentle and fierce, heartbreaking in his devotion and savage in his defence.
Peter says that he wants me, but refuses to let himself get close. And there are secrets, surrounding both of us, that border on nightmares. As the memories close in, as Belle gets sicker and more violent, I’m torn between what is true and what I believe, and what this magical boy knows about my mysterious past…
I was truly taken by this transfixing tale, which cleverly interwove heartrending romance with drama and nail-biting tension. The character-driven saga takes you on a rollercoaster ride of unexpected breathtaking moments to those memorable moments that either breaks your heart (or) melt your heart. I was likewise drawn to Peter’s darkly attractive magnetism, even though he was shrouded in a mist of unfathomable mystery. This novel is as far-removed as one could possibly imagine from the classic children’s story, and yet there are those touches of nostalgia within that warm the heart and remind you of your youth.
Girl Lost is a stunningly beautiful, outstanding novel that completely took me unawares and so I would highly recommend it to all who love fairytale retellings, romance and fantasy.
*Suitable for 17+ due to content.
How can you not love the cover?? So eye-catching and surreal…
*I would like to thank the author so much for providing me with an e-copy of her dazzling debut novel to read and review *
As magnetically enchanting as the gorgeous cover this enchanting tale is one that transports you into a darkly delicious world of wondrous delights. As a lover of fantasy, I was struck instantly by how this refreshing spin on the classic ‘Peter Pan’ story is of “New Adult” genre (rather than the popular YA). Highly imaginative, mysterious and romantic this contemporary adapted spin is an addictive read, which left me eager to unravel the hidden secrets within the story. Nazarea Andrews fresh take on such a well-loved fairytale is ideal for 21st century readers, as she writes in such a compelling and modern way. ‘Girl Lost’ captures the essence of Peter’s story and yet contained within are distinctly new concepts and inspired ideas, which expand upon preconceptions so as to produce some fascinating & quite remarkable sub-plots. I lost myself completely and utterly in a supremely singular story of exquisite multi-layered depth and profundity. I was so impressed by the extraordinary premise of this fabulous novel, which fuses together fantasy and reality in such a way so as to bring dreams to life…
Northern was supposed to be a fresh start—a place where people didn’t know who I was or how I had spent years in and out of mental institutes.
Peter is gorgeous, irresistible, a little mad, and completely lost—we are a pair of broken cogs in a world neither of us truly fits into. He is somehow gentle and fierce, heartbreaking in his devotion and savage in his defence.
Peter says that he wants me, but refuses to let himself get close. And there are secrets, surrounding both of us, that border on nightmares. As the memories close in, as Belle gets sicker and more violent, I’m torn between what is true and what I believe, and what this magical boy knows about my mysterious past…
I was truly taken by this transfixing tale, which cleverly interwove heartrending romance with drama and nail-biting tension. The character-driven saga takes you on a rollercoaster ride of unexpected breathtaking moments to those memorable moments that either breaks your heart (or) melt your heart. I was likewise drawn to Peter’s darkly attractive magnetism, even though he was shrouded in a mist of unfathomable mystery. This novel is as far-removed as one could possibly imagine from the classic children’s story, and yet there are those touches of nostalgia within that warm the heart and remind you of your youth.
Girl Lost is a stunningly beautiful, outstanding novel that completely took me unawares and so I would highly recommend it to all who love fairytale retellings, romance and fantasy.
*Suitable for 17+ due to content.
How can you not love the cover?? So eye-catching and surreal…
*I would like to thank the author so much for providing me with an e-copy of her dazzling debut novel to read and review *
May 11, 2014
"There are a few thing you should know about me, to start. I am Gwendolyn, the eldest daughter of Piers Barrie. I am a college freshman, and an heiress. And, I am quite mad."
A Peter Pan retelling with a dark twist. Sign me up! And I’m sorry, but look at that cover! Isn’t it gorgeous? When I first read the blurb of Girl Lost and and found out that it has something to do with Peter Pan, I just know that I have to read it. I just know. See, I have a thing with Peter. He’s my childhood crush. I remember hating Wendy. Until now actually, and I’m not even sorry.
But thank goodness Gwendolyn doesn’t deserve my scorn. Aaaahhhhh! I love this girl!
“I can’t,” he says simply.
“Why do guys keep saying that?” I demand, furious now.“You can. I want you to. But for some reasons that only you seem to know, you won’t. And you’ll tell yourself its okay because I don’t know what I want, because I was angry and hysterical, but the truth of the matter is, it’s creeper behavior and it’s not okay. And I’m over it.”
That’s Gwendolyn getting tired of James’ crap. You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for a MC to say that. Anyway, so yeah.. Gwendolyn is a feisty one. A little mad, but a fighter!
But I don’t know man.. This girl just changed when Peter came and I didn’t like the outcome. I guess I would’ve liked it more if she didn’t fell over heels over Peter like a madwomen.. It just seems all of a sudden. She was all like very cautious and stubborn at first then bam! She can’t live without Peter. Peter was kind of an asshat at the beginning pages, maybe that’s why I didn’t like him at first. He doesn’t appeal that much to me. But I kind of hurt for him in the near end. When all the secrets were out in the open.
Other than the insta-love, I don’t have a problem with the story. The story is interesting enough to keep me going. Though the past present shouldn’t work on me, somehow, it did! Also, I think the character of Bella gave this story an amped! All in all, I loved Girl Lost. I do hope there’s a sequel! More exposure for Jack and Orchid, please!
May 1, 2014
This book was very well written and I enjoyed the story so much. I was always a princess girl growing up and Peter Pan was a story I knew and had read but never really connected to as a child. Girl Lost made me want to find Peter Pan. This book is brimming with emotion and the mysterious element of Peter and who he is coupled with Gwen’s past and determination to be healthy and focused. I never took a step back and thought about what it would have been like after the “Wendy” character went back home. Nazarea Andrews does a remarkable job of bringing that aspect to life in a real gripping way. When Gwen is rescued from being afloat at sea after her parents were killed, she attempts to convince her family and all those around her that the Boy and the Island are real and she was with them for months. This mindset caused her to withstand psychological treatments and psychiatric attention for the vast majority of her life after. Northern College is her chance to be “normal” and learn to live in society without a psychotic breakdown, proving to her brother, aunt, family friends, and more importantly herself, that she is well. Gwen’s struggle was hard to watch. She worked so hard to leave the Boy and the Island behind, but Peter enters the scenario, looking like the boy she remembered all grown up, and he wants her. She is terrified of the connection they share and of how she seems to think more about the Boy and Island when he is around. As their relationship escalates, so does her confusion and Peter’s cryptic personality and messages. This spin on the classic tale was incredibly done. It brings the essential elements of the storyline to modern day and into a New Adult setting, which allows for a deeper connection to the main characters. I would highly recommend this book! Girl Lost is a story that reveals human emotions so well, creating a scenario in which fantasy meets everyday life in a way that could be tangible to the reader, and leave you wanting more!
May 28, 2020
Here's a big 4.5 stars and a raging cry of 'WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT ENDING???'
OK, so after just finishing this book I can tell you that I just had a minor heart attack. I flailed around for a few minutes. Flapped my hands in desperation, squealed a little tiny bit and raged at the cat who was undoubtedly NOT impressed at being woken up from his cat nap just because I couldn't handle my feels for a book.
Because hello, cliffhanger. I'd like you to meet my fist.
Girl Lost is a spectacular rendition of the fairy tale Peter Pan. It's a sequel of sorts - a take on what would happen if Peter Pan went to fetch Wendy after she left the island. Basically Peter Pan has grown up. And he's still got his red hair and green eyes and mischievous smirk. It's just swoon-worthy now. Peter goes from being an orphan boy to a possessively aggressive man - and oh how I loved how he grew.
Andrews took the tale of Peter Pan and put it back into the real world and modern society. She makes Gwen emotionally broken and mentally unstable. And sassy. And aggravating in the best way possible. She makes Peter a figment of imagination turned real. She brings in Micah as the ever vigilant and worried sibling. She forces Orchid into Gwen's life and hints that she is way more than she seems to be. And she throws in James who is best described as:
Even though Peter was the male lead it was James who I fell hardcore for. Hook, line and sinker. (See what I did there?) And then there was Belle. Who was a darker, more fierce version of who she was meant to be but was still fantastically amazing at everything she did.
The characterization was pretty well spot-on for how one would expect those iconic characters to be in real life. The mannerisms of the AGZ, the spiteful hate from Belle, the sly smirks from Peter - everything could be properly attributed to each of the characters because everything they did or said just made sense.
The setting was also wonderfully set. Northern University itself wasn't mentioned much as whole but specific areas like the ocean or the frat house were described with minimal detail that actually enhanced the locations. Setting didn't play an important role in the physical sense - it was important in a metaphorical one, which is why less was more.
And then the plot. Which was nothing less than stellar. I spent a good portion of this spinning around in circles with anticipation as to what would happen next. Andrews just has this way of telling you a story but then throwing out the next piece of the puzzle in a way you just wouldn't expect. It's like walking through a haunted house, not knowing what's going to pop out at you next. The majority of the novel places you directly in Gwen's shoes, so you can't but be completely and utterly lost. But you love every crazy moment of it.
Filtered throughout the story were a variety of flashbacks from Gwen's accident - all of her delusions that apparently aren't really delusions - and they while they were interesting and helped pushed the story along at times they detracted from the story a little because they were distracting. But they explained everything really well and added to the whole storyline - like there were 2 plotlines being told at once. It was like you were really looking into Gwen's past whenever she remembered something.
The idea that Gwen was mentally unstable was a really great premise for this retelling. An obvious way to go, yes, but again, Andrews made it seem like it was a completely original idea. There was an incredibly detailed backstory that explained why and how she came to be that way and it really help feed into the allusion of magic that was forever present within the story. Was it ever fully mentioned? No. But there's a constant inkling that can only be explained by magic throughout the novel.
Which brings me to that horrid, horrid, horrid, cliffie at the end.
The last 4ish chapters of the novel? Total and utter chaos. This is the climax of the entire story and then you're immediately cut off from any and all sense of dénouement and conclusion. You get a dying person, and a pirate following you around, you get some crazy important flashback that IS NOT EXPLAINED and you visualize your insanity in the modern world - with that same pirate standing beside you experiencing the same thing.
Which means you're both crazy.
Or are you?
You have got absolutely NO BLOODY IDEA what to think because the guy that's causing you to question everything that you've worked so hard to put together? You don't actually know what to think about him either.
The ending drove me insane with need for MORE. And yet as of now there's no mention of a sequel. Which means all you're left with is a memory. And you return to the place where you first met him.
I KNOW. I'm dying too. It all ends at the freaking beginning and I just can't right now.
Sequel please?
OK, so after just finishing this book I can tell you that I just had a minor heart attack. I flailed around for a few minutes. Flapped my hands in desperation, squealed a little tiny bit and raged at the cat who was undoubtedly NOT impressed at being woken up from his cat nap just because I couldn't handle my feels for a book.
Because hello, cliffhanger. I'd like you to meet my fist.
Girl Lost is a spectacular rendition of the fairy tale Peter Pan. It's a sequel of sorts - a take on what would happen if Peter Pan went to fetch Wendy after she left the island. Basically Peter Pan has grown up. And he's still got his red hair and green eyes and mischievous smirk. It's just swoon-worthy now. Peter goes from being an orphan boy to a possessively aggressive man - and oh how I loved how he grew.
Andrews took the tale of Peter Pan and put it back into the real world and modern society. She makes Gwen emotionally broken and mentally unstable. And sassy. And aggravating in the best way possible. She makes Peter a figment of imagination turned real. She brings in Micah as the ever vigilant and worried sibling. She forces Orchid into Gwen's life and hints that she is way more than she seems to be. And she throws in James who is best described as:
I wave a dismissive hand.
"He's such a charming rake. And unapologetic about it. And he's drunk all the time. How is that NOT a pirate?
Even though Peter was the male lead it was James who I fell hardcore for. Hook, line and sinker. (See what I did there?) And then there was Belle. Who was a darker, more fierce version of who she was meant to be but was still fantastically amazing at everything she did.
The characterization was pretty well spot-on for how one would expect those iconic characters to be in real life. The mannerisms of the AGZ, the spiteful hate from Belle, the sly smirks from Peter - everything could be properly attributed to each of the characters because everything they did or said just made sense.
The setting was also wonderfully set. Northern University itself wasn't mentioned much as whole but specific areas like the ocean or the frat house were described with minimal detail that actually enhanced the locations. Setting didn't play an important role in the physical sense - it was important in a metaphorical one, which is why less was more.
And then the plot. Which was nothing less than stellar. I spent a good portion of this spinning around in circles with anticipation as to what would happen next. Andrews just has this way of telling you a story but then throwing out the next piece of the puzzle in a way you just wouldn't expect. It's like walking through a haunted house, not knowing what's going to pop out at you next. The majority of the novel places you directly in Gwen's shoes, so you can't but be completely and utterly lost. But you love every crazy moment of it.
Filtered throughout the story were a variety of flashbacks from Gwen's accident - all of her delusions that apparently aren't really delusions - and they while they were interesting and helped pushed the story along at times they detracted from the story a little because they were distracting. But they explained everything really well and added to the whole storyline - like there were 2 plotlines being told at once. It was like you were really looking into Gwen's past whenever she remembered something.
The idea that Gwen was mentally unstable was a really great premise for this retelling. An obvious way to go, yes, but again, Andrews made it seem like it was a completely original idea. There was an incredibly detailed backstory that explained why and how she came to be that way and it really help feed into the allusion of magic that was forever present within the story. Was it ever fully mentioned? No. But there's a constant inkling that can only be explained by magic throughout the novel.
Which brings me to that horrid, horrid, horrid, cliffie at the end.
The last 4ish chapters of the novel? Total and utter chaos. This is the climax of the entire story and then you're immediately cut off from any and all sense of dénouement and conclusion. You get a dying person, and a pirate following you around, you get some crazy important flashback that IS NOT EXPLAINED and you visualize your insanity in the modern world - with that same pirate standing beside you experiencing the same thing.
Which means you're both crazy.
Or are you?
You have got absolutely NO BLOODY IDEA what to think because the guy that's causing you to question everything that you've worked so hard to put together? You don't actually know what to think about him either.
Belle smiles. “Do you remember now, Gwendy bird? We’ll tear you from the clouds and rip you to pieces. You can’t have our Thief.”
“It’s not real,” I mumble, my lips numb. “It can’t be real.”
I’ve spent seven years hearing that. Learning to believe that.
She smiles, a bloody rictus, and I shake my head, nausea swimming through me.
“Belle, who is Peter?” I demand.
“Peter? He’s a thief. The best and worst of all of us. He’s ours, and you stole him.”
The ending drove me insane with need for MORE. And yet as of now there's no mention of a sequel. Which means all you're left with is a memory. And you return to the place where you first met him.
He’s backlit by the sun, a fey, smiling boy dressed all in green. There is a shock of red hair poking out of his strange hat, and a mischievous smile brightens his slanted, exotic eyes. The Boy stares at me and grins, a crooked little smile.
“Hello, pixie girl. What are you doing out here?”
“I’m lost,” I say.
His smile grows a little, and he shakes his head. “Can’t be. I found you. And I’m a bit of an expert on lost things.”
“Where did you come from?” I ask.
“My island. Would you like to see it?”
I hesitate. “I’m not supposed to go with strangers.”
“Would you rather stay here? It seems dangerous.”
There’s a certain unassailable logic to his words. I shrug, though, trying to seem very above it all and distant. “I don’t know you. You could be dangerous.”
He laughs. “Oh, I am. But I would never hurt you, Gwendy.” He takes a step closer and extends a hand in a childlike caricature of an adult gesture. His eyes sparkle, and it feels, for a moment, like the whole world is holding its breath. “I’m Peter.”
I KNOW. I'm dying too. It all ends at the freaking beginning and I just can't right now.
Sequel please?
March 2, 2016
Girl Lost (Neverland Lost, #1) is exactly what I have always wanted when it comes to Neverland. (Note: I am including Forever Found--the novella follow-up--in this review, since I think that it reads more like the concluding chapters to Girl Lost).
This is a grown-up, New Adult retelling of Peter Pan that explores what might have happened, well...AFTER Neverland. What becomes of poor Wendy after she leaves the magical isle behind, once she is thrown back into a world of nonbelievers? What happens to the boy who wouldn’t grow up—now that he has unexpectedly discovered something deeper and more meaningful than his eternal childhood?
In Nazarea Andrews’ version, our darling Peter is back to reclaim what he lost years ago--and he is oh so dedicated to his Wendy (or Gwendolyn, as she is called here). There is angst, love, and just a sprinkle of steamy sexy times—er, I mean pixie dust.
I admit to coming into this book skeptically. But Andrews won me over…this little story just kept chugging along, never giving up and always walking that line between magic and realism, love and loss. Andrew’s prose is very haunting at times…and I especially loved her flashback scenes—here she really captures the dreamy, child-like state that Neverland represents, while adding new layers of adult emotions (desire, jealousy, loss, etc.) so seamlessly.
And Peter…God, I’m in love with this guy. He’s a great contradiction of man and boy: passion and innocence, ferocity and tenderness. One moment he is reckless and aloof, then next brooding and protective. I found him to be a fairly convincing version of Peter Pan grown up—not really an easy task to do. I also love that Andrews portrayed his appearance and personality as being almost fey-like at times—quite fitting.
There were some fun secondary characters, too—the author still gives us Hook, Tigerlily, Tink, and the Lost Boys. And while some of the characters are, like Peter, literally displaced from Neverland, it is unclear whether others are also from the island--OR if they are just regular people who represent/capture the spirit of their book counterpart. Andrews cleverly plays with reality versus fairy tale here.
Unfortunately, Andrews could have flushed out these secondary characters and filled in some of the subplots. At times, I wish she would have just reached a little higher and delved deeper into some of these larger themes. It's a shame, because this book would have been amazing with just a bit more depth and detail.
Finally, I love how Andrews over-archingly explores the idea of being “lost”—what makes us one of the lost? How do we find ourselves--and each other? What does it mean for us if and once we are found?
A fun, escapist, and surprisingly heartfelt read!
GIFSoup
This is a grown-up, New Adult retelling of Peter Pan that explores what might have happened, well...AFTER Neverland. What becomes of poor Wendy after she leaves the magical isle behind, once she is thrown back into a world of nonbelievers? What happens to the boy who wouldn’t grow up—now that he has unexpectedly discovered something deeper and more meaningful than his eternal childhood?
In Nazarea Andrews’ version, our darling Peter is back to reclaim what he lost years ago--and he is oh so dedicated to his Wendy (or Gwendolyn, as she is called here). There is angst, love, and just a sprinkle of steamy sexy times—er, I mean pixie dust.
I admit to coming into this book skeptically. But Andrews won me over…this little story just kept chugging along, never giving up and always walking that line between magic and realism, love and loss. Andrew’s prose is very haunting at times…and I especially loved her flashback scenes—here she really captures the dreamy, child-like state that Neverland represents, while adding new layers of adult emotions (desire, jealousy, loss, etc.) so seamlessly.
And Peter…God, I’m in love with this guy. He’s a great contradiction of man and boy: passion and innocence, ferocity and tenderness. One moment he is reckless and aloof, then next brooding and protective. I found him to be a fairly convincing version of Peter Pan grown up—not really an easy task to do. I also love that Andrews portrayed his appearance and personality as being almost fey-like at times—quite fitting.
There were some fun secondary characters, too—the author still gives us Hook, Tigerlily, Tink, and the Lost Boys. And while some of the characters are, like Peter, literally displaced from Neverland, it is unclear whether others are also from the island--OR if they are just regular people who represent/capture the spirit of their book counterpart. Andrews cleverly plays with reality versus fairy tale here.
Unfortunately, Andrews could have flushed out these secondary characters and filled in some of the subplots. At times, I wish she would have just reached a little higher and delved deeper into some of these larger themes. It's a shame, because this book would have been amazing with just a bit more depth and detail.
Finally, I love how Andrews over-archingly explores the idea of being “lost”—what makes us one of the lost? How do we find ourselves--and each other? What does it mean for us if and once we are found?
A fun, escapist, and surprisingly heartfelt read!
GIFSoup
May 9, 2014
This was such an interesting take on the tale of Peter Pan. The author took the fun loving story about the boy who wouldn't grow up and put a dark spin on it. If you ever wondered what happened to Wendy (or Gwendy in this case) after she left Peter's island, this is definitely a book to pick up.
Gwen Barre was trying to put her life back into some semblance of "normal" after spending several years under psychiatric care. The heir to the Barre company and fortune has all eyes on her to see if she can withstand the pressures of college before they make the decision about turning the company over to her. Gwen's not sure she's ready to be in this type of situation, but she's determined to try. She has her brother with her and her roommate, but things are easy for Gwen, still haunted by the dreams of The Boy she's been told she created to deal with the events that lead her to be in psychiatric care. So when she runs into guy who looks haunting familiar, red hair and all, she finds herself fighting with everyone and herself as she tries to figure out just why she's drawn to someone everyone says is bad for her.
Gwen's broke my heart, because she really was a girl lost. She was trying to figure out how she fit into the world, how she can convince her family she was getting better while dealing with the dreams that proved (to her) that she was getting anything but better. You could see that she'd lost faith in a lot of things, but more importantly, she'd lost it in herself. She could fake friendly smiles and dates with boys, but she really was lost. Until Peter.
Peter came to Northern looking for his Gwendy. We never really learned the extent of just what Peter went through to get to Wendy, but we did see what her inability to remember him did. Despite what others may have said, Peter really was the only one that helped Gwen. Instead of telling her what she should be feeling or doing, he helped her remember what it was like to think for herself and ultimately remember who she was.
The Lost Boys are present in the story, but off in the back where we don't have a lot of involvement with them, except for Tank. Tinkerbelle is there too and she is nothing like the little pixie you remember. She's a bit of a bitch and definitely holds a grudge against Gwen for "stealing" Peter from her.
I applaud the author to taking a childhood favorite and putting a New Adult spin on it. The characters are full of angst, which brings a dark edge to the story that had me turning the pages to find out what was going to happen next. There were elements to the story that I wish we had more of (Peter's back story and what he's gone through to get to Gwen, his relationship with the Lost Boys now) and the way the book ends leaves me wishing there were more coming so we knew what happened after, but I'll use my imagination and believe Gwen and Peter got their HEA.
Gwen Barre was trying to put her life back into some semblance of "normal" after spending several years under psychiatric care. The heir to the Barre company and fortune has all eyes on her to see if she can withstand the pressures of college before they make the decision about turning the company over to her. Gwen's not sure she's ready to be in this type of situation, but she's determined to try. She has her brother with her and her roommate, but things are easy for Gwen, still haunted by the dreams of The Boy she's been told she created to deal with the events that lead her to be in psychiatric care. So when she runs into guy who looks haunting familiar, red hair and all, she finds herself fighting with everyone and herself as she tries to figure out just why she's drawn to someone everyone says is bad for her.
Gwen's broke my heart, because she really was a girl lost. She was trying to figure out how she fit into the world, how she can convince her family she was getting better while dealing with the dreams that proved (to her) that she was getting anything but better. You could see that she'd lost faith in a lot of things, but more importantly, she'd lost it in herself. She could fake friendly smiles and dates with boys, but she really was lost. Until Peter.
Peter came to Northern looking for his Gwendy. We never really learned the extent of just what Peter went through to get to Wendy, but we did see what her inability to remember him did. Despite what others may have said, Peter really was the only one that helped Gwen. Instead of telling her what she should be feeling or doing, he helped her remember what it was like to think for herself and ultimately remember who she was.
The Lost Boys are present in the story, but off in the back where we don't have a lot of involvement with them, except for Tank. Tinkerbelle is there too and she is nothing like the little pixie you remember. She's a bit of a bitch and definitely holds a grudge against Gwen for "stealing" Peter from her.
I applaud the author to taking a childhood favorite and putting a New Adult spin on it. The characters are full of angst, which brings a dark edge to the story that had me turning the pages to find out what was going to happen next. There were elements to the story that I wish we had more of (Peter's back story and what he's gone through to get to Gwen, his relationship with the Lost Boys now) and the way the book ends leaves me wishing there were more coming so we knew what happened after, but I'll use my imagination and believe Gwen and Peter got their HEA.
May 6, 2014
Big thanks to Nazarea and Kelly for an ARC copy for review.
I absolutely love the story of Peter Pan and ever since I could remember it has always fascinated me. In this novel Nazarea put an unique new twist on the old tale, but it was still mysterious and charming. What would happen if Peter Pan grew up? And not only remembered his "Wendy" but came back for her as well.
"I am Gwendolyn, the eldest daughter of Pier Barrie. I am a college freshman, and an heiress. And I am quite mad". ~ Gwen
Our main character Gwen has not had an easy road the past few years of her life. Both of her parents died in an accident, she has been in and out of mental institutes, dealing with pressures about her families big company, and not to mention the memories of "The Boy" and an island.. This girl has dealt with a lot and it was sad to see her mind so fragile and lost at times. I did enjoy her close relationship with her younger brother, Micah.
It isn't until Gwen starts college that she meets the intriguing Peter, and things take an interesting turn. Peter was both enthralling and enigmatic and I loved the qualities to his personality. There were a few times with some scenes that I kept having to remind myself he is older now. It just took me a bit. The chemistry between Gwen and Peter was very magnetic and I enjoyed figuring out the connection that they had with each other.
"It was a long time ago. I don't know if you remember. You were young, and he was young, and he never forgot you. It's that simple--he couldn't forget you. I tried to make him forget. But you changed him". ~ Belle to Gwen
The ending didn't really feel like the end to me and my wishful self was kind of hoping for an epilogue. But it was still an enjoyable novel all the same.
Review also posted at: http://jesstimetoread.blogspot.com
I absolutely love the story of Peter Pan and ever since I could remember it has always fascinated me. In this novel Nazarea put an unique new twist on the old tale, but it was still mysterious and charming. What would happen if Peter Pan grew up? And not only remembered his "Wendy" but came back for her as well.
"I am Gwendolyn, the eldest daughter of Pier Barrie. I am a college freshman, and an heiress. And I am quite mad". ~ Gwen
Our main character Gwen has not had an easy road the past few years of her life. Both of her parents died in an accident, she has been in and out of mental institutes, dealing with pressures about her families big company, and not to mention the memories of "The Boy" and an island.. This girl has dealt with a lot and it was sad to see her mind so fragile and lost at times. I did enjoy her close relationship with her younger brother, Micah.
It isn't until Gwen starts college that she meets the intriguing Peter, and things take an interesting turn. Peter was both enthralling and enigmatic and I loved the qualities to his personality. There were a few times with some scenes that I kept having to remind myself he is older now. It just took me a bit. The chemistry between Gwen and Peter was very magnetic and I enjoyed figuring out the connection that they had with each other.
"It was a long time ago. I don't know if you remember. You were young, and he was young, and he never forgot you. It's that simple--he couldn't forget you. I tried to make him forget. But you changed him". ~ Belle to Gwen
The ending didn't really feel like the end to me and my wishful self was kind of hoping for an epilogue. But it was still an enjoyable novel all the same.
Review also posted at: http://jesstimetoread.blogspot.com
April 16, 2014
As I absolutely love this author. I was not disappointed in her latest book. It was a refreshing story that makes you want to imagine the impossible yet your mind tells you that it is not possible.
Gwendolyn having not been in a good place in her life for the past years thinks that Northern will be just what she needs to start fresh. She wants to just be known as Gwen. Not all the things from her past that she can not forget about. As she starts her new life at college, she sees HIM, he is not real. But is he?
Peter, gorgeous red haired, green eyed boy meets Gwendolyn and is captivated by her. He wants to know her better. He has all the time in the world to get her to notice him. And she did notice him the first day she saw him across the campus. He will do anything to protect her.
As the days continue, they are unable to stay away. They seem to move with the tide of the ocean. Always coming back together to meet on the shoreline like the tide and sand do. Gwen knows Peter is not the boy but she can not help but notice little things that remind her of him. She wants to pretend Peter is the boy.
They both have secrets to keep. As those secrets are slowing coming to light. Is Gwen ready to believe in the truth no matter what it means? Can Peter show her the truth and make her believe?
Can you imagine if everything you thought was right may not be what it seems? Then dive into this book, experience the lives of Gwen & Peter.
Gwendolyn having not been in a good place in her life for the past years thinks that Northern will be just what she needs to start fresh. She wants to just be known as Gwen. Not all the things from her past that she can not forget about. As she starts her new life at college, she sees HIM, he is not real. But is he?
Peter, gorgeous red haired, green eyed boy meets Gwendolyn and is captivated by her. He wants to know her better. He has all the time in the world to get her to notice him. And she did notice him the first day she saw him across the campus. He will do anything to protect her.
As the days continue, they are unable to stay away. They seem to move with the tide of the ocean. Always coming back together to meet on the shoreline like the tide and sand do. Gwen knows Peter is not the boy but she can not help but notice little things that remind her of him. She wants to pretend Peter is the boy.
They both have secrets to keep. As those secrets are slowing coming to light. Is Gwen ready to believe in the truth no matter what it means? Can Peter show her the truth and make her believe?
Can you imagine if everything you thought was right may not be what it seems? Then dive into this book, experience the lives of Gwen & Peter.
May 7, 2014
4.5 Stars
This is your next read. Or it should be anyway. Nazarea Andrews has taken a much loved classic and made it her own, in this modern day retelling of the boy who never grew up.
Everyone knows the story of Peter Pan and Wendy, and when I heard that this author was going to be basing a book on it, I was full of intrigue. And do you know what?
I loved it even more than I thought I would.
I could not put this book down! At. All. My Kindle was permanently attached to my hand from beginning to end whilst reading GIRL LOST, and when it was over, there was a fair bit of pouting because I really didn't want it to end.
And even though I've seen multiple versions of this story over the years on film, I was hooked on this book, and constantly wondering how the author would pull off the magical element that the story is known for, and I loved that it was something hinted at, rather than shown, for the majority of the book.
There are a few loose ends to this story, that I'm hoping will be tied up nicely as the story continues in a novella from Peter's POV later this year.
Nazarea Andrews has a great mind for storytelling, and I definitely plan on reading more by her in the future.
GIRL LOST is a truly fantastic read.
"I'm a greedy thief. Don't you know I would only ever want forever?"
*ARC received in exchange for an honest review*
This is your next read. Or it should be anyway. Nazarea Andrews has taken a much loved classic and made it her own, in this modern day retelling of the boy who never grew up.
Everyone knows the story of Peter Pan and Wendy, and when I heard that this author was going to be basing a book on it, I was full of intrigue. And do you know what?
I loved it even more than I thought I would.
I could not put this book down! At. All. My Kindle was permanently attached to my hand from beginning to end whilst reading GIRL LOST, and when it was over, there was a fair bit of pouting because I really didn't want it to end.
And even though I've seen multiple versions of this story over the years on film, I was hooked on this book, and constantly wondering how the author would pull off the magical element that the story is known for, and I loved that it was something hinted at, rather than shown, for the majority of the book.
There are a few loose ends to this story, that I'm hoping will be tied up nicely as the story continues in a novella from Peter's POV later this year.
Nazarea Andrews has a great mind for storytelling, and I definitely plan on reading more by her in the future.
GIRL LOST is a truly fantastic read.
"I'm a greedy thief. Don't you know I would only ever want forever?"
*ARC received in exchange for an honest review*
May 10, 2014
**As Posted on KindleObsessed Blog**
Peter Pan is a pretty big deal in my house. (Well, his nemesis Hook more specifically, but that’s a story for another day.) After Pan’s appearance on the TV show “Once Upon a Time” my children started to ask questions.
“Who are the lost boys?” “Where did they come from?” “Why do they do everything Pan says? Even when it’s mean?”
And so on and so on.
I tried to explain (Really, I did!) but decided it would all make much more sense if they just listened to the story the way J.M. Barrie intended it. So I read it to them.
Mission successful. On several different levels.
It has been YEARS since I read Peter Pan, and (to be honest) up until this point I had only read it once. (AKA: my memory bank only contained broad details.) Under different circumstances this wouldn’t have mattered one iota to me, but finding myself reading a modern retelling a few months later? I was happy I was a wealth of information.
Why? Because I was able to pick up on details I NEVER would have otherwise. For example: I had actually forgotten who wrote PP until I was forced to look it up. (I know…shame on me.) The lead protagonist’s name in Andrew’s “Girl Lost?” Gwendolyn Barrie. Coincidence? I think not.
But, I think I’ll leave the semantics for the book club. How about I talk about what I liked and what I very decidedly DID NOT!
"Northern was supposed to be a fresh start—a place where people didn’t know who I was or how I had spent years in and out of mental institutes. People didn’t know about my parents death or the island no one heard of. But when Peter sits next to me in lit class, I can’t stop the memories, and I don’t want to. He looks too much like the boy from the island, and despite my best intentions, coaxes my secrets from me.
He’s gorgeous, irresistible, a little mad, and completely lost—we are a pair of broken cogs in a world neither of us truly fits into. He is somehow gentle and fierce, heartbreaking in his devotion and savage in his defense.
When Belle, his best friend, shows up, pale and lovely and sick, Peter pulls away from me, a startling withdrawal. It’s a relationship that scares and confuses me. She is at times warm and friendly, and other times is violent and unpredictable.
Peter says that he wants me, but refuses to let himself get close. And there are secrets, surrounding both of us, that border on nightmares. As the memories close in, as Belle gets sicker and more violent, I’m torn between what is true and what I believe, and what this magical boy knows about my mysterious past."
First things first…the good.
This is an excellent conceptual retelling of Peter Pan. The longing, the mystery, the jealousy…it’s all there. The mental instability of Gwen was artfully crafted, and the desperation felt in each of her companions (Peter, and her little brother Micah) felt like waves of hope/grief/and confusion bleeding off of the page.
I appreciated the fact that Andrews allowed Gwen to be strong despite the overwhelming evidence that she was “certifiably crazy” (her words, not mine.) That Micah’s sense of duty faltered when faced with the possibility of a lifetime of a crazy sister-sitting. Even Gwen’s outlying relationships (her roommate, the pirate, her therapist) were impressive.
I LOVED the idea of HOW she got to the island. I LOVED the flashbacks and internal dialogue about what HAPPENED on the island. I even liked here unwavering potty mouth. (A girl after my own heart.)
What I DIDN’T LIKE? Pretty much everything else.
There are some SERIOUS holes in this story. Not just unanswered questions, but big gaping Grand Canyon sized crevices of missing information.
Take “the pirate” (Gwen’s nickname for him…though I think it was kitchy and a stretch.) Gwen first meets him while in the cafeteria. (If I’m remembering correctly.) They have a very brief 2 sentence conversation and then Poof! he’s gone. Ok, no biggie. However, a few chapters later Gwen walks into her dorm room to find him perched on her bed. Apparently he started dating her roomie and him and Gwendy were BFF’s. There was ZERO lead up. Not details as to how this happened. No explanation for their sudden familiarity. It was just there, in your face. Which made his obsessive need to protect her later seem a little off. (Read: I assumed there was an ulterior motive.)
Also, we are told Gwen is the heiress to a company, (and that she MUST be completely lucid to run it) over and over again, but WHY? Yeah, the first born is supposed to take charge, but if she’s a few marbles short why can’t Micah (who is working with a full deck and obviously smart) take over?
Why did it take 3 weeks to find her on an abandoned boat?
Why does she think she’s been gone for more than a month?
Why…why….why?
There were questions around every corner, but instead of answers we got quick snippets of NA style sexual encounters with Peter. The boy she is afraid of, yet can’t seem to leave. (Even IF he has been ignoring her for another girl for weeks.)
To make matters worse, the story just stopped with a.. “Guess what!?”
In short…for all of it’s good I found just as much bad. The story was both enthralling and incredibly frustrating. Two emotions that don’t work well with each other.
So here is my advice. At the very least…wait to see if a follow-up novel comes out. (So you don’t rage at the ending.) If you enjoy NA, you will probably enjoy this novel. (It’s chock full of angst.) But if you are wanting something a little more fluid, close to the original source material, or…sane? This is not the book for you.
Happy reading my fellow Kindle-ites and remember: Crazy is as crazy does.
Peter Pan is a pretty big deal in my house. (Well, his nemesis Hook more specifically, but that’s a story for another day.) After Pan’s appearance on the TV show “Once Upon a Time” my children started to ask questions.
“Who are the lost boys?” “Where did they come from?” “Why do they do everything Pan says? Even when it’s mean?”
And so on and so on.
I tried to explain (Really, I did!) but decided it would all make much more sense if they just listened to the story the way J.M. Barrie intended it. So I read it to them.
Mission successful. On several different levels.
It has been YEARS since I read Peter Pan, and (to be honest) up until this point I had only read it once. (AKA: my memory bank only contained broad details.) Under different circumstances this wouldn’t have mattered one iota to me, but finding myself reading a modern retelling a few months later? I was happy I was a wealth of information.
Why? Because I was able to pick up on details I NEVER would have otherwise. For example: I had actually forgotten who wrote PP until I was forced to look it up. (I know…shame on me.) The lead protagonist’s name in Andrew’s “Girl Lost?” Gwendolyn Barrie. Coincidence? I think not.
But, I think I’ll leave the semantics for the book club. How about I talk about what I liked and what I very decidedly DID NOT!
"Northern was supposed to be a fresh start—a place where people didn’t know who I was or how I had spent years in and out of mental institutes. People didn’t know about my parents death or the island no one heard of. But when Peter sits next to me in lit class, I can’t stop the memories, and I don’t want to. He looks too much like the boy from the island, and despite my best intentions, coaxes my secrets from me.
He’s gorgeous, irresistible, a little mad, and completely lost—we are a pair of broken cogs in a world neither of us truly fits into. He is somehow gentle and fierce, heartbreaking in his devotion and savage in his defense.
When Belle, his best friend, shows up, pale and lovely and sick, Peter pulls away from me, a startling withdrawal. It’s a relationship that scares and confuses me. She is at times warm and friendly, and other times is violent and unpredictable.
Peter says that he wants me, but refuses to let himself get close. And there are secrets, surrounding both of us, that border on nightmares. As the memories close in, as Belle gets sicker and more violent, I’m torn between what is true and what I believe, and what this magical boy knows about my mysterious past."
First things first…the good.
This is an excellent conceptual retelling of Peter Pan. The longing, the mystery, the jealousy…it’s all there. The mental instability of Gwen was artfully crafted, and the desperation felt in each of her companions (Peter, and her little brother Micah) felt like waves of hope/grief/and confusion bleeding off of the page.
I appreciated the fact that Andrews allowed Gwen to be strong despite the overwhelming evidence that she was “certifiably crazy” (her words, not mine.) That Micah’s sense of duty faltered when faced with the possibility of a lifetime of a crazy sister-sitting. Even Gwen’s outlying relationships (her roommate, the pirate, her therapist) were impressive.
I LOVED the idea of HOW she got to the island. I LOVED the flashbacks and internal dialogue about what HAPPENED on the island. I even liked here unwavering potty mouth. (A girl after my own heart.)
What I DIDN’T LIKE? Pretty much everything else.
There are some SERIOUS holes in this story. Not just unanswered questions, but big gaping Grand Canyon sized crevices of missing information.
Take “the pirate” (Gwen’s nickname for him…though I think it was kitchy and a stretch.) Gwen first meets him while in the cafeteria. (If I’m remembering correctly.) They have a very brief 2 sentence conversation and then Poof! he’s gone. Ok, no biggie. However, a few chapters later Gwen walks into her dorm room to find him perched on her bed. Apparently he started dating her roomie and him and Gwendy were BFF’s. There was ZERO lead up. Not details as to how this happened. No explanation for their sudden familiarity. It was just there, in your face. Which made his obsessive need to protect her later seem a little off. (Read: I assumed there was an ulterior motive.)
Also, we are told Gwen is the heiress to a company, (and that she MUST be completely lucid to run it) over and over again, but WHY? Yeah, the first born is supposed to take charge, but if she’s a few marbles short why can’t Micah (who is working with a full deck and obviously smart) take over?
Why did it take 3 weeks to find her on an abandoned boat?
Why does she think she’s been gone for more than a month?
Why…why….why?
There were questions around every corner, but instead of answers we got quick snippets of NA style sexual encounters with Peter. The boy she is afraid of, yet can’t seem to leave. (Even IF he has been ignoring her for another girl for weeks.)
To make matters worse, the story just stopped with a.. “Guess what!?”
In short…for all of it’s good I found just as much bad. The story was both enthralling and incredibly frustrating. Two emotions that don’t work well with each other.
So here is my advice. At the very least…wait to see if a follow-up novel comes out. (So you don’t rage at the ending.) If you enjoy NA, you will probably enjoy this novel. (It’s chock full of angst.) But if you are wanting something a little more fluid, close to the original source material, or…sane? This is not the book for you.
Happy reading my fellow Kindle-ites and remember: Crazy is as crazy does.
May 2, 2014
**ARC provided by author in exchange for honest review**
The story of Peter Pan has to be one of my classical favorites. So, when I found out that Nazarea was doing a retelling of it, I begged for an ARC. It was well worth the begging. I love, love, loved this new twist on my favorite tale. It’s a story of Wendy and Peter grown up, and in college. And Nazarea does a fantastic job of spinning their tale—leaving the readers desperately trying to figure out what’s going on and pining for more.
“It’s unspoken that he was there. Something in me—an instinct that I have ignored in the name of sanity—tells me that he was never far. That he will never be far, so long as I continue to want him.
The Boy won’t leave me. Not voluntarily. He would only go if I order him away. And as bad for me as he is, I can’t bring myself to do that.”
The story is told from Gwendy’s POV. She is finally off to college at Northern. Her younger brother, Micah, is with her attending the school and watching over her. Gwendy has been mentally unstable for a while. Ever since she survived a horrific cruise accident where her parents were murder, Gwendy has been deemed insane. She believed that she was on an island, and well we all know the tale. But, there is no proof of the island. So, she is put in an insane asylum and everything. The only reason her aunt and her therapist are really trying to help her get better is so that she can run her family’s business.
“I see you, and I can’t think of anything else. I’ve tried. But you fascinate me. You smile—you see these people around you, and I can see you interact with them, even as you keep yourself separated from them. You are a gorgeous girl, Gwendoly, and I won’t even bother to deny that some of it stems from that. But you’re different. You try not to show it, but you can’t help it sometimes.”
Gwendy is set to do really well at Northern. Until a guy walks into one of her classes who looks exactly like the boy of her memories/hallucinations. In the real world he goes by Peter. And in both her mind and the real world he cannot leave her alone. For some unfathomable reason, Peter is infatuated by Gwendy. However, since Gwendy is supposed to finally be starting over, she pushes him away and attempts a normal college life. Until the strangeness of the whole situation finally gets to her. Well, that and the fact that their attraction and connections can’t be ignored.
“Peter, I’m scared.”
“Of what, pixie?”
“I’m afraid if I tell you the truth, you’ll run. I’m not sure what we’re doing here, but the idea of you running because of the truth—that terrifies me.”
“Sweetheart. I’ve been chasing you for longer than you can even know. Nothing you say can chase me away.”
I loved how creative the story was. I was fascinated with the way Nazarea paralleled and blended the original Pan story and characters with this more modern retelling of Gwendy and Peter. I blew through this book. The whole thing is a constant mystery. Is she or isn’t she crazy? Is Peter the Boy or not? Who is against her and who is helping her? Why does his fraternity act so weird? Why is Belle, Peter’s best friend, psychotic? It’s all a constant mind-game.
“He kisses me without skill, without any of the finesse other boys have shown. But he kisses with a raw passion, his lips hard on mine. There is something desperate about the way he holds me to him, the way his lips move against mine.
He kisses me like he’s waited years for this one moment, like he can’t quite believe it’s real.”
All in all, the story flowed fantastically. It was well-written and paced wonderfully. As a girl in college myself, I can’t help but sympathize with all of Gwendy’s experiences. Oh, and just because the original story is an innocent fairy tale, definitely doesn’t mean that Girl Lost is. There’s plenty of steamy surprises in here. Overall, I just loved watching Gwendy and Peter fall in love and battle not so typical challenges. There are a lot of unanswered questions at the end of the book, but I actually really liked that it ended like that. It left me thinking just like it did throughout the entire book. And I feel like it allows me to use my imagination to invent my own ending to the story. Although this was my first Nazarea Andrews book, it most definitely won’t be my last.
“Have you ever known someone you know is bad for you? Someone that even though you might want to get to know them, everything in you says it’s a bad idea and you’ll only end up hurt?”
“I’m not going to hurt you.”
“You already have, Peter. Just looking at you hurts.”
See full review here http://www.romanceaddictbookblog.com/...
The story of Peter Pan has to be one of my classical favorites. So, when I found out that Nazarea was doing a retelling of it, I begged for an ARC. It was well worth the begging. I love, love, loved this new twist on my favorite tale. It’s a story of Wendy and Peter grown up, and in college. And Nazarea does a fantastic job of spinning their tale—leaving the readers desperately trying to figure out what’s going on and pining for more.
“It’s unspoken that he was there. Something in me—an instinct that I have ignored in the name of sanity—tells me that he was never far. That he will never be far, so long as I continue to want him.
The Boy won’t leave me. Not voluntarily. He would only go if I order him away. And as bad for me as he is, I can’t bring myself to do that.”
The story is told from Gwendy’s POV. She is finally off to college at Northern. Her younger brother, Micah, is with her attending the school and watching over her. Gwendy has been mentally unstable for a while. Ever since she survived a horrific cruise accident where her parents were murder, Gwendy has been deemed insane. She believed that she was on an island, and well we all know the tale. But, there is no proof of the island. So, she is put in an insane asylum and everything. The only reason her aunt and her therapist are really trying to help her get better is so that she can run her family’s business.
“I see you, and I can’t think of anything else. I’ve tried. But you fascinate me. You smile—you see these people around you, and I can see you interact with them, even as you keep yourself separated from them. You are a gorgeous girl, Gwendoly, and I won’t even bother to deny that some of it stems from that. But you’re different. You try not to show it, but you can’t help it sometimes.”
Gwendy is set to do really well at Northern. Until a guy walks into one of her classes who looks exactly like the boy of her memories/hallucinations. In the real world he goes by Peter. And in both her mind and the real world he cannot leave her alone. For some unfathomable reason, Peter is infatuated by Gwendy. However, since Gwendy is supposed to finally be starting over, she pushes him away and attempts a normal college life. Until the strangeness of the whole situation finally gets to her. Well, that and the fact that their attraction and connections can’t be ignored.
“Peter, I’m scared.”
“Of what, pixie?”
“I’m afraid if I tell you the truth, you’ll run. I’m not sure what we’re doing here, but the idea of you running because of the truth—that terrifies me.”
“Sweetheart. I’ve been chasing you for longer than you can even know. Nothing you say can chase me away.”
I loved how creative the story was. I was fascinated with the way Nazarea paralleled and blended the original Pan story and characters with this more modern retelling of Gwendy and Peter. I blew through this book. The whole thing is a constant mystery. Is she or isn’t she crazy? Is Peter the Boy or not? Who is against her and who is helping her? Why does his fraternity act so weird? Why is Belle, Peter’s best friend, psychotic? It’s all a constant mind-game.
“He kisses me without skill, without any of the finesse other boys have shown. But he kisses with a raw passion, his lips hard on mine. There is something desperate about the way he holds me to him, the way his lips move against mine.
He kisses me like he’s waited years for this one moment, like he can’t quite believe it’s real.”
All in all, the story flowed fantastically. It was well-written and paced wonderfully. As a girl in college myself, I can’t help but sympathize with all of Gwendy’s experiences. Oh, and just because the original story is an innocent fairy tale, definitely doesn’t mean that Girl Lost is. There’s plenty of steamy surprises in here. Overall, I just loved watching Gwendy and Peter fall in love and battle not so typical challenges. There are a lot of unanswered questions at the end of the book, but I actually really liked that it ended like that. It left me thinking just like it did throughout the entire book. And I feel like it allows me to use my imagination to invent my own ending to the story. Although this was my first Nazarea Andrews book, it most definitely won’t be my last.
“Have you ever known someone you know is bad for you? Someone that even though you might want to get to know them, everything in you says it’s a bad idea and you’ll only end up hurt?”
“I’m not going to hurt you.”
“You already have, Peter. Just looking at you hurts.”
See full review here http://www.romanceaddictbookblog.com/...
May 18, 2014
*Also posted at Oops! I Read A Book Again*
Thank you to Kelly of InkSlinger PR and Nazarea for the review copy. This in no way affected my views of the novel.
I immediately signed up for this tour because PETER PAN RETELLING. Retellings have always been a hit or miss with me but this would be the first time I'll read one of Peter Pan. Guys, Peter Pan. Can you feel my giddiness? I don't know about you but Pan has always been a childhood fairytale crush because when you're a kid, who doesn't want to be Wendy? Or at least wish he'll take you to Neverland? So with all my excitement for this novel came the expectations I can't shed. And I am more than glad that GIRL LOST didn't disappoint me.
Ask Nina, Charlie and Sab, and they'll tell you that I've been pimping and spazzing about GIRL LOST all the time I was reading it. First, the set-up was obviously well thought of. Gwen was diagnosed crazy, plagued with memories of an island that doesn't exist, memories of a boy. She's grasping on her sanity with all her might, to be able to function and be normal. But then the grown-up version of the boy from the island shows up on her first day at Northern, and the memories rush back to her. I read the blurb of the novel but it didn't really register to me as I was just delighted that it's inspired by Peter Pan. But right off the bat, when I started this novel, I was in awe of how Nazarea took Peter Pan and melded it into a contemporary new adult romance that is both engaging and intriguing. I thought since I know how Wendy's story rolls, I wouldn't be as invested as I was. But I was so wrong. The parallelisms of the tale to the novel were amazing and great. I kept on wondering how Nazarea will spin this tale off and each time, I ended up awed and begging for more.
If this novel weren't a Peter Pan retelling, I think I would have hated Peter. He was a stalker and was very possessive of Gwen - two things I really don't like in guys. It's so caveman-y. But since this is Peter and I am unapologetically biased and I understand why he's like that, I loved it. I love the mischief in his eyes, the smirk, the clumsiness, the hesitance, everything. He was exotic and enigmatic and you just can't get enough. Even though I ached for Lane, the other guy, all throughout, I know that Peter's the one I'm shipping with Gwen.
Gwen is surrounded by a family that loves her so much and her relationship with her brother Micah was so sweet. Micah worries over her and protects her, even if he's tired of it. Family love is just like that. No matter how deep you go off the end, how much you unravel, they'll still love you and care for you. Gwen's family in Northern - her roommate Orchid and her boyfriend James - were also such big help to her. James, you all know who James is, and he's so fun to read. Charmingly sexy, dangerous and always drunk, that James. His concern for Gwen was so endearing and his love for Orchid, sigh. They accepted Gwen even how "crazy" she is, even though she wouldn't share anything about herself.
As for the romance between Peter and Gwen, it was like drugs. There were highs and there were lows and you're just with Gwen all the time. You wonder, along with her, why Peter isn't around then experience whiplash when he arrives but then leaves again. It's kind of unhealthy but unhealthy romances are the most delicious romances, am I right? Plus, this is a new adult novel so beware that some scenes are steamy and definitely not for young readers. They were sexy but not too graphic, which I appreciated very much because I don't want having dirty thoughts from now on when I encounter anything Peter Pan. Haha!
I think this could be one of the shortest reviews I've written since I can't talk much about the plot and I want you to read about all the parallelisms by yourself. So let's just get to that ending. I was at 98% and it felt like so much hasn't been resolved so I was a bit scared that this is going to be a series. And when I reached the end, I couldn't believe it. That was it??? Then I calmed down and realized that it was for the best. It could have a sequel but I think it's for the best that it's a bit open-ended. Now that I've been thinking about it, it's a fit ending for the story. And I applaud Nazarea all the more for writing it this way.
All in all, I highly recommend this to new adult readers who love retellings. It's obvious it's inspired by Peter Pan but it is also different enough that you are still fascinated and interested in how the story will go. I will definitely read more from Nazarea Andrews.
Thank you to Kelly of InkSlinger PR and Nazarea for the review copy. This in no way affected my views of the novel.
I immediately signed up for this tour because PETER PAN RETELLING. Retellings have always been a hit or miss with me but this would be the first time I'll read one of Peter Pan. Guys, Peter Pan. Can you feel my giddiness? I don't know about you but Pan has always been a childhood fairytale crush because when you're a kid, who doesn't want to be Wendy? Or at least wish he'll take you to Neverland? So with all my excitement for this novel came the expectations I can't shed. And I am more than glad that GIRL LOST didn't disappoint me.
Ask Nina, Charlie and Sab, and they'll tell you that I've been pimping and spazzing about GIRL LOST all the time I was reading it. First, the set-up was obviously well thought of. Gwen was diagnosed crazy, plagued with memories of an island that doesn't exist, memories of a boy. She's grasping on her sanity with all her might, to be able to function and be normal. But then the grown-up version of the boy from the island shows up on her first day at Northern, and the memories rush back to her. I read the blurb of the novel but it didn't really register to me as I was just delighted that it's inspired by Peter Pan. But right off the bat, when I started this novel, I was in awe of how Nazarea took Peter Pan and melded it into a contemporary new adult romance that is both engaging and intriguing. I thought since I know how Wendy's story rolls, I wouldn't be as invested as I was. But I was so wrong. The parallelisms of the tale to the novel were amazing and great. I kept on wondering how Nazarea will spin this tale off and each time, I ended up awed and begging for more.
If this novel weren't a Peter Pan retelling, I think I would have hated Peter. He was a stalker and was very possessive of Gwen - two things I really don't like in guys. It's so caveman-y. But since this is Peter and I am unapologetically biased and I understand why he's like that, I loved it. I love the mischief in his eyes, the smirk, the clumsiness, the hesitance, everything. He was exotic and enigmatic and you just can't get enough. Even though I ached for Lane, the other guy, all throughout, I know that Peter's the one I'm shipping with Gwen.
Gwen is surrounded by a family that loves her so much and her relationship with her brother Micah was so sweet. Micah worries over her and protects her, even if he's tired of it. Family love is just like that. No matter how deep you go off the end, how much you unravel, they'll still love you and care for you. Gwen's family in Northern - her roommate Orchid and her boyfriend James - were also such big help to her. James, you all know who James is, and he's so fun to read. Charmingly sexy, dangerous and always drunk, that James. His concern for Gwen was so endearing and his love for Orchid, sigh. They accepted Gwen even how "crazy" she is, even though she wouldn't share anything about herself.
As for the romance between Peter and Gwen, it was like drugs. There were highs and there were lows and you're just with Gwen all the time. You wonder, along with her, why Peter isn't around then experience whiplash when he arrives but then leaves again. It's kind of unhealthy but unhealthy romances are the most delicious romances, am I right? Plus, this is a new adult novel so beware that some scenes are steamy and definitely not for young readers. They were sexy but not too graphic, which I appreciated very much because I don't want having dirty thoughts from now on when I encounter anything Peter Pan. Haha!
I think this could be one of the shortest reviews I've written since I can't talk much about the plot and I want you to read about all the parallelisms by yourself. So let's just get to that ending. I was at 98% and it felt like so much hasn't been resolved so I was a bit scared that this is going to be a series. And when I reached the end, I couldn't believe it. That was it??? Then I calmed down and realized that it was for the best. It could have a sequel but I think it's for the best that it's a bit open-ended. Now that I've been thinking about it, it's a fit ending for the story. And I applaud Nazarea all the more for writing it this way.
All in all, I highly recommend this to new adult readers who love retellings. It's obvious it's inspired by Peter Pan but it is also different enough that you are still fascinated and interested in how the story will go. I will definitely read more from Nazarea Andrews.
May 25, 2014
I’m not quite sure where to start with this review. This retelling of the classic Peter Pan story had a lot going for it. It was updated and modern with the (now older)characters trying to find their way in the real world and an edgy feel to it with mystery and plot twists that left you wondering what would happen next. It was new yet it still felt familiar. The writing was good and the storytelling unique. However, for me, there were a few things that left me cold.
Gwendolyn, “Gwendy”, lost her parents when pirates came aboard their ship and killed them. She survived and was left adrift of 3 weeks, finally being found and returned home. The problem? She was delusional, claiming to have spent a great deal of time on an island with a “boy”. Because the story could not be corroborated, she was deemed to be mentally ill and institutionalized. Years later, she’s trying to rebuild her life and integrate into the real world by going to college. And this is where our story really begins.
Let me start by telling you what I enjoyed about this book. If you’ve ever read Peter Pan you are familiar with the characters and I was happy to see that they’re all here in this story. As you move through the book you meet the pirate, the other boys and the tiny, beautiful friend. Here, however, they’re college students and frat brothers which is a completely different perspective and an interesting look at what they could be like once they grew up. I enjoyed the fact that they all made an appearance and interacted with each other. This retelling was edgy…almost dark in some areas. Parts made my heart beat quickly and made me question what would happen next. The characters were mysterious and nothing is handed to the reader on a silver platter. You need to read between the lines and you need to make some of the connections yourself. This is refreshing and makes the story all that much more intriguing. So, it’s safe to say that I enjoyed the story overall.
However, there were parts of this book that I didn’t enjoy as much and most revolved around the characters. First and foremost, there were times in the book that I didn’t really like Gwendy or Peter. Considering that Peter was trying to help her remember and was, in fact, in love with her, made me question his treatment of her. His periods of intense, almost stalkerish behavior, followed closely by ignoring her for days on end left me both confused and unhappy. And the fact that she allowed him to treat her that way left me fuming. Don’t get me wrong. I understand that she’s confused but watching how he treated his frat bothers and then experiencing how he treated her should have made Gwendy run, run fast, from that boy! But then again, she could be rather unlikeable too. I didn’t care for the way she treated some of the people around her either. Lane, for example, who just wanted to be with her, was thrown to the curb in a very unceremonious way.
But, in reality, I could get over these character flaws if I had been given some answers. Sadly, I was not. The end was very unsatisfactory for me. I had made it through the whole book, anxiously waiting to find out how Peter got there, whether magic played a part in all of this, why he’d waited so long to come to her and, of course, to see how the story would unfold between them. However, the book ends without any of those answers… feeling, to me, like it was incomplete.
So, long story short. This book is well written. The plot and setting were very good and kept me turning the pages. But the characters didn’t win my heart and certain situations didn’t feel right to me (don’t even get me started about the sex!). I liked it and I didn’t like it…but that’s just me. If you enjoy retellings, you may want to give it a go and see for yourself. After all, that’s the beauty of books, they touch each of us differently!
Gwendolyn, “Gwendy”, lost her parents when pirates came aboard their ship and killed them. She survived and was left adrift of 3 weeks, finally being found and returned home. The problem? She was delusional, claiming to have spent a great deal of time on an island with a “boy”. Because the story could not be corroborated, she was deemed to be mentally ill and institutionalized. Years later, she’s trying to rebuild her life and integrate into the real world by going to college. And this is where our story really begins.
Let me start by telling you what I enjoyed about this book. If you’ve ever read Peter Pan you are familiar with the characters and I was happy to see that they’re all here in this story. As you move through the book you meet the pirate, the other boys and the tiny, beautiful friend. Here, however, they’re college students and frat brothers which is a completely different perspective and an interesting look at what they could be like once they grew up. I enjoyed the fact that they all made an appearance and interacted with each other. This retelling was edgy…almost dark in some areas. Parts made my heart beat quickly and made me question what would happen next. The characters were mysterious and nothing is handed to the reader on a silver platter. You need to read between the lines and you need to make some of the connections yourself. This is refreshing and makes the story all that much more intriguing. So, it’s safe to say that I enjoyed the story overall.
However, there were parts of this book that I didn’t enjoy as much and most revolved around the characters. First and foremost, there were times in the book that I didn’t really like Gwendy or Peter. Considering that Peter was trying to help her remember and was, in fact, in love with her, made me question his treatment of her. His periods of intense, almost stalkerish behavior, followed closely by ignoring her for days on end left me both confused and unhappy. And the fact that she allowed him to treat her that way left me fuming. Don’t get me wrong. I understand that she’s confused but watching how he treated his frat bothers and then experiencing how he treated her should have made Gwendy run, run fast, from that boy! But then again, she could be rather unlikeable too. I didn’t care for the way she treated some of the people around her either. Lane, for example, who just wanted to be with her, was thrown to the curb in a very unceremonious way.
But, in reality, I could get over these character flaws if I had been given some answers. Sadly, I was not. The end was very unsatisfactory for me. I had made it through the whole book, anxiously waiting to find out how Peter got there, whether magic played a part in all of this, why he’d waited so long to come to her and, of course, to see how the story would unfold between them. However, the book ends without any of those answers… feeling, to me, like it was incomplete.
So, long story short. This book is well written. The plot and setting were very good and kept me turning the pages. But the characters didn’t win my heart and certain situations didn’t feel right to me (don’t even get me started about the sex!). I liked it and I didn’t like it…but that’s just me. If you enjoy retellings, you may want to give it a go and see for yourself. After all, that’s the beauty of books, they touch each of us differently!
March 2, 2019
Review also posted on Book Lovin' Mamas
This is the first book I’ve read that is a retelling of Peter Pan, which happens to be one of my favorite classic children’s tale that I constantly read as a child.
Girl Lost is nothing like the original Peter Pan though, Nazarea Andrews gives us a edgy twist to the tale. Instead of having a sweet Wendy girl in the story, we have Gwen who is suffering with hallucinations (at least that is what her family calls her condition) and dealing with trying to forget what happened to her mother and father. She’s supposed to be starting her life over, but she still has brother Micah watching over her at school, her psychiatrist Grayson calling to check up on her, and her Aunt J trying to control her life. Gwen though is trying to forget the boy that made her family put her into a mental institution. They don’t believe he ever existed, and that Gwen made him up to help her cope with witnessing her parents being murdered so many years ago on the boat she was on with them. When Gwen goes to college though, she ends up seeing the exact boy she’s supposed to not see. Is he real or she is hallucinating like her family says? But then her family and friends say they can see him too, but her family still considers her crazy until memories start popping back up on what happened those years ago she lost.
Some things I enjoyed about Girl Lost is how Nazarea Andrews has the characters from Peter Pan in the story, but she gives them other names. We have the Lost Boys that follow Peter around, but they are considered a fraternity instead. There’s also Tinkerbell, but in the story she’s called something else as well. There’s Hook to in the story, but it’s only a sly remark from Gwen that he’s figured out in the story. (He was a very interesting character in the story, although he drove me crazy with his tactics with women. Let’s just say he loved women.) I loved the twists and turns that Nazarea put in the book with the characters on retelling the story in a different way and giving it a new adult feel to it. When reading it though at first, it will feel like a YA/teen book until half-way through the book it starts leading into a more mature route. It does get pretty steamy in certain scenes in the book, which is why this book is intended for 17+ audience.
Some things that made me give it 3.5 moons instead of higher is how the story ended and how Gwen drove me crazy while reading the story. The ending just ended and there was too many questions left unanswered for me. What happens to Gwen after figuring out the truth? What happens Peter? I was in shock after reading the last sentence and clicking in my kindle realizing that was it. I definitely felt lost just like Gwen did on what happened. Gwen’s ways of coping with some of the issues she dealt with in the story. I’m sorry, but the way Peter treated her, I would’ve ignored him and dumped him in a heartbeat. She deserved the truth and she deserved better. She did have one hookup with some other person in the book and I actually was rooting for him to win her over.
Overall this was an entertaining retelling of Peter Pan that kept me guessing on what really was going on. I recommend it to readers that enjoy retellings of our favorite classic tale, Peter Pan. You may be in shock after ending though…I’m still in shock. Guess Nazarea just wanted to let us guess on what happened afterwards. Here’s hoping Gwen got her HEA and ended up shoving it in her family’s face on the truth of what happened to her.
I received a complimentary copy of the book from the author for the blog tour in exchange for an honest review.
This is the first book I’ve read that is a retelling of Peter Pan, which happens to be one of my favorite classic children’s tale that I constantly read as a child.
Girl Lost is nothing like the original Peter Pan though, Nazarea Andrews gives us a edgy twist to the tale. Instead of having a sweet Wendy girl in the story, we have Gwen who is suffering with hallucinations (at least that is what her family calls her condition) and dealing with trying to forget what happened to her mother and father. She’s supposed to be starting her life over, but she still has brother Micah watching over her at school, her psychiatrist Grayson calling to check up on her, and her Aunt J trying to control her life. Gwen though is trying to forget the boy that made her family put her into a mental institution. They don’t believe he ever existed, and that Gwen made him up to help her cope with witnessing her parents being murdered so many years ago on the boat she was on with them. When Gwen goes to college though, she ends up seeing the exact boy she’s supposed to not see. Is he real or she is hallucinating like her family says? But then her family and friends say they can see him too, but her family still considers her crazy until memories start popping back up on what happened those years ago she lost.
Some things I enjoyed about Girl Lost is how Nazarea Andrews has the characters from Peter Pan in the story, but she gives them other names. We have the Lost Boys that follow Peter around, but they are considered a fraternity instead. There’s also Tinkerbell, but in the story she’s called something else as well. There’s Hook to in the story, but it’s only a sly remark from Gwen that he’s figured out in the story. (He was a very interesting character in the story, although he drove me crazy with his tactics with women. Let’s just say he loved women.) I loved the twists and turns that Nazarea put in the book with the characters on retelling the story in a different way and giving it a new adult feel to it. When reading it though at first, it will feel like a YA/teen book until half-way through the book it starts leading into a more mature route. It does get pretty steamy in certain scenes in the book, which is why this book is intended for 17+ audience.
Some things that made me give it 3.5 moons instead of higher is how the story ended and how Gwen drove me crazy while reading the story. The ending just ended and there was too many questions left unanswered for me. What happens to Gwen after figuring out the truth? What happens Peter? I was in shock after reading the last sentence and clicking in my kindle realizing that was it. I definitely felt lost just like Gwen did on what happened. Gwen’s ways of coping with some of the issues she dealt with in the story. I’m sorry, but the way Peter treated her, I would’ve ignored him and dumped him in a heartbeat. She deserved the truth and she deserved better. She did have one hookup with some other person in the book and I actually was rooting for him to win her over.
Overall this was an entertaining retelling of Peter Pan that kept me guessing on what really was going on. I recommend it to readers that enjoy retellings of our favorite classic tale, Peter Pan. You may be in shock after ending though…I’m still in shock. Guess Nazarea just wanted to let us guess on what happened afterwards. Here’s hoping Gwen got her HEA and ended up shoving it in her family’s face on the truth of what happened to her.
I received a complimentary copy of the book from the author for the blog tour in exchange for an honest review.
May 13, 2014
"I've watched you. Not in a creeper sense-he grins when my eyes widen- "but in a 'there's Gwen, and I can't think of anything else' sense."- Peter
*****
"Leave me alone Peter!"- Gwen
"I can't leave you alone. I've tried."- Peter
*****
"He doesn't deserve you." "And he's a douche who isn't good enough for you." - Peter
"Says my very oen stalker."-Gwen
*****
"For you, Gwendy, there's very little I wouldn't do."- Peter
*****
He kisses with raw passion. There is something desperate about the way he holds me to him.
He kisses me like he's waited years for this one moment, like he can't quite believe it's real.
*****
"It was a long time ago. I don't know if you remember. You were young, and he was young, and he never forgot you. It's that simple- he couldn't forget you. You changed him." Belle
*****
"Then stay with me." he says softly
"For how long?"- Gwen
"Pixie, I'm a greedy thief. Don't you know I would only ever want forever?"
*****
"I didn't mean you should show up at the cafe and assault a guy for talking to me."- Gwen
"He wants you. He tells you that you don't belong with me. What in the hell do you think I'm going to do with that shit? Have you not picked up on the fact that I'm a possessive bastard?"- Peter
"Yeah, babe. I did get that. You're worse than a two-year old when it comes to sharing."
"I love you, Gwendy, and I'll give you anything I possibly can. But don't ask me to share you."- Peter
*****
Gwen lost her parents at the age of twelve in a tragic way, in order for her to deal with that traumatic experience, she thinks and everyone around her does too that she created a a boy who comforted her. Nobody has ever seen the boy and don't know where this mysterious island is where he took her. So she spends seven years of her life trying to put it back together, trying to convince herself that it wasn't real even though they feel so vivid to her. A twist on the classic tale of Peter Pan.
I really enjoyed this book, I connected with Gwen, I felt her pain and all that she went through. Nazarea made the characters that we can all relate to. Gwen was introverted but she came out of her shell a little bit throughout the book. She was trying to make a life for herself and we can all relate to that. Gwen was a great character, so was Peter, although he was very mysterious. I liked Orchid and James, they were so good together. I loved Gwen's interactions with Grayson, he was very understanding towards her. Her brother Micah was also there for her to take care of her and was always trying to help her get better. I think their Aunt J was very right about James' role towards her, taking care of Gwen helped him after their parents died because he had something to concentrate on, helping her get better and be strong for her so he wouldn't feel the effects of the trauma himself.
What I wish was included in the book was more information about Peter and everything that's going on with him. The information on about him and what he shared was very vague. And the ending left a lot to be desired and so many unanswered questions. I want to know more, about Peter, about their relationship, their future together, and what happens next.
May 30, 2014
“I’m a college freshman, and an heiress. And, I am quite mad.”—Gwen
Gwen’s a little crazy—or so they tell her. She made up a magical island when she was younger as a coping mechanism to deal with her parents’s deaths. And the boy who made her feel safe? He’s just a figment of her imagination—one that happens to be there when she needs him. Now she’s better, and she can start college like any other normal (well, kinda crazy) person. But then a grown-up version of the boy walks into class. Except he’s real, and now Gwen isn’t sure what’s real and what’s not…
“People break promises all the time, Gwen.”—Peter
Ah, how can anyone resist retellings of favorite childhood stories? And Peter Pan—the boy who never grows up—is pretty much the ultimate childhood story (or ultimate story of childhood, whatever you’d like to call it). I loved this retelling! While reading the book, I kept wondering how the characters in this book matched up with the tale and loved the little tie-ins and easter eggs!
I loved the characterization. Told through Gwen’s first person point-of-view, we really get to know her as she narrates present day while giving us flashbacks of the past so we can see what happened. I felt Gwen’s pain as she had to deal with the fact that she might be losing her mind. And with the best case scenario—she’s actually sane—then that outcome is just as bad considering all that she lost by not believing in herself. You could see the struggle she goes through trying to figure out what’s real and imaginary and painfully realizing that she has so much to lose regardless.
For the other characters, I loved how her friends and family were torn between supporting her and protecting her from herself, and I could also see their side. And then there’s the boy—Peter—who tries so hard to be in Gwen’s life even though she pushes him away. He leaves clues for her, and I felt his struggle and sense of loss when it came to Gwen. Although a Peter Pan retelling, this is not for the younger crowd! With f-bombs throughout and some medium heat romance scenes, this one is for mature readers.
Although I loved most of the story, the ending fell flat for me. I felt like the story was building and building and building…and then it just ended. And ended in a way as if revealing a huge reveal—a reveal that was pretty much expected and obvious from the start. I had to swipe the last page a couple times, disbelieving that the book was over—it was like I had stopped reading the book in the middle! There were so many hints to things that never got expanded, and we still don’t know what’s ahead for everyone with the huge roadblocks they’re facing! I wouldn’t mind if I knew this was a serial or the first in a series, but it looks like it’s standalone, so given the ending, I’m bummed there isn’t more to the story!
Still, despite the ending, I enjoyed the book and hadn’t wanted to put it down while reading it. This is a 3.5 out of 5 for me!
(Originally posted on my blog; I received a review copy in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.)
Gwen’s a little crazy—or so they tell her. She made up a magical island when she was younger as a coping mechanism to deal with her parents’s deaths. And the boy who made her feel safe? He’s just a figment of her imagination—one that happens to be there when she needs him. Now she’s better, and she can start college like any other normal (well, kinda crazy) person. But then a grown-up version of the boy walks into class. Except he’s real, and now Gwen isn’t sure what’s real and what’s not…
“People break promises all the time, Gwen.”—Peter
Ah, how can anyone resist retellings of favorite childhood stories? And Peter Pan—the boy who never grows up—is pretty much the ultimate childhood story (or ultimate story of childhood, whatever you’d like to call it). I loved this retelling! While reading the book, I kept wondering how the characters in this book matched up with the tale and loved the little tie-ins and easter eggs!
I loved the characterization. Told through Gwen’s first person point-of-view, we really get to know her as she narrates present day while giving us flashbacks of the past so we can see what happened. I felt Gwen’s pain as she had to deal with the fact that she might be losing her mind. And with the best case scenario—she’s actually sane—then that outcome is just as bad considering all that she lost by not believing in herself. You could see the struggle she goes through trying to figure out what’s real and imaginary and painfully realizing that she has so much to lose regardless.
For the other characters, I loved how her friends and family were torn between supporting her and protecting her from herself, and I could also see their side. And then there’s the boy—Peter—who tries so hard to be in Gwen’s life even though she pushes him away. He leaves clues for her, and I felt his struggle and sense of loss when it came to Gwen. Although a Peter Pan retelling, this is not for the younger crowd! With f-bombs throughout and some medium heat romance scenes, this one is for mature readers.
Although I loved most of the story, the ending fell flat for me. I felt like the story was building and building and building…and then it just ended. And ended in a way as if revealing a huge reveal—a reveal that was pretty much expected and obvious from the start. I had to swipe the last page a couple times, disbelieving that the book was over—it was like I had stopped reading the book in the middle! There were so many hints to things that never got expanded, and we still don’t know what’s ahead for everyone with the huge roadblocks they’re facing! I wouldn’t mind if I knew this was a serial or the first in a series, but it looks like it’s standalone, so given the ending, I’m bummed there isn’t more to the story!
Still, despite the ending, I enjoyed the book and hadn’t wanted to put it down while reading it. This is a 3.5 out of 5 for me!
(Originally posted on my blog; I received a review copy in exchange for an honest and unbiased review.)
May 18, 2014
Si es una versión de un cuento clásico, ahí estoy yo para leerlo. ¿Os imagináis una mezcla de New Adult y Peter Pan? Con los ojos abiertos de ansiedad estaba yo y no me lo pensé dos veces.
GIRL LOST (niña perdida), de Nazarea Andrews, es un giro moderno sobre la existencia de Peter Pan como niño eterno que se enfrenta a la única razón por la que querría crecer: la conexión emocional y física con una chica.
Gwendolyn está loca. Eso le han dicho durante siete años que ha pasado entre instituciones mentales. El trauma que supuso sobrevivir a un ataque en el barco donde viajaba con sus padres, le ha lanzado al pozo de la locura. Tras muchas medicinas y terapia, repitiéndose el mantra de que el Chico pelirrojo que la salvó y la llevó a su isla no es real, Gwen se atreve a ir a la universidad.
A pesar de la supervisión de su hermano, su tía y su psiquiatra, Gwen sigue siendo muy frágil. Sobre todo cuando conoce a un compañero de clase idéntico al Chico inexistente de sus delirios. Así comienza un viaje irracional por los recuerdos de sus meses en la isla, su necesidad de ser libre y recuperar su salud mental, su atracción fatal hacia un chico posesivo, intenso y extraño que domina a una fraternidad y huele a mar.
Lo que me ha gustado: la mezcla de capítulos del pasado y el presente. La supuesta estancia de Gwendy en la isla está relatada con un ambiente onírico, mágico y misterioso. Se va descubriendo lo que ocurrió en el barco cuando mataron a los padres de Gwendy, y cómo luego vive en la isla con su rescatador de fantasía.
A medida que Peter insiste en acercarse a Gwendy, ella se debate entre sus recuerdos y los sentimientos que él le despierta. Todo está unido a su trauma, por lo que hay un continuo tira y afloja que resulta muy frustrante. La desconfianza de su familia hace mella en Gwendy, pero también provoca que se rebele en busca de su independencia.
Mientras sube la temperatura entre ellos, con algunas escenas gráficas, Peter trata de que Gwendy descubra su secreto por ella misma. Eso les causará un gran conflicto, acentuado por la presencia de otros personajes como Belle (una Campanilla algo psicópata) o James (una referencia al pirata del garfio).
Lo que no me ha gustado: repiten demasiado la expresión "loca de remate", y sinceramente, espero que haya una continuación, porque ese final tan de guillotina me ha dejado muy irritada.
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GIRL LOST (niña perdida), de Nazarea Andrews, es un giro moderno sobre la existencia de Peter Pan como niño eterno que se enfrenta a la única razón por la que querría crecer: la conexión emocional y física con una chica.
Gwendolyn está loca. Eso le han dicho durante siete años que ha pasado entre instituciones mentales. El trauma que supuso sobrevivir a un ataque en el barco donde viajaba con sus padres, le ha lanzado al pozo de la locura. Tras muchas medicinas y terapia, repitiéndose el mantra de que el Chico pelirrojo que la salvó y la llevó a su isla no es real, Gwen se atreve a ir a la universidad.
A pesar de la supervisión de su hermano, su tía y su psiquiatra, Gwen sigue siendo muy frágil. Sobre todo cuando conoce a un compañero de clase idéntico al Chico inexistente de sus delirios. Así comienza un viaje irracional por los recuerdos de sus meses en la isla, su necesidad de ser libre y recuperar su salud mental, su atracción fatal hacia un chico posesivo, intenso y extraño que domina a una fraternidad y huele a mar.
Lo que me ha gustado: la mezcla de capítulos del pasado y el presente. La supuesta estancia de Gwendy en la isla está relatada con un ambiente onírico, mágico y misterioso. Se va descubriendo lo que ocurrió en el barco cuando mataron a los padres de Gwendy, y cómo luego vive en la isla con su rescatador de fantasía.
A medida que Peter insiste en acercarse a Gwendy, ella se debate entre sus recuerdos y los sentimientos que él le despierta. Todo está unido a su trauma, por lo que hay un continuo tira y afloja que resulta muy frustrante. La desconfianza de su familia hace mella en Gwendy, pero también provoca que se rebele en busca de su independencia.
Mientras sube la temperatura entre ellos, con algunas escenas gráficas, Peter trata de que Gwendy descubra su secreto por ella misma. Eso les causará un gran conflicto, acentuado por la presencia de otros personajes como Belle (una Campanilla algo psicópata) o James (una referencia al pirata del garfio).
Lo que no me ha gustado: repiten demasiado la expresión "loca de remate", y sinceramente, espero que haya una continuación, porque ese final tan de guillotina me ha dejado muy irritada.
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May 18, 2014
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Before I start this review, I have to admit something – it's been a LONG TIME since I watched Peter Pan, so I'm sure some of the nuances of the book were lost on me. There are several Peter Pan retellings out there currently and I failed miserably with the first (Tiger Lily) because I couldn't remember enough about the original story. That wasn't a problem with Girl Lost at all. This book could easily stand on its own. I bought the movie and plan to watch it... soon... ish... Who knows? Maybe I'll find even more to love the second time around.
Girl Lost is the story of Gwen (Gwendy, Gwendolyn, pixie...). After the horrific death of her parents, she spent quite a bit of time in a mental institution. Now she's healed, mostly anyhow, and on her way to college. With the help of her brother and psychiatrist, she's determined to forget The Boy who never existed from a place she never was and be a normal college student. She has an interesting roommate who will turn out to be a good friend and she's looking forward to blending in. Until, of course, a gorgeous red-headed stranger who reminds her so, so much of The Boy sits next to her in class and tries to befriend her. He pushes him away and tries to go out with someone else, but he's too insistent and she's too attracted to him. As they spend more time together, Gwen begins to wonder if he is, in fact The Boy, and if the island was real. Mysterious and compelling with a sexy edge, Girl Lost sucked me in and held me hostage until the final page.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book. I love a good retelling and Girl Lost presented that with a contemporary new adult theme. It was ambitious and unique and very well-executed. Initially, the ending left me scrambling a bit and really makes me hope for more of the story of Gwen, Peter and the others. Upon further reflection, while I still want more about these characters because I'm a greedy reader, I'm actually pleased with the ending. Is it open to interpretation and does it leave some ends loose? Yes. If there are no more books, am I content drawing my own conclusions? Yes. Incredibly well-done all the way around. Nazarea is quickly becoming one of my go-to authors.
I received a copy of this book from the author in exchange for an honest review.
Before I start this review, I have to admit something – it's been a LONG TIME since I watched Peter Pan, so I'm sure some of the nuances of the book were lost on me. There are several Peter Pan retellings out there currently and I failed miserably with the first (Tiger Lily) because I couldn't remember enough about the original story. That wasn't a problem with Girl Lost at all. This book could easily stand on its own. I bought the movie and plan to watch it... soon... ish... Who knows? Maybe I'll find even more to love the second time around.
Girl Lost is the story of Gwen (Gwendy, Gwendolyn, pixie...). After the horrific death of her parents, she spent quite a bit of time in a mental institution. Now she's healed, mostly anyhow, and on her way to college. With the help of her brother and psychiatrist, she's determined to forget The Boy who never existed from a place she never was and be a normal college student. She has an interesting roommate who will turn out to be a good friend and she's looking forward to blending in. Until, of course, a gorgeous red-headed stranger who reminds her so, so much of The Boy sits next to her in class and tries to befriend her. He pushes him away and tries to go out with someone else, but he's too insistent and she's too attracted to him. As they spend more time together, Gwen begins to wonder if he is, in fact The Boy, and if the island was real. Mysterious and compelling with a sexy edge, Girl Lost sucked me in and held me hostage until the final page.
I thoroughly enjoyed this book. I love a good retelling and Girl Lost presented that with a contemporary new adult theme. It was ambitious and unique and very well-executed. Initially, the ending left me scrambling a bit and really makes me hope for more of the story of Gwen, Peter and the others. Upon further reflection, while I still want more about these characters because I'm a greedy reader, I'm actually pleased with the ending. Is it open to interpretation and does it leave some ends loose? Yes. If there are no more books, am I content drawing my own conclusions? Yes. Incredibly well-done all the way around. Nazarea is quickly becoming one of my go-to authors.
I received a copy of this book from the author in exchange for an honest review.
May 1, 2014
Complimentary copy provided by author for an honest review.
Did you ever want to know what happens when the characters of Peter Pan grow up? Well here's your chance, Girl Lost is it! It has amazing characters, a great story, and a little bit of fantasy, mixed with crazy to make this an amazing read!
We meet Gwendolyn (aka Gwendy, Pixie, Gwen, etc.) as she embarks on her first year at Northern University. According to her aunt, brother and psychiatrist she's basically crazy because of the "Boy" she swears is real, is just a figment of her imagination. She's been in and out of institutions for 7 years and everyone is worried she won't be able to handle life in the outside world. Gwendolyn is hell bent on proving them wrong. Things seem to go great until she meets Peter who is so much like "The Boy" that it scares her.
Gwendolyn tries so hard to ignore Peter, but they end up starting a relationship no matter how hard she tries to resist, she knows he's bad for her, but when they are together it seems so right.
Everything goes great until Peter's friend Belle shows up, and she is hell on wheels. The drama this girl causes makes me want to reach through my kindle and slap her! Peter starts pulling away and that only makes Gwendolyn more on edge and pissed off.
Just when she thinks she finally is crazy and maybe she shouldn't be at Northern, everything changes.... and then BAM book is over.
The only thing holding me back from giving this a five star instead of a four star was how quickly this book ended. I wanted more after that last paragraph. This story has great characters, and is SO different than what you've read before. It really is Peter Pan all grown up and a lot hotter ;)
This was the first book of Nazarea Andrew's that I have read, and after reading Girl Lost I will definitely be adding her others to my TBR List. If you're looking for an amazing read, that is out of the norm of all other New Adult and Romance books out there, Girl Lost is definitely the book for you. Trust me, you'll love the characters and how much they grew throughout the book, and the mystery.
I encourage everyone to add this one to their TBR list, it's a great read that will have you believing in fairy tales, or having you believe you are as crazy as Gwendolyn.
Did you ever want to know what happens when the characters of Peter Pan grow up? Well here's your chance, Girl Lost is it! It has amazing characters, a great story, and a little bit of fantasy, mixed with crazy to make this an amazing read!
We meet Gwendolyn (aka Gwendy, Pixie, Gwen, etc.) as she embarks on her first year at Northern University. According to her aunt, brother and psychiatrist she's basically crazy because of the "Boy" she swears is real, is just a figment of her imagination. She's been in and out of institutions for 7 years and everyone is worried she won't be able to handle life in the outside world. Gwendolyn is hell bent on proving them wrong. Things seem to go great until she meets Peter who is so much like "The Boy" that it scares her.
Gwendolyn tries so hard to ignore Peter, but they end up starting a relationship no matter how hard she tries to resist, she knows he's bad for her, but when they are together it seems so right.
Everything goes great until Peter's friend Belle shows up, and she is hell on wheels. The drama this girl causes makes me want to reach through my kindle and slap her! Peter starts pulling away and that only makes Gwendolyn more on edge and pissed off.
Just when she thinks she finally is crazy and maybe she shouldn't be at Northern, everything changes.... and then BAM book is over.
The only thing holding me back from giving this a five star instead of a four star was how quickly this book ended. I wanted more after that last paragraph. This story has great characters, and is SO different than what you've read before. It really is Peter Pan all grown up and a lot hotter ;)
This was the first book of Nazarea Andrew's that I have read, and after reading Girl Lost I will definitely be adding her others to my TBR List. If you're looking for an amazing read, that is out of the norm of all other New Adult and Romance books out there, Girl Lost is definitely the book for you. Trust me, you'll love the characters and how much they grew throughout the book, and the mystery.
I encourage everyone to add this one to their TBR list, it's a great read that will have you believing in fairy tales, or having you believe you are as crazy as Gwendolyn.
May 5, 2014
This novel is a contemporary re-telling of Peter Pan.
I was intrigued by the bio, mesmerised by the gorgeous cover, captivated by the teasers and excerpts... I was desperate to get my grubby little mitts on this book because I thought it sounded awesome despite the fact that Peter Pan is quite possibly my least favourite fairy tale.
So was it awesome you ask?
Nope. It's really good and I really enjoyed it but it didn't hit the awesome mark for me.
I thought that the book is really cleverly written, I loved the quirky little things about it like Wendy's surname being Barrie (the author of Peter Pan's surname).
The story captured and held my attention from the beginning and I inhaled it in one sitting. It made me laugh and, at times, it gave me butterflies. The characters are all slightly twisted (which bizarrely I found charming) and I had fun trying to work out who some of them were in the original story... Even if few of them lined up.
But it is Peter Pan and it turns out that even a modern spin on Peter Pan couldn't make me fall crazy in love with it.
As per the original, Peter is really cocky and a bit of a selfish asshat and tinker bell is a psychotic bitch. Wendy just has issues... Which I guess is a break from the original as Wendy in this story is far from the nurturing mother-hen type.
I love a good romance and I see romance everywhere. Peter Pan's redeeming thing for me is the relationship between Peter and Wendy. When I read Peter Pan, I read a adventure romance. When I read Girl Lost I got a beautiful (if slightly creepy and unhealthy, lol) romance between Peter and Gwen and that made me happy.
What would've made me happier though would have been a proper ending!
Seriously, the ending of this book left me all kinds of confused...
I guess the best way to describe it is that it's left open as to the fate of the characters, I'm not sure if that's so you can make up your own mind as to what happens or if there is going to be another book.
I definitely recommend that people give this book a read if they are looking to escape into a weird and wonderful world for a few hours but don't expect a set in stone happy ever after for the boy who never grew up and his Wendy bird...
I was intrigued by the bio, mesmerised by the gorgeous cover, captivated by the teasers and excerpts... I was desperate to get my grubby little mitts on this book because I thought it sounded awesome despite the fact that Peter Pan is quite possibly my least favourite fairy tale.
So was it awesome you ask?
Nope. It's really good and I really enjoyed it but it didn't hit the awesome mark for me.
I thought that the book is really cleverly written, I loved the quirky little things about it like Wendy's surname being Barrie (the author of Peter Pan's surname).
The story captured and held my attention from the beginning and I inhaled it in one sitting. It made me laugh and, at times, it gave me butterflies. The characters are all slightly twisted (which bizarrely I found charming) and I had fun trying to work out who some of them were in the original story... Even if few of them lined up.
But it is Peter Pan and it turns out that even a modern spin on Peter Pan couldn't make me fall crazy in love with it.
As per the original, Peter is really cocky and a bit of a selfish asshat and tinker bell is a psychotic bitch. Wendy just has issues... Which I guess is a break from the original as Wendy in this story is far from the nurturing mother-hen type.
I love a good romance and I see romance everywhere. Peter Pan's redeeming thing for me is the relationship between Peter and Wendy. When I read Peter Pan, I read a adventure romance. When I read Girl Lost I got a beautiful (if slightly creepy and unhealthy, lol) romance between Peter and Gwen and that made me happy.
What would've made me happier though would have been a proper ending!
Seriously, the ending of this book left me all kinds of confused...
I guess the best way to describe it is that it's left open as to the fate of the characters, I'm not sure if that's so you can make up your own mind as to what happens or if there is going to be another book.
I definitely recommend that people give this book a read if they are looking to escape into a weird and wonderful world for a few hours but don't expect a set in stone happy ever after for the boy who never grew up and his Wendy bird...
May 13, 2014
This book has to have been my most highly anticipated read of the year, thus far. A re-telling of Peter Pan! How freaking exciting is that!!?? I was so eager to see how Andrews would incorporate the magic and fantasy of J.M. Barrie's classic into a Contemporary Romance, and each time I took part in a reveal or saw a new teaser for Girl Lost, I was captivated, wanting and needing more.
Gwen’s story was interesting, dark and quite harrowing, but I loved how the idea of the Boy and the island were drawn into the story as a hallucination of sorts that saw Gwen being subjected to years of psycho-analysis, and people thinking she was just plain crazy. Throughout the story we get to see snippets of what happened years before, and are able to draw our own conclusions over whether or not the island and the Boy are real, or just Gwen’s imagination.
Things really started to liven up when Peter, a strange but charming and compelling guy enters Gwen’s life. There was obviously something going on. Between the weird fraternity that Peter had such a hold over and the way he was so similar to the Boy, I had to wonder if Gwen wasn’t quite as delusional as everyone made her out to be. With the arrival of Belle things just got stranger, although the pieces finally started to fall into place.
I wasn’t completely blown away by this book. I will admit that I was expecting more of a magical element to the story, which I did not find, and I didn’t quite connect with the characters. But it was still an enthralling read. I loved the parallels drawn between certain characters in Girl Lost and those of Peter Pan. They were subtle but there and were like little gems thrown into the story.
I’m not sure if there will be a sequel novel, but I really do hope so because the ending was quite abrupt, and although it allowed me, once again, to draw my own conclusions, I felt there were too many loose ends that needed tying up. If there is a book 2, I will be the first in line to grab a copy.
Gwen’s story was interesting, dark and quite harrowing, but I loved how the idea of the Boy and the island were drawn into the story as a hallucination of sorts that saw Gwen being subjected to years of psycho-analysis, and people thinking she was just plain crazy. Throughout the story we get to see snippets of what happened years before, and are able to draw our own conclusions over whether or not the island and the Boy are real, or just Gwen’s imagination.
Things really started to liven up when Peter, a strange but charming and compelling guy enters Gwen’s life. There was obviously something going on. Between the weird fraternity that Peter had such a hold over and the way he was so similar to the Boy, I had to wonder if Gwen wasn’t quite as delusional as everyone made her out to be. With the arrival of Belle things just got stranger, although the pieces finally started to fall into place.
I wasn’t completely blown away by this book. I will admit that I was expecting more of a magical element to the story, which I did not find, and I didn’t quite connect with the characters. But it was still an enthralling read. I loved the parallels drawn between certain characters in Girl Lost and those of Peter Pan. They were subtle but there and were like little gems thrown into the story.
I’m not sure if there will be a sequel novel, but I really do hope so because the ending was quite abrupt, and although it allowed me, once again, to draw my own conclusions, I felt there were too many loose ends that needed tying up. If there is a book 2, I will be the first in line to grab a copy.
March 29, 2015
This is a modern retelling of the story of Peter Pan with a few adjustments.
Gwendolyn was on a yacht with her parents when they were murdered and she’s been adrift on the ocean for three weeks, all alone, until she was rescued.
She was only twelve years old.
When she got back she kept talking about a Boy and an island that no one knew anything about and how she spent those three weeks there, this getting her into a special facility for people with mental illnesses.
Seven years later she’s finally out and she’s ready to prove to her brother and aunt that she’s sane and that she will be fine.
The Boy from the island had visited her during those seven years in the clinic but no one has ever been able to see him or hear him which made things worse. She’s afraid that she might start seeing him again, thing that hadn’t happened for two years, and that would ruin her chance at going to a normal college and be among other people.
One day, Peter sits beside her during the literature class and Gwen will fear for her sanity now more than ever.
He is the grown replica of the Boy and he’s determined to be a part of her life. His way of speaking or behaving triggers memories and Gwendolyn’s life spirals quickly out of control. She knows Peter is bad for her, but for some unexplainable reason, she can’t stay away.
The writing style was good but I had a hard time connecting with the characters.
Also, I think she skipped important details like how Gwendolyn and Orchid’s friendship developed and how James entered their lives. He was just there one minute and I had no idea how or why.
I understand focusing the attention on the main characters but when the interactions between them and the others are this strong, details are important.
All in all is was good enough and I think it deserves a chance. I’ll be picking up more of Nazarea’s books.
3.5 stars
Happy Reading!
Gwendolyn was on a yacht with her parents when they were murdered and she’s been adrift on the ocean for three weeks, all alone, until she was rescued.
She was only twelve years old.
When she got back she kept talking about a Boy and an island that no one knew anything about and how she spent those three weeks there, this getting her into a special facility for people with mental illnesses.
Seven years later she’s finally out and she’s ready to prove to her brother and aunt that she’s sane and that she will be fine.
The Boy from the island had visited her during those seven years in the clinic but no one has ever been able to see him or hear him which made things worse. She’s afraid that she might start seeing him again, thing that hadn’t happened for two years, and that would ruin her chance at going to a normal college and be among other people.
One day, Peter sits beside her during the literature class and Gwen will fear for her sanity now more than ever.
He is the grown replica of the Boy and he’s determined to be a part of her life. His way of speaking or behaving triggers memories and Gwendolyn’s life spirals quickly out of control. She knows Peter is bad for her, but for some unexplainable reason, she can’t stay away.
The writing style was good but I had a hard time connecting with the characters.
Also, I think she skipped important details like how Gwendolyn and Orchid’s friendship developed and how James entered their lives. He was just there one minute and I had no idea how or why.
I understand focusing the attention on the main characters but when the interactions between them and the others are this strong, details are important.
All in all is was good enough and I think it deserves a chance. I’ll be picking up more of Nazarea’s books.
3.5 stars
Happy Reading!
August 12, 2016
The blurb was the reason I wanted to read Girl Lost because I like the idea of Peter Pan all grown up as he searches for his Wendy. Instead of Wendy in Girl Lost, we have Gwen Barrie, a college freshman and an heiress who lost her parents when she was around twelve. Because of that event, she was scarred and thinks she invented a Boy she can only see. She was placed in an asylum and finally was released because she hasn't seen the Boy in two years and wants to function in the real world. She has her brother, who also goes to the same college, takes her meds, and has check in phone calls with her therapist. But as she settles in, she thinks is slowly going mad again, because she sees the Boy, but he's real. He's Peter who is in a fraternity and thinks she's is the one for him. This tale is about Gwen coming to terms to her parents' death and figure out who Peter really is and why he doesn't like another guy Lance, who won't leave Gwen alone.
Unfortunately Girl Lost was a big fail of a read for me. How many college aged students call each other, "darling" like Gwen's brother calls her? Also the writing comes across as manic and confusing. The premise sounds better than the execution, and it has this creepy vibe because of Peter who practically stalks Gwen. There is a colorful casts of characters from Gwen's roommate Orchid and her boyfriend James, who at first you think is Captain Hook, but is nothing more than a wallpaper character. Orchid and James bring nothing to this story, as well as Gwen's brother, Micah. Gwen mopes around through most of the story and other than her wondering why this Peter guy is so stuck on her, there's nothing much going on here.
Girl Lost was a big snoozefest for this reader and I recommend you look elsewhere for something better to read. If you enjoy Peter Pan, why not pick up the original and read some fan fiction because this latest incarnation fails big time on the overall delivery.
A pass.
Unfortunately Girl Lost was a big fail of a read for me. How many college aged students call each other, "darling" like Gwen's brother calls her? Also the writing comes across as manic and confusing. The premise sounds better than the execution, and it has this creepy vibe because of Peter who practically stalks Gwen. There is a colorful casts of characters from Gwen's roommate Orchid and her boyfriend James, who at first you think is Captain Hook, but is nothing more than a wallpaper character. Orchid and James bring nothing to this story, as well as Gwen's brother, Micah. Gwen mopes around through most of the story and other than her wondering why this Peter guy is so stuck on her, there's nothing much going on here.
Girl Lost was a big snoozefest for this reader and I recommend you look elsewhere for something better to read. If you enjoy Peter Pan, why not pick up the original and read some fan fiction because this latest incarnation fails big time on the overall delivery.
A pass.
May 9, 2014
I'm always a bit sceptical of modern reworks/retellings because unless they're done really well they can almost spoil the original. In Girl Lost Nazarea Andrews takes on the task of retelling Peter Pan by giving it a modern YA/NA twist.
Girl Lost is definitely more edgy than the original and the characters have been 'aged up'. The main character is 19-year-old Gwendolyn 'Gwen' Barrie. Gwen has spent the last few years in a mental institution trying to recover from the horrific circumstances surrounding her parents deaths.
Before the book begins Gwen suffered a psychotic break and as a result she has delusions of an island and a character she refers to as 'The Boy'. The clever part of the story is how Nazarea mixes the present, past and Gwen's delusions to the point where she's not sure what is real and whether these delusions are a mental breakdown or memories. The reader is also left pondering Gwen's sanity!
Now at Uni, Gwen struggles to maintain her sanity and absolve the past. I loved seeing the modern representations reworked from J.M. Barries original. The frat house idea is brilliant and I loved how possessive, yet naive her Peter is.
There are some sexy scenes so I would say this one isn't for younger readers but these scenes didn't seem out of place in this slightly sinister retelling. I was both intrigued and annoyed by Peter's mysteriousness because I wanted him to open up to Gwen.
Without spoiling anything I will say the ending of the book is very open so I wouldn't be surprised if there is a sequel. That being said, I was happy with the ending, as I often prefer leaving things to the imagination.
4 Stars in my Sky!
Also reviewed on my blog Zili in the Sky
I received a copy in exchange for an honest review!
May 10, 2014
Gwen Barrie has been in a mental institute for years since she met a boy who took her to an island to that doesn't exist. That's what everyone tells her. While out sailing with her parents, they become victims and are killed by pirates leaving Gwen stuck out in the ocean for several weeks. Of course, everyone thinks she created this boy and island as a coping mechanism to deal with what occurred to her parents. So why does he show up and sit next to her in Lit class at Northern and calls himself 'Peter'? AND, this time people can see him. Gwen starting college is a huge step, she needs to prove to herself, and others, that she is completely sane. Peter showing up rattles her sanity. She knows she should stay away but, the heart wants what the heart wants! Then his best friend, Belle, shows up and shakes her sanity that much more. Peter is Belle's, or so she claims and Gwen is having none of if.
I have not read many re-tellings before but, I feel the need to say that this is a re-telling done right. This new adult contemporary version of Peter Pan by Nazarea Andrews takes it to a whole new level. One, that is totally enjoyable. Peter's character is perfection. Sure, he annoyed me most of the time, but HELLO Peter has child-like tendencies. Gwen, I didn't relate to but I totally felt for her. I couldn't imagine to have to struggle between what's real and what's not. I could feel her frustration. At times I didn't want Peter and Gwen to work out together because their relationship is almost toxic but it's all a part of this not-so-sane ride Andrews takes us through.
Who has ever wondered what Peter would be like all grown up? Who has ever wanted Peter to grow up? Girl Lost will show you a grown up Peter and, let me tell you, he's pretty damn hot!
I have not read many re-tellings before but, I feel the need to say that this is a re-telling done right. This new adult contemporary version of Peter Pan by Nazarea Andrews takes it to a whole new level. One, that is totally enjoyable. Peter's character is perfection. Sure, he annoyed me most of the time, but HELLO Peter has child-like tendencies. Gwen, I didn't relate to but I totally felt for her. I couldn't imagine to have to struggle between what's real and what's not. I could feel her frustration. At times I didn't want Peter and Gwen to work out together because their relationship is almost toxic but it's all a part of this not-so-sane ride Andrews takes us through.
Who has ever wondered what Peter would be like all grown up? Who has ever wanted Peter to grow up? Girl Lost will show you a grown up Peter and, let me tell you, he's pretty damn hot!
May 13, 2014
'It was never real. The island doesn't exist. I've repeated those words for two years.' Gwendolyn Barrie has spent the last several years trying to convince herself that she never spent time on a faraway island with the Boy. That the happiest time in her life never happened. That everyone else is right, and that the death of her parents sent her spiraling into a world that she only imagined. But then Gwen meets Peter, and she isn't so sure anymore what's real and what isn't.
I really enjoyed this new take on the story of 'Peter Pan.' Imagine Peter and Wendy, grown up and out in the 'real world' of college, drawn to each other by some inexplicable tie. Everyone in Gwen's life warns her away from Peter, afraid that spending time with him will cause her to lose touch with reality again. But Gwen feels safe and whole with Peter, even if he does stir up memories of a time and place that she has been told just can't possibly have existed. She is unable to stay away from him, even when things begin to unravel.
Although I was initially surprised by the way that Nazarea Andrews ended 'Girl Lost,'in retrospect I think that she tied things up absolutely perfectly. After the initial 'What?! What the heck?!' I don't think she could have done it any differently and been as effective. This is a 4-plus read for me, as it is a thoroughly engaging and fast-paced read with characters that are at the same time recognizable as those from one of my favorite childhood books, but with an edgier, darker, and more grown-up and angsty feel. Take the time to check this one out; you won't be disappointed.
I really enjoyed this new take on the story of 'Peter Pan.' Imagine Peter and Wendy, grown up and out in the 'real world' of college, drawn to each other by some inexplicable tie. Everyone in Gwen's life warns her away from Peter, afraid that spending time with him will cause her to lose touch with reality again. But Gwen feels safe and whole with Peter, even if he does stir up memories of a time and place that she has been told just can't possibly have existed. She is unable to stay away from him, even when things begin to unravel.
Although I was initially surprised by the way that Nazarea Andrews ended 'Girl Lost,'in retrospect I think that she tied things up absolutely perfectly. After the initial 'What?! What the heck?!' I don't think she could have done it any differently and been as effective. This is a 4-plus read for me, as it is a thoroughly engaging and fast-paced read with characters that are at the same time recognizable as those from one of my favorite childhood books, but with an edgier, darker, and more grown-up and angsty feel. Take the time to check this one out; you won't be disappointed.
May 14, 2014
Gwendolyn Barrie is the heiress to Barrie Enterprises. One tragic childhood event, a possible stay on an unknown island, and an admission to an insane asylum has dealt this poor girl an awful hand. She is given one chance to prove herself to her family and Gwen has such a fight about her. She will not stand to have others doubt her even when she doubts herself.Gwen is driven to not be labeled as a crazy and one day proving herself worthy to run her father’s company. Now not every female lead can be invincible but the struggles she undergoes just made me love her even more. I felt for Gwendolyn, I wanted others to believe her, I wanted the underdog to persevere!
I was glued and drawn in from the beginning and it was all thanks to the the writing style of Nazarea. I read this book in ONE DAY! I had to finish the book even if I had to read at my kids baseball practice or late into the evening. The character connection was instantaneous. I would recommend this book to those that love a book that tickles your imagination. It’s so easy to fall for the billionaire, fighter, biker, rockstar but did you ever think of falling in love with someone you may have already met? When everyone tells you that they couldn’t possibly exist?
I loved this book because I kept this ongoing battle in my mind of: Is this true? Could this have really happened? Can she really be fine? Nazarea will want you begging for more after completing this book, I am now researching other books she’s written to add to my TBR list. 4.5 smooches for Girl Lost by Nazarea Andrews!
Sarah
I was glued and drawn in from the beginning and it was all thanks to the the writing style of Nazarea. I read this book in ONE DAY! I had to finish the book even if I had to read at my kids baseball practice or late into the evening. The character connection was instantaneous. I would recommend this book to those that love a book that tickles your imagination. It’s so easy to fall for the billionaire, fighter, biker, rockstar but did you ever think of falling in love with someone you may have already met? When everyone tells you that they couldn’t possibly exist?
I loved this book because I kept this ongoing battle in my mind of: Is this true? Could this have really happened? Can she really be fine? Nazarea will want you begging for more after completing this book, I am now researching other books she’s written to add to my TBR list. 4.5 smooches for Girl Lost by Nazarea Andrews!
Sarah
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