4 Totally personal stars
No, this is not a great book. There's nothing special about the writing, there are a lot of editing mistakes that really could have been easily corrected before publishing, there is the usual problem of the plot suddenly dragging midway the book, Sam is still pretty slow in putting clues together and keeps committing the same mistake of not trusting Gregory and sharing all the intel with him. It doesn't matter. It is good and I'm hooked by the series, but It worked for me for a lot of non-qualitative reasons.
After four books I am fully immersed in this world and it feels good. I like the Angels being stiffy, arrogant, aloof and judgemental, most of them looking down on every other creature, it is so much better (and believable) than them being all mercy. They do not really understand humans, they might have given us gifts we don't know how to use, but either you intervene all the time to steer us on the right path, or you keep distant and silent and let us be what we are. They pick and choose what to fix and they have no problems killing. Yes, I can easily believe this version over the current catholic one. I like Demons as well. They are honest in their lack of morals, they are greedy, they grab, brag and consume. I love that they can create and breed while angels are now facing extinction as they can't wield raw energy. It doesn't speak of balance to me, but of a need for extremes to touch that's both dangerous and inevitable, something that always drives me. I also liked that the Elves are total monsters here and that there was a lot of physical gore and pain.
The mystery picks up loose threads from previous books quite nicely, even if it took too long to get there, I had it figured out at the beginning of the book. Sam still has her totally inappropriate imp moments, taunting Gregory in the most annoying ways, she still has issues with trust and recklessness, but she's less and less the uncaring, possessive being from the beginning of the series. She is still a punk about it sometimes, but she's becoming more and more compassionate, her possessiveness has transitioned to a sense of responsability, understanding and empathy that makes her help and fight even for entities that should mean nothing to her or for people she doesn't fully like but are important to those she loves. She is actually helping a lot of people and demons in this one. Of course this is absolutely light reading at all levels, the world building is not complex, the inner monologues about solitude, love, attachments and loss are good but brief and resonate with me for my own private reasons. Still, they did latch into something for me.
This is the book of Sam and Gregory at last. Even with their odd bickering and lack of trust, even with Gregory disappearing all the time without explanations, there are some remarkables scenes between them (the teaching in the flames, the wings, the airport, the top of the mountain fight etc) and admissions I'de been waiting for for a long time. This love between them could be sublime with real depth, but I'll take it anyway I can get it. Why? Because in so many things I am, or better I have been, like Gregory. Wrapped up in a moral code like a shield, shying from any physical pollution and when the shield cracks...oh the fall is endless and there is no coming back. I don't think I've stopped falling yet. There's something irresistible about someone so ancient, so powerful, so set in his ways falling for the incarnation of everything he despised, and embracing it without an inch of pride. For a series where sex scenes are never really described, just alluded, the attraction and desire between these two is smoldering any way they connect: this UST and partial unions better produce true fireworks further down the series or I'm gonna be massively disappointed.
Wyatt loves Sam but he's also becoming more and more contrary to a good part of her demonic side, Gregory claims he wants to redeem her but everything he does for her, all the things he teaches her show a faith in her capability of being much more, much better than what she allows herself to be, demon or not. I loved the way he used the favours to unburden her soul. The extent to which he bends everything he stood for for her, even facing the destiny of the world, is heartmelting, beyond the way it is written. Despite his own limits, he does try to meet her needs at so many levels, including the physical one. And it's not due to a physical attraction alone, they are spirit beings, Sam could assume any form and gender at will and so could he, it's her essence he loves and longs for. Till the very last sacrifice, letting her go with no more bond between them because she asks him to. I really hope she will be able to show just as much love and dedication to him. That was such a painful ending. What she will have to face in Hell in the state she is at the moment makes me very eager to start the next book immediately.
The tone of this book was slightly different, less playful and carefree. It might not be the most intriguing urban fantasy out there, she might not be the richest character, but I love that she learned to love in so many different ways, not only her two men. I have the softest spot for Gregory (even if he can be such an unreasonable jerk sometimes) and my four stars this time are very much for everything these two reminded me about who I was, what I had, what I still want.