It was hard to get into this story. As a fan of Beverly Lewis I have to admit this is not her best book series. It has all the great Amish lifestyles that I am used to, with a few changes, like gas ranges, living within walking distance of the Englishers, telephones are not hard to find, though they are not in every home, one is in a shanty and a few businesses have them.
The story is about a young girl, Grace, who notices her mom acting strange, living the home in the middle of the night. The strange behavior culminates to a pivotal moment, night of Grace's 20th birthday, after everyone is asleep, Grace's mom Lettie, calls for a cab and leaves!
The story revolves around the painful aftermath of Lettie leaving, the scandal rocks the little Amish community. So many things happen, from Grace breaking her engagement to her Father Judah collapsing from exhaustion. Rumors about another man start floating around and the family must deal with this as well as the pain of missing Lettie, especially Grace, who now has to take over as "mom" in several ways, mostly the cooking and cleaning, but that is on top of her chores.
Also there is a English girl, Heather, who decides to spend 3 months in Amish country after finding out she has cancer. Will her search for a natural cure be found there?
Lettie travels to Ohio in search of her first love Samuel, she has something she needs to tell him and she walked away from her family to do so. It's a secret that leaves the reader stunned.
Lettie misses her family and doubts her reasons for leaving, even though she feels the need to make this journey. She comes of as someone very pained, but also very selfish, she is thinking of her pain, not the pain she left to her 4 children and her husband, who refuses to go find her because he wants her to come back on her own, because she loves him..
I am looking forward to seeing how this plays out in book two of the series