Recently watched (most of) the A&E documentary that was just added to Hulu, and it was so appallingly skewed pro-Peterson, positing ridiculous alternate theories, that I needed a dose of reality/sanity. I discovered the existence of this book via a subreddit, and it was available via Kindle Unlimited so I gave it a go.
It's a quick, easy read. I devoured it in a less than 24 hours. As with many slightly thin memoirs by laypeople, it's padded out in slightly annoying ways, with a lot repetition, especially in the beginning. I did laugh a little at Ms. Bird (who seems like a perfectly lovely human being) conceding that maybe she was a bit privileged. Girl, you rich. Really, I marveled at the lifestyles of all the people here, including the Petersons (though now that I'm reading a different, more journalistic book, it's clear the Petersons lived beyond their means).
Scott is clearly a sociopath, and obviously did it, and yet I didn't find Bird's 33 reasons her brother was guilty list to be entirely compelling. While I believe many of her stories about Scott, and some of her interpretations of those moments of sociopathy, some of them were a bit thin on the ground. I'm glad she came around to the truth, but this very much a personal memoir with only a few groundbreaking details. For that, I'm glad I read it, but now I've sought out a more in-depth account, for which I am glad.
One note of something that does bother me: Bird asserts that she was told Scott was investigated in the disappearance of Kristin Smart at Cal Poly. And maybe that is true, but it's a specious argument that ultimately undermines the case against Scott Peterson,, to indicate he may have done this before, to her (he didn't). Meaning, I've seen it repeated as "fact" that he may have been involved in that disappearance, and a quick Google makes it really clear he wasn't involved in any way. Look, the dude is a awful and a sociopath, but giving the Peterson's and Scott apologists any ground to stand on is bad, and Bird shouldn't have repeated such thin conjecture. The legal team at her publisher shouldn't have allowed it to be published either. It's the one detail that really bugged me. I know this book is super old, but in light of more recent information on that case, I would have removed it from the current ebook edition.
But, solid, fast read if you're a true crime nut/fascinated by the case. A nice palette cleanser after the documentary, which makes me freaking mad. Terrible piece of docu-journalism and shame on A&E. (Poor Laci's family must be livid)