A weak 3-star-rating. I am DNF-ing at page 56, right at Chapter 8.
This is a new-to-me author, so I feel awful about bailing before the story picks up pace, but there are too many red flags flying in my face as I read. This does not bode well for me continuing, nor wasting my time trying to force myself not to be upset by this book.
First thing is...I am getting 1) exhausted by Rom-Com books trying to write Writers Writing Romance romances... 2) bored by tedious, weak-sauce explanation of how "hard" it is for this particular writer to get out of her fog as she seems to beg every single NON-writer in her life to "write for her". Sounds like she has published enough books to make a dent but... also sounds like she wants a New York Times BestSeller that remains on the charts for 100wk, or something. 3) And upset by a writer who feels...distant from what it feels like being a writer and/or having whatever they feel is "success" and richness...eh, maybe happiness, from writing for a career. This means not having to go out and have a 2nd or even a 3rd job in order to pay rent and utilities.
I wished I believed this MC loved books, characters, storytelling and writing, but she seems to be IN SEARCH OF... a Holy Grail. She will never find it without being satisfied and happy where she already is.
For a mid-Adult novel... 28-30-ish, everyone feels like they are still in high school. And the fabricated drama from high school still manages to permeate the heroine's head and heart.
While I do not mind the Rom-Com switcheroo...like You Got Mail. Zeke, as "Cody" [online] rejecting and then ghosting was done dirty. Let's be mature ADULTS...and confront the miscommunications. And...I just walked away from Chapter 7 where Stacie, the heroine's roommate "pretended" to be her ONLINE...and struck up a NEW conversation with "Cody" [Zeke]?!?!?!?!?! when Mallory DOES NOT want a thing to do with Zeke... nor "Cody" any longer...
This type of force-fed melodrama feels... immature. And I am not going to put myself through the rest of this novel attempting to validate the messiness of COERCING Mallory into being in Zeke/Cody's life when HE was the one who did the misstep and never showed to their coffee date at the Busy Bean...
This novel could’ve been great, but this beginning was a huge pile of unwarranted messiness... from Mallory's weird chip-on-shoulder over old high school drama she cannot let go of... but yet CAN let go of "some" as she roomed with Stacie in college and apparently Stacie was a straight-up MEAN GIRL to Mallory... GO FIGURE! Picking and choosing whom and what you "let go" of and chill out about. Then this dumb way Stacie jumps onto Mallory's social media to "pretend" to be her and restarted a conversation with "Cody"/Zeke again... was beyond the pale...