*MINOR SPOILING*
Like you can read this before reading, but you have been warned.
Even though this is a dutch book, and I read it in dutch, I'm going to review it English because of reasons. Some really good reasons. Or maybe not.
The book is made out of three parts. Each part is completely different from the other.
It differs from writing style, font, perspective etc.
But each part is essential to the story that's being told.
If I had to choose one part I liked the most, it would be the third as it wraps everything together in a unforeseen but yet perfectly predictable manner.
In that part, all his ramblings of the first become clear and all the little details, that I thought were unnecessary, show that they had an impact in the long run. Be it minor or mayor every sentence had a thought behind it that would be proven true, or rather hold a sarcastic tone/ joke when you finish reading. You find yourself looking up who Peter Terrin is, and if everything written was really just made up.
The book was beautiful. Slow in the beginning, as it almost bored me to tears, but it's one of those things that even when you stop you find yourself finding your way back to it.
It has a weird way of captivating you, while reading most boring of chapters and makes you curious if all the little things the main character rambles about has anything to do in the grander scheme of things. The book reflects real life beautifully, in a gruesome kind of way. You see that in one of the turning points when his daughter doesn't wake up, the worst thing Steegman could have ever imagined, and gets the most prestige prize for one of his books.
Another example would be on how we never find out what happen to Vicky, the daughter of the baker family that lived in their house before them. It feels to me like there is a story hidden there, but much how it happens in real life we never really get to find out what happens.
Everything in the book is realistically told, as it's the real life of a writer portrayed by a writer, and while I'm not a 40-year-old man with a wife and daughter, I could see myself as Steegman at times. Steegman is real, just like how T is, and how the actual writer, Peter Terrin, is. And while the lines of reality are heavily blurred, and you sometimes have to read the same paragraph multiple times to understand it, it's in its whole a true master piece.
The plot isn't revolutionary. It isn't unique or thrilling. It's rather simple, something a five year old could have thought of. And while it's that simple, I think no-one could have written it better than how Terrin wrote it. He is a master of the dutch language, or so I would like to think, and it's written in such a complex yet simple and elegant way that finding the truth within the truth is an adventure that comes out of the pages and into the lives of the readers. The writing is what makes this book a master piece of the first degree, that and the raw emotion that's poured into it that can only be injected with talent and experience on life and writing.
This piece of literature isn't easy, it isn't something you should read for the fun of reading. It isn't a piece anyone should underestimate. This book is more compelling and more mind altering that leaves you breathless at the end. That makes you turn the last page, and open the book at the first page to read again and again. This could easily be my favorite book, and maybe it is.