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527 pages, Hardcover
First published April 28, 2009

“It’s simple. I don’t think you should date anyone.” Rehv moved in even closer, until he could see the flecks of gold in her eyes. “But I’m not just anyone.”
All I know is, life is too short not to come back here and be with you like this again. Life is just too short, and I like being with you too much for me to give a crap about anything other than having another moment like this.”
Rehvenge’s chest swelled as he stared at her. “Ehlena?”
“Yeah?”
“Don’t take this the wrong way.”
She drew in a deep breath and he saw her bare shoulders tighten. “Okay. I’ll try not to.”
“You keep showing up here? Being who you are?” There was a pause. “I’m going to fall in love with you.”

"He seemed so fragile as he gave himself up to her, and she realized that if anyone tried to hurt him, even though he could more than take care of himself, she would commit murder. To protect him, she would kill.
The conviction was as solid as the bones beneath her skin:
Even the powerful needed protection sometimes."
"She was lonely, too, and in the same way he was.
Her emotional grid had the same footprint his did, Xhex’s did, and Trez’s and iAm’s did: Her feelings were surrounded by the disconnected void of someone separated from her tribe. Living among others, but essentially apart from it all. A shutout, a castaway, one who had been expelled."

"God, there were not enough showers in the world for him to be clean enough to talk to Ehlena. Not enough soap or bleach or steel wool. As he pictured her in her pristine nurse’s uniform, her strawberry blond hair back in a neat ponytail, her white shoes unscuffed, he knew that if he ever touched her he’d stain her for life."
“No.” She couldn’t see him like this. Shit, she couldn’t see him ever again. He was filthy. A filthy, dirty whore who let someone he hated touch him and suck on him and use him, and force him to do the same to her.
“I’m not into that either.” Oh, not at all. He was a whore with standards—kinky crap was okay only if you were forced into it. Fuck the consensual shit V and his mate were into. Yeah, ’cuz that was just wrong.
Christ, he was beneath her.


God, how he hated the lonely look on her face. “You can’t know how sorry I am.”
Beth reached up and touched his jaw. “I hear it in your voice.”
He took her hand and placed it over his heart. “I’m nothing without you.”
“Not true.” She stepped out of his hold. “You are the king. No matter who your shellan is, you are everything.”
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“You know,” he said, “this is why I love you so much.”
Her tone was heartbreakingly warm. “What do you mean?”
“You don’t ask me to go inside because it’s cold. You just want to make it easier for me to be where I want to stand.”


“You’re okay, Qhuinn, you know that. You’re tight.”
She clapped him on the shoulder, then headed for her office thinking the king had been smart in the choice of ahstrux nohstrum for John. Qhuinn was a perverted fucker, but he was a straight-up killer, and she was glad he was the one watching her boy.
Watching John Matthew, she meant.
Because he wasn’t her boy. In the slightest.


Just as Xhex winced and went to leave, he looked up into the security camera. Whether he knew it was there or whether that was just where his eyes ended up, it was hard to know.
Shit. His face was grim, his jaw set hard, his stare soulless in a way that saddened her.
Xhex tried not to see the change in him for what it was and failed. She had done this to him. Maybe she wasn’t the only reason he’d turned to stone, but she was a big part of it.
He looked away.
She turned away.
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As he got to the door, he looked at her for the first time . There was no flicker of recognition or memory or anything in his face. The blue stare that had once sparkled was now opaque.
“John…” Her voice cracked slightly. “I’m really sorry.”
With deliberate care, he extended his middle finger at her and left.


“I was worried you weren’t coming home,” Tohr said loudly.
Qhuinn and Blay halted. Rhage and Lassiter shut up. Mary’s and Rhoda’s voices filled the void.
John barely paused as he signed,
This isn’t home. It’s a house. And I need a place to stay.

"Off to the left, a glowing Oscar statue of a guy stood tall in combats, his blond-and-black hair making him look like an eighties headbanger looking for a backup band. Lassiter the fallen angel didn’t seem any less fierce than the Brothers, however. Maybe it was his piercings. Or the fact that his eyes were all white. Fuck it, the guy’s vibe was just hard-core."
“You know,” he said, “this is why I love you so much.”
Her tone was heartbreakingly warm. “What do you mean?”
“You don’t ask me to go inside because it’s cold. You just want to make it easier for me to be where I want to stand.”

“Life is such a glorious trauma, is it not?”
















And he lived dark and violent and seedy. Was going to die that way, too. He deserved where he was going.
The thing was, it wasn’t that she wanted to change everything. She just wanted something for herself, something that made her know she was alive.
“John Matthew was her well of soul, as the symphaths called it, or her pyrocant, to the vampires. Her essential weakness.”



“Ehlena?”
“Yeah?”
“Don’t take this the wrong way.”
She drew in a deep breath and he saw her bare shoulders tighten. “Okay. I’ll try not to.”
“You keep showing up here? Being who you are?” There was a pause. “I’m going to fall in love with you.
“Even the powerful needed protection sometimes.”



Your friendly neighborhood drug lord, pimp, and enforcer.
Even the powerful needed protection sometimes.
This was the nurse Rehv hoped he would get each time he came in. This was the one who made these visits even partially bearable. This was his Ehlena.One night, Rehv comes in to the clinic to get more Dopamine. Ehlena happens to be his nurse. She sees how bad of shape he is in and is very concerned. Rehv is his ever so charming self, and gives Ehlena his card. She had no intention of calling him. Ever. Until he leaves and she realizes he never got any medication to treat the infection in his arm. She is worried. Thats just the type of female she is.
Everyone with a beating heart deserves to be saved.
“It’s simple. I don’t think you should date anyone.” Rehv moved in even closer, until he could see the flecks of gold in her eyes. “But I’m not just anyone.”
‘You keep showing up here? Being who you are?' There was a pause. 'I'm going to fall in love with you.'
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...every once in a while, from out of the blue, someone reaches the quiet place where you spend your private time and changes the way you see yourself...I'm cautiously optimistic... I feel like we've reached a turning point with this installment, and I sincerely hope the momentum continues with the subsequent books.
His glowing amethyst eyes saw everyone and cared about no one.Rehv is the infamous Zero-Sum club owner who has a larger than life personality which is only enhanced by his Sympath heritage... Talk about a hard-ass with a heart of gold...
Rehv - or the Reverend, as the human clientele called him - was a drug lord and a pimp who didn't give a shit about the vast majority of people. Which meant he was capable of, and frequently did, anything the fuck he wanted to.
"Must the world always be so harsh, I wonder,"Ehlena is a nurse in Haver's clinic - and what do you want to bet she was the nurse who helped Phury evacuate the patients in Lover Enshrined? I bet she was... Anyway, Ehlena is your quintessential care-giver who believes that every soul is worth saving... Plus, she winds up being a smart female with a spine of steel. I mean, the woman goes toe to toe with Xhex! :O

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"I followed my heart." -Ehlena
