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310 pages, Hardcover
Published September 28, 2021
"Rolling my neck, I felt the power wash over me. It was like a dark shadow that I could direct, a shadow that could raze fields and level buildings, a shadow of destruction that I could sweep wherever I wanted. I had rifles and grenades and a machine gun at my command. Mortars, rockets, or airplanes dropping bombs if I wanted. I could rain missiles down from the invisible drones. I only had to ask.
The might and power of the US military was behind me. There was no supervision, no one above me. I was twenty-four, and I walked around with the ability to wipe buildings and people off the face of the earth. All that power was intoxicating. With the radio in my backpack, I could decimate everything in sight. I felt all that power running up my neck and down into my fingertips. I flexed my hand and grinned."
“For the last seven months, all I wanted was to hear from my family. It killed me that I never got their letters. But now that I was home, I just wanted – needed – to pickle my brain with alcohol and escape from the world. I wasn’t ready to see my dad. I wasn’t ready to put on a normal face and try to pretend that I was okay.”