***POSSIBLE SPOILERS****
‘“I like when you’re truthful with me,” he whispers, curling his finger over my ear to brush back the loose hair near my face. “When you’re real.”
“What are we doing with each other?” I whisper. It’s an honest question. Are we just hooking up, filling a need in each other? Or could we be something more to one another?
“For now, we’re dancing.”’
I really, truly wanted to love this story, so much, but there were a few issues that were really problematic for me. As a woman and as a romance reader. It’s difficult to even discuss those issues without revealing humongous spoilers, something I never want to do in a review.
Suffice to say a certain male character, his words and his actions didn’t sit well with me for half of the book. To me, they simply weren’t the responses or reactions of someone valiant or full of compassion for someone important in his life. To say anything more in-depth would give the game away.
Scotia was a terrific character, in fact for me, she was the stand out protagonist. I loved that she stayed true to her prickly personality. She was cantankerous, gossipy and full of barbs, sarcasm and truth. But that wasn’t all she was. Scotia Simmons was a woman of many- seemingly impenetrable- defence mechanisms, high walls and deep layers, and as each one was knocked down and peeled back, slowly, reverently, readers were treated to an intense, profound and complicated heroine, one you couldn’t help but admire. She’s unapologetically herself, a little salty and mean, only she tends to hide her huge heart and empathy, mostly out of fear of rejection. She tries to be better, to be more self-aware. Experiencing her personality shift, watching her love and loyalty be exposed was just wonderful. She truly is one of my favourite characters because she is so real, so raw and complex.
‘“You’re a work in progress. That doesn’t make you awful. It means you’re tryin’. There’s a difference.”’
Chet is where I had the most issue. In the beginning, he was amazing. He obviously had so much love and understanding inside of him to accomplish the things he did. He was sweet, selfless, attentive, downright sexy and most of all, he saw deep down into Scotia. Past the prickly exterior. Past the ‘society dragon’ image she had erected. About the halfway mark though, his character changed for me. Not in a good way. He was dismissive with concerns, a little too harsh and disparaging, yet unlike Scotia, Chet’s words weren’t a deflection or barrier against something, they were aimed to hurt. Time and time again. His character became harder and harder to connect with, to love. He didn’t seem like the same man from those opening chapters. Which ultimately brought down my love of this story.
The level of angst was fine, I think for me it was the type of angst that was threaded through the story, it lasted too long without resolution, just bringing waves of unease and apprehension. I didn’t enjoy it. I wanted romance, a connection and a little bit of fun to lighten the drama. The conclusion was good. How it all came to a head and how things were settled, but ultimately for me, a love story is as much about the journey, than it is about the destination.