3.5 stars
Death of a Rebel is the story of Phil Ochs life, times, beliefs, and dreams. Phil Ochs was a songwriter and protest singer that was banned and blacklisted for most of his career. One of Phil’s most famous songs was “I ain’t marching anymore.” Phil Ochs marched to the beat of his own drum. He was a nut but an interesting nut who lived life on his terms.
I first discovered Phil Ochs when I heard the song – “Here’s to the state of Mississippi.” I was moved by it so much that it inspired me to read this book today. Phil was part of the early New York folk scene in the early 60s and befriended many famous musicians of that era, including Bob Dylan. Like Dylan, Phil wrote his own material. He never made it to television or played at Woodstock or had huge concerts, but he seemed to have a loyal following. There was a rise and fall with him, and it seemed that the rise of rock music, and the fall of radical politics metaphorically was also a downfall of Phil’s career.
The way the author Marc Eliot portrays Phil in the book is kind of confusing. It hasn't really integrated an overall view, in particular Phil's drive for success as opposed to his very real idealism for the causes he supported. In the 1970s, it became still harder for Phil to reconcile the ongoing struggle for social reform with his desire to be a star.
Phil went on many brave adventures. He went down to the Jim Crow south in the 1960s to protest for civil rights. He was in Chicago during the infamous 1968 Democratic convention He went to Chile in the 1970s and met singer-songwriter-political activist, Victor Jara, before he was murdered by the Pinochet government. Phil idolized Elvis and wanted to be the Elvis of the working class. Elvis Guevara, the ultimate mixed metaphor that was Phil’s splattered rebellious soul.
He also was an alcoholic that had been in countless accidents due to his drinking. He never asked for help or admitted that he had a problem according to Eliot. It's a little disturbing to read what a jerk Phil was a lot of the time... except maybe when he was singing. He also had a serious problem with women. He had a thing for prostitutes and never seemed to keep a loving relationship going for a long time. It's quite apparent that he suffered from legitimate mental illness worsened by alcohol.
Later in Phil’s career he engaged in a lot of narcistic behavior. He would perform in a gold suit from Elvis’s costumer, Nudie Cohn. He also refused to be called Phil Ochs anymore and wanted to be called John Train. His alcoholism and mental illness made him look like a sick, thoughtless person. He never got clean, had a poor diet, didn’t exercise, and had bad hygiene. Eliot portrayed him often as a bum, but somehow seemed to have a lot of friends in spite of it.
Not uncommon for a lot of activists, he cared more about causes than any individual people including his brother, father, ex-wife, and daughter. It was never strongly explained why he cared about these causes other than the song lyrics. Phil’s apparent suicide also symbolized the death of the student movement. It can also be that his failing career caused him to drink himself to death. There was also an FBI file on Phil as thick as the Manhattan phone book. He was labeled a communist by the FBI from 1963 till his death. Who can judge anyone on what that can do to a person. Phil was a victim of the “Lenny Bruce syndrome,” a talent that seemed unlimited somehow twisted into one more narcissistic psychotic on a death trip from which nothing and no one could have saved him.
Death of a Rebel was originally published in 1979. The revised edition I read released in 1995 included records of all the FBI surveillance that Phil was under. I understand the Ochs family was not happy with Eliot’s first edition. More interesting to me, and what improved the reading experience for me is the Afterward to this Edition which covers 20 pages of updates, revisions, and final thoughts about Phil’s life -15 years later from the original publication and 18 years after Phil’s suicide. I wish the entire book was written like the last 20 pages, but I credit Marc Eliot for writing this.