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263 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1988
I was not by any means in first youth, and I could not say that the shape of my life was a mystery. But I felt I had done all I could with free will, and that circumstances, the imponderables, should now take a hand. I was giving them every opportunity. I was in a city where I knew not a soul, save the few I had come to know by chance. It was a city where the mentality, the sound of the language, the hopes and possibilities, even the appearance of the people in the streets, were as strange as anything I might have invented. My choice in coming here had been deliberate; I had a plan. My own character seemed to me ill-defined; I believed that this was unfortunate, and unique. I thought that if I set myself against a background into which I could not possibly merge that some outline would present itself. But it hadn't succeeded, because I adapted too quickly. In no time at all, I had the speech and the movements and very expression on my face of seedy Madrid.As we go, the traveler is beset by the strange sense of standing still, with the idea of finding the way --of orientation-- becoming increasingly irrelevant to the scenery at hand.
The house was full of ants, and the windows, which were dirty, were smeared with rain. The most disobliging sight in nature was provided by the view--palm trees under a dark sluice of rain. Beyond a drenched hedge stood a house exactly like Aunt Val's, with spires, minarets, stained-glass windows; possibly it, too, contained a drawing room stuffed with ferns and sheeted sofas. The houses were part of a genteel settlement, built in an era of jaunty Islamic-English design, in a back pocket of the Riviera country. The district was out of fashion, crumbling, but the houses persisted; dragging their rock gardens, their humped tennis courts, they marched down the slope of a tamed minor Alp. In the old days, Aunt Val said, except for the trees and the climate and the conversation of servants, one needn't have ever known this was France.Only some of the stories here lead across transition points; more often they only lead up to the transitions, and halt. In the grand British tradition we're led along the mangy paths of stifled resentment, unspoken hostilities, and then up onto the high street of Making Do.
“Hal stolidly tried to put together the egg puzzle he had bought in the early days, at the Palais-Royal. He had all the pieces, nothing was missing, but still could not make it whole. Dorothy pulled everything she knew apart and started from the beginning. My mother looked like Lady Something in a Holbein. George was a swallow. My mother was the net.”— Last lines of “The Statues Taken Down”