Promising . . . Discomforting . . . Redeeming
Two things encouraged me to stick with this book, and I’m glad I did. First and foremost, Lee Strobel, the former agnostic turned Christian apologist, gave a favorable review calling Franzese’s life “an incredible tale of redemption, grace and hope.” The book has a photo of Franzese and Strobel together also, further reinforcing my hopes since I hold Strobel in very high regard. Second, in an introductory note to the reader, Franzese warns that the book is in “the language of the street . . . how I experienced it, . . . because I want you, the reader, to experience it with me.” Were it not for that warning and Strobel’s assurances, I would not have finished the book.
Here’s my review, in Kindle progress fashion:
0% -- Very high hopes for this book about improbable redemption, based on endorsements and reviews.
40% -- This feels like too much self-justification. These were bad choices Franzese made, and I sense no remorse or even meaningful introspection. Very self-absorbed and rationalizing. Is this really about redemption?
50% -- it’s only gotten more difficult to feel empathy. He is more and more like Michael Corleone.
60% -- Some hints of redemption, but are they only superficial? Photos with notable people like Samuel Alito, President Obama, and devout Christians Darryl Strawberry, Greg Laurie and Lee Strobel offer encouragement to continue into the remaining chapters comprising “Book Two”.
80% -- My skepticism may have been right.
80%+ -- Oh my, maybe he is for real. But what about the Mob? Why would they let him off?
86% -- He comes to terms with the threat of Mob retribution (Proverbs 16:7).
90% -- I’m so glad I didn’t give up on this.
So, this is quite a difficult story. Franzese is bold enough to pull no punches as he relates his life in the Mob in “the language of the street.” It’s not full of profanities in its language, but the life he relates is profane but seemingly rationalized, as he experienced it and warns the reader. Ultimately, it is, however, a tale of redemption, grace and hope, just as Lee Strobel promises. Franzese is convincingly redeemed but without delusions. Still, he demonstrates that salvation is available to all no matter our human weaknesses if only we repent. If his life can be redeemed there is hope for anyone. As he confesses, “I am a Christian sinner, but a sinner nonetheless.” Me too.
In summary, a most interesting book and a good read, but you must stick with it until the end.