After We Were Stolen by Brooke Beyfuss is a 2022 Sourcebooks Landmark publication.
I confess I was ill prepared for the heavy nature of this book. Categorized as a mystery with a ‘cult’ setting, I still didn’t anticipate the shredding my emotions would go through.
After spending the past few months wandering through blackberry summers, beach houses, and surf and sand, my return to more serious topics was jarring. Man, this book is intense!
The plot is centered around two teens who escape a fire at the ‘compound’ they’ve been raised on. They travel alone for months living off- grid until a fateful misstep propels them into the public eye.
As it turns out, both of them had been stolen from their parents, taken and raised by cult leaders they thought were their parents. One of them, Cole/Noah, was a famous 'missing person' and was immediately returned to his birth parents, while Avery is placed in a shelter while they search for any living relatives. Both are hounded endlessly by reporters, and both find the adjustment unbearable, while law enforcement work to uncover the origins of the fire that killed the cult leaders and all the other kids on the compound.
The culture shock of being ripped from the only life one has ever known, and from the person one is closest to in the entire world, and thrust into a society full of words, places, technologies, one doesn’t understand would be terrifying, even if one is relieved to be free of their previous life.
Still, becoming the media’s latest obsession, placed under scrutiny by investigators, becoming a part of a system that means well, but can’t fully understand the conditioning or horrors one endured was like trading one kind of terror for another, and the heartbreak of seeing Avery suffer the confusion, loneliness, and uncertainty of her life is difficult to watch without feeling conflicted.
While the story is suspenseful, and there is a mystery to unravel, this is not our run of the mill detective story built around a cult. This is more of a drama than crime fiction, and it is executed to perfection, though there are a few warbles here and there.
The conclusion is a little too pat in some ways, but it works because even the fictional counterparts are willing to accept some implausibility.
In other ways, if it is a fairytale you are hoping for, this one might not give you that satisfaction. But I liked it this way better, even if it was bittersweet. Truly the sense of relief and freedom vibrating off the pages, along with the hard-earned independence left me with a feeling of triumph, despite the rushed wrap-up.
Overall, I can’t stress strongly enough that this is not a ‘thriller’ or traditional mystery/whodunit, and I’m not especially happy with the categorization of the book, despite the taut atmosphere and subject matter.
This is also a book that deals with many ‘trigger’ topics and is quite dark. While I wasn't expecting this type of story, I was very impressed this debut story. It’s a compelling, heartbreaking, engrossing story that will linger in my thoughts for a long while.
4 stars