Amos Oz is a prominent Israeli novelist and essayist who lives in Jerusalem and writes in Hebrew. However, the protagonist of this novel, Fima, could have stepped right out of a novel by Saul Bellow. I don’t know whether this is owing to Bellow’s influence, or whether both men draw on some common sources in Hebrew and Yiddish literature; perhaps a little of each. At any rate, Fima is a Bellovian character, an intellectual idler who agonizes over the troglodytic policies of the Israeli government on the issue of the Arabs (the year is 1989), sends articles to newspapers and letters to editors, convenes cabinet meetings in his head to resolve vital issues, agonizes over his own share of the communal guilt, has affairs with numerous women, holds forth brilliantly in conversations during which he tries to demolish his opponents, has grand poetic feelings, talks to himself out loud, fights with his businessman father, is physically clumsy and socially inept, keeps changing his mind all the time, can’t perform the simplest household chores, can scarcely dress himself to go out, plays on the sympathies of his friends and then bores them to death with his garrulousness, and is, as his father characterizes him, not even a shlemiel but a shlemazel (the difference?—the shlemiel clumsily knocks over the cup of tea, the shlemazel is the one it spills on).
This is a “character novel” in which we follow Fima virtually hour-by-hour through several days in which he tries to figure out the meaning of his life—we witness his escapades and ineptitudes, his internal and external arguments, his bizarre and testy relationships. If you like Bellow (as I do), you’ll certainly enjoy this book.
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Fima aimed a fork at his forehead, at his temple, at the back of his head, and tried to guess or sense what it must feel like the instant the bullet pierces the skull and explodes: no pain, no noise, perhaps, so he imagined, perhaps just a searing flash of incredulity like a child prepared for a slap in the face from his father and receiving instead a white-hot poker in his eye. Is there a fraction, an atom of time, in which illumination arrives? The light of the seven heavens? When what has been dim and vague all your life is momentarily opened up before darkness falls? As though all those years you have been looking for a complicated solution to a complicated problem, and in the final moment a simple solution flashes out?
Liat Sirkin taught Fima one or two unusual, exquisite pleasures, but he felt, beyond the carnal thrills, faint hints of a more spiritual elation: almost day by day he fell under the spell of a secret mountain joy mingled with a sense of exaltation which endowed him with heightened powers of vision such as he had never experienced before or since. During these days in the mountains of northern Greece he was able, looking at the sunrise over a clump of olive trees, to see the creation of the world. And to know with absolute certainty, as he passed a flock of sheep in the midday heat, that this was not the first time he had lived.
When Yael wrote to him from Seattle early in 1966 to say there was another man in her life, Fima laughed at the trite expression. The love affairs of his billy-goat year, his marriage to Yael, Yael herself, now seemed as trite, as overacted, as childish as the underground revolutionary cell he had tried to set up when he was in high school. He decided to write her a line or two simply to send his best wishes to her and the other man in her life. He sat down at his desk that afternoon, and did not stop writing until midday the following day: in a feverish missive of thirty-four pages he confessed the depth of his love for her.
But when he prostrated himself and started searching behind the trash can for the lost apple, he discovered half a roll, a greasy margarine wrapper, and the burned-out lightbulb from yesterday’s power cut, which it suddenly dawned on him was probably not burned out after all. Suddenly a cockroach came strolling toward him, looking weary and indifferent. It did not try to escape. At once Fima was fired with the thrill of the chase. Still on his knees, he slipped off a shoe and brandished it, then repented as he recalled that it was just like this, with a hammer blow to the head, that Stalin’s agents murdered the exiled Trotsky. And he was startled to discover the resemblance between Trotsky in his last pictures and his father, who had been here a moment before begging him to marry. The shoe froze in his hand. He observed with astonishment the creature’s feelers, which were describing slow semicircles. He saw masses of tiny stiff bristles, like a moustache. He studied the spindly legs seemingly full of joints. The delicate formation of the elongated wings. He was filled with awe at the precise, minute artistry of this creature, which no longer seemed abhorrent but wonderfully perfect: a representative of a hated race, persecuted and confined to the drains, excelling in the art of stubborn survival, agile and cunning in the dark; a race that had fallen victim to primeval loathing born of fear, of simple cruelty, of inherited prejudices. Could it be that it was precisely the evasiveness of this race, its humility and plainness, its powerful vitality, that aroused horror in us? Horror at the murderous instinct that its very presence excited in us?
Automatic living, he thought, a life of comfort and achievement, accumulating possessions, honors, and the routine eating, mating, and financial habits of prosperous people, the soul sinking under folds of flesh, the rituals of social position; that was what the author of the Psalms meant when he wrote, ‘Their heart is like gross fat.’ This was the contented mind that had no dealings with death and whose sole concern was to remain contented.
Going to the kitchen, he opened the fridge and stood pensively holding the door open, fascinated by the mystic light shining behind the milk and the cheeses, reexamining in his mind the expression ‘the price of morality’ in the title of the article he had written in the night. He found no reason to revise or alter it. There was a price of morality and a price of immorality, and the real question was: What is the price of this price, i.e., what is the point and purpose of life? Everything else derived from that question. Or ought to. Including our behavior in the Occupied Territories.