If I read Lorraine Heath for the steam, this might have been a straight four stars. But I don’t (even though she can and has written some excellent steam), so even though the smexy times felt a little lacking, this is a solid 4.5.
I’ve seen some reviews lamenting the fact that there wasn’t enough suffering and/or groveling on the part of Knightly. I mean, sure, if you like your books with the drama and angst turned up to 11, I can see that being a good reason to mark this down. But what we got instead, I feel, was a quiet, achingly tender story of star-crossed lovers who, in the end, just couldn’t bear to be apart.
Anyway, Knightly DID suffer. We were shown that he did, and this was emphasized by Heath’s excellent job of showing the love and intimacy that existed between them before (just holding hands in the reading nook 🥰). He was forced to make the agonizing decision between abandoning the love of his life and abandoning his mother in a madhouse. I mean, what would you have done?
Regina is spitting mad at the beginning of the book — super salty and acerbic and brilliant. AND she finds it hard to keep away from him. In my opinion (and experience), those two things don’t have to be mutually exclusive.
Yes, he does keep turning up like a bad penny, which with a less tenderly drawn depiction of a couple that can’t help loving each other, I might have not liked. But again, I felt it was realistic — both that he wanted to protect her and that she didn’t resist. These two kids are just crazy in love.
Also, the way she discovers the reason he left her — she sees him comforting his mother (who Regina thought was dead) because she fears the madhouse people have come to take her away — I felt it was appropriate not to have an extended groveling scene. Would Regina, who is shown to be kind and principled and liberal in her thinking, really make it all about herself when she sees the real reason he couldn’t be with her? No. She deals with it logically and in such a mature way, and I loved it.
Other bits I loved:
- When her (their!) daughter discovers them in bed — Arthur opens his eyes and sees one big blue eye staring at him.
- The absolutely devastating moments when he has to pull out before he comes — because they both know she has to marry someone else and can’t be carrying his child when she does. 😭
- How she’s writing the sequel to her memoirs, and even though she’s trying to kill off Lord K because she’s still hurt and furious, he and the anonymous heroine always seem to end up kissing. So cute.
- Their dirty talk in the carriage flashback.
- Lovely, lovely Chidding.
In a nutshell, I found their love so believable and powerful. Lorraine Heath is just so good.