"A dark, haunting tale of secrets, betrayal and the devastating price of revenge." —T.M. Logan, author of The Holiday and The Catch.
Lucas Findlay thinks he has struck gold when he marries Rebecca, but she married him for one reason only – to destroy him.
TRAUMA RUNS DEEP
When her past comes back to haunt her, Rebecca begins to disconnect from herself and the world around her. As secrets are unearthed, she begins to fear for her sanity… and her life.
TRUTH WILL OUT
With her world unravelling around her, Rebecca clings to her determination to make Lucas pay, whatever the cost.
FORGIVE HIS SINS
But someone must pay for the sins of the father…
A chilling page-turner from a sharp new Scottish voice.
WHAT READERS ARE SAYING ABOUT THIS DARK TALE OF REVENGE:
"Gritty and exciting, a rattling good story. A startling debut from Sharon Bairden." —Iain Maitland, author of Sweet William, Mr Todd’s Reckoning, The Scribbler….
"A dark, chilling page-turner of a debut. I couldn't put it down." —M.Sean Coleman, author of The Code and DownTime
"One of the most accomplished debuts I have ever read. Full of twists and turns and characters that jumped off the page." —Angela Marsons, author of the Detective Kim Stone series.
"A scintillating debut from an author whose writing crackles with promise." —Graham Smith, author of the Jake Boulder series.
"Authentic and raw, gritty and gripping. The depiction of unrelenting abuse is all the more powerful for happening mainly in the reader's mind; the portrait of severe mental illness as the only viable response is both harrowing and heart shattering. I yearned for this villain, for this wee soul, to find peace." —Susie Lynes, author of Valentina and The Housewarming.
"A complex web of deceit – raw, intense and emotive." —Noelle Holten, author of the Maggie Jamieson series.
"A debut of such accomplishment, heart and nuance, I'm reading with held breath and chewed nails." —Rob Parker, author of Far from the Tree and the Ben Bracken series.
Sins of The Father is Rebecca's story and opens with a chilling, heart-stopping prologue set in 2018 as Rebecca fights to wake from a nightmare, and as she opens her eyes, she realises that her waking life is as horrific as the demons that haunt her sleep.
The author then takes her readers back to Rebecca's childhood. Brought up by a single mother on a housing scheme in Glasgow, this is no fairy-tale story of growing up. As Rebecca's mother enters a slow but long and tortured decline into the darkest depths of life, surrounding herself with people who have no conscience, or empathy, or love to give, Rebecca's own life hurtles out of control too. There were times when I had to stop reading; the absolute and utter deprivation of Rebecca's life is dark and difficult to read about, more so because, although this is fiction, we are aware that things like this are happening every single day to children.
Rebecca's only friends are the voices that keep her company. A mass of shouting voices who alternate between telling her that she is worthless and unloveable, whilst at other times, they defend her and make her feel brave and out of danger. The loudest voice is that of Samantha, and it is this voice that becomes Rebecca's ally and her worst enemy. As Rebecca gets older, Samantha becomes louder and more powerful, until it's difficult to differentiate between the two.
Rebecca escapes her home, but not to safety. She's placed in the care system, where she finds everything but care. Where her suspicions about adults, and especially men are proved right.
The second part of the story finds Rebecca married, holding down a responsible position within a charity that works with the female victims of domestic violence. Her husband Lucas also works in the voluntary sector. On the outside, their marriage appears perfect, but behind closed doors there are fists, and kicks and cuts and bruises.
This is a tangled web, and a complex and eloquently written domestic noir drama. It's a thriller, but at its heart, it's a story of how humans can do the most terrible things to one another, and how their actions can create a monster. There's more than one character who commits monstrous deeds in this story, and whilst Rebecca, at times is cruel and intimidating and ruthless, the reader cannot help but remember that dirty, frightened little girl who was taken away from the only home she knew when she was just ten years old. She had no chance, but she is determined that someone will pay.
The author works in the voluntary sector and her experience shines through in her writing. She's well aware of the failings of many services, of how funding can be cut at the swipe of a pen, and how vulnerable and broken people can slip through the net. The characters in this novel are impeccably crafted; from young desolate Rebecca, to the hard-faced, totally driven and narcissistic Nicole Holten whose actions drive the ending of the story so furiously.
I am in awe of this writing, and the story. It's heart-breaking and brutal and filled with characters who are far more than they appear to be on the surface. There are twists that will stun and scenes that will leave you breathless. It's an amazing, dark story that will shock the reader. There are subjects tackled which are most often not spoken about, but it's done with such a deft and fine touch.
Tough, emotional, raw and shocking. The Sins of the Father is an outstanding read. Highly recommended from me.
The story starts off with Rebecca’s dismal upbringing. It was heart-breaking stuff seeing this young child being neglected by her mother and the levels of abuse she has to endure. When her mother dies, she ends up in the care system. Sadly this doesn’t bring poor Rebecca anymore happiness than when she was back at home.
The main stand out character for me is Jim. I thought he was a wonderful character and I instantly warmed to him. You can tell he really cares about the kids that are in his charge and he tries to do the best for them. The authors own work background I think really shines throughout the storyline to do with Jim and Rebecca’s work roles.
In the main the story focuses on Rebecca although towards the latter we see things from hers, as well as Lucas’ point of view. It’s hard to know quite what to say about Rebecca. I had empathy for her but as an adult she isn’t overly likable. What happened to her as a child has made a huge impact in the person she is today. This is a without a doubt a book you need to read for yourself to understand the darkness within it.
Sins of the Father is such an impressive debut. I was hooked from the first few pages and begrudged the times I had to put it down to get on with real life. It makes for a compulsive read with some unexpected twists along the way. The pacing was spot on and the tension was enough to keep me well and truly glued to what I was reading. An immensely dark, tense, story that messes with your head and emotions. Can’t wait for more from the author!
Well there’s “dark and disturbing” and there is this!! What a brilliantly black hearted, messed up character Rebecca is! I couldn’t believe how well this storyline flowed especially as half the time I wanted to pop it in the freezer to get away from it! The horrors that Rebecca came face to face with delivered shock after vile and heartbreaking shock and I wondered how she could survive such evil abuse. But survive she does and the way she copes will chill the bones of you. This is a wonderfully written debut novel that will mess with your head and leave you feeling slightly grubby. I can’t wait to read what comes out of Sharon Bairdens twisted mind next!
It may only be the end of March, but this book will be in my top 5 reads of 2021.
This story packs an emotional punch straight away with the prologue grabbing your attention, before it takes you back in time so that Rebecca can tell you about her younger life. And what a dark, lonely and painful young life it was too. There is no way you can read this book and not feel Rebecca's hurt.
I found Rebecca's 'other selves' really interesting, all doing battle inside her head to be the one in ultimate control. Their existence comes with consequences too, as Rebecca begins to rely on their help to get through her pain.
Later on in the book, Rebecca is married, has a nice house and a good job. Things seem to have improved for they, haven't they? Past and present collide, lies are told and secrets uncovered. As revelations were made I was shocked, as I hadn't guessed what was going to happen next.
This is a fantastically dark psychological thriller. Sins of The Father is an engrossing, and at times disturbing read, that I highly recommend.
Sins of the father. History tells a tale that is resonated through time. Children are a product of their upbringing. Children have to suffer through their parents’ misdeeds and endeavours. Often children have a nice and wholesome upbringing but more often a lot of children do not. Sins of The Father is a tale that documents a quite frank abysmal upbringing of our protagonist, Rebecca through to adulthood and the impact abuse can have on an individual. Life is anything but easy but there are factors that could significantly ease that journey.
I am a complete goner for stories like this. I love the atmosphere, the story-telling of something so basic and natural and to see the skill of it turned into something so evil and nightmarish, takes a true spinner of tales.
Sins Of The Father is beyond extraordinary.
Sins of The Father is unlike any other psychological thrillers I’ve read in recent years.
Sins of The Father has dug its own path, with blood and sweat and tears. Its freaking awesome.
This was one seriously impressive debut from Sharon Bairden. I was surprised to find out that Bairden hasn’t been doing this her entire life. Her craft is well honed and exquisite. She was able to slip into my psyche and take up residence, rent free. She has certainly taken the worst that human nature can dig up and serve it to us in a well wrapped piece of art. She can sit in the knowledge that her readers are both suitably shocked but in awe of how the author showcased the worst of humanity. The plot is in a world of its own but before I touch on that let me just state how fantastical the narrative is. It is so haunting that it is stunningly beautiful. Bairden has concocted an absolute blinder.
Rebecca has suffered horrific abuse and when her mother dies she ends up in the care system. You would think this would give her a much-needed reprieve but alas it doesn’t ease her suffering, she is still dreadfully unhappy. You can’t help but have a strong sense of empathy for her…Christ she has suffered so much, but as an adult it is difficult to have the same sense as she has developed into a character that is largely unlikable. How many times have we read newspaper articles about children that live through horrific situations, but Sins of The Father really delves deeper…looks beyond those storylines and lets us see how far and how long the abuse stays with them.
The story reminds us that there is always two sides to every story and we have perspectives from several different characters including Lucas. I enjoyed the interaction between them, but I don’t want to say much more because it is just a book that you HAVE to read to be able to become at one with the darkness. One thing it has done amazingly well is displaying the intricates of the slippery slope of human nature. Nothing is clear cut, and everything is coloured in shades of grey. This novel tackles difficult topics with a barrel of emotions and absolutely heart-breaking inspiring characters.
I couldn’t have chosen a better book to end the year on, Sins Of The Father is the debut novel from Sharon Bairden, and what a debut! It’s dark, intense, and disturbing. The book tells the story of Rebecca, a child damaged by circumstances, family and a care system that has many flaws. The horrors that young Rebecca face are harrowing, and heartbreaking, and yet unfortunately they are all to believable. Rebecca's coping mechanism for such abuse are “her voices”, they belittle her, encourage her, and taunt her, but they’re her escape from the tormented and evil world she lives in.
The book is split into two parts. The first part provides insight into Rebecca’s traumatic childhood, and in the second part we meet her as an adult. It’s here the full force of Rebecca’s damaged childhood rears its ugly head, unable to let go of the past she’s determined to get revenge on those who have hurt her the most. It’s this part of the book that takes on a far more ominous tone, there’s a sense of evil intertwining its way through the narrative.
Monsters come in many forms, which is all too clear as Rebecca’s story unfolds, each encounter reinforces her mistrust of those who should have loved and protected her. The characters the author has created are complex, flawed, and unlikable, even the ‘adult’ Rebecca leaves a lot to be desired, she’s manipulative, cruel, and ruthless. We also meet other characters who are broken, tormented, and damaged but thanks to the author’s compassionate depiction of her characters you can still empathise with them on some level, even though their life choices and behaviour leaves a lot to be desired.
The author’s style of writing is one that pulls you in, starting with the shocking prologue that leaves the reader in no doubt that Rebecca is a victim of abuse. Although some subjects touched upon are disturbing, severe mental illness, abuse and drug taking. The author gives a profound insight into such subjects whilst showing a great deal of sensitivity and empathy. Like any good psychological thriller, there are twists and turns that are well placed. Sins of the Father made for a compelling read, it’s a grim, dark tale of revenge and retribution, with complex characters, and a twisted but compelling plot. Sharon Bairden has written an accomplished and gripping debut, I can’t help but wonder how the author slept at night whilst writing this book! Highly recommend to those who enjoy a gritty, dark, haunting read.
My thoughts about Sharon Bairden’s brilliant debut thriller, The Sins Of The Father, was fantastic, a powerful story, that is split into 2 parts, that is heartbreaking, when you get to know the lead character’s past Rebecca,what she goes through when she was a child,was heartbreaking. Debut author Sharon Bairden, not only writes a hardhiting story, that deals with child abuse and revenge, it is a story that leaves you on a journey through Darkness, which was incredible.Sins Of The Father, is well written, with its suspense, that hooks you from the first page. Debut Author Sharon Bairden, is a rising star in crime fiction. What I loved about the book, was how the author manages, to keep you on the edge of your seat, with its unique story, that you fall in love with the characters,that blows you away, the main thing I liked about the story, was how sharon writes the story into 2 parts showing Rebecca’s past and present, was just mindblowing As for the characters, I mostly loved, were Rebecca’s, who I thought was just an amazing character, Jim’s character was brilliant, the other character, who I thought was really good, was Lucas Findlay’s character, that was brilliantly portrayed. Sins Of The Father, is not just a incredible debut, but its also one of the stand out thrillers, of the year. Take a bow Sharon, your book is, truly a well deserved winner, of best debut of the year.I’ll be kicking myself,if this outstanding thriller,does not get nominated. Highly recommended. Author Sharon Bairden, is one to watch out for. 💥💥💥💥💥⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
I have had this book on pre-order since June and have been excited to read it ever since, it received and incredible hype on social media which only added to my excitement and NOW it’s time for me to share with you all why!!
Well, this debut was INCREDIBLE. It’s probably the best debut I have ever read. It had me hooked from the dark and twisted prologue and didn’t let me go until the very end.
This book was filled with strong and well written characters who I couldn’t help but love, yes I liked them all in their own little way but hated some of them in another.
The main theme in this book is abuse and mental health, it is incredibly dark and definitely keeps you on the edge of your seat but there was quite a lot of the time where I felt sadness wash over me. They were all damaged in their own way, regardless of their wrong-doings and I really felt their pain. This book was just bloody brilliant.
I can see this book soaring high and rising the charts, what an amazing start to a new career and I am so excited to see what the author brings next.
The premise for this title is good and the book is very well written. The psychology of the characters is well researched as is the work of social services and the police. The characters motives, desires, thoughts, and behaviours are all spot on and make perfect sense compared to their familial history, psychopathology, and life experiences/adversity. If you can ignore the many coincidences in the second half that force you to suspend your disbelief this makes for a cracking read.
What an absolute cracker of a debut novel. The characters just draw you in. The novel is gritty, tense and a fabulous page turner. A new author for me. Can't wait to read more from this author .
“The Sins of the Father are to be laid upon the Children” – William Shakespeare, The Merchant of Venice
Lucas Findlay thinks he has struck gold when he marries Rebecca, but she married him for one reason only – to destroy him.
TRAUMA RUNS DEEP When her past comes back to haunt her, Rebecca begins to disconnect from herself and the world around her. As secrets are unearthed, she begins to fear for her sanity… and her life.
TRUTH WILL OUT With her world unravelling around her, Rebecca clings to her determination to make Lucas pay, whatever the cost.
FORGIVE HIS SINS But someone must pay for the sins of the father…
This really is a harrowing reading experience. It touches on every fallen part of human nature. Be warned this not an easy read. It draws upon Abuse, Mental Health, Sexual Assault, Graphic Violence, Explicit Illicit Substance Misuse explained and Trauma amongst other things. However, I did enjoy it and appreciated how well it was written. I think for a debut this author should be put up for an award, absolutely fantastic!
The authors understanding and recognition of what takes place in the home of a damaged child is clear. It is a world thankfully some of us and our children will never experience and an environment some of us do not work in. I do and the way it is vividly put down on paper brings to the forefront a sadness and a reality that is all to familiar. The events that lead up to the access of the Social Care system in the UK are expertly explained and the Protagonist has clearly gone through hell.
An abusive Mother and friends of is all to common place in our society. Unfortunately, it is all well covered up. I absolutely salute the author for creating an awareness of the state of the Social Care system and what sadly happens within it. That is not to say that there are not angels and saviours that are placed within it because there 100% are!
The story itself I think is so well plotted and extremely clever. To go from what would seem a story about a traumatised and damaged child to a story that has twists and turns and secrets. Again, even though a debutant, someone you can learn from if you want to write.
Readers will feel for the child and I can validate those feelings. They will find the adult unbearable, however; please recognise that adults who may behave this way are in the majority a product of their environment. I have worked with and seen many who turn out a certain way and people are uncertain why, however; there is always a reason and for Rebecca she is the way she is because people did not nurture her in the way that they should of. I do not want to share too much without spoiling the story, but seriously this is one great read.
The characters were real in my eyes. I have met many of them in my time. I think that they way they have been thought about and crafted has taken incredible genius.
I absolutely recommend this tremendously dark and gritty tale to you all. And I sincerely hope the author has more stories up the shadowy recesses of her sleeve. I hope a series of some sort?
A really good debut.It's hard to believe that this is the author's first book.This is extremly well written novel with exceptional and realistic depiction of mental illness, abuse and trauma.Characters are almost all unlikeable but their bacgrounds and histories so well written that with every one of them you feel some type of connection and sympathy.Only thing that bothered me throughout the whole book was that it was utterly predictable.I guessed every twist well before the ending.It was too obvious and simple to connect all the dots and agendas behind every character's behavior.That said this was a pretty good debut read!
This book is getting rave reviews for a debut and I bought it on the recommendation of friends but sadly it just didn’t live up to the hype. It’s not especially well written - amateurish at best: full of clichés and exhausted metaphors. Plus, the overuse of “you bitch” gets very annoying. And surely no self respecting writer would ever have a character spitting out the words “I am going to make you pay” ... it makes them sound like a bad knock off copy of the Mitchell Brothers. And don’t get me started on the “Daddy” part!
To be fair, it starts off ok, and draws you in with a strong initial premise but the “twists” for which it’s being acclaimed, are ridiculously implausible. I did like the parallel narrative structure but it’s not established enough to be effective. The entire revenge plot is completely contrived (the characters’ motivations stretch credibility to breaking point) and the female characterisation suggests the author is not a woman’s woman - the writing lacks any genuine compassion for the victims of abuse, and reduces them into one dimensional seething machines, filled with hate, solely fixed on revenge or self-flagellation. Overall, the plot lacks nuance and subtlety.
But you read it quickly? Yes - because I was committed to it and needed to get it done. And the incredulity at the twists kept me turning the page to see what ridiculous plot twist would come next!!
Disappointing. I won’t be rushing to buy the next one.
The strap line says disturbing and boy, is it disturbing! A very tough read particularly at the beginning when you’re not spared the miserable life of young Rebecca. As the book goes on it gets easier and you do want to know where it ends up. It’s hard to feel empathy with any of the main characters and I think it could’ve benefited from one of the main characters having no connection to the past as I found that perhaps one connection too many. Having said that it’s a gripping story, and you won’t put it down until you know how it’s going to end. I’m very clear however that I never want anyone from Glasgow’s social work department or it’s third sector partners getting involved with my family......gulp!
An interesting start to the book. I am loving the way that she writes as well as how it seems that someone is multiple personalities.
It has such a great character and the main character seems to believe that's it the others who are in her mind are the ones responsive for her bad behaviour.
This book just gives me the goosebumps as it deals with psychology and the traumas that can happen. It is great to see in a book to see that psychology isn't dumbed down for those unfamiliar with terms and other issues that come from that field. I really love the main character as well who is so screwed up by many issues.
While viewing this at first you deal with a horrific life as a young girl who is abused and neglected. When her only parent dies she is out into care. That doesn't help matters any as it seems that Rebecca is already really broken.
Having taken a bit of psychology in college I really find myself remembering my studies and find that I remember a lot more than I thought I would. I find this book horrific but at the same time strangely enthralling.
This is a book that you can't rush reading as it is one that makes you think. The subject matter is not easy which is also why you need to read it slower.
This author definitely goes into the warped category. I was really looking forward to this book and I wasn't disappointed this definitely is my debut author of the year
Yowzers! This book is dark; if it was a Pantone it would definitely be Vantablack. Of course just looking at the absolutely stunning but disturbingly dark cover, it doesn't claim to be anything other than dark.
Sharon Bairden is a well-known established book blogger and now she has a foot in both camps as a debut author. I have to say that her writing is very accomplished for a debut author and I was very impressed. The storyline itself is so harrowing and Sharon's expressive writing brings it further to life, not only making my skin crawl but making me feel like I needed a shower at the end of certain chapters.
I don't want to say too much about the plot other than what is in the blurb but Rebecca sure is determined to destroy Lucas, her husband. I was really torn in my feelings for the main characters: can you ever really feel sorry for a monster? There are always two sides to every story but once you're set on revenge, there's no going back.
It's always fun to see characters named after people you know, albeit virtually, and it was really nice to see Sharon Bairden paying homage to her friends by naming characters after them; it's like a who's who of A-List book bloggers.
Sins of the Father is a brilliant debut; it's an uncomfortable read with a dark and twisty plot that sent shivers down my spine. Well done, Sharon!
I chose to read an ARC and this is my honest and unbiased opinion.
Whoa, where to begin? Over the years I've seen a lot of books being called the next 'Gone Girl', but very few have lived up to the hype. Sharon Bairden actually takes it a notch higher than Gone Girl. Her characters are dark, wicked and utterly compelling. I couldn't put this book down. Not only does Bairden achieve her goal of penning a fast-paced thriller, she also manages to show us just how far a human being can go in desperate circumstances. This book will make you rethink everything you know about human psychology. Deliciously dark and twisted, this book delivers on its promise of being a compulsive read and then some more. Sharon Bairden is a master storyteller and I cannot wait to read more books from her. A solid 5 star rating from me!
**TW** This book contains details of sexual, physical and emotional assault, abuse of drugs, murder, child neglection and mental health. If a sensitive reader this book is not at all suited for you.
📖The Sins of the Father is a dark compelling tale featuring young Rebecca and adult Rebecca.
Young Rebecca's life started off okay? But then people started coming into her life, her mother began mixing with the wrong crowds and Rebecca ended up being the price. Facing neglection from her mother as well as physical, mental and sexual assault, Rebecca's childhood is officially terrible. This is when she begins to hear the voices in her head. She's no longer alone.
Upon the death of her mother, Rebecca is moved into care. This doesn't go well either. Rebecca trusts no one, especially not men.
Moving into adulthood, Rebecca is married and living with her husband. Life seems perfect for this couple... Except when doors are closed fists are out and bruises appear. Rebecca is certain about one thing, she cannot trust men.
Sharon Bairden has written a masterpiece worth reading. It's dark, raw and opens the eyes of the readers to the world around them. Sharon's book is going places, I can see it. She talks of something that happens in today's world, something in which some people pretend not to notice. Please never turn a blind eye to something, go with your gut, help people. If you spot signs of abuse, use your voice for those who can't.
The Sins of the Father is a dark, gut-wrenching and compelling tale following the life of a young girl as she sprouts into adulthood, all the while fighting to survive her demons, both the ones within and the ones around her.
Would highly recommend reading to those who are able to do so! This book is so worth the read.
I can't believe this is the author's debut! Was hooked from the very start of this fast paced and hard hitting thriller set in Glasgow about abuse, it's impact and revenge.
In SINS OF THE FATHER we follow Rebecca from a young age, as she suffers neglect and abuse, goes into the care system, and eventually grows into a damaged young woman. You get the feeling early on that she isn't going to be the forgiving type!
Although the book deals with difficult subjects, it does so without ever getting bogged down or becoming maudlin. The writing is sharp and pacey. The web of characters becomes ever more intriguing as the book progresses. This is a great read and a gripping psychological thriller. Looking forward to more from Sharon Bairden.
Holy f*** that prologue is messed up!!!! What a cracking opening!!! Once I read the start to this debut, I knew I was in for a treat… little did I know how dark and twisted Sharon Bairden had made her debut! Bejeezus!!!!!!
Bairden got her leading lady just right. This fictional woman is seriously manipulative. The portrayal of Rebecca made me question everything that happened. The story made me think and wonder as to the possibilities of what could happen next. And this is just the start of Bairden’s writing career!!!
Sins Of The Father is brilliant. The characters, I didn’t exactly identify or like them but that’s not a bad thing. They’re all battered in some way by what is/was going on around them. Some I wanted to hug, one I really wanted to slap… HARD!!
As I read through Sins Of The Father, I feel rather unnerved, bit like being led in the dark by someone else blindfolded. But unnerving is good, that’s the way I like my psych-thrillers! I found the beginning a little slow but it worked …. it added to the unnerving feeling I had.
Bairden had crafted one hell of a debut novel. If this is the standard she can put out for book 1, what the hell is book 2 going to be like??! This debut Scottish author has hit the crime fiction world with a bang. She’s definitely one to watch!!
Someone once said The maltreated child cries 'I hurt ' , but unheard or unheeded, that cry becomes prophecy...And In Sons of The Father ..this story will hit you deep in your ribcage ...A Cloying , Shattering read ..A Powerful Impressive Debut ....
If you are looking for a dark and twisted read then this could well be right up your street. I always thought the author was a lovely person but her love of dark thrillers is almost brutally on display here, with a story which involves some very harrowing themes and protagonists I found myself completely torn over. It's a startling debut and one that really hits hard right from the start.
This is, essentially, the story of Rebecca. We first meet her properly as a young child, although. I'd say it is only young in age. What she endures and experiences is the kind of thing that sees children age must faster than their years, and it would take a hard heart not to be moved by the depravity in which she is found or the circumstances that lead to the very chilling opener to this book. Nothing in the book is overly graphic in terms of detail, however there is no doubting the abuse that Rebecca suffers, at the hands of family as well as strangers, and so people who are easily triggered or upset by child abuse may wish to exercise caution. Told in Rebecca's voice, it adds a layer of emotion to the story, but also a strange kind of detachment. There is a hint of the adult Rebecca will be come, a defensiveness, which manifests itself in alarming ways. But there are many ways in which the body and protects itself from violence, and it is very much the mind that becomes a focus throughout the novel.
Sharon Bairden has taken a very complex and emotional subject matter and handled it with sensitivity, but still created the kind of drama and tension that is necessary for a psychological thriller. Rebecca suffers from psychological issues which feed into the narrative in both the past and the present. It is a believable account, the way in which the recriminations for Rebecca are not only experienced in the real world, but also inside her head. The way in which he mind plays tricks on her, makes her believe she is at fault, that she is deserving of the pain she suffers ... It is something many will identify with, whether or not they have suffered in the same way. It's a form of protection but also self destruction, and it is compelling to watch it play out on the page.
This is really a story of two halves, You have the before - Rebecca's childhood - where the scene is set and the reasons for all that is to come are laid out. These are very dark scenes, hard to read at times, but important. The second half of the book is where the fun begins. If you can really call it fun ... This is where Rebecca tries to seek vengeance, to gain retribution for all that she suffered as a child. She has her sights set on the perfect victim, even if they don't know it. But there is a catch, and almighty twist, which may catch you unawares. Nothing in this part of the story is necessarily hidden , we are always aware of what is happening and why. In some ways I'd perhaps have liked a little more subterfuge here, but knowing the who and fairly swiftly the why, doesn't detract from the story.
Character wise, this was a strange one for me. I had sympathy for Rebecca, and I could understand how she came to be the way she was, particularly as a child and later teenager. But I never really grew to like her, and if you read the book you'll understand why. I was intrigued, I wanted to know if her plans would succeed, she deserved a little revenge after all. And the other characters did little to garner my sympathy of affection either. And yet I wanted to read on which should say something about the strength and the pull of the story. I'd have liked to see the end of the story taken a little further. There is a lot of time spent in establishing the backstory and the revenge elements, that the resolution seemed almost too quick. Is it wrong that I'd like to see people suffer more? Maybe, maybe not, but there were certain elements revealed towards the end that I'd like to have explored further. For me it could have made the ending, already shocking and jaw dropping enough, even more impactful.
A dark and twisted debut and definitely one which makes a heck of an impact. I'm really looking forward to seeing what Sharon Bariden has to offer us in the future. With book two just around the corner, we've not got long to wait.
Today is my stop on the blog tour for 𝘚𝘐𝘕𝘚 𝘖𝘍 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘍𝘈𝘛𝘏𝘌𝘙 by Sharon Bairden. Thank you to Meggy and Red Dog Press for sending me a copy of the book and for having me along on the tour. - I'm going to start with some Trigger Warnings for this book. It contains themes of physical, mental and sexual abuse (child and domestic), self harm, mental illness and violence. If you have a history of these things or have trouble with them/are a survivor of them please proceed with extreme caution with this book. - '𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘯.' 𝘐 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵, 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺, 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘣𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦. - The book itself is split into two parts, portraying our main characters as young children in Part 1, and as adults in Part 2. Both sections include references to abuse, self-harm and violence, but Part 1 is particularly raw and visceral in it's portrayal of Rebecca's life. It's incredibly important to acknowledge that the depiction of life for the main characters here is reality for some people, and Bairden does an incredible job of making it feel real for the reader. - 𝘕𝘰𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢 𝘸𝘦𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘦𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴, 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧. - Notably, Bairden also portrays Dissociative Identity Disorder in a realistic way in terms of Rebecca's internal dialogue. I think anyone who has had someone close to them with this particular diagnosis, or even with a diagnosis of Scizophrenia, will recognise the accuracies of certain elements that are illustrated for the reader. - 𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯? 𝘏𝘰𝘸 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳, 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦? - The book feels like a mixture of literary fiction as well as crime/thriller. The start, particularly, is very fast-paced yet inwardly reflective. As the book evolves into Part 2, the crime and thriller elements really come to the fore. The plot is complex and well-executed, with several twists throughout. - 𝘙𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘤𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘰𝘯, 𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘶𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳. - Several characters in the book are driven by a desire for revenge for what happened to them when they were children. I think it's important to acknowledge that while individuals like this do exist, the drive for revenge in this way isn't solely driven by events that have happened to them. After all, plenty of people survive abusive childhoods, and through therapy and recognising that they have a responsibility for their own lives in adulthood, they are able to live 'normal' lives. Everyone has internal demons regardless of their lived experiences. However, it is generally acknowledged that most psychopaths do also come from broken homes and many have experiences that contribute to shaping who they are. They also have a great deal of entitlement though, which I think is reflected well through Rebecca's internal struggles, particularly in relation to Samantha. - 𝘐𝘧 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘦 𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘦𝘥, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘥𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘨𝘦. - I think anyone who likes a gritty, emotional, psychological thriller will probably enjoy this book.
The stunning cover and chilling blurb leave little room for doubt that Sins of the Father is a dark, harrowing read. Nevertheless, I think it's still worth reiterating that there are some difficult themes explored here, particularly child sex abuse and so there will be some people who understandably find it too traumatic to read. That said, while the abuse is never sanitised, it's not described graphically or gratuitously and it's evident throughout that Sharon Bairden's intent is to examine the enduring psychological trauma inflicted on the victims of these despicable crimes. The first part of the book is desperately bleak as it follows young Rebecca, a child whose mother's descent into addiction is followed by her own traumatic unravelling – both physically and mentally – as the men who first preyed on her mum's needs turn their attention to her. It is obvious what is happening to Rebecca, including what her mind is doing as some sort of wretched, drastic coping mechanism and it's deeply upsetting to understand what this poor child is going through. As she enters the care system, she experiences the worst of the people who work within it as well as those whose intentions are kind and honourable. However, this isn't a book which glosses over the affect of abuse and Sharon Bairden vividly portrays just how damaged Rebecca is by the violence and neglect she has suffered. Part two is set several years later when Rebecca is an adult, now working in the third sector. To the outside world, it would seem as if she has turned her life around; she is well-respected in her job, married to a man who works in a similar field and they share a beautiful home. However, it is immediately revealed to the reader that appearances can be deceptive and what goes on behind closed doors is dark and shocking. These chapters starkly continue the overarching depiction of mental health trauma but with the introduction of other characters, whose storylines are also featured as they intersect with one another, this also becomes a twisted, disturbing tale of bitter revenge. It's difficult to call any of the main characters likeable; they are all so utterly consumed by what they have seen, done or failed to act upon but as past and present collide, I felt this was a raw and honest recognition of how lives and minds are torn apart by abuse. Rather than presenting her victims as bowdlerised versions of themselves, Sharon Bairden allows them to be tormented and vengeful. This is a work of fiction, of course, and so there is inevitably some dramatic license when it comes to coincidences but I felt the authenticity comes through the characterisation rather than the situation they are in so it worked for me. I guessed some of the revelations but I wasn't disappointed because the clues are there and as the novel reaches its conclusion, the narrative becomes increasingly chaotic, with an ending which means I'd be more inclined to describe Sins of the Father as psychological noir rather than a flat-out thriller. It perhaps seems distasteful to state a book like this is enjoyable, so instead I'll say that it's a compellingly intense, gritty read and I have no hesitation in recommending it. I look forward to reading more from this talented new voice in crime fiction.
Now I knew Sharon liked her crime fiction dark. And I heard her read the prologue of Sins of the Father at Bute Noir last year and it was... dark. But that didn't prepare me for just how dark things were going to get. Please don't be put off by this - Sins of the Father is an amazing book which I absolutely loved, but it's not an easy read and covers some difficult issues.
At the centre of the story is Rebecca who we meet at various different ages, starting when she is ten years old. Her father is absent and in recent years her mother's care of her has declined to the point of neglect as she brings a trail of unsavoury 'uncles' into their now filthy home. During this time Rebecca can turn to no one except the voices emerging in her head, particularly the loudest of these, Samantha. After a particularly awful incident Rebecca enters the care system but life doesn't get much easier for her.
But we meet Rebecca some years later, grown up and successful, working in a charity for victims of abuse in the East end of Glasgow and married to Lucas who works elsewhere in the third sector. On the outside they appear to have a perfect marriage but all is definitely not as it seems. Rebecca has plans but can't shake the feeling that someone is watching her...
I mentioned the prologue above. We're in Rebecca's head and it's a wild, vivid and terrifying ride. The descriptive writing grabs you and pull you right in and it ends with a total OMG moment.
The early part of the book is written entirely from Rebecca's point of view and it's utterly heartbreaking. The storytelling is detailed and descriptive and it was easy to imagine the terrible conditions in which Rebecca finds herself, the things she has to do and the damage they cause her.
The second part of the book is told from several points of view, mainly Rebecca's but also from husband Lucas's and one or two others, and it seems all of them have secrets. We learn more about all the central characters as the story moves on and, to be honest, none of them are terribly likeable, but they are all wonderfully drawn. I could picture them all. And there is a vulnerability, about Rebecca that makes it impossible for the reader not to care about her. The tension rises as the story progresses and things start to unravel with a couple of big surprises along the way.
As I may have already mentioned Sins of the Father is very dark and touches on some difficult subjects which might mean this isn't for everyone. But I would encourage you to try it as it's also descriptive, vivid, heartbreaking, haunting and beautifully written. A bold, confident and stunning debut.
A powerful and compelling novel which explores childhood trauma.
Some spoilers follow, especially for the first part of the novel.
The story begins with a heart-stopping prologue in which the main character, Rebecca, wakes up from what is clearly a recurrent nightmare to discover she has been sleeping next to a dead man...
Part One is narrated by sixteen year old Rebecca, who tells us the story of her childhood. It's an unusual structure for the novel, and this first third constitutes what would usually be considered backstory. As a reader, I am impatiently longing to discover what is happening in the prologue - who is the dead man, how did he die?
Soon I am drawn in by Bairden's skill as she evokes Rebecca's childhood, marred by poverty and abandonment and abuse piled on abuse. It's painful reading, as so often the young Rebecca is let down by those who are supposed to protect her - the father who abandoned her at birth, her mother who allowed, encouraged her abuse, the social worker who looked the other way, an abusive foster family. And yet we see evidence of Rebecca's resilience, and at the end of the first part she has been helped by a good psychiatrist, and has real hope for the future.
Part Two takes us back to a time shortly before the Prologue. Now grown up, Rebecca has a job, and a husband, and would seem to be a survivor. Only we very quickly learn that beneath the surface, there are more sinister things going on. She's abusing her husband, who is the son of her abuser. She is being tormented by silent phone calls. Her life is unravelling.
There are so many vividly drawn characters in this novel. As well as Rebecca, we get to see the dark past of her husband Lucas, the misery and despair of the social worker, Jim, and the confusion, pain and anger of Nicole. None of them can be seen as wholly good or bad and they all do terrible things, and yet Bairden's compassionate writing allows us to empathise with all these broken souls.
This is a story with darkness at its heart, and there are many twists and turns to torment and delight lovers of crime fiction.
The revenge story is one of my favourite genres, and this is a truly outstanding contribution.
4-4.5* In this well written and powerful story of Rebecca, the main character, along with Lucas, Jim and Nicole. We have a book which writes of abuse, mental health, social care, life in a Glasgow estate controlled by fear, violence and drugs.
The first part of the book centres around Rebecca’s childhood. It is a heartbreaking and traumatic story of a child from a single parent family and what she suffers as a result of her mothers inability to cope with the issues which befall her. Though not, at first, for the want of trying. Her life spirals out of control the options seem few as she gets caught up with drugs and all that entails. Rebecca is caught in her mother’s desperation in ways no child should ever be but so often are. Here we read of the loss, abuse that Rebecca suffers and how she deals with it. We first read of Jim here as he is allocated as her social worker.
The second part follows Rebecca as she becomes more independent and devises a plan to take revenge on those she sees as responsible for what happened. Rebecca has become a well educated and admired professional in the voluntary sector working for and with women in abusive relationships. She is married to Lucas. It seems as though she has managed to make a good life for herself but all is not what it seems. The story twists and turns as we learn what Rebecca is doing. Jim re-enters Rebecca’s life. Rebecca has a feeling of being watched and that someone has been in the house. Lucas has a secret he wants to keep from Rebecca, from everyone. Nicole works with Jim, who is becoming heavily reliant on alcohol, but knows much more about him, Lucas and Rebecca than they could imagine and she has her own agenda on what needs to be done to elicit revenge.
This is a dark tale not necessarily for the faint hearted. Sharon Bairden obviously knows and understands the subjects she deals with in the storyline and writes with authenticity and confidence. She has written a story which brings to light the issues around abuse and resulting mental health issues which is noteworthy and then puts a spin on the story which makes it even darker. This is an accomplished and gripping read. Well worth reading.