Doug Beattie won me over from the very first moment with his smart and honest Preface, in which he not only tells us that he originally wrote this book for himself and his family (in other words, he couldn't care less what we all think), but with the same breath welcomes us to criticise him and his book, because "it was my choice to open up my life to scrutiny."
Oh, Mr. Beattie, who are you and where have you been these past decades? Don't you know that in the age of the internet, where marriages are made via facebook and politics via twitter, nobody takes responsibility like that anymore?
But, I for one, think the world would be a much more enjoyable place if anyone thought like that, and so I realized I liked Doug Beattie then and there. And with every sentence of "An Ordinary Soldier" that I read from there on, I would only like him more.
See, Beattie, unlike many of the others whose books I've read, is not only a career soldier, he is a late entry officer with more than twenty years of experience, who is stuck with training young recruits, when he is sent to Afghanistan shortly before his retirement. While originally send there for some in-the-field-office-job, he suddenly finds himself in the thick of things. And by that I mean he practically takes fire every day, which is apparently, even in Afghanistan, kind of unusual.
Beattie, despite his age, has a rather limited battlefield experience, but because of his age, all the more life experience, and it is that which makes his writing so special. He is not a teenager out to kill people in the breaks between Hustler and his gameboy, or a twenty-year old responsible for leading men into battle when he barely knows what to do with his own life.
Beattie is a husband, a father, and someone who knows quite well what he wants from life. And because of this, his way of looking at things, of describing his experiences, is different. I wish I knew how, but it is hard to describe. I could say "more honest", but others seemed honest, too. More human doesn't fit either, because most people's accounts were very human, and Beattie's is certainly among the top. I think what fits best is more heartfelt. From all the stories I read, I could relate to Beattie the most - and feel with him more than with others.
It's his direct way to write things - never dramatic, but instead always filled with real emotions. When Beattie writes that he thinks the army is a wonderful place to have a career, I believe him just as much as when he critices certain choices that were made in Afghanistan, in general and towards him, personally.
Beattie isn't afraid to show his doubts, as a soldier and as a human being. He has to shoot someone on his first day in Garmsir, and when he wonders if the man he shot was married, had children - I have rarely felt so emotionally close to a book.
Since I completely suck at describing what I mean, here's a quote:
"War is about dirty disgusting realities that are rightly an affront to most people. It is about blood and guts and pain and distress. Nothing more."
And he doesn't just say this, he makes the reader feel it in everything he describes and writes about, and his feelings when faced with death and battle are so real and human that I could not NOT relate to them if I had tried.
I highly recommend this book, and if you've been reading and liking any biographies of soldiers or battle accounts, you won't be done until you read this one.
(Oh, and then there is the fact that Beattie included the most unfortunate family picture I have ever seen in his book, and really, how can you not like a man who is not afraid to not only reveal his family pictures, but that kind of family picture to the world?)