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323 pages, Paperback
First published June 17, 2021
I decided my name should be Juliet when I was 10. It took a further 17 years to let it rise from the back of my mind, where I had swiftly buried it, and become my identity. Don't ask my "real" name: it's not polite.
Changing my name was easy - a deed poll costs about £30. Changing my body is far harder.
I decided I would explore the history of trans people in the UK, from the Victorian period to the present, looking at how they interacted with politics and the law, sexology and the health service, the media and each other.
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Several of my Variations took historical events as their starting point, from a 1846 newspaper report of a cross-dresser tried for ‘frequenting the public streets for an unlawful purpose’ to Time’s influential 2014 article, ‘Transgender Tipping Point’, via the Alternative Miss World pageant in 1978 and the protest against Clause 28 in Manchester in 1988, but my desire to see someone like myself within literary culture led me to set one story in particular, ‘A Wo/Man of No Importance’, in the shadow of the Oscar Wilde trials in 1895.
For this, I created a character called Arthur – sometimes Anthea – Parr, a young writer who moves from Manchester to London to enter the circle around the fin-de-siècle art and literature journal The Yellow Book, and hold drag balls in London’s clandestine queer underground. This to me was ‘experimental’ writing in its purest sense, of testing a thesis: what if someone with an irrepressible drive to cross-dress had entered that Decadent literary scene? Such a character could bring out the scene’s proto-trans elements, such as Wilde’s obsession with the Victorian cross-dressers Boulton and Park – whose high-profile trial collapsed in 1871 when the court realised it didn’t have a watertight law under which to charge them. Or the discovery by police of quantities of women’s clothing when they arrested Alfred Taylor, who was tried alongside Wilde under the ‘gross indecency’ clause of the Criminal Law Amendment Act passed in 1885.
In my story, these became key details in a narrative driven by Parr’s determination both to write a trans/queer short story and to live it, and the conflict this brought with the Yellow Book crowd, concerned at the potential legal ramifications when the Wilde trial already put them under scrutiny. I decided, however, that while the story should be created around a character like Parr, it should not necessarily be in Parr’s voice. Instead, I made my narrator anonymous, recounting the events twenty years later in an ultimately unpublished pamphlet, raising questions about who gets to speak, and the processes by which trans voices had been silenced.
"I thought I could find a safe space in Brighton's queer scene after so many years of passing, crossing, wandering. Away from misogyny in parts of the British Asian community, racism in British Caucasian circles, and the transphobia everywhere. But it turned out to be anything but: people not bothering to say hello to me, either because I was brown, or because I was a femme trans woman who was into men, and that was counter revolutionary."
// Crossing