Before I start regardless if you like this book or not, Emily McIntire deserves all the congratulations in the world for completing chemotherapy and her book's new release!
Now onto the review, I personally have enjoyed all of the Never After books I have read and this one is probably my favourite. One, I love The Hunchback of Notre Dame and two the priest stripper dynamic is delicious! This is definitely the darkest book of hers but as far as dark romance goes it is pretty light still (IMO, my tolerance and preferences may be vastly different to others)! Father Cade Federic was angry and sinful and overall prone to religious guilt. Amaya was an independent woman backed into a corner by life. I really enjoyed it however I will say the pacing of the story really threw me off. I felt as though some of the plot points were underdeveloped or anti-climactic. Overall, I love a romance about two damaged people that fit their broken pieces together. Some quotes to convince you to give it a read!
“I wanted to see you one more time.” I step forward, testing her, and like the perfect girl she is, she moves, keeping the space between us. “Touch you.” I step closer again, and again she backs away. “See if I could reconcile the perfect image of you in my head with the reality of what we must be.”
You consume me, Amaya. Break apart my faith with the fire of a thousand suns and dominate every nightmare until all I dream is you.”
If she is a succubus, then seduce me. If she is my devil, then I will gladly burn.
But temptation is a devastating mistress. It’s not my fault, I remind myself. I’m only human. And she is… all-consuming.
She is my Bible. My scripture. My religion. She is everything, and I am nothing without her. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for her.
Possible Spoilers:
Parker was quite literally the absolute worst and he gave me the ick. I wish his obsession with Amaya was more developed and not just the face value of it. He was a very obvious villain and there was no moral conflict on whether he was a good or bad person.
Father Cade was perfect and if you have seen any of my reviews you know I am a sucker for a reflection on Religious guilt. As someone who grew up surrounded by religion and finds the church to be hypocritical I love to see it talked about. That may rub some people the wrong way but not me! ALSO, HIM BEING TALL💳, DARK HAIR'D 💳, FRENCH💳, OLDER 💳, A PRIEST 💳 AND A STALKER💳! WHERE DO I SIGN? I do think I wish we got to see Amaya and him discover each other broken parts more. I do feel robbed of seeing them be there for each other. For example, her explaining to Cade about everything that happened with Parker. Or him talking about his time with Sister Agnes with her. I know we the readers learn these things but seeing them learn about each other would make their bond more real to me!
Amaya was a great character and she did what she had to for Quin. Her trauma was really sad and hurt to read. I wish we got to see a bit more of her Esmeralda side. Her desire to taint Father Cade was *chef kiss*She was a little too emotionally reclused for her own good a lot of the time and it definitely started to get on my nerves how she and Father Cade literally didn't have a single real conversation, they talked about their feelings for one another but not about the plot that was going on beyond their romance which was strange.
LAST THING BLESS THE STARS, THE MOONS, AND THE SUN that the epilogue did not have a pregnancy trope in it. In every romance novel, the last pages are the couple being pregnant with children and I am just happy that wasn't the case!
Overall, I really enjoyed this book and it was a quick read for me. My main critique which encapsulates all the things I've said thus far is every premise felt very surface-level to me. It was a really good and enjoyable book but if some of the plots and themes were explored deeper it would've been great.
EMILY MCINTIRE I WILL READ EVERYTHING YOU WRITE!