"Tell me something good.”
"Gideon.”
"I thought it was Ghost.”
"I like Gideon better.”
I'll admit, I thought Harpers story was going to be an emotional massacre, and whilst it was sad at times and we got to see how they felt about her body and her headspace, for someone who's story could have been annihilating, It was quite light.
I barely cried, there wasn't a huge amount of push/pull as you'd expect, there wasn't any instances of random abuse on the street which I'd also expect, I was prepared for detailed scenes of her self harming, there wasn't any of those either.
What we got instead was a very sweet romance; the Hero, Ghost aka. Gideon, (A name I didn't like in the beginning but actually warmed to because of his character) was super sweet and *key word* patient, you really could experience how deep his feelings were and how much he wanted her from the beginning and here's the important part, I understood why.
Harper was what most of society would deem flawed, yet there was something extremely delicate, kind and lively underneath the ghost that the girl had become. She didn't push away as much as you'd think, if at all, but nearly every time Gideon would show his love for her; she'd been surprised.
“He likes you.” “But why?”
It took a lot of patience on Gideon's part and a lot of risk and faith on Harpers, but they spent time together at the farm and formed a 'light on the romance and sex' companionship that everyone (for the most part) respected and let blossom on its own and in the end it meant that they both got their HEA with hope for more good things to come.
Of course there was also the villain of the story, who caused the pain and drama, Bill. There was a few incidents with him that were violent and all but the author made the scenes brief and light on detail, so you understand what's happening but don't experience the horror.
"I found a loophole.”
"Bill?”
.........
“You turned him into your razor.”
I have to say out of all the books, one of the funniest moments yet happened in this book, i laughed so much that I'd almost say this book is worth reading just for this scene.
"She lifted her head to find the whole Brawlers Crew including Tank, Elijah, and Scary outside, Twitch, Hunter, and Gregory held up signs scrawled with 10s. They were all smiling as they stared toward the window. “Oh hell, they didn’t.”"
The editing is still a pretty big issue for this authors books, if you decide to read this, be prepared to notice mistakes and errors throughout, it has gotten slightly better but there was still missing question marks(something the author seems to have done on purpose if I'm not mistaken) and missing words.
The author did a really good job of providing intrigue and a subtle build up to Jokers story too so I'm super excited to move on to him next and find out what's going on and who will be the one to have the ability to touch him. (Because if there's no cuddling and affection - I'm done).
Safety.
•contains very brief and lightly detailed scenes of attack, rape, self harm (in the past).
•no cheating, no OP(see below) no disloyalty.
•In the beginning, before the relationship, Harper gets an unwanted 'visit' from Bill, he strangles and rapes her. Obviously she doesn't 'ask for it' or anything but because of her mind and self hatred she sees Bill as her way of self harm without cutting.
•Gideon hasn't had sex since his cheating ex which I believe was 2 years ago? And Harper has only ever had assholes 'bending her over' she had never been kissed before Gideon.