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The Untamed meets Song of Achilles in a coming-of-age love story between an orphan and the heir of the richest family in the Land of Yamato.

The human world meets the yōkai in a power struggle for the fate of Fujiwara no Hirotsugu.

While he battles to find his own path, Hirotsugu finds solace in a boy who will become his secret friend, then his salvation, and then as they become adults together, the love of his life.

352 pages, Kindle Edition

First published August 13, 2019

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Xia Xia Lake

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Xia Xia Lake decided a couple of years ago that she wanted to spend her free time writing stories about mythologies. She was a student at the Bucharest University of Foreign Languages, Japanese Major - English Minor, where she fell in love with Japanese History and Ancient Literature. At twenty years old, she got hired in an IT corporation, where she spent the next decade forgetting everything she ever learned in school, including the Japanese language. In 2017, she took two months vacation from work and with the help of Kogitsune, she dusted off her school books and began writing as a method of stress relief.
This is how the Takamagahara Monogatari was born.


Xia currently lives in Bucharest with her husband and two giant Bucovina Shepherd Dogs.

Xia is a pen name coming from the Greek "Xenia", meaning “welcoming,” “stranger,” or “guest,” and is pronounced Zia or Csia (like in Alexia), however everybody calls her Zaya. "Xia Xia Lake" is coming from Xia's wattpad account: "xiaxiala" which after 2 beers on a late Friday night Xia had the brilliant idea to transform it in an unpronounceable pen name.

Stay up to date with the latest releases by visiting the author’s website:

xiaxiastorylake.com


"Shinigami" was the winner of both Best Gay Fantasy and Best Gay Debut in the 2018-2019 Rainbow awards.


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September 15, 2019
5+++++ stars

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I have no idea how to do this book justice but I will try by just gushing over it.

When night approached, the birdsong gently shifted from cheerful to forlorn. The uguisu went to sleep in its pot-shaped nest, and the brown-feathered night thrush—recently returned from wintering in Tenjiku—took its place and claimed the night. Now and then, a deer would call and a fawn would answer back.

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Gaaah! This book came at the right time. I have been craving some paranormal, fantasy, shifter and all that jazz. Shinigami and W & G got me satisfied.

This story is connected to Kogitsune, please read that one first before diving into this other gem. Like Kogi, this is a historical fantasy with influences from Japanese mythology and folklore, if you are new to that world and know nothing about it, don’t let that scare you from this wonderful story, there is a Glossary that explains everything.

I freaking loved this story, to a point I reread the last chapters times and I will still reread it. The writing is incredible, clever, witty and on point. The dialogue between the characters is interesting and keeps you on the edge wanting more, the feeling is like no other.

The characters are very well developed and unique. They are lovable because they are easily likable. (Huh? I don’t think that makes sense but isso right).

All I am trying to say is; I freaking loved it.

Highly recommended when you are in the mood for some Historical fantasy story.

Thank you to my amazing fellow buddy readers for taking this wonderful journey with me. Can’t wait to do it again.
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968 reviews120 followers
September 12, 2019
Reading this book for the second time is such a different experience, and every bit as good as the first one, if not better. Can't wait for the next book! Or the next reread, whichever comes first. :D

At the end of my review of Kogitsune, I wrote “4 stars because I need more.”
As the saying goes, be careful what you wish for. I got more. I got so much more that, ten days after finishing this book, I’m still trying to get my fried brain cells to write something resembling a review.

Let’s be realistic, that’s not happening anytime soon. Maybe after a (few) reread(s), maybe never. The great ones are always the most difficult to review for me. The layered ones are even worse, and this is a layered one. I feel like I’ve only scratched the surface with my first read and I’ll be going back for more for a long time.

Someone else will have to do justice to this gem. Here are just some random thoughts.

A word of advice before reading this book: you should read Kogitsune first.
It’s set after Shinigami, but you should still read it first, there is a reason it’s marked as the first in the series. ;)
You might want to reread Kogitsune after you finish this (I did), but that’s another matter. Read Kogitsune first. It’s short, it’s free, and you won’t regret it.

Another word of advice: if you’re not familiar (or if, like me, you are but it's been a while since you immersed yourself in it) with Japanese culture, history, and mythology, you might need a moment or two to adjust to the setting, the times, and the names. Don't let it scare you, there’s a glossary at the end if you need it, but everything important is already explained in the book and I didn’t have any problem following the story without it. Although it’s nice and interesting to have the additional info available, you won’t necessarily need to consult it as you read.

A last word of advice, mostly to my m/m romance reader friends: remember that this is a series, everything is connected and the journey isn’t over yet. Keep an open mind. :)

Regarding the book itself, what can I say? It’s not something that I’m able to explain, you have to experience it.
I could say it’s adorable, romantic, heartbreaking, that the writing is beautifully evocative and the setting fascinating, that the historical facts and the fictional part of the story are mixed together perfectly. I could also say that I fell in love with the characters (especially two and I can’t even say who they are because...spoilers), that this book made me smile, tear up, laugh, and wish I didn’t have months to wait until the next one.
All of that would be true, but it still doesn’t seem enough.
It’s everything I’ve got to offer at the moment, though, so it’ll have to do.

5 stars, but I still need more. ;)
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2,731 reviews2,308 followers
February 24, 2020
I'm going to be honest. I have very different feelings for the first half of this book vs the latter half. The first half details the life and experiences of Hirotsugu as he grows up as the heir to one of the wealthiest, and respected, families. In contrast to those around him, particularly his family, he's very aware, and almost ashamed, of the divide that separates him from the poor, and this is reinforced by a chance encounter with a young beggar. A chance encounter that happens not just a second time, but a third, thus sparking a friendship that would turn into a great love.

But I'm getting ahead of myself.

The first half of this journey is very heavy on the historical elements, the traditions, the myths; if you love world-building, if you love losing yourself in cultural descriptions, you will be overjoyed with the author's research and attention to detail. I'll admit that while I did follow along (and had a handy glossary, along with chapter header definitions to help out), I wasn't as engrossed by the history as I was the characters. So while I wasn't bored, I wasn't fully immersed or on the edge of my seat in the early chapters. It was easy to put down, even with the magical elements and the mystery surrounding this presence that ran parallel to the narrative.

Also I made the mistake of speculating a theory or two to a friend who had read this already and boy was I wrong. But hey, I'm owning up to it. I recommend you try and throw some guesses around, too! Ahem, anyway..

And then the second half of the story happened and it was sweet and lovely and all of a sudden I was punched in the gut with feels and this time I was putting down the book so I could finish crying. Which I did.. twice. I definitely felt the strength of these characters near the end, the events felt more high stakes, with the added element of some melodrama to really get those emotions flowing. As a bonus, much is revealed that is only teased throughout, and while some subsequent actions felt rushed or maybe a little unrealistic, you still feel it. It still hurts. And you're still blown away.

Readers who pick up the book one, KOGITSUNE, might be surprised, and confused, when they follow it up with SHINIGAMI only to realize it isn't a direct continuation. And does, in fact, happen long after the events of book two. But by the time you get to the end of this book, you'll understand why it's important, and necessary, to read first. So go do that now.

Overall, this is an experience unlike one I've read before. It's detailed, rich in history, magic and myth and folklore, it's about a forever love between two young men, and so much more. And it's not over! There's more to come. I cannot wait to see how these stories progress in book three.

3.75 stars

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This review can also be found at A Take From Two Cities.
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498 reviews239 followers
February 5, 2024
4,5 'I will never get over this love story' stars

It is in man’s nature to be violent. And it’s the nature of spirits to be forgiving, because they are superior.

I don't know how to write this review because I really don't want to spoil anything. I went into it blind and it was a very amazing experince. It took me kind of a long time to finish the book because, at first, I wanted to savour the story and not rush the reading. The writing is really beautiful and it just adds to the atmosphere of the story. Secondly, I stopped around 2/3 of the book because I was so worried about the ending. Seriously, I can't remember the last time I was so invested in the story that I worried so much about how it will end. My lips are sealed, of course, I'll only say that I was very emotional in the end. Like, a lot!! 🥺😭🥹

I know close to nothing about Japanese history, so I can't say if it's historically correct but the sotry reads like the theme was very well researched, which is actually the most inportant in my opinion. I also liked how mythology was woven into the story. I'm crazy about any mythology but I was not exactly familiar with Japanese mythology and it's always nice to learn new things.

Still trying to avoid spoilers, so I'm just gonna say Hirotsugu is a wonderful charachter and I was drawn to him from the start. I was really invested in him growing up, learnih about the world, becoming an adut, finding love ❤️ at the begining I made a mistake about his love interest but knowing the whole story now, I think it makes sense that I did that. A little advice; pay attention to every detail and charachter. I kind of brushed aside a certain side plot that turned out to be very inportant in the end. I'm actually really looking forward to re-read it with the knowledge I have now, to see if I'm gonna feel different about some things. But I'm not yet ready to go through all the heartbreak soon 💔

I also recommend to start with Kogitsune first. And come back to it after reading Shinigami because trust me, you'll want to feel mushy after the Shinigami's end. I'm really looking forward to the next book 😊
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704 reviews112 followers
November 4, 2019
Re-read 04/11/2019: Welp. I thought I was past the weeping phase when it comes to this book. Guess not.

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Shinigami is a special and unique book. Not just the characters, but the storytelling itself. And the author's prose is exceptional.

The story takes place in Japan, it's culture and mythology is heavily embedded in the story, and surrounded by historical events. Meaning, some things in this book happened in real life, though most of it is fiction.

This is a love story. But also a story of Becoming. We are accompanying Hiro as he grows up and learns the ways of his clan, what was expected of him by his father and his clan, knowing he will be the next leader.

Along the way Hiro meets someone who will become very important to him. And his priorities might change. It's a sweet, slow-burn romance. At least, that's how it starts, toward the end it will become quite angsty as more and more information comes to light.

There's lots of things happening, mysterious things, and there were quite a few 'what the hell' moments, but I'm unwilling to say anything about the mythological part of the book, because I think it's something everyone has to experience themselves. But if you enjoy fantasy/paranormal books you will most likely enjoy this too.

It's a very complex, captivating and engaging story, and I recommend it wholeheartedly. But read Kogitsune first. :)
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Author 38 books108 followers
October 2, 2019
After giving us the beautifully quiet and atmospheric Kogitsune - that must be read before moving on to this second instalment in her Takamagahara Monogatari - Xia Xia Lake raises the bar with Shinigami, an astonishing combination of coming-of-age story, Japanese folklore, BL/yaoi, history and legends.

Constructed on and around four main characters, and with some surprising changes in the POV, Shinigami follows the life of Fujiwara no Hirotsugu and his relationship with his powerful family and with the young Takahashi Ryū.

But be warned! This is just the very surface of a story that evolves in an extremely fascinating and complex way that left me breathless and truly astonished.

The author combines historical facts, folklore and her own storyline in a totally seamless manner and the resulting experience is a full immersion in an arcane and suspended world where gods meet human, where yokai pop in and out of the scene and the emotional charge of the story is relentless and ever-growing.

Shinigami is a truly wonderful novel, ending on the brink of the great events which will come in the future instalments of the Monogatari.

Very highly recommended!
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801 reviews6 followers
December 23, 2024
I don't know where to start, so let's start at the beggining...
When I read Kogitsune last year it came as a great surprise. I picked it up because I needed some cheering up, and Japan and its culture never fails to me. I read that short story and was fascinated with the vivid world it contained and its characters. Since then I've become friends with Xia Xia Lake, and when she asked me to beta read the second book in the Takamagahara Monogatari, I was delighted.

Shinigami is a complex and fascinating tale. Ancient Japan, its customs and mithology are so well portraited that through them you can inmerse yourself in the story without noticing it.
The characters are simply wonderful. In Shinigami we follow Hirotsugu no Fujiwara (a historical character, son of one of the most powerful families in ancient Japan) in a tale with the perfect mix of facts and fiction. A tale about how he awakes to the world and how that world changes him and the ones around him: humans, yokais, ayakashis and kamis equally.

Maybe I'm a bit biased knowing how much effort is behind these lines, how accurate to the period the narrative style is, how much care and love has been put into this book, but I highly recommend this story. If you love fantasy, magic and Japan, you won't be dissapointed.

Take a look at Elena's and Cristina's reviews, they have explain this much better.
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877 reviews34 followers
May 8, 2020
This story? It ripped me to shreds.
It would have been a hundred times worse if I didn't first read Kogitsune, but having done so it only made me cry for about 5 minutes. Now I'm gonna go and read Kogitsune again, because I have to.

Xia Xia Lake, you are a glorious storyteller. Thank you.
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547 reviews186 followers
June 19, 2020
WHY isn’t this series more popular? How is that possible??

First things first, my compliments to the author for the sheer amount of research that went into this book. I could feel her love for Japanese folklore even in the super-short prequel/sequel ‘Kogitsune,’ but here it was more pronounced. Her wonderfully thorough and accurate representation of the Shinto pantheon was an integral part of this story - its heart. Nothing was half-assed, and all the little details just about brought tears to my eyes.

The author’s writing style is beautiful and compelling. She’s an expert storyteller - the worldbuilding here was slow and purposeful; the characters were unique and quirky and had their own little imperfections; the story was very well-paced - nothing was rushed, and even though some things were a bit predictable, I was not prepared for that ending.

This series is an ABSOLUTE MUST-READ for all Japanese mythology & culture buffs, but those completely new to the subject will love it, too. Yes, the tongue twisting names and the seemingly countless family connections can be a bit overwhelming for a total newbie, but the author managed to present it in a really approachable way that made all the difference.

Can't wait for the next book.
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February 23, 2020
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

As someone who has studied the Japanese language for a while and who has been looking for queer historical fictional placed in medieval Japan- and also as an avid reader of BL, albeit a very critical one, I am, in a sense very much the ideal reader for this particular novel. On the other hand, for these same reasons, I ended up finding issue with it in ways that will surely not bother most readers.

This places me in somewhat uncomfortable situation as I am forced with the choice of either projecting myself into a general reader of sorts or of zeroing in on my particular impressions. Ultimately, the middle way persevered: I will strive to disentangle what may be pet peeves from a broader perspective. It goes without saying that such methodological approaches are ultimately ideals and far from being realized be in this or any other review. That is the nature of literary reception.

Leaving such caveats aside, this is overall a very well researched foray into the Nara period in Japan, one that I have always found fascinating because its literate aristocracy of administrators, very much modeled on the Chinese court, was ruled by a set of values that ended up dying a harsh death in a series of civil wars and eventually the centuries old Shogonate with its martial ruthlessness.

Which is not to say that Nara/Heian periods were peaceful or at all wonderful for the general population, something that this novel addresses with great poignancy, but it came to represent an artistic time when courtesans ruled, court ladies were renowned for their intricate yet streamlined poems and contemplation was viewed as suitable topic all across the arts and letters.

Some of this is interwoven in this novel: featuring Hirotsugu, an heir to the immensely powerful Fujiwara clan as the protagonist and sending him on a collusion route with the powers-that-be, Shinigami draws a portrait of the ruling classes with their elaborate rites, lavish palaces in which ancestor worship is very much central and cross-references of myth that are both national and familial. The actual clash is surprisingly spurious at first but it eventually coalesces around Hirotsugu's choosing as a partner a once beggar and then servant, Ryuu.

Despite the disclaimer that the author issues in the forward, this novel is very much a romance. It is the love story that carries on the plot and while it does take quite a while to develop, once it does it overtakes the narrative almost entirely. This, in fact, was one of the problems I had with it, once the preliminary stages are cleared virtually all dialogue devolves into love declarations repeated with precious little variation. That the cast is, never that vast to start with, is at that point narrowed down considerably, makes it even more salient as every other word is about how much Ryuu loves Hirotsugu and about how much Hirotusgu loves Ryuu.

Fortunately the novel is not long enough for this cloying sweetness to become unbearable but it does hamper it somewhat.

A romance across different classes is very much political by default and that goes doubly so at a time when class stratification was sharply drawn and unrelentingly enforced on every and single level. In making Hirotsugu's aware of the plight of the poor in the kingdom the novel engages in what is very much social criticism. It is an element of realism that is greatly appreciated.

With that said, this acute awareness of social relations is not entirely realized. Ryuu speaks in such a manner that does not make much sense given his background. He is unschooled as is to be expected yet expresses himself in almost the same way Hirotsugu does. During the already mentioned amorous back and forth they could exchange lines without the reader even noticing it.

Which brings me to the text itself. Overall, Shinigami is competently written. With that said it insists on adding random Japanese expressions in what smacks of fanfiction. Despite a glossary at the end that explains the meaning of all this, their very presence in the narrative proper is something of a misstep. There is no reason to say 'itai' when 'ouch' exists; even worse are the entire sentences strung in Japanese and cobbled onto the English text.

While I could understand them- or perhaps because I could understand them- I found them immensely distracting. Certain terms that are specific to the Japanese historical experience must be retained and I applaud the author for including them. But when referring to idioms that have a perfectly valid counterpart in English it makes precious sense to default to the romaji forms of Japanese words.

Which brings me to what I suspect only bothered me, namely, a certain lack of awareness of written Japanese. Despite 'kanji' being properly defined in the glossary as 'adopted logographic Chinese characters that are used in the Japanese written system', their dual existence as both carriers of meaning and aesthetic artifacts is never even alluded to. Perhaps even more importantly, the difficulty in mastering this complex system is never at all addressed and it very well might have been given that during the novel's timeline Hirotsugu learns how to write, an absolute privilege that was highly symbolic of the strict social hierarchy.

I would have liked the headings and chapter names to have contained the kanji (and I will itemize them at the end of this review once I have some time) as it would put the reader face to face with the characters themselves, even if very few would be able to actually read them. But even that could help to understand the absolute disadvantage Ryuu as it'd show, with great immediacy, just how difficult it is for the downtrodden to possibly reach any kind of social improvement. Barred from accessing information, barred from working for as clerks in the growing government apparatus, they are destitute in no ways more one.

The novel is at best when it introduces its Japanese themes in a more subtle way, as opposed to the already mentioned random Japanese lines. For example, the very structure in which Shinigami is inscribed, with chapters clustered around the seasons, is very Japanese. Literature about the transient nature of each season as well as about the particular charm of which is alluded to with grace. A brief but very telling moment in which Hirotsugu's mother explains to him the importance of keeping face as well as the mention of 'monkeys falling from trees' in a letter, a very common saying, are other discreet but very clever ways in which the novel sets itself in the Japanese living reality without forcing it.

Another way is, of course, the Shinto lore. Here the novel excels as it manages to populate its spaces with fox spirits, kappa and the like even as it goes into the foundation myths of the nation. These latter ones could be difficult to work into the narrative proper but they become very well assimilated via oral tradition. This is still a society in which people tell old stories and memorize them so that having Hirotsugu tell Ryuu about certain myths is the ideal manner in which to show how these could be conveyed to the illiterate and also how they were very much experienced even by the reading classes.

As an aside, the author's references to early Japanese medieval periods are on point and deserve great praise.

Unfortunately, I found the conclusion somewhat lacking. It is far too rushed, going over major events in a few lines and undercuts much of what I liked about what happened up to that point.

Overall, readers looking for a masterful take on real historical events mixed effortlessly with fantasy are very likely to be pleased with this one.
117 reviews
March 28, 2020
Beautiful.

One of the most magical books I've read. There were quite a few times at the end when I went back into certain parts of the book to make sure I got all the pleasure out of it. Never have I had my heart broken so much in a book only to have it put back together so quickly. Now I'm going to check out the Japanese culture in a way I never have before. Really looking forward to the next book. Thank you for a wonderful book.
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Author 33 books681 followers
October 14, 2019
Gah, my heart <3
Can't wait for the next in this series!
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297 reviews6 followers
September 8, 2019
I’m truly impressed with this story, everything about it was fascinating. The history and mythology of Japan with all it’s characters, the humans, Gods, and spirits. It was well researched and told in a very lovely way. It took a lot longer to read the whole book, because there were so many Japanese names of people, places and such mentioned, that I wasn’t familiar with. There are explanations provided on the site of the author and in the book’s glossaries page. But I still found myself googling some of it, to feed my imagination further, while reading it.

This book was a lot longer than the first book, and I really can’t wait to read more in the series!
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671 reviews13 followers
October 24, 2020
I’m going to cry myself to sleep now... if my heart can take it, I’ll write a review tomorrow.

12 hours later, my tears have dried... almost... maybe... or maybe not... *sobs*

This story is sweet and gentle but dark and brutal as well. The characters are complex and flawed and messy, at times too naive, too impulsive, too trusting, too easily misled, but always compelling and heartbreakingly lovely. These elements come together to create a beautiful, poignant, immersive journey.

There’s no good way to express my feelings without spoiling the resolution so the following is intentionally vague...

Shinigami did not end the way I wanted it to or the way I hoped it would. The end was painful and gut wrenching and heartbreaking and though I’m conflicted about one of the elements of the resolution, I trust that it’s the right ending despite my mixed feelings and heartache.

Now I’m off to hopefully heal my heart by reading Kogitsune again and wait for whatever comes next in the series.

Edited to add after reading Kogitsune again AND a Kogitsune extra:

Reading Kogitsune again did help ease the hangover heartache. Plus the insight and perspective I gained from all the Shinigami backstory cast Kogitsune in a fresh new light.

What I really came back to say though is the Kogitsune extra is absolutely worth reading and adds more fresh light to everything. That said, do NOT read the extra until AFTER reading Shinigami. You can find the extra here but don’t let the blog title fool you, it is so much more than just a missing sex scene.
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72 reviews1 follower
January 22, 2021
“we will carry that burden for the rest of our lives. But know this. I would have done it even for the weight of ten million more.”

This books reminds me of The Song of Achilles. pain 💔

IM CRYING. 😩😭
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433 reviews5 followers
October 14, 2019
Hirotsugu's birth was an event that affected the world of mortals in a natural way, but also unexpectedly moved the one hidden from human sight, the supernatural one. The boy has been growing up like any other son of a wealthy family, but at some point the supernatural world begins to play an increasingly important role in his life. At the same time, Hiro crosses paths with a poor young boy, whom he decides to help. From now on, nothing is the same, because Hirotsugu is becoming more and more attached to his new friend, as he begins to care for him. But will fate be kind to these two and the feelings that are slowly being born between them?

"Shinigami" is the second, and definitely longer than the previous one, part of "Takamagahara Monogatari" series written by Xia Xia Lake. As far as possible, the style in which this novel was written is even more beautiful than in the first installment of the series. All descriptions and even dialogues are wonderfully poetic, melodious even. Discovering "Shinigami", we feel as if we were reading a beautiful and full of depth poem that describes a breathtaking work of art. On the other hand, the style of the novel makes reading it feel as if we were entering the world of a wonderful, extremely colorful, oriental fairy tale. To be honest, I believe this opinion is not too far from the truth, because the story presented by Xia Xia Lake has everything that the fairy tale should have, and even more. Well, in short, "Shinigami" was written in an amazing, beautiful way that really conquers our hearts.

As for the story presented in this novel, it is extremely beautiful in many, probably countless, ways. Let's start with the fact that this is undoubtedly a story about growing up, and thus about the formation of a young person. That's why "Shinigami" focuses largely on a topic of living and learning everything that life brings, in terms of both good and bad experiences. At the same time, our main character also learns about the world that surrounds him, the mortal one – starting from his safe home that protects him like a bubble of innocence, to the reality beyond it which is full of danger and injustice – as well as the paranormal. It is also worth mentioning that in "Shinigami" Hirotsugu learns mainly by experiencing everything the hard way, which is a source of the novel's action.

Feelings that translate into interpersonal relationships are an inseparable part of life, thus to a great extent the plot of "Shinigami" focuses also on them. In the novel, we find a wonderfully presented friendship, which is born between two people who in many respects are totally different from each other, which blooms like a magnificent flower and eventually evolves into love which is beautiful, sincere and ready for sacrifices. However, as I've mentioned, "Shinigami" is a novel about growing up, experiences and feelings, so there's no way to avoid the theme of pain and loss. This is all the more important because it clearly emphasizes the diversity and contrasts of the world, and hence the man, his feelings and emotions. I think it is also worth mentioning that thanks to showing such different feelings in the novel, the author moves the reader even deeper, as they really can't remain indifferent to the story shown in "Shinigami".

Finally, I would like to mention that emotions are also a great advantage in "Shinigami". On the one hand, Xia Xia Lake presents a wide range of emotions that from the beginning to the end torment our main character, shape him, teach him, show him the way - the good as well as the bad one. However, in this context the most important thing seems to be the fact that the author managed not only to present emotions, but above all to awake them in the reader. Her novel undoubtedly affects us in a various ways. We are constantly intrigued by the story presented in "Shinigami", but sometimes we smile gently, other times we observe the events told here with an open mouth and a fast beating heart, and then again we end up in tears. Reading this book, it's impossible to feel nothing, not to react, not to get attached to the characters or not to experience all these emotions with them. In short, "Shinigami" is a story that moves us really deeply.

In summary, "Shinigami" is simply a beautiful novel. Perfectly written, incredibly interesting, really addictive, deeply moving, which makes us cry and conquers our hearts. The moment we decide to read it, we're lost. It's a really magnificent story that I highly recommend to all readers.

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Narodziny Hirotsugu były wydarzeniem, które w naturalny sposób poruszyło świat śmiertelników, ale także niespodziewanie wpłynęło na ten ukryty przez ludzkim wzrokiem, nadnaturalny. Z początku chłopiec dorastał jak każdy inny syn bogatego rodu, jednak w pewnym momencie świat nadprzyrodzony zaczyna odgrywać w jego życiu coraz większe znaczenie, a jego drogi krzyżują się z drogami młodego biedaka, któremu Hiro postanawia pomóc. Od tej chwili nic nie jest już takie samo, ponieważ Hirotsugu z każdą chwilą coraz bardziej przywiązuje się do swojego nowego znajomego, o którego zaczyna się troszczyć. Tylko czy los będzie łaskawy dla tych dwojga i rodzących się powoli między nimi uczuć?

„Shinigami” jest drugą, i zdecydowanie dłuższą od poprzedniej, częścią serii „Takamagahara Monogatari” autorstwa Xia Xia Lake. O ile to w ogóle możliwe, styl, w jakim została napisana ta powieść jest jeszcze piękniejszy, niż w przypadku poprzedniej odsłony serii. Wszelkie opisy, a nawet dialogi są cudownie poetyckie, melodyjne. Czytając „Shinigami” odbiorca czuje się tak, jakby miał do czynienia z przepięknym, pełnym głębi wierszem, który opisywałby zapierające dech dzieło sztuki. Z drugiej strony, styl powieści sprawia, że czytając mamy wrażenie jakbyśmy wchodzili w świat cudownej, niezwykle barwnej, orientalnej baśni. Prawdę mówiąc, taka opinia wcale nie mija się za bardzo z prawdą, jako że przedstawiona przez Xia Xia Lake historia ma w sobie wszystko, co baśń mieć powinna, a nawet jeszcze więcej. Cóż, mówiąc krótko, „Shinigami” zostało napisane w cudowny, piękny sposób, który naprawdę podbija nasze serca.

Jeśli chodzi o przedstawioną w tej powieści historię to jest ona niebywale piękne pod wieloma, niemal niezliczonymi względami. Zacznijmy od tego, że jest to niewątpliwie historia o dorastaniu, a więc o kształtowaniu się młodego człowieka. Tym samym, „Shinigami” skupia się w ogromnej mierze na nauce życia i poznawaniu wszystkiego, co ono ze sobą niesie, zarówno pod kątem dobrych, jak i złych doświadczeń. Jednocześnie nasz główny bohater poznaje także świat, jaki go otacza, zarówno ten realny – począwszy od bezpiecznego domu, który chroni go niczym bańka niewinności, po pełną zagrożeń i niesprawiedliwości rzeczywistość poza nią – jak i ten paranormalny. Warto również wspomnieć, że w „Shinigami” Hirotsugu uczy się przede wszystkim doświadczając wszystkiego na własnej skórze, co przekłada się na akcję.

Nieodłączną częścią życia są uczucia, które przekładają się na więzi międzyludzkie, toteż także na nich w dużej mierze skupia się fabuła „Shinigami”. W powieści znajdziemy bowiem wspaniale przedstawioną przyjaźń, która rodzi się między dwojgiem pod wieloma względami różnych od siebie osób, rozkwita niczym cudowny kwiat i ostatecznie ewoluuje przeistaczając się w piękną, szczerą, gotową na poświęcenia miłości. Jak jednak wspomniałam, „Shinigami” jest powieścią o dorastaniu, doświadczeniach i uczuciach, toteż wśród nich wszystkich nie może zabraknąć również bólu i straty. Jest to tym ważniejsze, że wyraźnie podkreśla jak różnorodny i pełen kontrastów jest świat, a co za tym idzie człowiek, jego uczucia, emocje. Myślę, że warto także wspomnieć o tym, że dzięki ukazaniu w powieści tak różnych uczuć autorka tym głębiej dotyka czytelnika, który naprawdę nie może przejść obojętnie obok historii ukazanej w „Shinigami”.

Na koniec chciałabym jeszcze wspomnieć, że w „Shinigami” ogromną zaletą są również emocje. Z jednej strony Xia Xia Lake przedstawia szeroki wachlarz emocji, które od początku do końca targają naszym głównym bohaterem, kształtują go, uczą, wskazują drogę – czy to dobrą, czy złą. Najważniejsze wydaje mi się jednak w tym kontekście to, iż autorce udało się nie tylko przedstawić emocje, ale przede wszystkim obudzić je w czytelniku. Swoją powieścią niewątpliwie wpływa ona na nas w najróżniejszy sposób. Bezustannie jesteśmy bowiem zaintrygowani przedstawioną w „Shinigami” historią, ale czasami uśmiechamy się łagodnie, innym razem obserwujemy opowiadane tu wydarzenia z otwartymi ustami i szybko bijącym sercem, to znowu zalewamy się łzami. Nie jest bowiem możliwe, aby czytając tę książkę nie poczuć nic, nie reagować, nie przywiązać się do bohaterów i nie przeżywać wszystkiego razem z nimi. „Shinigami” jest bowiem historią która porusza nas naprawdę głęboko.

Podsumowując, „Shinigami” to powieść po prostu piękna. Doskonale napisana, niesamowicie interesująca, głęboko poruszająca, wyciskająca z oczu łzy, podbijająca serce i naprawdę wciągająca. Kiedy już po nią sięgniemy, jesteśmy zgubieni. To naprawdę piękna historia, którą gorąco polecam wszystkim czytelnikom.
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365 reviews29 followers
October 14, 2019
A Scattered Thoughts and Rogue Words Review

“Shinigami” is part two of the series, even though it’s set before the events of “Kogitsune”. You should read “Kogitsune” before you pick up this book. It’s a free short story, so there’s nothing to lose and it will definitely help you understand this book.

I’m not sure if the blurb quite does this amazing book justice. It sounds a little trivial, when this story is anything but. I probably wouldn’t call it a “coming-of-age love story” either, more like historical fantasy steeped in Japanese mythology with a healthy dash of heartbreaking romance.

It’s no secret that I’m a huge fan of Japan and it’s folklore and mythology. After the very good first part, I had very high expectations of this second installment. And “Shinigami” did not just live up to them, it actually exceeded them.

I’m somewhat familiar with Japanese mythology, but not an expert by any means. There’s a dictionary at the end of the book, so you can always cross check if you don’t understand something. You should still be familiar with the most common Japanese titles, though. I actually felt like I now know more about Japan than I did before starting the book, but it never felt like the author was writing a lecture.

The romance itself is rather slow burn, since the book essentially starts with Hiro’s birth. So it takes a while for Hiro and Ryu to meet and it takes even longer for a romantic relationship to develop. But that allowed for a natural growth of their feelings and it was wonderful to witness it. There’s not a ton of sex either and it’s not very explicit, but it was definitely very sensual.

The setting of ancient Japan was extremely well written. The author clearly did a lot of research and knows what she’s writing about. I loved all the details and it made it all very real to me. It’s not always an easy read, so you might not want to read while half asleep. Unless you know your Japanese history and mythology in your sleep, then you’re all set. If not, it does require a bit of concentration, because it’s a rather complex story.

I was happy to get a background story for a few characters of the first part. Biko-san makes another appearance and he’s so adorable. I’m totally naming a cat after him, if I ever get one.

There were some very emotional moments, both happy and sad. It never felt sappy or over the top, though. The ending was both heartbreaking and wonderful and I’m eagerly awaiting part three. That one will be about a minor character who only got one scene in the entire book, but I’m still curious to learn more about him.

Overall, “Shinigami” is a truly brilliant book. If you love historical fantasy, Japanese mythology and folklore and don’t mind a slow-burn, non-traditional romance, you must read this series. One of my highlights of the year.

That cover. Oh my god. So cool. I love it. I’m totally having a fangirl moment just because of the cover. It’s perfect and makes me sad I don’t own a print version. It would look great in my bookshelf.
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1,836 reviews85 followers
August 16, 2020
Told in a 'faerie-tale/folklore' style, this historical fantasy took me away on a thoroughly enjoyable ride for several hours. In many ways, this reminds me of Edward C. Patterson's Southern Swallow series (which also has supernatural/spiritual elements blended with historical figures/events from 12th century ancient China) but Patterson's books do skew more toward historical events/earthly realm (with the exception of the final book in that series).

I was immersed into a David Eddings-esque deity/pantheon battle and tragi-romance set within an eighth century Japanese politico-cultural milieu of a dynastic controlling family (Fujiwara). I was both intrigued and alarmed by a mysterious character (with Machiavellian tendencies with Greek-chorus functionality) - with the revealed identity near the end taking me by surprise.

The author has qualified that this is not a M-M romance per se but I found the attraction between 2 boys who grow into young men quite endearing. Regretfully - so I will definitely continue following subsequent releases. Definitely worthy of 4.5 stars.
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Author 8 books68 followers
April 28, 2020
*I received this novel for free in exchange for an honest review*

Rating: 5 stars

Shinigami is the second novel in the Takamagahara Monogatari series. As with the first book in the series, Shinigami draws Japanese religion and folklore into its stories as well as the life of Fujiwara no Hirotsugu. I don’t want to say too much about the historical Fujiwara no Hirotsugu as it would spoil some plot elements, but he was a real person and I liked how the author incorporated this into their work.

Shinigami begins when a young compassionate Hiro takes pity on a starving boy and from his kindness a bond between them is forged. Over the years their friendship turns into a forbidden love that will shape the course of Hiro’s destiny.

Like the first novel, Shinigami combines a mixed of folklore, history and religion to create a uniquely beautiful tale. Time is taken to set each scene and describe every detail in a way that draws you into this wonderful world that the author has created. The romance happens gradually and at a natural pace that never once feels rushed or false. You really feel for these characters and the struggles that they are facing.

Shinigami is a beautifully written and moving novel, which I cannot recommend enough. I very much look forward to reading further novels in the series.
210 reviews2 followers
October 4, 2019
An awesome story that takes place in japan and brings us in a world of japans culture and mythology. The author has an awesome way with words which already makes the book special, but the story and the japanese elements more than pull their weight as well. I believe that especially japan fans like me will love this. If you are not really a japan fan yet, but wish to be, im sure youll love the story but you might want to take a look at the lil glossar at the end which explains the used japanese terms so that you wont get lost at the beginning.
I really loved this <3
3 reviews
October 2, 2019
Absolutely awesome reading! Kept my breath throughout the story. So emotional and touching, and the ending....didn't see this coming! Broke my heart...First story in a long while to keep me up all night. Loved it!
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272 reviews
February 4, 2024
5 stars

What a wonderful story. When I complained in my review on Kogitsune that I wanted to know more about everyone I didn’t know how amazingly well this wish would be answered in Shinigami.

When the dimensions of the love stories became apparent I felt awed and I’m still trying to wrap my head around the different characters in this story. The funny thing was that I loved the lore about the gods woven into Hiro’s and Ryū’s story but didn’t realise at first how important it would become. Same when I finally had an inkling who was the one talking in italics to us and occasionally taking over the stage.

I’m really really looking forward to reading more in this world. It was harsh but also so rich and vivid and I loved to meet the many more Yōkai and gods. I’m still in awe how Hiro could be such a darling soul twice over. He really was the dazzling one. I also found it very satisfying that Ryū got that chance to become what he loved nearly as much as he loved Hiro. Does it make sense when I say it felt just to me?

I’m sure I missed things and should probably reread both stories again before their sequel enters its published life. Haha, poor Xia Xia, has become a friend here on GR and now she will never get peace from me among all the voices crying for more.

The book is available for free on Smashwords.
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January 4, 2022
The book was fantabulous and the ending was wonderful. Everyone deserved it. The middle of the book slightly disappointed me but I forget all about it during the end.

I was intrigued by the mysterious person's POV. Everytime I read his thoughts, various questions blossomed in my mind and I got all the solutions in the end and they satisfied me.

Hiro was a great and kind character, he had no place to live among the vile people like his father and the bailiff. I got sick reading how they tortured the people to become their slaves and I loved when Hiro saved Ryū from them.

My most favourite part of the book was the life Hiro and Ryū lived in the mountains. It was fantastic to read. I wish I could live there with them. It would be a blessing to live among mother nature like that and even reading it made me feel better.

I hated Abe because she always bossed Hiro around and how Hiro's grandfather made a pact to marry him to her when he reached twenty. It was totally unfair that she was not punished for the act she did while Hiro was exiled.
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September 18, 2020
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Recensione a cura di Saluinadia


I nobili mari e le nobili montagne Che sono mari; che sono montagne. Che esistono entrambi, che sono reali. Mentre le vite degli uomini sono fragili come fiori, Fantasmi passeggeri di questo mondo.
Ho avuto modo di conoscere lo stile dell’autrice grazie al suo primo libro letto, Kogitsune, la piccola volpe; lo stile fantasy è magico in queste suoi romanzi, tutto ciò che rappresenta il Giappone è descritto in maniera dettagliata, precisa e appassionata. I protagonisti coinvolgono e trascinano il lettore all’interno della loro storia senza mai annoiare, anzi.
Spesso il genere fantasy non coinvolge tutti allo stesso modo, ma la storia di Shinigami è scritta in modo così armonico che deve essere letto, così da farsi trascinare tra magia, fantasia e amore.
Buona lettura e alla prossima.
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9 reviews1 follower
February 6, 2022
The ending was so unexpected and now I don't know what to do with myself because I need more.
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