This journal, completed in Beatrix Potter's own handwriting, is a lavish production that includes pieces of memorabilia as well, such as letters from Beatrix, photographs of family, her farms and friends and a mourning card for the man she originally intended to marry, Norman Warne, a member of her publishing house.
In addition there are plenty of illustrations to adorn the very personal text that litters the book. Beatrix was 16 when she decided to start what she called her diary, the reason being that she was 'beginning to feel the peaceful time of childhood was ending and I foresaw changes in my life'.
She begins by featuring the family members and the family homes, one in Kensington and one, a holiday home, in Scotland. And she tells that she spent much of her time in the household schoolroom with her brother Bertram where she was drawing and studying their collection of animals.
Her idea of art was raised when she attended an Exhibition of works by Old Masters, particularly picking out pictures by Angelica Kauffmann, which she felt 'shows what a woman can do'. It also made her resolve, 'I WILL do something sooner or later.'
From 1883 to 1885 she worked hard at painting and her school report under the heading Natural Sciences stated, 'Beatrix shows real aptitude here, and her love of the natural world is unsurpassed.' There follows an interesting account of Jubilee Year, 1887, before in 1890 she designed some rabbit-based Christmas cards and this led to her entering the world of business for she received a cheque for £6 for her efforts.
After spending the summer of 1892 in Scotland, and honing her images of future characters from both humans and animals around her, she began to work in earnest in 1893 and 1894. She accumulated sketches and words, even when spending the summers in a new location, the Lake District, that was later to feature large in her life.
Then in 1901 Frederick Warne and Co were interested in her 'Tale of Peter Rabbit' that she had privately printed for her own use at a cost of £17 for 250 copies. The book went well among friends and relatives. Warne returned to the charge, asked her to illustrate an edition for his firm in colour and the Beatrix Potter story began. 'The Tale of Peter Rabbit' appeared in the shops in October 1902 and Norman Warne agreed a deal for two books in 1903. This agreement meant that she dealt directly with Norman and their friendship blossomed.
Success followed success and she was writing in her diary, 'As soon as I finished one book I started another, and I always had at least two in hand at any time.' Before too long she had seven books in print and 'they all seem to be doing very well'.
The in July 1905 Norman asked her to marry him and, against her parents best wishes, she agreed. Sadly Norman was to die in September of that year but, despite later marrying her agent, William Heelis, in the Lake District, she never forgot Norman.
She bought Hill Top Farm in the Lake District in October 1905 and she developed her farm and later purchased a second one while all the time being conscious of rural planning in the area.
Her journal ends with a fitting comment, 'If I have done anything, even a little, to help small children enjoy honest, simple pleasures, I have done a bit of good.' An understatement if ever there was one and a suitable way to end an absolutely fascinating and beautifully designed book.