This was a sweet teen book focusing on the difficulties navigating the complex feelings of budding romance. Part of me felt as if the narrator's relationships with her boyfriend and the boy at the grocery store were a bit unnecessary to what felt to be more of the meat of the plot--the complexities of her grandmother's mental health, her father's alcoholism, losing her mother at a young age, the confusion of the girl next door being a fantastic kisser--but perhaps also, these heteronormative woes (oh, the boring but popular boyfriend, the navigating cheating, the best friend who ends up dating your dull boyfriend and is probably quite right for him) are also what would draw in an average reader rather than driving the book into a niche or an after-school special.
There were some amazingly tender moments that made me love this book: when the protagonist finds out the circumstances of her mother's passing, she shuts down, and her father, ordinarily shut down himself, comes to pick her up, a moment of actual love. The moments where Morgan and Tessa have real conversations are nice--vulnerable and honest. And I do appreciate the typical-teenage angst happening at her job, though I find it interesting that a self-proclaimed nerd who doesn't care about girl stuff is so beloved by three very different characters; and of course, the flip side of that is, yes, normal, average, but also complex and deeply feeling people can be loved by many people too.
Cronn-Mills has talent: her prose is smooth and quite controlled. I love the organization of this book: small chapters that feel like scenes, vignettes--I think this is a lovely way of storytelling. They end up like strung pearls, and we follow them to the close, where Rob turns out to not be as fantastic as she had assumed (and whew, though she still likes him, proclaims them just friends at the close--after all, humans are, yes, complex, but they ought to also have some nod towards repercussions at bigotry) (and goodness, it would have been nice if Derek's reaction would have been closer to the oooh, can I watch? variety as they was a hugely common one coming from immature guys when they found out I dated a woman for a period of time--jealousy and territorialism wasn't terribly common--for me, that is, though I think, on some levels, the guys didn't take it as a "real threat").
I'd be interested to read some kind of sequel--perhaps Tessa's life as a chef, or Morgan in NYC writing, or even the evolution of Rob on a ranch. Each of these characters had strong dreams, which made this a really good book for a young reader, I think--there's a lot of hope to the book. Hope that things will change and get better. I have hopes that my own children could read this book when they are young teenagers and think, "Wow, that's what it was like?" But who knows if it's even possible, given how not-far we have come in other social justice issues (here I'm thinking about the Black Lives Matter movement).
In all, I'd certainly read more of Cronn-Mills' work. She's got a new loyal reader in me.