There is so much I want to share - I’m ACHING!!!!!!
Guess, I just need to rant a minute....
Here goes>>>>>>> LOVE ACHE LOVE ACHE LOVE ACHE LOVE ACHE ....
TEARS....I’m trying to type through tears....
I can’t express enough the impact this book has on me....GOD, I’M SOOOOOOOOOO GLAD I READ IT!
Thank you, thank you, thank you: Audur Ave Olafsdottir, Grove Atlantic, and Netgalley!!!!!! BIG TIME THANK YOU!!!!!
Perhaps it’s our pandemic, [ GRIEVING for and with our families, friends, and communities, with at ‘least’ 440,000 worldwide deaths], due to the coronavirus....
Or
The reality of racial inequality, injustice, discrimination - the need for serious police reform - [BLACK LIVES MATTER] -
Or
America’s policy issues: Conservatism vs. Progressivism,
Or
our overall health care system, concerns
Or
immigration issues
Or
our election integrity......
BUT THIS BOOK is one of the most harrowing, powerful, and imaginative books novels I’ve read this year!!!
It’s little.....thin-slim....
Great things come in small packages! It won’t take long to read....( but I admit reading parts several times)....I loved this small fry story....so I was in no rush to speed read it.
Oh, my god.... I did something I never do. At 95% done....only 5% more to read — I purposely put the book down for a few hours.
And WOW..... how did I intuitively know that was a smart move? I wasn’t expecting to feel so emotional in the last 5 percent.
Intellectually speaking..... I can say what this book covers:
It explores freedom, sexism, homophobia, misogyny, artistic fulfillment, and friendship.....
......haunted by history, piercing literary imagination......
an unassailable tribute to *hope*.....in the shadow of absurdities, layered consciousness, and harsh realities.
Olafsdottir’s sublime talent....plunges into the superficial...plunged right into my heart!
Emotionally speaking ......it goes much deeper than words.
Its ‘experientially’ felt!
I loved everything about this book....the narrative, the descriptions, the dialogue, the characters, the Icelandic atmosphere, the gorgeous prose, the emotions I’m feeling now (ache, sadness, appreciation, hope, empathy, and love)
I’m embarrassed to say this next sentence (again).....as I’ve been here before - and......
I don’t want to come off sounding like a wacky cheerleader......
but truth be told....
when a book is THIS DEAR TO MY HEART....
I WANT TO SCREAM TO MY FRIENDS....***READ IT***
The ending ZAPPED ME.....I WILL THINK ABOUT IT FOR A LONG TIME!!!
Some specifics:
.....We follow Hekla Gottskalksdottir....(in her 20’s), she wants to be a writer. The book begins in the 1940’s. .....moves into the 1960’s.
Hekla left Dalir for Reykjavik......to work ....to write. ( more backstory about her family, birth, name, parents are learned).
Iceland has many male poets...but women poets? women novelists? They are pretty much chopped liver.
Society men would prefer Hekla to raise her skirt above her knees and doll herself up, rather than wear comfy trousers. And why should it matter to others what anyone wants to wear?
.....We meet Hekla’s best ‘guy’ friend: Jon John. He’s gay. He wishes he had a real boyfriend. He also wishes to work in a costume department in a theater....designing and sewing for Shakespeare plays and other theater productions.
.....We meet Hekla’s best girl friend, Isey, ( married with one little girl; later a second girl baby is born). Isey’s husband, Lydur worries ( a little) that Hekla might be influencing Isey with too much nonsense about writing.
Jon John says:
Jon John says:
“Men only want to sleep with me when they’re drunk, they don’t want to talk afterwords and be friends. While they’re pulling up their trousers, they make you swear three times that you won’t tell anyone. They take you to the outskirts of Heidmork and you’re lucky if they drive you back into town”.
“I wish I weren’t the way I am, but I can’t change that. Men are meant to go with women. I sleep with men”.
“I don’t belong to any group,
Hekla. I am a mistake who shouldn’t have been born. He hesitates.
I can’t make sense of myself. I don’t know where I come from. This earth doesn’t belong to me. I only know what it’s like to be pressed into it”.
.....We meet Starkadur (often referred to as ‘The Poet’). He becomes Hekla’s boyfriend. He wishes to be a great writer...but can’t think of what to write.
**** All the characters were struggling with ‘something’! I cherished the many sides sides of the characters dispositions .....and learned from each of them.
.....We meet Odin....the cat 🐱
An atmospheric visual: ( a mouthful of Icelandic street names)...
I moved out of the attic room on Styrimannastigur into the attic room on Skolavordustigur”.
“ In the basement there is an upholstery store, beside which are a dairy shop and a picture framer, diagonally across from a cobbler and barber. There is also a corner shop, a dry cleaners and a toy workshop where they replace the eyes of dolls that have been damaged”.
Want to know about *Miss Iceland*? Every girls dream? Ha!
“...Miss Iceland gets a crown and sceptre, a blue Icelandic festival costume with a golden belt for the competition on Long Island, two gowns and a coat with a fur collar. She gets to stand on stage and go to nightclubs and meet famous boxers and she gets her picture in the papers”. .....
.......Hekla isn’t interested in the beauty society!
“A single sentence is more important than my body”, Hekla thinks.
Isey asks Hekla, “which do you want most, to have a boyfriend or write books?”
In Hekla’s dream world,
“the most important things would be: a sheet of paper, fountain pen and a male body.
“When we’ve finished making love, he’s welcome to ask if he can refill the fountain pen with ink for me”.
Isey says, “ Women have to choose, Hekla”.
“Both in equal measure”.
Hekla adds, “I need to be both alone and not alone”.
“That means that you are both a writer and ordinary”.
Gorgeous moments....
“The skylight has misted up in the night, a white patina of snow has formed on the windowsill. I drape the poets sweater over me, move into the kitchen to get a cloth to wipe it up. A trail of sleet streams down the glass, I traced it with my finger. Apart from the squawk of seagulls, a desolate stillness reigns over Skolavordustigur”.
A quandary....( a jealous boyfriend?)....hmmmm?.
“He stopped reading for me, he’s stop saying: Listen to this, Hekla.
“Instead he wants to know if I’ve written today. And for how long”.
“Were you writing?”
“Yes, I reply”.
“How many pages?”
“I skim through the manuscript: twelve”.
“You’ve changed so much since we met. If you’re not working, you’re writing. If you’re not writing, you’re reading. You’d drain your own veins if you ran out of ink. Sometimes I feel you only moved in with me to have a roof over your head”.
Know much about Ptarmigans? I googled a YouTube video and watched how a funny guy cooked OUT IN THE SNOW of about 9 degrees.....a ptarmigan in olive oil, garlic, onions cabbage carrots ...adding ‘the Ptarmigan’, last.
.............[a northern grouse of mountainous and arctic regions, with feathered legs and feet]
Our younger daughter worked 3 different summers in Iceland. Its where she met her husband. They live in a Canada today.
I’d love to visit Iceland 🇮🇸 ... but whether or not that ever happens...
I will always cherish this story....with an ending that made me cry!