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260 pages, Paperback
First published April 18, 2013









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- Narrator - Grey Tremblay I knew she was trouble as soon as she walked through my door.
Not bad for a nine year old with a net worth of three dollars and fifty-one cents. I admired her bravado. Then I dialed her mother to come pick her up. I took the case. For the cost of the chocolate bar. I gave Ava back the pig and unicorn. It seemed like the right thing to do at the time. Now, in the middle of a warm Los Angeles night and being herded by the savage growls behind me, I was beginning to think I should have held onto the unicorn.
People who raise dogs to fight should be shot. Men who steal a little girl’s dog to bait a fighting dog should die the slowest, most torturous death possible. Their skin should be separated from their flesh with an air hose through minute slits and then have water from the Salton Sea injected slowly into the cavities while someone rips off strips of duct tape from their balls. But that’s just off the top of my head. I was sure I could come up with something more concrete if given a little time.
Even if most of the boys in blue weren’t too happy about us waving the rainbow flag, we were still their brothers. Okay, Bobby was still their brother. I was that second cousin once removed everyone had to invite to the wedding or else there’d be talk.
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“Can I bring my girlfriend?” Wong teased. “You know, so you don’t get any ideas that it’s a date.”
“Sure, so long as I can bring Jae. You know, so you don’t get any ideas that you actually have a chance with me,” I countered.
I chewed on the end of my pen, then pulled it out of my mouth as if Claudia was next to me admonishing me not to get ink on my lip.
I closed the door behind my laughing brother and headed back into the living room to soak in more of the Pastafarian Ouija board I’d created.
In that moment, I knew what love was. It was walking away from the man in front of me. It was turning my back on the man I’d made cry out my name and beg for more of me inside of him. I needed to turn away because he asked it of me. Whether I wanted to or not, because I loved him, I was supposed to step back into the shadows and fade from his view. “If that’s what you need, baby. I’ll give you anything you need.”
When you said time was all you really needed
I walked away and let you have your space
'Cause leavin' didn't hurt me near as badly
As the tears I saw rollin' down your face
It was still pitch black outside, but the liquid stink of a Los Angeles morning was already rising up from the streets. A rotary cleaner chugged past us, spurting out lukewarm suds to wash oil and soot from the road. The foam slunk down to the curbside, a frothy curl of dirt and black specks.
He also knew, once he came out of the closet, he would have no one left… no one but me, and he wasn’t quite ready to trust that I’d be with him to the end of time.
In this book in particular, but all through the series, more and more extended Korean family members turn out to be gay. He’d still have family left and if he and Cole didn’t last, he’d find a new man to love. He lives in the US, not Korea.
On top of that: (large spoiler) That scene right there completely contradicts everything else.
Cole sees a really hot guy that is his type but has no reaction at all, the man does nothing for him. Yeah right. Cole is a red-blooded gay American male. He would still see the guy was hot despite having no interest in him.
There are way too many metaphors.
The family tree is so complicated that in second book I had to draw a diagram. In this one, it was so complicated, I couldn’t. While a complex family tree is good, and I loved it in the other book, this was too much for the story. I would have liked a diagram in the back of the book or something.
There are several references to Jae being the sole financial support of his mother even though she already doesn’t like him. He has no money as he’s an artist. How is he supporting himself and a family back in Korea? This is given as a reason why he can’t come out. Well why can’t he still send her money? It’s her own fault if she rejects the money, not his. I don’t know why he’s sending it to her in the first place since she’s so awful.
Jae brings Cole a lot of places and I think it’s a little strange that no one suspects that they’re lovers.
This comment bugged me:I didn’t have a chance to get her to love me. Isn’t that what all mothers want?
It is implied that this is the most important thing. It would be nice, but that’s not the primary thing a good mother cares about. Good moms want their kids to be happy. And I’m speaking as a mother whose daughter’s mental health issues mean that she’s incapable of experiencing love like the rest of us do and doesn’t usually even indicated that she cares a whole lot. I’m not a mother so that I can have someone love me.
Another part that I didn’t like because I thought it was forced was that (mild spoiler)





