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Life Lessons #2
Breaking Cover
Sometimes a single moment defines a man
For homicide detective Mac, it's been a good year. Having Tony to go home to makes him a better cop and a better person. For Tony, it's been hard being in love with a man he can't touch in public. Evasions and outright lying to friends and family take a little of the shine off his relationship with Mac, but Tony is determined to make it work.
As the Minneapolis Police Department moves into a hot, humid summer, Mac is faced with a different challenge. A killer has murdered two blond women, and the police have no real clues. Mac hates to think that another murder may be the only way they'll make progress with the case. But when that murder happens, it hits close to home for Tony. And suddenly Mac faces an ultimatum: come out into the sunlight and stand beside Tony as his lover, or walk away and live without a piece of his heart.
For homicide detective Mac, it's been a good year. Having Tony to go home to makes him a better cop and a better person. For Tony, it's been hard being in love with a man he can't touch in public. Evasions and outright lying to friends and family take a little of the shine off his relationship with Mac, but Tony is determined to make it work.
As the Minneapolis Police Department moves into a hot, humid summer, Mac is faced with a different challenge. A killer has murdered two blond women, and the police have no real clues. Mac hates to think that another murder may be the only way they'll make progress with the case. But when that murder happens, it hits close to home for Tony. And suddenly Mac faces an ultimatum: come out into the sunlight and stand beside Tony as his lover, or walk away and live without a piece of his heart.
320 pages, ebook
First published July 22, 2011
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About the author
Kaje Harper
90 books2,711 followersI get asked about my name a lot. It's not something exotic, though. “Kaje” is pronounced just like “cage” – it’s an old nickname, and my pronouns are she/her/hers.
I was born in Montreal but have lived for 30 years in Minnesota, where the two seasons are Snow-removal and Road-repair, where the mosquito is the state bird, and where winter can be breathtakingly beautiful. Minnesota’s a kind, quiet (if sometimes chilly) place and it’s home.
I’ve been writing far longer than I care to admit (*whispers – fifty years*), mostly for my own entertainment, usually M/M romance (with added mystery, fantasy, historical, SciFi…) I also have a few Young Adult stories (some released under the pen name Kira Harp.)
My husband finally convinced me that after all the years of writing for fun, I really should submit something, somewhere. My first professionally published book, Life Lessons, came out from MLR Press in May 2011. I have a weakness for closeted cops with honest hearts, and teachers who speak their minds, and I had fun writing four novels and three freebie short stories in that series. I was delighted and encouraged by the reception Mac and Tony received.
I now have a good-sized backlist in ebooks and print, both free and professionally published. A complete list with links can be found on my website "Books" page at https://kajeharper.com/.
You can find me and my book reviews on my author page here on Goodreads - I hang out on Goodreads a lot because I moderate the Goodreads YA LGBT Books group. I also post free short YA stories on that group, more than 50 of them so far.
You can also find me on Facebook. https://www.facebook.com/KajeHarper
I was born in Montreal but have lived for 30 years in Minnesota, where the two seasons are Snow-removal and Road-repair, where the mosquito is the state bird, and where winter can be breathtakingly beautiful. Minnesota’s a kind, quiet (if sometimes chilly) place and it’s home.
I’ve been writing far longer than I care to admit (*whispers – fifty years*), mostly for my own entertainment, usually M/M romance (with added mystery, fantasy, historical, SciFi…) I also have a few Young Adult stories (some released under the pen name Kira Harp.)
My husband finally convinced me that after all the years of writing for fun, I really should submit something, somewhere. My first professionally published book, Life Lessons, came out from MLR Press in May 2011. I have a weakness for closeted cops with honest hearts, and teachers who speak their minds, and I had fun writing four novels and three freebie short stories in that series. I was delighted and encouraged by the reception Mac and Tony received.
I now have a good-sized backlist in ebooks and print, both free and professionally published. A complete list with links can be found on my website "Books" page at https://kajeharper.com/.
You can find me and my book reviews on my author page here on Goodreads - I hang out on Goodreads a lot because I moderate the Goodreads YA LGBT Books group. I also post free short YA stories on that group, more than 50 of them so far.
You can also find me on Facebook. https://www.facebook.com/KajeHarper
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February 13, 2023
Audiobook - 5 stars
Story - 4.25 stars
So much improvement. I liked the writing and character development.
The mystery ended up being engaging and entertaining.
It was emotional. I wanted to scream and strangle some characters, hug others and slap the rest.
Story - 4.25 stars
So much improvement. I liked the writing and character development.
The mystery ended up being engaging and entertaining.
It was emotional. I wanted to scream and strangle some characters, hug others and slap the rest.
February 11, 2015
“Breaking Cover” is the second book in Kaje Harper’s Life "Lessons Series". Six months had passed since Tony and Mac decided they want to be together as a couple. Their relationship progresses normally despite the fact that Mac is still in the closet. They spend all their free time together at Tony’s apartment, Tony being there for Mac whenever he needs someone to talk to about his job or something else. Tony is certain that Mac is as deeply in their relationship as he is. He never felt for someone what he feels for Mac. He loves Mac, but he secretly wants more. Being Mac’s dirty secret is not enough anymore.
“What do I want?” Tony looked at him. “I want the moon. I want you and me and Ben and Anna, and a little house, and a fucking white picket fence, and me bitching to the kids because you’re late for dinner again. I want you standing up for the next poor tranny who gets a knife waved in his face, and no one wondering why. I want to leave the kids with a sitter and go to a movie with you, and kiss the shit out of you on the street after the show because it was just so romantic. I want everything.”
Tony can’t hide anymore, he can’t lie anymore, he wants all or nothing.
Mac has to decide very carefully what he really wants, he has to decide if he loves Tony enough, he has to decide if their relationship is more important than being safe in the closet. But he also has to do his job as a cop and stop a serial killer.
I loved this story. I'm happy to say it was as good as the first book in the series. I couldn’t put it down. What I loved the most besides the wonderful writing was the realness of this story. The characters, the plot and all the emotions, everything felt real. The two main characters are well developed, believable, likeable and relatable. I must admit I was frustrated with Mac at the beginning. Even if I understood why he still wants to be in the closet, I wanted him out and proud like Tony, I wanted them to be together. As the story progresses Mac chooses well and proves not only he’s a great cop, but that he’s a great man as well. I think the author did a really great job with his character. I really felt for him when he finally decides Tony and their relationship are more important that being in the closet and some of his colleagues don't accept him as gay. He’s afraid of course, but with Tony’s help he finds the strength to finally accept who he is and that he’s in love with a man. I absolutely loved Tony. He is amazing! And I also understood him and why he can’t be Mac’s secret anymore. He is mature, supportive, loving and caring with Mac. He is patient, he always listen and most of all he loves Mac with all his heart.
Tony and Mac’s relationship is different, more solid in this installment and I loved it. I loved their interactions, how they are with each other and how they love each other. They warmed my heart! The two kids, Ben and Anna are adorable and I loved their relationship with the two adults. My heart broke for poor Ben but I was glad that he has Tony and later Mac and Anna.
The murder mystery was intriguing and the police procedures were once again very well done and believable.
All in all, “Breaking Cover” was a fantastic story and I’m looking forward to read the other books in the series and to find out more about these wonderful characters.
“I love you, Tony Hart,” he said.
Tony’s smile was everything Mac wanted in the world.
“Oh, yes,” Tony breathed. “You’re mine.”
August 15, 2012
The hardest thing about coming out, he reflected, was that it was irrevocable.
Tony is sure that Mac is as deeply in this relationship as he is. But no one else had ever denied his existence outside of the bedroom like this either. Tony doesn’t want to push Mac; he doesn’t want to ask for more than Mac was willing to give. That said, it got harder as Tony saw no sign whatsoever that Mac was even thinking about cracking open his closet door. It’s very hard when you can’t touch or kiss your partner in public. They have to lie to family, friends and workmates and it is getting quite tedious. When Mac and the Minneapolis Police Department have to hunt down a serial killer, something happens that hits very close to home for Tony. Finally, Tony and Mac arrive at a crossroads and Mac has to face an ultimatum. Either come out of the closet and live a loving life with Tony or walk away forever.
Breaking the Cover deals with interesting topics. It’s about Mac’s coming out, gay parenting and custody trial. There’s drama and a lot of emotions as well. And Mac and his workmates are solving a murder mystery—a serial killer is targeting young women. Again, I think that the police procedurals are nicely and realistically done, although I have one complaint. While I highly appreciated the author’s way to blend the kids into the story, I was very annoyed when Ben That’s my main issue but otherwise Breaking the Cover was a very enthralling, complex and satisfying read. I even changed my opinion about Mac’s behavior eventually. Yes, I will admit that I was one of those readers who thought he acted like a coward when he didn’t want to come out. On the other hand, I could understand his fears and after reading this story I’m sure they were justified. Mac’s internal struggle (coming to terms with a lot of feelings, shortcomings, and expectations) is so well done and very rewarding in the end. Nevertheless I think that coming out is a process because you don’t do it all at once. And every process needs time, dedication and a firm belief that you do the right thing. And there’s no denying it: I love Kaje’s absorbing and thoughtful writing.
Overall I felt that Breaking the Cover is a very worthwhile read. While Mac and Tony lived happily for now at the end of Life Lessons, they truly got their HEA with this story, and it was well deserved after overcoming so many obstacles.
Breaking the Cover is the sequel to Life Lessons
Tony is sure that Mac is as deeply in this relationship as he is. But no one else had ever denied his existence outside of the bedroom like this either. Tony doesn’t want to push Mac; he doesn’t want to ask for more than Mac was willing to give. That said, it got harder as Tony saw no sign whatsoever that Mac was even thinking about cracking open his closet door. It’s very hard when you can’t touch or kiss your partner in public. They have to lie to family, friends and workmates and it is getting quite tedious. When Mac and the Minneapolis Police Department have to hunt down a serial killer, something happens that hits very close to home for Tony. Finally, Tony and Mac arrive at a crossroads and Mac has to face an ultimatum. Either come out of the closet and live a loving life with Tony or walk away forever.
Breaking the Cover deals with interesting topics. It’s about Mac’s coming out, gay parenting and custody trial. There’s drama and a lot of emotions as well. And Mac and his workmates are solving a murder mystery—a serial killer is targeting young women. Again, I think that the police procedurals are nicely and realistically done, although I have one complaint. While I highly appreciated the author’s way to blend the kids into the story, I was very annoyed when Ben That’s my main issue but otherwise Breaking the Cover was a very enthralling, complex and satisfying read. I even changed my opinion about Mac’s behavior eventually. Yes, I will admit that I was one of those readers who thought he acted like a coward when he didn’t want to come out. On the other hand, I could understand his fears and after reading this story I’m sure they were justified. Mac’s internal struggle (coming to terms with a lot of feelings, shortcomings, and expectations) is so well done and very rewarding in the end. Nevertheless I think that coming out is a process because you don’t do it all at once. And every process needs time, dedication and a firm belief that you do the right thing. And there’s no denying it: I love Kaje’s absorbing and thoughtful writing.
Overall I felt that Breaking the Cover is a very worthwhile read. While Mac and Tony lived happily for now at the end of Life Lessons, they truly got their HEA with this story, and it was well deserved after overcoming so many obstacles.
Breaking the Cover is the sequel to Life Lessons
March 10, 2023
4.25**** stars
Loved this one. Intense on the romance, gripping mystery and fantastic narrating performance by J.F. Harding once again.
Loved how far Tony and Mac came in this one! ♡
side note: The events of this book take place in 2011 and there is trans-rep with a victim. A trans-woman to be exact. I guess there is a lot of ignorance in that regard still but it really stuck with me that our mc Mac (the Detective and a gay man) referred to her with female pronouns while his partner in the progress of the investigation always stuck to male pronouns despite the person identifying as a woman.
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Life Lessons Series:
Book 1 - Life Lessons - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - Breaking Cover - 4.25 stars
Book 3 - Home Work - 4.25 stars
Book 4 - Learning Curve - 4.25 stars
Loved this one. Intense on the romance, gripping mystery and fantastic narrating performance by J.F. Harding once again.
“[…] But I don’t want to see you and I don’t want to hear your voice, and I don’t fucking want to have you stand up and tell a judge what a good person I am when you can’t even say you love me in private. And I hope someday you find someone worth coming out of your closet for, and I’m sorry as hell that it wasn’t me.”
Nothing good would come of stepping one inch outside his closet. Nothing except Tony.
Loved how far Tony and Mac came in this one! ♡
side note: The events of this book take place in 2011 and there is trans-rep with a victim. A trans-woman to be exact. I guess there is a lot of ignorance in that regard still but it really stuck with me that our mc Mac (the Detective and a gay man) referred to her with female pronouns while his partner in the progress of the investigation always stuck to male pronouns despite the person identifying as a woman.
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Life Lessons Series:
Book 1 - Life Lessons - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - Breaking Cover - 4.25 stars
Book 3 - Home Work - 4.25 stars
Book 4 - Learning Curve - 4.25 stars
June 17, 2017
⋰⋱⋰⋱⋰⋱*Might contain spoilers*⋰⋱⋰⋱⋰⋱
High school English teacher Anthony ‘Tony’ Hart (25) and detective Jared ‘Mac’ MacLean (34) are back, and we finally know their ages. This time a killer is on the loose, Mac's trying to hunt him down, and then things strike personally at Tony. Tony is now really struggling with Mac being so deep in the closet, while Mac is being a coward, but is he willing to risk Tony and the chance of finally having a family?
“Howdy, stranger,” Tony said softly.
Mac fisted a hand in Tony’s dark hair and dragged his head back to lick and bite at his throat. “I’m not a stranger,” he growled, moving his mouth lower. “I’m your man and don’t you forget it.”
“Never.” Tony’s hands skimmed over Mac’s back.
“I haven’t forgotten anything.”
Overall, it was a tiny bit better than the first one. We get to know Tony a little more personal, however, we still don't know much of Mac's past. I really hope we get to know them better, or at least Tony gets to know Mac a little better. He wants to spend his life with him after all... Ben Serrano (6) and Anna MacLean (5) are adorable. However, I really don't like how Anna has been raised. But that's just a personal feeling and opinion. On to the next one.
“I don’t mean good like going to church or not breaking laws. If, in your heart, you try to get through the day without hurting other people, then you are a good person...”
Quick basic facts:
Genre: - (Adult) Contemporary Romance (M/M)
Series: - Series, Book Two
Love triangle? -
Cheating? -
HEA? -
Favorite character? - Anthony ‘Tony’ Hart.
Would I read more by this author/or of series? - Sure.
Would I recommend this book/series? - Yes.
Will I read this again in the future? - No.
Rating - 2.5/3 stars.
March 13, 2014
**4.5 stars**
This book kept me company all day long during Jury Duty. It was an escape from the little world of grumpy people, hard plastic chairs, and a room that had to be at least 95 degrees. In the middle of winter. I soooo needed that escape!
The second book in the series picks up where the first left off. The new mystery in this story was interesting and brought about some MAJOR developments in the personal lives of our Tony and Mac. On one hand, I kept thinking, and it really bordered on unbelievable. However, I loved the push that the plot twists forced upon Tony and Mac's relationship.
I feel so invested in these wonderful characters. I love the way that Kaje Harper made these characters come alive for me. Moving right on to the third in the series!
This book kept me company all day long during Jury Duty. It was an escape from the little world of grumpy people, hard plastic chairs, and a room that had to be at least 95 degrees. In the middle of winter. I soooo needed that escape!
The second book in the series picks up where the first left off. The new mystery in this story was interesting and brought about some MAJOR developments in the personal lives of our Tony and Mac. On one hand, I kept thinking, and it really bordered on unbelievable. However, I loved the push that the plot twists forced upon Tony and Mac's relationship.
I feel so invested in these wonderful characters. I love the way that Kaje Harper made these characters come alive for me. Moving right on to the third in the series!
January 22, 2025
Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below.
“I hope someday you find someone worth coming out of your closet for, and I’m sorry as hell that it wasn’t me.”
It’s a good thing I’m into the story and that I like Tony a lot, because man do I dislike Mac, lol. I know he’s stuck in a shitty no-win situation, but wow is he extra sucky for no reason sometimes. I mean: Here’s hoping he starts redeeming himself soon.
The murder mystery in this one was really good again and it kept me interested all the way through. Also appreciate that there was more mortal peril. If a romantic suspense book doesn’t have a near-death experience, I don’t want it, lol.
Looking forward to seeing how the situation with Mac and his coworkers is in book 3. I’m hoping Tony interacts more with them.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Established couple
Closeted MC
Secret relationship
Police detective
Teacher MC
Size difference
Single dad
Murder mystery
Serial killer mystery
Playing with chocolate sauce
Age gap
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Explicit sexual content
Details of murder scenes
Minor SC physically abused (off page)
Use of homophobic slur (SC)
SC giving some details of past rape (non-graphic)
Death of side character
MC assuming guardianship of child
Transphobic and homophobic comments (side characters)
Custody battle
Temporary loss of custody
Alcohol consumption
Mentions of alcoholic side character
Briefly sucking toes
Details of past hate crime (MCs not involved)
Heavy themes of homophobia
Internalized homophobia
Attempted murder of MC
Injured MC
Religious trauma (adult and child)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: Yes
POV: 3rd person, dual
Genre: Romantic suspense
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile — no switching until book 3
Main characters’ age: 25 and 34
Kids’ age: 5 and 6
Series: Series
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 320
Happy ending: HFN
“I’m not a stranger,” he growled, moving his mouth lower. “I’m your man and don’t you forget it.”
I don’t want to see you and I don’t want to hear your voice, and I don’t fucking want to have you stand up and tell a judge what a good person I am when you can’t even say you love me in private.
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“I hope someday you find someone worth coming out of your closet for, and I’m sorry as hell that it wasn’t me.”
It’s a good thing I’m into the story and that I like Tony a lot, because man do I dislike Mac, lol. I know he’s stuck in a shitty no-win situation, but wow is he extra sucky for no reason sometimes. I mean: Here’s hoping he starts redeeming himself soon.
The murder mystery in this one was really good again and it kept me interested all the way through. Also appreciate that there was more mortal peril. If a romantic suspense book doesn’t have a near-death experience, I don’t want it, lol.
Looking forward to seeing how the situation with Mac and his coworkers is in book 3. I’m hoping Tony interacts more with them.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Established couple
Closeted MC
Secret relationship
Police detective
Teacher MC
Size difference
Single dad
Murder mystery
Serial killer mystery
Playing with chocolate sauce
Age gap
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Explicit sexual content
Details of murder scenes
Minor SC physically abused (off page)
Use of homophobic slur (SC)
SC giving some details of past rape (non-graphic)
Death of side character
MC assuming guardianship of child
Transphobic and homophobic comments (side characters)
Custody battle
Temporary loss of custody
Alcohol consumption
Mentions of alcoholic side character
Briefly sucking toes
Details of past hate crime (MCs not involved)
Heavy themes of homophobia
Internalized homophobia
Attempted murder of MC
Injured MC
Religious trauma (adult and child)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: Yes
POV: 3rd person, dual
Genre: Romantic suspense
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile — no switching until book 3
Main characters’ age: 25 and 34
Kids’ age: 5 and 6
Series: Series
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 320
Happy ending: HFN
“I’m not a stranger,” he growled, moving his mouth lower. “I’m your man and don’t you forget it.”
I don’t want to see you and I don’t want to hear your voice, and I don’t fucking want to have you stand up and tell a judge what a good person I am when you can’t even say you love me in private.
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February 1, 2012
Tony and Mac are one of my most FAVORITE couples...EVER!!
I actually started this book several months ago and stopped at 10% because I was scared it was going to get angsty. Well, it did get angsty, but it was totally worth it. I loved this one even more than Life Lessons. I enjoyed the romance and the mystery. The sex was so much HOTTER and they got very experimental with a variety of "lubes". Also, I thought this one was a lot more romantic than the first.
I was so glad to see Mac finally man-up!
I laughed. I got mad. I cried!! I don't usually like kids in my romance novels but Ben and Anna are too adorable! Sweetest kids ever!!!
I recommend this to anyone who loved the first book in this series.
I ♥ Tony and Mac forever!
I actually started this book several months ago and stopped at 10% because I was scared it was going to get angsty. Well, it did get angsty, but it was totally worth it. I loved this one even more than Life Lessons. I enjoyed the romance and the mystery. The sex was so much HOTTER and they got very experimental with a variety of "lubes". Also, I thought this one was a lot more romantic than the first.
I was so glad to see Mac finally man-up!
I laughed. I got mad. I cried!! I don't usually like kids in my romance novels but Ben and Anna are too adorable! Sweetest kids ever!!!
I recommend this to anyone who loved the first book in this series.
I ♥ Tony and Mac forever!
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January 10, 2022Now available on Amazon and KU - rerelease wide will come later in 2022. Audio book is now on JF Harding's schedule for May-June 2022, with a mid-June release planned. I hope people enjoy seeing Mac and Tony back again.
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November 2, 2022Mejor que el primero, el outing de Mac ha sido precioso ;)
September 30, 2014
...a very late review November 24, 2013
5 Impressive Stars - ..offers everything: It's ordinary life, to dare to "step out", family and children, take the right decisions, desires and needs, and of course an thrilling crime drama.
Breaking Cover is the second book in the series about the tough police detective Mac and his wise lover Tony, and their "two" wonderful kids, Anna and Ben. Better than the best, I'm breathless right now.
...Two months later - For some reason, I missed to write a full review about this wonderful second part about these guys.
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What makes this series so different and good is that it feels so real and genuine. I really believe in this story. Among the better you can read in this contemporary M / M genre I feel. Looking forward to the next two parts. It will be so wonderful to follow their path towards a more open life together.
Mac's life is complicated with a lot of awful police colleagues (..they are horrible homophobes - I almost hated them), a very cute little daughter and his "real" first boyfriend, Tony. He now has several people around him to satisfy, both in his privat life and in his job. He is torn between them and all decisions on what is absolutely most important for him.
...and of course; This series is a lot adout to dare to come out from the gay-closet. It's not that easy always - you have to be brave and you need some time. ~ I'm cheering for you, Mac!
As in the first part (Life Lessons), was also this one both about Mac's private life with Tony -and his police work as a homicide detective. The crime part was really adventurous, scary and thrilling. I bit my nails... - I was so worried about Mac's little family. Very well done and well written as always.
But despite that of course I loved all the stuff about their important relationship issues best. Absolutely amazing is that this story never becomes cheesy or sugar sweet. (That alone is worth a fifth star.) Mac and Tony are not the so commonplace fantastic goodlooking über alpha men you quite often meet in M/M stories too. They are just two ordinary men with faults, defects and thousands of wonderful abilities. Thanks for two such lifelike characters, Ms. Harper!
As I said to a dear GR friend; “For me, this was so good, so perfect. There was nothing to complain about (more than Mac's nonsense, but it's the way he is ...). Once I like something, it becomes almost like I'm in love with the book and the MC's, and I maybe get a bit euphoric with handing out stars. (...)”
Not the most "steaming hot" boys who loves boys" novel perhaps, but very fine, honestly and realistically described. ~ ...and hot and steamy enough for this smut lady. A very much recommended series!
I LIKE - a favorite series - soooo good!
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I really liked first part Life Lessons as well (my review). There are also two free shorties to read between the first and second part (And To All A Good Night and Getting It Right)
5 Impressive Stars - ..offers everything: It's ordinary life, to dare to "step out", family and children, take the right decisions, desires and needs, and of course an thrilling crime drama.
Breaking Cover is the second book in the series about the tough police detective Mac and his wise lover Tony, and their "two" wonderful kids, Anna and Ben. Better than the best, I'm breathless right now.
...Two months later - For some reason, I missed to write a full review about this wonderful second part about these guys.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
What makes this series so different and good is that it feels so real and genuine. I really believe in this story. Among the better you can read in this contemporary M / M genre I feel. Looking forward to the next two parts. It will be so wonderful to follow their path towards a more open life together.
Mac's life is complicated with a lot of awful police colleagues (..they are horrible homophobes - I almost hated them), a very cute little daughter and his "real" first boyfriend, Tony. He now has several people around him to satisfy, both in his privat life and in his job. He is torn between them and all decisions on what is absolutely most important for him.
...and of course; This series is a lot adout to dare to come out from the gay-closet. It's not that easy always - you have to be brave and you need some time. ~ I'm cheering for you, Mac!
“(...) Hell, you're the only man I've ever met that I would stand in front of a judge and say I'm gay for.”
As in the first part (Life Lessons), was also this one both about Mac's private life with Tony -and his police work as a homicide detective. The crime part was really adventurous, scary and thrilling. I bit my nails... - I was so worried about Mac's little family. Very well done and well written as always.
But despite that of course I loved all the stuff about their important relationship issues best. Absolutely amazing is that this story never becomes cheesy or sugar sweet. (That alone is worth a fifth star.) Mac and Tony are not the so commonplace fantastic goodlooking über alpha men you quite often meet in M/M stories too. They are just two ordinary men with faults, defects and thousands of wonderful abilities. Thanks for two such lifelike characters, Ms. Harper!
‘He might face flack from all sides in the morning. But ha had a life, not just an existence. It was difficult, but it was real, and it was good.’
As I said to a dear GR friend; “For me, this was so good, so perfect. There was nothing to complain about (more than Mac's nonsense, but it's the way he is ...). Once I like something, it becomes almost like I'm in love with the book and the MC's, and I maybe get a bit euphoric with handing out stars. (...)”
Not the most "steaming hot" boys who loves boys" novel perhaps, but very fine, honestly and realistically described. ~ ...and hot and steamy enough for this smut lady. A very much recommended series!
I LIKE - a favorite series - soooo good!
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I really liked first part Life Lessons as well (my review). There are also two free shorties to read between the first and second part (And To All A Good Night and Getting It Right)
July 20, 2022
I quite enjoyed this second book.
I liked how Mac accepted who is, even though it came a bit too late.
Loved Tony's devotion to everyone he loves, including Mac.
The case was interesting, the steam was good and I loved the ending.
JF Harding did a great job with the audio as always.
I liked how Mac accepted who is, even though it came a bit too late.
Loved Tony's devotion to everyone he loves, including Mac.
The case was interesting, the steam was good and I loved the ending.
JF Harding did a great job with the audio as always.
May 26, 2013
Finally getting around to this fabulous series in my m/m reading addiction - Hi my name's Macky and I can't stop reading about hot men! - has got me kicking myself silly for leaving it so long. I am totally gaga for Tony and Mac, who have wormed their way into my heart...and their trials and tribulations which are totally compelling and have left me drooling for more. What I love about this series is not just the truly romantic love story that is cementing itself and strengthening over each book but the fact that Kaje also writes a damn good murder mystery, with great plot , depth and nail biting suspense.
Mac is frustrating to the point of screeching and kindle throwing but I adore the man - warts and all because under that stubborn personality is a guy who desperately wants to be loved for who and what he truly is but hasn't been able to because of the ' macho' sector he works in and the fear of retribution from his homophobic colleagues. Understandable and not just something that happens in books.
Tony is an absolute sweetie and fits with Mac perfectly, these two are soul mates and it shows, so seeing them struggle in this, was at times heartbreaking but at the same time ultra romantic when they realise that life without each other would be unbearable, making Macs' redemption' absolutely sigh worthy! Then theres Ben and Anna, the kids who are cute but not sickly sweet, solid supporting characters and a gripping ongoing thread that leaves you wanting more. I love it!
Another fast and now firm addition to my best ever m/m couples list and most favourite m/m series' . Kaje Harpers writing style ticks all my plus points and if she writes 'em , I'm definitely reading 'em!
Big smiley happy Macky because still another to read, a new one in the pipeline plus some freebies to slot inbetween.
Aren't books great!
Mac is frustrating to the point of screeching and kindle throwing but I adore the man - warts and all because under that stubborn personality is a guy who desperately wants to be loved for who and what he truly is but hasn't been able to because of the ' macho' sector he works in and the fear of retribution from his homophobic colleagues. Understandable and not just something that happens in books.
Tony is an absolute sweetie and fits with Mac perfectly, these two are soul mates and it shows, so seeing them struggle in this, was at times heartbreaking but at the same time ultra romantic when they realise that life without each other would be unbearable, making Macs' redemption' absolutely sigh worthy! Then theres Ben and Anna, the kids who are cute but not sickly sweet, solid supporting characters and a gripping ongoing thread that leaves you wanting more. I love it!
Another fast and now firm addition to my best ever m/m couples list and most favourite m/m series' . Kaje Harpers writing style ticks all my plus points and if she writes 'em , I'm definitely reading 'em!
Big smiley happy Macky because still another to read, a new one in the pipeline plus some freebies to slot inbetween.
Aren't books great!
December 3, 2022
I couldn’t put it down, despite the serial killer theme
…because yes, I’m usually not a fan of serial killer themes, especially one that targets random, unsuspecting women. I had to remind myself that first, it’s fiction, and second, it’s actually necessary for both the relationship and the character development in this book - because only something really harsh would push Mac far enough to come out of his closet.
The book starts several months (a year?) after Tony and Mac started dating, and lying to the world about Mac starts eating at Tony. Nevertheless, they have a good relationship, and I loved seeing how close (and how mature) they are.
It’s difficult to write the reviews without spoiling the plot, even though I kind of suspected pretty quickly what road is going to take after the killings started. Let it just be said that my heart broke for them, and I’ve been insanely proud of Mac when he stood up for Tony, even if it meant coming out to the world. And yes, coming out to his colleagues was every bit as shitty as he feared, but at least some stood up for him. Experiencing this level of homophobia made me so angry, especially as I suspect that it isn’t too far from reality.
After all these feelings, I think I need a break before I return to this series (even though I’ll certainly finish reading it), I need something light hearted and fluffy now.
…because yes, I’m usually not a fan of serial killer themes, especially one that targets random, unsuspecting women. I had to remind myself that first, it’s fiction, and second, it’s actually necessary for both the relationship and the character development in this book - because only something really harsh would push Mac far enough to come out of his closet.
The book starts several months (a year?) after Tony and Mac started dating, and lying to the world about Mac starts eating at Tony. Nevertheless, they have a good relationship, and I loved seeing how close (and how mature) they are.
It’s difficult to write the reviews without spoiling the plot, even though I kind of suspected pretty quickly what road is going to take after the killings started. Let it just be said that my heart broke for them, and I’ve been insanely proud of Mac when he stood up for Tony, even if it meant coming out to the world. And yes, coming out to his colleagues was every bit as shitty as he feared, but at least some stood up for him. Experiencing this level of homophobia made me so angry, especially as I suspect that it isn’t too far from reality.
After all these feelings, I think I need a break before I return to this series (even though I’ll certainly finish reading it), I need something light hearted and fluffy now.
April 15, 2013
4,5 stars for the second installment of the Life Lessons series. :)
Life Lessons ends with Tony and Mac in love but living in a closeted relationship. Breaking Cover picks up several months later. Mac is investigating the murders of two young women. A third dead woman drags Tony into the case.
Mac's and Tony's life situation is crumbling. Tony has to step up as a father to his Godson Ben and his resistance to live in the closet is getting stronger. Mac has to make hard choices. And there is Anna, Mac's daughter, who still lives with Mac's bigoted cousin. If only Mac and Tony could put their kids and themselves under one roof. But first Mac has to find the courage to come out on the job while chasing a serial killer...
The love these two men have for each other is present in every single moment. To see what they go through makes the storyline absolutely believable. Their situation feels authentic. You want them together, out and proud, as men, lovers and parents.
Absolutely awesome is the good mystery/crime/romance combination of the series. It's not a m/m romance with a little suspense to make it interesting. It feels rather like a well-wrought thriller interwoven with the right amount of romance.
Kaje Harper's writing feels authentic, her characters act absolutely true to life and I love, love, love gruffy Mac and adorable Tony, their strengths and weaknesses and their true love for each other. This book left me wanting more and I can't wait to get my hands on the third book. I can't recommend these series highly enough.
July 31, 2022
Breaking Cover is the second novel in Kaje Harper’s recently re-released Life Lessons series. Not only do the Life Lessons books have gorgeous new covers, but they’re now available in audio, beautifully performed by the amazing JF Harding! This is the continuing story of Mac and Tony, so you’ll need to listen to this series in order.
Whether you’ve taken a two week break between the stories, or it's been a few years, Kaje Harper flawlessly slips in the background facts, which makes it all seem so natural. All the details will snap vividly back into place, like no time at all has passed. Within the first chapter you’ll be all caught up.
In addition to facing one of the most intense mysteries of his career, Mac deals with some emotional challenges in his personal life in Breaking Cover. Forced to stand up to the judgment of his peers, and the scorn of his daughter's caregiver, Mac finds the courage he needs to come out. These are welcome advancements in his romance with Tony, and begin a monumental change in his relationship with his daughter. Kate Harper writes Mac a heartfelt and moving journey.
For Mac, coming out forces him to confront the bigotry and danger local kids face every day. With the help of his boyfriend Tony, they are determined to make the world as safe as possible, and help the local youth learn some important survival skills. The events in Breaking Cover are a meaningful commentary on the state in most of the USA today, and Kaje Harper leaves us with a hopeful message.
If you haven’t had the pleasure of listening to JF Harding narrate before, Kaje Harper’s Life Lessons series is the perfect opportunity. Mr. Harding’s emotional delivery packs a punch, and in addition to the exciting mysteries, the romance between Mac and Tony is one for the ages! I’m anxiously awaiting the audiobook release of the third book in the series, Home Work.
Whether you’ve taken a two week break between the stories, or it's been a few years, Kaje Harper flawlessly slips in the background facts, which makes it all seem so natural. All the details will snap vividly back into place, like no time at all has passed. Within the first chapter you’ll be all caught up.
In addition to facing one of the most intense mysteries of his career, Mac deals with some emotional challenges in his personal life in Breaking Cover. Forced to stand up to the judgment of his peers, and the scorn of his daughter's caregiver, Mac finds the courage he needs to come out. These are welcome advancements in his romance with Tony, and begin a monumental change in his relationship with his daughter. Kate Harper writes Mac a heartfelt and moving journey.
For Mac, coming out forces him to confront the bigotry and danger local kids face every day. With the help of his boyfriend Tony, they are determined to make the world as safe as possible, and help the local youth learn some important survival skills. The events in Breaking Cover are a meaningful commentary on the state in most of the USA today, and Kaje Harper leaves us with a hopeful message.
If you haven’t had the pleasure of listening to JF Harding narrate before, Kaje Harper’s Life Lessons series is the perfect opportunity. Mr. Harding’s emotional delivery packs a punch, and in addition to the exciting mysteries, the romance between Mac and Tony is one for the ages! I’m anxiously awaiting the audiobook release of the third book in the series, Home Work.
September 21, 2012
I'm so in love with Tony's and Mac's relationship and the journey it took in book 2, Breaking Cover.
I found myself actually crying during the difficult moments and smiling at my Kindle during the good times. I felt like my heart could physically feel the connection and deep need for one another between the guys. And how ADORABLE are Ben and Anna?!
It was hard reading about such deep-rooted bigotry and hate aimed towards our gay leads and knowing that, though this is a work of fiction, those exact things actually happen in the "real world". I found myself screaming "are you serious???" at the screen when I'd read about the small-minded beliefs and hateful words coming from those who supposedly "love God".
But, this is about the book...and the book was delightful. I found it a little slower throughout the middle when it focused more on the suspense and the crime/case . But the emotional build-up in the beginning and the emotional wrap-up in the ending were both so good.
Can't wait for book 3...
January 28, 2023
I really enjoyed this one, especially the serial killer story.
But I was disappointed in the relationship development and I was pissed at Mac for most of the story. I hated how he let his internalized homophobia and fear get between him and Tony.
But most of all, I hated how he let his child in the hands of such a hateful person as Brenda. I really struggle with the hatred and bigotry and sexism that comes with extremely religious people, and it made me furious here. This person is RAISING YOUR CHILD.
The damage is done, and who knows how long Anna will take to recover.
“Daddy,” Anna said. “Are you sure Jesus won’t strike down you and Tony with God’s rat, like Aunt Brenda says?”
I’m so mad. Ugh.
But I was disappointed in the relationship development and I was pissed at Mac for most of the story. I hated how he let his internalized homophobia and fear get between him and Tony.
But most of all, I hated how he let his child in the hands of such a hateful person as Brenda. I really struggle with the hatred and bigotry and sexism that comes with extremely religious people, and it made me furious here. This person is RAISING YOUR CHILD.
The damage is done, and who knows how long Anna will take to recover.
“Daddy,” Anna said. “Are you sure Jesus won’t strike down you and Tony with God’s rat, like Aunt Brenda says?”
I’m so mad. Ugh.
February 10, 2023
Still as good the second time around. I love how the relationship/character arc and were developed and intersected with the murder case and the investigation.
The narrator is still doing a great job. I don’t know if it’s only because I’m getting used to it, but it seems like his women’s and kids’ voices have gotten better.
The narrator is still doing a great job. I don’t know if it’s only because I’m getting used to it, but it seems like his women’s and kids’ voices have gotten better.
May 28, 2013
What can I say. This book hit all my plus buttons.
The killer mystery was handled well, plenty of detail without bogging the story down, with an exciting climax, but I really hope I get some payback for the two jerks in the police department. I hate to see a man in charge get away with crap just because he is the boss.
The kids were damn near perfect, and I don’t mean in that annoying way some writers have them be. No these kids acted and sounded pretty real to me. Ben especially, and I’m really looking forward to seeing them both in the next book.
Finally Mac and Tony. Tony is a wonderful guy, funny and loving and great with kids, but Mac? he really stole my heart. He managed to break it a few times too. The bathroom scene after the judge’s verdict where he is so lost, omg talk about emotional, that one sentence nearly killed me lol. So far Mac is the true heart of these stories for me. I can’t wait to read more.
My only complaint is a long standing one, too much sex. Sorry but when a stories as good as these I hate having to wade through a sex scene to get back to the real story. But that’s a purely personal peeve lol.
The killer mystery was handled well, plenty of detail without bogging the story down, with an exciting climax, but I really hope I get some payback for the two jerks in the police department. I hate to see a man in charge get away with crap just because he is the boss.
The kids were damn near perfect, and I don’t mean in that annoying way some writers have them be. No these kids acted and sounded pretty real to me. Ben especially, and I’m really looking forward to seeing them both in the next book.
Finally Mac and Tony. Tony is a wonderful guy, funny and loving and great with kids, but Mac? he really stole my heart. He managed to break it a few times too. The bathroom scene after the judge’s verdict where he is so lost, omg talk about emotional, that one sentence nearly killed me lol. So far Mac is the true heart of these stories for me. I can’t wait to read more.
My only complaint is a long standing one, too much sex. Sorry but when a stories as good as these I hate having to wade through a sex scene to get back to the real story. But that’s a purely personal peeve lol.
December 24, 2021
Re-read 1/9/18 I think I liked it even more the second time around. I'd give it six stars if I could! :)
Wow! Kaje Harper is so good. I finished this in pretty much one afternoon. I couldn’t stop reading. She is so good at creating realistic characters who feel like real people just trying to figure things out like the rest of us. She does an excellent job of balancing the romance and mystery aspects of the story, which is a delicate balance. She also has created a couple of the most realistic kids I’ve read since I started reading romance. These are not just “plot moppets” -- they seem like real kids. They’re not just there to further the plot but real characters in their own right. I don’t want to give too much away but this was a really exciting read both for the murder mystery plot and all the changes it brought to Tony and Mac’s lives. Highly recommended and now onto the next one!
Wow! Kaje Harper is so good. I finished this in pretty much one afternoon. I couldn’t stop reading. She is so good at creating realistic characters who feel like real people just trying to figure things out like the rest of us. She does an excellent job of balancing the romance and mystery aspects of the story, which is a delicate balance. She also has created a couple of the most realistic kids I’ve read since I started reading romance. These are not just “plot moppets” -- they seem like real kids. They’re not just there to further the plot but real characters in their own right. I don’t want to give too much away but this was a really exciting read both for the murder mystery plot and all the changes it brought to Tony and Mac’s lives. Highly recommended and now onto the next one!
October 26, 2022
Story and Audio - 5+++++++ Stars
April 26, 2013
IBook 2 of Life Lessons series and another chapter in Tony and Mac’s life. This was a hard time for both men. Mac is struggling with living in the closet and the fears he has of coming out. In fact it is such an issue it starts to come between them. While Tony is sure he loves Mac keeping their relationship a secret from everyone in his life is increasing difficult.
I totally loved watching their relationship grow and evolve, how they grew to depend on each other and need each other emotiionally. this story felt totally believable to me. And I really got into the crime, mystery part of this story as well, it kept me glued to this book. And of course the steam factor in this was very good, oh my my!
Obviously i know nothing about coming out and the emotions and obstacles a person has to deal with, but this felt very realistic to me. I could understand Mac’s fears and Tony’s frustrations with Mac. An excellent book!
September 7, 2022
***4.5***
This is Bk.2 in the Life Lessons series and I can unreservedly say that it’s a welcome addition along with the continued narration by J. F. Harding. I would however add that to really appreciate this volume you should read Bk.1, Life Lessons. You won’t regret it.
About a year has passed since the events in the first book and Tony & Mac have settled into a kind of half life. Tony is still a teacher and Mac continues working as a Homicide Detective. In the privacy of Tony’s apartment they’re like any other new couple, learning each other’s ticks, foibles, and contours but this discovery is only possible away from prying eyes because Mac is decidedly still in the closet and with no immediate plans for coming out. This situation cannot hold and a case lands in Mac’s lap that will change both of their lives irrevocably.
What I like best about Kaje Harper's books is that while adhering to the tropes of romance she manages to keep her stories grounded in the material reality of when & where the MC live. In this case I’m sure many readers will have issues with Mac being in the closet and Tony, despite being “out & proud”, acceding to essentially being a dirty secret. To make matters worse (or maybe it’s a logical side effect) Mac can’t even say the three magic words. It’s a lot and I appreciated the realistic depiction of a same sex couple living in this world.
The things they have in common, their sexual and emotional compatibility, what makes them a couple, are the things that keep Tony clinging to a relationship that goes against everything he’s fought against. He’s infinitely patient and accommodating to Mac’s work and frame of mind but something happens and Tony can no longer extend such largesse. Mac must make a choice and I’m happy to say he comes through in shining color when it matters.
I liked how things developed fairly organically. How Mac’s reasons for staying closeted, for having his daughter in the care of his cousin, were absolutely logical without being melodramatic. I also liked that though there are two children who are integral to the story they don’t overshadow Tony & Mac. Yes, the children are perhaps a bit idealized, but we already have enough drama to go around. It’s also worth noting that this was originally published in 2011 and it seems like the story takes place around that same time, Marriage Equality hasn’t been decided, and that reality necessarily informs the mindset of the characters. It’s almost historical!
To recap: I really liked it, loved J. F. Harding's narration, and will definitely be looking forward to the next volumes on audio.
Unimportant Niggles That Will Bother No One But Me: As I said, the book/story was originally published in 2011 and in a sense is an artifact of a certain time & place. I own copies of the 2011 publication. There’s been an effort (IMO misguided) to change some terms and even more to align with 2022 standards. It is/was unnecessary and at times just makes the story read anachronistic as the rest remains rooted in the past and the reader is pretty aware of it, i.e. Tony & Mac can’t get married in their state.
I was given a free copy of the book in exchange for an honest review.
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This is Bk.2 in the Life Lessons series and I can unreservedly say that it’s a welcome addition along with the continued narration by J. F. Harding. I would however add that to really appreciate this volume you should read Bk.1, Life Lessons. You won’t regret it.
About a year has passed since the events in the first book and Tony & Mac have settled into a kind of half life. Tony is still a teacher and Mac continues working as a Homicide Detective. In the privacy of Tony’s apartment they’re like any other new couple, learning each other’s ticks, foibles, and contours but this discovery is only possible away from prying eyes because Mac is decidedly still in the closet and with no immediate plans for coming out. This situation cannot hold and a case lands in Mac’s lap that will change both of their lives irrevocably.
What I like best about Kaje Harper's books is that while adhering to the tropes of romance she manages to keep her stories grounded in the material reality of when & where the MC live. In this case I’m sure many readers will have issues with Mac being in the closet and Tony, despite being “out & proud”, acceding to essentially being a dirty secret. To make matters worse (or maybe it’s a logical side effect) Mac can’t even say the three magic words. It’s a lot and I appreciated the realistic depiction of a same sex couple living in this world.
The things they have in common, their sexual and emotional compatibility, what makes them a couple, are the things that keep Tony clinging to a relationship that goes against everything he’s fought against. He’s infinitely patient and accommodating to Mac’s work and frame of mind but something happens and Tony can no longer extend such largesse. Mac must make a choice and I’m happy to say he comes through in shining color when it matters.
I liked how things developed fairly organically. How Mac’s reasons for staying closeted, for having his daughter in the care of his cousin, were absolutely logical without being melodramatic. I also liked that though there are two children who are integral to the story they don’t overshadow Tony & Mac. Yes, the children are perhaps a bit idealized, but we already have enough drama to go around. It’s also worth noting that this was originally published in 2011 and it seems like the story takes place around that same time, Marriage Equality hasn’t been decided, and that reality necessarily informs the mindset of the characters. It’s almost historical!
To recap: I really liked it, loved J. F. Harding's narration, and will definitely be looking forward to the next volumes on audio.
Unimportant Niggles That Will Bother No One But Me: As I said, the book/story was originally published in 2011 and in a sense is an artifact of a certain time & place. I own copies of the 2011 publication. There’s been an effort (IMO misguided) to change some terms and even more to align with 2022 standards. It is/was unnecessary and at times just makes the story read anachronistic as the rest remains rooted in the past and the reader is pretty aware of it, i.e. Tony & Mac can’t get married in their state.
I was given a free copy of the book in exchange for an honest review.
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August 13, 2011
4.5 stars
Okay, that's it, I have a new favorite M/M couple and their names are Tony and Mac *sigh*.
I definitely think that this book is better than the first book. Not because of the HEA but because it deals with Tony and Mac's relationship situation slightly more than the mystery. I'm not saying the the mystery is downplayed, especially since this time it also has a direct repercussion on Tony and Ben (a child of a friend who is practically like Tony's own). But I feel that this book is deeper in the journey of what steps the men are taking in their life, especially Mac.
The story takes time about a year after the events in book #1. Tony and Mac are practically living together although their relationship is still a secret since Mac is not out. Then several murders hit close to home and suddenly Mac must makes a decision whether he is letting Tony go or steps into the light by coming out.
I already admire Tony in book #1 for his willingness to be Mac's secret. That must not be easy, considering he has been out since teenagers. He shows maturity for his 25-years-old of age in ways that surprises me. Plus he is so good with children. I don't think that Tony is giving Mac pressure. I mean, the situation is valid and reasonable. I understand Tony's decision regarding Mac.
For me, this is mainly Mac's book. How he handles being who he is, how he handles the notion that being gay is never less then. I know that in my opinion for book #1, I said Mac and Tony's situation reminded me of Adrien and Jake from Adrien English's series. However, Mac is not as complex as Jake. In fact, I think Mac knows what he wants. He wants Tony. But at the same time, it is not easy to be out in his surrounding. He also has valid reasons for his fear. And this makes the story so, SO compelling.
I enjoy the process of Mac coming out and starting to accept who he is without thinking that he is less than everyone else. I LOVE the men's interaction with the kids -- and my, those kids are adorable *sigh*. I also enjoy the secondary characters, most notably Oliver (Mac's partner), Sabrina (Tony's best friend), and a victim named Lulu/Walter Sinclair.
The writing is fluent and it keeps my interest high ... and the best thing is this series feel like I'm in company of "real" people. How they talk, how they act. There are no sugary sweet things that make me gag. The police-procedural is well-researched.
The only reason for me not giving it 5-stars at the moment is because I feel that Ms. Harper still keeps things from making this a complete book. I still wonder about Mac's family. I also wonder what has happened with Ben. Those questions are yet answered. I hope the next book will tackle this ...
Okay, that's it, I have a new favorite M/M couple and their names are Tony and Mac *sigh*.
I definitely think that this book is better than the first book. Not because of the HEA but because it deals with Tony and Mac's relationship situation slightly more than the mystery. I'm not saying the the mystery is downplayed, especially since this time it also has a direct repercussion on Tony and Ben (a child of a friend who is practically like Tony's own). But I feel that this book is deeper in the journey of what steps the men are taking in their life, especially Mac.
The story takes time about a year after the events in book #1. Tony and Mac are practically living together although their relationship is still a secret since Mac is not out. Then several murders hit close to home and suddenly Mac must makes a decision whether he is letting Tony go or steps into the light by coming out.
I already admire Tony in book #1 for his willingness to be Mac's secret. That must not be easy, considering he has been out since teenagers. He shows maturity for his 25-years-old of age in ways that surprises me. Plus he is so good with children. I don't think that Tony is giving Mac pressure. I mean, the situation is valid and reasonable. I understand Tony's decision regarding Mac.
For me, this is mainly Mac's book. How he handles being who he is, how he handles the notion that being gay is never less then. I know that in my opinion for book #1, I said Mac and Tony's situation reminded me of Adrien and Jake from Adrien English's series. However, Mac is not as complex as Jake. In fact, I think Mac knows what he wants. He wants Tony. But at the same time, it is not easy to be out in his surrounding. He also has valid reasons for his fear. And this makes the story so, SO compelling.
I enjoy the process of Mac coming out and starting to accept who he is without thinking that he is less than everyone else. I LOVE the men's interaction with the kids -- and my, those kids are adorable *sigh*. I also enjoy the secondary characters, most notably Oliver (Mac's partner), Sabrina (Tony's best friend), and a victim named Lulu/Walter Sinclair.
The writing is fluent and it keeps my interest high ... and the best thing is this series feel like I'm in company of "real" people. How they talk, how they act. There are no sugary sweet things that make me gag. The police-procedural is well-researched.
The only reason for me not giving it 5-stars at the moment is because I feel that Ms. Harper still keeps things from making this a complete book. I still wonder about Mac's family. I also wonder what has happened with Ben. Those questions are yet answered. I hope the next book will tackle this ...
January 22, 2015
Oh, give Kaje Harper a goddam Pulitzer already, or whatever award it is that excellent fiction gets.
This book was pure brilliance on every level it touched (crime/romance/gay parenting/coming out/sex...)
Can't praise it enough. It deserves 10 stars at least!!
This book was pure brilliance on every level it touched (crime/romance/gay parenting/coming out/sex...)
Can't praise it enough. It deserves 10 stars at least!!
February 10, 2023
Ha! Just noticed that I read this exactly 10 years ago to the day. 😁
And it's just as good now as it was then. This is mystery-lite, in that there is an investigation, but it's not just about, or even really the main focus. But I do like how she approaches it. Mac's just doing his job, and he doesn't have to deal with an obnoxious amateur sleuth nosing in to help out. Even though it's summer and Tony's on school break, he's not the sleuthing type, lol. Besides, he has his own things to worry about.
I love the progression of their relationship here. Harper takes the "radical" move (at least in M/M romance circles) of having a year pass between books instead of mere days or weeks. It's just so much more realistic, and adds credence to the issues they experience here. But they talk things out, rationally and calmly. They're adults, and they act like it. It's sad that this is a refreshing change of pace of most romances out there in the M/M genre, but here we are.
I'm so proud of Mac for stepping up and making the right decisions for himself and his daughter, and Tony and Ben. I know it was difficult for him, for so many reasons, but it was also easier than he expected once done. Not that he won't have fallout at work, because some cops are idiots and shouldn't have a badge, but I know he's ready for it.
The ending with was a bit clichéd but not unbelievable. And I was glad to encounter some awesome female characters here. I forgot they existed, with all the other terrible women that Harper writes, lol.
JF Harding does a pretty great job here. Sometimes it was hard to distinguish between Tony and Mac, I wish he'd made their voices more distinguished, but he does pretty good with Ben and Anna.
And it's just as good now as it was then. This is mystery-lite, in that there is an investigation, but it's not just about, or even really the main focus. But I do like how she approaches it. Mac's just doing his job, and he doesn't have to deal with an obnoxious amateur sleuth nosing in to help out. Even though it's summer and Tony's on school break, he's not the sleuthing type, lol. Besides, he has his own things to worry about.
I love the progression of their relationship here. Harper takes the "radical" move (at least in M/M romance circles) of having a year pass between books instead of mere days or weeks. It's just so much more realistic, and adds credence to the issues they experience here. But they talk things out, rationally and calmly. They're adults, and they act like it. It's sad that this is a refreshing change of pace of most romances out there in the M/M genre, but here we are.
I'm so proud of Mac for stepping up and making the right decisions for himself and his daughter, and Tony and Ben. I know it was difficult for him, for so many reasons, but it was also easier than he expected once done. Not that he won't have fallout at work, because some cops are idiots and shouldn't have a badge, but I know he's ready for it.
The ending with was a bit clichéd but not unbelievable. And I was glad to encounter some awesome female characters here. I forgot they existed, with all the other terrible women that Harper writes, lol.
JF Harding does a pretty great job here. Sometimes it was hard to distinguish between Tony and Mac, I wish he'd made their voices more distinguished, but he does pretty good with Ben and Anna.
July 25, 2022
🎧🎧🎧 Audio Review 🎧🎧🎧
Another good narration from Mr Harding. Great choice for narrator of this series.
***Book Review 2013***
For me, a big improvement on the first book of the series, 4.5 stars and a big
from me
The writing was certainly more assured in this book, the characters more rounded and the plot once again was really good. Tony was his usual calm collected self, strong, helpful, kind and without a doubt head-over-heels in love with Mac
. Mac, on the other hand, was still having problems with coming out of that bloody closet, and when he discovered that one of the murders he was investigating involved the mother of Tony's godson Ben, it became personal. At that point, Mac and Tony had broken up due to Mac's reluctance to admit he was gay, and Tony had been named as Ben's carer after the death of his mum....unfortunately, Ben's maternal grandparents decided that they wanted to take care of Ben, although they had a major problem...the grandmother liked a drink
and was undergoing an AA programme, but for them, that was nothing compared to Ben being allowed to live with a 'faggot'!!
Eventually, Mac came through for Tony and went to court stating that Tony was a 'fit and proper' person and ought to be allowed to adopt Ben
, and 'outted' himself by admitting that he was Tony's boyfriend, but that they'd split because Tony wanted to do everything 'by the book' for Ben, and his own reluctance to come out of the closet.....of course, everyone would now know (including a few of Mac's bigoted colleagues) that he was gay.
In the background of course, we had the murderer and the on-going investigation into who he was, where he was and how the cops could catch him. A lot of Mac's legwork paid off and the net was closing in around the culprit...they found out who he was, and were playing catch-up as to where he was staying until they got a break....Enjoy!!
Another good narration from Mr Harding. Great choice for narrator of this series.
***Book Review 2013***
For me, a big improvement on the first book of the series, 4.5 stars and a big
from meThe writing was certainly more assured in this book, the characters more rounded and the plot once again was really good. Tony was his usual calm collected self, strong, helpful, kind and without a doubt head-over-heels in love with Mac
. Mac, on the other hand, was still having problems with coming out of that bloody closet, and when he discovered that one of the murders he was investigating involved the mother of Tony's godson Ben, it became personal. At that point, Mac and Tony had broken up due to Mac's reluctance to admit he was gay, and Tony had been named as Ben's carer after the death of his mum....unfortunately, Ben's maternal grandparents decided that they wanted to take care of Ben, although they had a major problem...the grandmother liked a drink and was undergoing an AA programme, but for them, that was nothing compared to Ben being allowed to live with a 'faggot'!!Eventually, Mac came through for Tony and went to court stating that Tony was a 'fit and proper' person and ought to be allowed to adopt Ben
, and 'outted' himself by admitting that he was Tony's boyfriend, but that they'd split because Tony wanted to do everything 'by the book' for Ben, and his own reluctance to come out of the closet.....of course, everyone would now know (including a few of Mac's bigoted colleagues) that he was gay.In the background of course, we had the murderer and the on-going investigation into who he was, where he was and how the cops could catch him. A lot of Mac's legwork paid off and the net was closing in around the culprit...they found out who he was, and were playing catch-up as to where he was staying until they got a break....Enjoy!!
January 2, 2020
***5 Frustration and Family Stars***
No sophomore slump here folks! This second installment was even better than the first. Breaking Cover had me falling deeper in love with Tony and Mac.
I completely understood Tony's frustrations while sympathizing with Mac's reluctance to come out of the closet. His fears were justified, and at times crippling and aggravating, but completely understandable. Tony did what he did best, he stood by Mac, pushed when needed and retreated when the situation called for it...but he never gave up hope.
"You're the only person I've ever known who really sees me, who sees all of me, and who likes what he sees."
I admired both men's strength throughout this book. My heart both broke and healed for them over the course of this second leg of their journey. Their unyielding love story has sucked me in from the get go and shows absolutely no signs of letting go.
Watching these two try to embrace the direction their lives have gone in, adjust to their relationship and become a family has been a roller coaster of a journey, but masterfully done. Kaje Harper's writing continues to show its effortlessness. I no longer feel as though I'm a reader, rather a voyeur peeking into the window of two men's lives. Tony and Mac have cemented themselves as not only one of my favorite M/M couples, but one of my favorite couples. Period.
"This, this was what he had needed for so long. Himself and Tony, one body, one rhythm, one flesh."
May 24, 2013
Breaking Cover - a very apt title as Mac's cover is now definitely blown! This book was exciting, the murder / mystery well thought out and paced while dealing with the story line of gay parenting. I really liked how this subject was dealt with illustrating that blood relations are no guarantee for a child's happiness. However, when I think about everything that poor Ben went through I would ask myself if the child would not end up eventually having permanent emotional scars and hang-ups later in life.
As for Mac he now has to be strong in his new life and identity. That although he is the tough guy cop, coming out takes more courage than you think. Dealing with people's prejudices can be a hard and cruel lesson to learn, but in the end good will out and it doesn't matter what people think. If family and friends truly love you then they will see the good in a person and anyone who doesn't see that doesn't need to be a friend.
A super read and now looking forward to what part three brings....
As for Mac he now has to be strong in his new life and identity. That although he is the tough guy cop, coming out takes more courage than you think. Dealing with people's prejudices can be a hard and cruel lesson to learn, but in the end good will out and it doesn't matter what people think. If family and friends truly love you then they will see the good in a person and anyone who doesn't see that doesn't need to be a friend.
A super read and now looking forward to what part three brings....
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