2.5 rounded up to 3
"It's not you, it's me."
How many times has that line been used in books or in real life to convey a person's incompatibility with a love interest? There's typically nothing wrong with the other person, and there most certainly is someone out there who can better appreciate their qualities.
That's exactly how I feel about The Hideaway Inn, and my feelings have me conflicted. Honestly, I couldn't put it down; I had to continue reading because I hoped for redemption. Unfortunately, it didn't get there for me.
At face value, I appreciate the queer rep. However, there was a lot that left me unsatisfied.
Vince was very much unlikable. While I could emphasize with the struggles he went through in high school, I couldn't forgive the person he became as an adult, a stereotypical, macho "power top". He would be the perfect villain in another story. Here, his character doesn't work as the main character and love interest of the other MC, Tack.
It seemed everyone too easily forgave Vince's flaws, when they should have at least called him out on his behavior. In my opinion, he deserved to be kicked out of New Hope.
I also disliked Tack, in the beginning. Unlike Vince, he did redeem himself as the story progress, but then I felt sorry for him. I felt bad that he was so attached to being in a relationship with Vince that he completely overlooked Vince's personality. The connection/romance/sex all felt forced. I wasn't able to believe these two belonged together.
Warning, potential spoilers ahead.
A few things that stuck out and/or made me uncomfortable:
I was confused about the age of Vincent and Tack. I think it's mentioned that Tack is thirty-five, which would make Vince the same age? I thought they acted much younger, more immature than thirty-five. I would put them at least ten years younger based on their actions and attitudes. Tack is by far the more mature of the two, though.
The reader is told that Vince and Tack had a connection brewing back in high school, but we're never shown that. We get very bare bones glimpses into their interactions back then, but I never felt like they were more than acquaintances because they happened to be neighbors.
We're also told that Vince and Tack suddenly want to be a family with Jules. Jules is a cool kid, no doubt, but I was uncomfortable with the inclusion of them as what I felt was basically a plot devise, something to "prove" to the reader that Vince had changed. Jules felt like a tool to show that Vince and Tack belonged together. There wasn't enough progression of the relationship between Vince and Jules for me to believe they would work as a family.
That brings me to Evie, another throwaway character popped in to tell the reader SOME THINGS. I needed more time with Evie to believe she played an important role. I felt like she was just there to be a potential conflict in the beginning and to be the womb for Jules, with no other real reason for her existence. Also, the reader is told she said something ugly to Vince and then it's never brought up again. It was hard for me to accept that Vince didn't hold a grudge against Evie, that Evie didn't show any remorse or attempt to apologize to Vince, or that Evie didn't mention this interaction to Tack.
I appreciated that New Hope was a queer mecca in this story, where all types of queer people are represented. However, a lot of the characters' queerness felt forced and not authentic at all.
In short, I know there are readers who will enjoy this story but, unfortunately, The Hideaway Inn and I are not compatible.
***ARC provided by the publisher via Netgalley in exchange for an unbiased, honest review.***